Wednesday, May 27, 2009

body scanning

This afternoon i go to Columbia Asia Hospital to check my body again. Fortunately Yawa accompany me to the hospital. Doctor is already proving that I got a
5 cm size of cyst inside my ovary!!!! Oh my god!!! 5cm~~~ is really such a big cyst inside my ovary. After scanning and check, the doctor consult me and asking me whether i want to operation or not and which operation method i choose. Before that, doctor check my vagina, oh my god! i am really nervous to take off my pant to let him check. oh my god!!! Is my first time, luckily my best friend Yawa is beside me. she and doctor just keep on ask me don't panic and nervous. Just a normal checking and won't feel any pain or uncomfortable. After few minute then is nothing happen on my vagina. Nothing serious just got a cyst in my ovary.

Doctor gives me two options. The first one is operation and take out the entire ovary out; this method will leave me a huge scar and take time to heal. The second one is bust and laser this method very simple just need to use 5mm kind of needle to bust it and then clean it something like laser. If i want to save my ovary sure i use the second method to bust it and save my ovary. hmm.... after the scanning and consultancy i just do a blood test to check whether is cancer or not. if it is cancer i can't use laser method d, i must operation to take out the entire ovary to avoid cancer infect to other areas. so this Friday my report will come out d. God bless me!!!

this is the hospital i went today in my hometown

i wish i can go back kl by this weekend. i wish after i doing the laser surgery then the other day i can go back kl to follow up my study already... hmm~~~pls...


Yesterday night i went to "bai bai"(pray in India temple), there got a lot of pigs . The place have a tale said by a lot of people that the person who touch the pig will win in lottery or in gamble so a lot of people from outstation come here by bus to visit the pig here. this story spread every place until to Taiwan and Hong Kong in newspaper. i never go there and see the pig in real so my friend just ask me go there and have a look. i just go there to "bai bai" and see the cute little pig there only because me also dint gamble.
see! the cute cute little baby pig


from left to right(stand) ~second younger brother, first younger sister and the youngest sister
from left to right(sit)~my lovely daddy, lovely mummy, my first younger brother and his gf

my lovely family here and one is my brother's girlfriend.^!^ops~~my mum was looking my dad maybe my mum cant away the sight from my dad. hehe~~
happy happy tonight


today is my grandma's birthday so we celebrating in restaurant with my relative. the picture will upload soon.... hehe...

sweet dream~~have a good night. muack!!! muack!!


Tuesday, May 26, 2009

better in time

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming
Thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All that I know is I'mma be ok


Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok


Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will


Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)
It'll all get better in time

21st birthday + bad month


















when i reached Butterworth bus station. the Bus station in Butterworth was finished renovated already. become more clean and safe already. last time the bust station was so dangerous.


i went to Penang by Ferry....


Sunday morning we go and play paintball with his friend in permatang tinggi if not mistake. got one ask him.

the guy: " this is the girl you talking about in facebook?" (then my bf suddenly quite and look at the guy. )

my bf: "what girl? she is my girlfriend." ( look angry)

the guy:" you dint intro to me early how i know who is her."

OK! i found out he got Facebook, he is hiding from me and talking other girl in Facebook with his friend. i was thinking sure is something bad to me. i just act nothing and smile to him. in that short moment i was thinking a lot of thing. a lot! but i can do it finally. i din;t have a big fight for that. if last time i know something was wrong sure we will have a very huge fight and arguing there. but this time i was very calming and dint even mention about it.


Sunday night we have dinner in The Ship Batu Ferringgi. so nice~~~we together for 6 years, this year finally have a proper celebration for my birthday. i get a present from him.it is a perfume from D&G. ^!^ afternoon we go Ayer Hitam near the temple have a very nice Laksa.so we go there have some Laksa and Ais kacang. hmmm~~~ the Laksa is delicious. the Ais kacang also the same. yummy yummy~~~





















Yesterday night, i was having quite serious gastric so i went to clinic and consult doctor. after the doctor having a scanning on my stomach and he scan my uterus too. while scanning doctor will explain this is what and that, this is pancreas and kidney and so on. Suddenly doctor keep quite and scan my uterus again and again. i ask what happen to my uterus there. doctor said he saw a cyst outside my uterus and near to my ovary. after that doctor ask me whether i married d, i answer haven. then he said maybe i am pregnant already. oh my god!!! that time i was...... freak out!!! doctor said not sure. after having a pregnancy test then the doctor said dint pregnant and confirm that have a cyst there. doctor ask me to go other hospital and double check again and he said need to have operation already. i hate!!!! i edi got a big appendicitis scar now got other scar is waitting me already.F!!!! sad :.-(

haiz~~~ this month happen quite a lot of thing on me. all is bad thing for me. i get cheated, now gastric and need to operation for the cyst near my ovary some more. sigh!!!! this is bad month for me. In one month can happen such a lot of thing. i was worried what if i cant give birth anymore. hmm~~~ i ask the doctor then the doctor said if really need to cut out the ovary still have 1 more ovary wert. hmm~~~ oh my god! i wish no any side effect happen on me. if i can't give birth anymore sure no one will married me already. is ok! that time i can fully concentrate on my career d.

