yay!

Yay! This calls for a post.

For the first time, I'm able to see my ex face to face - without the animosity.


Thank God ... prayers some what answered.

And Your timing is always the right timing. The best in fact.

Now, I think can move on even better.

My first love...

has to be Pixar and their animation.

Nothing beats that. really. i think i admire animation 3D more than life action CG.

I love Cars!!! I dont care how the critics label it - I just love it!!!!

Must get DVD - all the details...


ahhhhhh ....

love...

Listening to this album now...

and wishing that I'm not single now.I wish I knew how to love earlier, and wouldn't have to go through the exodus period.

Knowing that its all worth it, but the feelings of the heart aching seems to float in and out...

And He's good ... fitting that empty whole inside my heart...

And I love Steven Curtis Chapman... awesome...

discover the word podcast....

Shakespeare Sonnet 116
Sonnet 116 Let me not to marriage of true minds admit impediments.

Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impediments. Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove:
O no! it is an ever-fixed mark
That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
It is the star to every wandering bark,
Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.

Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
Within his bending sickle's compass come:
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
If this be error and upon me proved,
I never writ, nor no man ever loved.

William Shakespeare (1564 - 1616)

quote from the podcast...

when people change, if its really love - its not going to change. its constant. people change.

When paul says love is patient-
he means that our concern for people, and are seeking their best
doesnt change because they seem to change
our behaviour may change towards those people as love would diciate one thing in one situation or antoher.

one does not withdrawl love or give love simply on the basis oneself is pleased. i may call that love, its not really love anymore

unquote

gooooal!

It's been a long while since I last watched soccer.

A nasty game - but good enough to bring my spirits up again.

not exactly a fan - but i think i'll watch some of the good games around.

Lost my cool today.

To make things worst, having a bad pounding headache and flu. Not that exclusively that I should have a better treatment.

every single year its always a mess. somehow.

and every single year i get the same thing.

does anyone freaking care about my role here? gwah no.

Sorry, at this very instance I would like to be in me-centric mode.

If anyone else thinks they can do better, go ahead and be my guest.

my first trade conf!

First trade conference I've been to!

Whehe. Thank God. I feel so blessed. I know probably everyone else in this line has gone to trades hows like this until they feel like vomitting.

But it was rather fun for me - going around seeing all these adults running around, chio bu handling out brochures, yan tao ang mohs (whaha. esp the yan tao ang moh. too bad i got no cams with me!!!!)

arggg idotic!

It's always so fustrating.

Every year my dad would change and refuse to go down. Claiming that he's full.

So angry.

:(

pounding headache...shessh...

Next time, I shall remember to sleep earlier the day before cell day.

Or maybe sleep earlier everyday.

It's either I have a pounding headache or I end up looking like crap.

Time to adjust my lifestyle.

Then again, I've been saying the same thing for the last 3 years... haha.

Sometimes I just dont make any sense. It's okay ...

the horror...

A conversation with a co-worker makes my heartache and my blood boil at the god of this age.

How blinding. I finally understood what it means in Romans that God hardened their hearts.

And to make things worst, you hear about all kinds of things about christians from non-christians.

Time is slipping by and what one can see is what is infront of them. That is so so sad.

Post modernism and the ripple effects of it.

And what on earth as a follower will I be doing?

Casting Crowns - In Me

'Cause when I'm weak, You make me strong
When I'm blind you shine Your light on me
'Cause I'll never get by living on my own ability
How refreshing to know You don't need me
How amazing to find that You want me
So I'll stand on Your Truth, and I'll fight with Your Strength
Untill You bring the victory, by the power of Christ in me

~neat!

thoughts from a sleepless morning

Noodles makes me so full, sometimes its hard to digest properly. And I can't sleep again.

I ran through the photos on my ibook, and found that 2005 came and went. Probably this is the reason why I hate to take photos of myself. Or even take photos. It's quite emotional having to run through these photos, with memories and hurts from the past that lingers around.

Life - and the only thing constant is change.

I remember last year this time on the start of the rollercoaster ride. I remember begin at SF, seeing him there but both of us pretending we are not together. Stealing glances from each other. Now that I look back, I can't really tell for sure was he whole hearted loving me back then.
And moving on from this point, it didn't matter anymore if I had any answers.
In life, there is never enough answers to satisfy our questions. And only God knows what and why.

One year came and went. I look back now, and wonder - the road ahead : what I should do, and how I should do and not waste my life. Desires, dreams, goals - and all that placed in His hands.

One year ago I was unsure and needed the support of humanly love. One year later, I think I've moved into His realm of things.

Someday, I know can bury Me-centric and carve a stone, and stick it there saying "Here lies Me-centric, no longer driving all that to self."


And love. I've yet to fully grasp this... I thinK His word and the rest will follow. Then Me-centric will be from a forgien land - permission denied!

Weee

I had so much fun today!

Had a pair of free tix to watch Vegetable Orchestra. I read their profile on the Arts Festival site. Didn't really had much thought so took the complimentary tix, and got my friend to watch.

Oh boy, was in for a big surprise! Hailing from Austria, it was truly an experience that one has to go to understand why it's so interesting! Sorry, but there was no vegetables singing. gwah.
It was very intriguing - visually and musically. And Austria guys are so tall. Haha.
Most of the pieces were mostly unfamiliar to me. And all sounded really good! Better than synthesizer music - some what :p.
They did a version of a house music and it was so cool.

One week came and went. So drained from the frenzy madness.
Being busy is good. Takes my mind off a lot of things. And maybe my 24th birthday would come and go, follow by christmas, then CNY. Hah.
Going to help my friend at church tomorrow... guess it would be a good time to spend time with them.

yummmy

If I could, I would want to endorse Campbell's.

Chunky's filled my hungry tummy tonight... yummy....

Monday again, and the days go by...