he is going to buy a house in Penang. he already ask me where i like to stay and how the house will be look like. is a very sweet thing for me. but........he let me felt that he already plan everything for me. my career after my study, my life. i does not like it. i does not felt like want to move to Penang after my graduate. i felt like either stay and work in kl a few years or go UK to further my study. after he get my answer he felt very unhappy.

i felt like he is trying to let me know, he is going to propose to me and marry me.maybe not now. maybe after 2 or 3 years. oh my god!!!! he indirectly ask me will i marry him, i dint answer him then he keep on asking me that question and how many baby will have after married and a lot of about the married life. oh my gosh!!!! after he ask me i just keep avoid of this topic. after i answered his question, he very upset and i am felt hurt and guilty to make him not happy and cant make his wish come true. i just honest to him and try to let him know that is not the right time and i haven prepared for all this thing. i haven prepared for this!! i really don't want too early to get married and having baby. this is not the right time. i felt like he is going to engage with me. oh my god. even an engagement i also will reject. for me engagement and marry also the same thing. if really after 10 years i just get married that mean we need to couple for 16 years just can get married. if i still with the same guy. hmm^^ to be honest, he is the perfect guy to marry and is a family man. we still have a lot of problem exist and still haven solve. besides that, i seriously haven prepared for this yet. i am very confuse, blur~!!! actually it is bothering me a lot. i need to care about what he feel after i dint agree, i don't want he feel sad and feel heart break on me.

Friday, May 22, 2009

woe is me

in the twinkling of an eye, I am going to reached 21 years old already ^!^. i don't know what will going to happen on my 21 years old. Is there any improvement on me (physically or mentally)??? Will i still the same? change to become more badly or vice versa? I wish myself after a storm comes a calm. ^^ I just wish to get a merriness life in the future. I won't look for my past but look for my future. Live in hopes of better times to come.

Different peoples in a different family and environment with the surrounding of friends will create a different person there.
Sometimes I really think of to become a very bad person( but not to kill or rape peoples la~) and try to set free on everything. Try to do whatever I like and don't even care or mind about what others look at me and think on me. F! why peoples always like that? I had seen a lot of peoples doing something bad and those F-ing thing to hurt someone else. But sometimes the thing happen is out of control and out of our mind. It's need to live in this world.Sigh~~

I starting to feel a little stress on my study already. hmm~~just check my timetable today. Oh my god! i got 3 hours lecture there, I sure i will tired like hell! I hate financial and taxation. This semester need to study Moral and Etika in bahasa Malaysia if not mistaken. I need to study smart + hard to get my best result! YES! YES! YES! GAMPATEH TEOH SOO MEI des!!!!

12:30am - 21st may 09

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Food as medicine

headache - eat fish
eat plenty of fish-> fish oil helps prevent headaches. so does ginger, which reduces inflammation and pain.

fever- eat yogurt
eats lots f yogurt before pollen season. also eat honey from your area(local region) daily.

prevent stroke- drink tea
prevent build up of fatty deposits on artery walls with regular doses of tea.(actually tea suppresses appetite and keeps the pounds from invading...green tea is great for our immune system)

insomnia (cant sleep)-honey
use honey as a tranquilizer and sedative.

asthma- eat onion
easting onions helps ease constriction of bronchial tubes. ( onion packs place on chest helped the respiratory ailments and actually made breathing better)

arthritis( 关节炎)- eat fish too
salmon, tuna, mackerel and sardines actually prevent arthritis( fish has omega oils, good for our immune system)

upset stomach-bananas & ginger
bananas will settle an upset stomach. ginger will cure morning sickness and nausea.

bladder infection- drink cranberry juice
high acid cranberry juice controls harmful bacteria.

bone problems- eat pineapple
bone fractures and osteoporosis can be prevented by the manganese in pineapple.

memory problems- eat oysters
oysters help improve your mental functioning by supplying much needed zinc.

colds-eat garlic
clear up that stuffy head with garlic. ( remember garlic lowers cholesterol too)

coughing- use red peppers
a substance similar to that found in the cough syrups is found in hot red pepper.( use red cayenne) with caution-it can irritate your tummy.

breast cancer- eat wheat, bran and cabbage
helps to maintain estrogen at healthy levels.

lung cancer- eat dark green and orange and veggies
a good antidote is beta carotene, a form of vitamin A found in dark green and orange vegetables.

ulcers-eat cabbage also
cabbage contains chemicals that help heal both gastric and duodenal ulcers.

diarrhea- eat apples
grate an apple with its skin. let it turn brown and eat it to cure this condition.( banana are good for this ailment)

clogged arteries-eat avocado
mono unsaturated fat in avocados lowers cholesterol.

high blood pressure- eat celery and olive oil
olive oil has been shown to lower blood pressure. celery contains a chemical that lowers pressure too.

blood sugar imbalance- eat broccoli and peanuts
the chromium in broccoli and peanuts helps regulate insulin and blood sugar.

fruits is our best medicine!!!

kiwi- tiny but mighty. this is a good source of potassium, magnesium, vitamin E & fibre. it's vitamin c content is twice that of an orange.

Apple- an apple a day keeps the doctor away? although an apple has a low vitamin C content, it had antioxidants & flavonoids which enhances the activity of vitamin C thereby to helping lower the risks of colo cancer, heart attack and stroke.

strawberry- protective fruit. strawberries have the highest total antioxidant power among major fruit & protects the body from cancer causing, blood vessels clogging free redicals. ( actually any berry is good for you, they are high in anti- oxidants and they actually keep us young. blueberries are the best and the very versatile in the health field. they get rid of all the free redicals that invade our bodies.)

orange- sweetest medicine.taking 2-4 oranges a day may help keep colds away, lower cholestrol, prevent & dissolve kidney stones as well as lessen teh risk of colon cancer.

watermelon- coolest thirst quencher. composed of 92% water, it is also packed with a giant dose of glutathiane which helps boost our immune system. they are also key source of lycopene- the cancer fighting oxidant. other nnutrients found in water melon are vitamin C & potassium. ( watermelon also has natural substances [natural SPF sources] that keep our skin healthy, protecting our skin from those darn UV rays)

guave & papaya- top awards for vitamin C. they are the clear wiinners for their highest vitamin content. guave is also rich in fibre which helps prevent constipation. papaya is rich in carotene, this is goo for your eyes.( also good for gas and indigestion)

tomatoes- are very good as a preventative measure for men, keeps those prostrate problems from invading their bodies. good as medicine.

all of these food also good for out body. so we MUST consume balance, can not comsume too much or too less... prevent rather than cure!!!!

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

bla bla bla~~~



i am not happy today but afterward felt more better already. ^!^ is it i think too much already? why i always mess up the thing and think so much just for a small matter?hpmm~~~ don't think so much already. but i cant do or speak out what i like and what is in my mind. :-(

i start dreaming again. after i watched the drama" Lipstick Jungle", i was dreaming about to be like them so much. besides i also dreaming a lot of thing like something is impossible happen to me. kinda boring.... going back KL soon. so fast. my class going to start already. i still haven get any timetable or schedule from my friend yet. hmmm~~ maybe i need try to check by myself d. wow hoh!!! going back my study life~~~



just my doggie accompany me this afternoon

last Friday was happen a crazy thing. an Indian guy masturbate in front of me but is across the road. what the Fu*k!!! at first i was not notice my opposite got a guy in the forest there. after that i saw a guy was waiving hand to me and ask me come to him. WTH! then i saw his hand is hold his penis and masturbate there. oh my god! after i know that, i was freak out and scared he will come to me. if he come to me,
i am sure will take out a knife to chop down his "thing"!!! see whether still can simply masturbate in front of people or not.

outside is dangerous better just stay at home and protect myself. i am so stupid + clumsy+bad luck, better sit at home then i wont get any hurt or kill by others. keke~~~"scared scared".




Monday, May 18, 2009

My horoscope- wow!!!


Gemini women

A good looking woman with brains, a very interesting person. she had a fast movement and she could not sit still or stand still long.( ya is true). She is able to do many things at the same time and do it fast.(that right). If you date her, you will feel like dating many women at the same time. you can not tie her down with the word "Love" because she cares about love but it is not a major factor of her life. you have to be able to adjust yourself to get along with her many different characters.


she is a dreamer and had many dreams. she eager to learn something new all the time (it is true). even she is the 2 in 1 mixed character type, she is quite lucky in love. you have to put all your efforts to win her affection. even when she likes you and wonder about your wit, she will also see and inspect your bad side at the same time, because it is in her nature.

she able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without you or letting you know at all. she can cheer you up by acting like a free little bird. Her conversation will not bore you. she will able to talk to you in any subjects (true). she can make you feel like you are the luckiest man alive. she can make you feel like she needs all your care, but once she needs to stand alone, she can stand alone firmly a comfortably.

she can be your best buddy and talk to you about anything. she can join all your activities with
the same energy that you have. she is a quick wit person and learns new things very fast. she can see your projects and she can give you good advice. if she thinks you are not sure that you want her for yourself, she will act like your best friend only, a cool woman.

she can easily make a guy falling in love with her(hmm~~ not true). her multiple changes and many moods is a " Charm" for many men. she can be laughing for 2 minutes and later suddenly quiet. (this is true for me). she wants to find only 1 true love and she wants to meet her dream guy. she expects a lot and nearly too much. she is constantly waiting for her knight shinning armor even she is with a steady boyfriend.

she can fall in love or fond someone else while she is with you. if you break up with her, she will forget you quite fast, because changes is in her nature. the Gemini woman breaks more heart than woman in other Zodiac. because she is a dreamer and always waiting for her knight shinning armor, so her love life can be complex or a mess.

she hate to write a long letter, so if you write her a letter and expect a prompt reply, forget it. (not true or maybe) because she has a multiple personality and multiple ideas, so she hates to put them down in written proof.because she knows what she belief today can be different tomorrow.

she could communicate with more than 1 language, a real gifted linguistic. if she want to tell you any bad comments, she wont say it straight away, but she will talk to you about many other things and accidentally come to that subject without offending you. normally she will not lie.

she will work hard and once a while take a long rest. she can get bored and tired with her own surrounding more than a work. she never feel content with her present work, money, or reputations, she will drive to have more. don't ask her what is her ultimate contentment for she will not have an answer.

once you get to know her, she will be a supportive person and always be beside you. she had a beautiful dream and she loves to have someone walk side by side with her, together and equally.


it is all is true?

my drama

this is a few of drama that i am watching now. i like Heroes the most. Heroes is nice to watch. it become more and more confusing already but i know what is going on there. wakaka!!! i think no need to explain what Heroes is talking about right. i am pretty sure a a lot of people like this drama a lot.



Heroes

























Cashmere Mafia i think this movie will be watch by girl mostly. hehe~~~ because this drama is talking about four ambitious women, who have been long time best friend since their days at business school. they are try to balance their glamorous and demanding careers with their complex lives. i like this kind of movie.
they are so beautiful and caliber. they know how to balance their life. i want to be like them. ^!^

Cashmere Mafia























Lipstick jungle

Kirby in the movie. wow he is so hot and cute!


















i felt Lindsay Price is beautiful and have a special facial feature. she was look like mix.

Lipstick Jungle also talking about best friend. this drama is another hit novel by Sex and the City. i still haven watch the Sex and the City. Sex and the City is exploits of four single women looking for love in New York but Lipstick Jungle tracks three powerful career women who are willing to do almost everything for success in the business world.

oh my god!!! i want that life!!!! i desperate to have that life!!! interesting and happening. that why i want to take a business course currently.

i wonder that will i have a few best friend in my life like the drama?they are sincere to each others and be honest to each other. once one of them have problem, the other friend sure will at beside them give some advice and support them always. how great am i if i have such a friend beside me. peoples together sure will have some problem and disagreement between each other but once after the argument or fighting sure will be fine afterward. hmmm~~~~

1:30am right now.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

say no to H1N1 virus

this virus is already heading to Malaysia. so worried about it. i was hope this virus will be disappear soon. everyone also need to take care of their hygiene on their own and not depend on others to take care for you. love yourself and people who nearness with you.

do not value the things you have in your life. but value who you have in your life! happiness is not something you find, it is something you create. enjoy every moment of life. the best and most beautiful thing in the world cant be seen or even touched. they must felt with the heart.

everything will be gonna fine soon.

Friday, May 15, 2009

nice memories

this afternoon i had lunch with Yawa and Gino at Olden Day Cafe.














Yawa surf net after lunch, Gino checking with her phone because after she take out the memory card all the pictures and songs are gone. she very sad with that and said want to buy the others phone already.haha


after that we having dinner in Taiping Sentral, and plan go to sing in KTV.

haha ^!^ Liza so funny. she don't want let me take her picture then she use money to cover her face. haha... then become "money face". she really friendly and funny. she also talkative like me. so all the time when we are out, can heard our voice only.




















after we had our dinner then we go to sing K d. hehe..... 4 girl in the KTV room. got 1(Yawa) i dint get the picture from her phone so don't have her picture here...we sing like crazy girls from Tanjung Rambutan.

















happy to spend the time with them..hmmm i will appreciate it.

after 3 wash of my hair the color become fade d. so lame...

tomorrow i will go to Penang to find my bf...




15th may 2009 at 3:00 am.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

happy moment with my family

today 12nd of may i went out with my family to have some dinner and shopping. so happy that i can hang out with my family because i was so long never hang out with my family d. ^!^

my love~~~ly ah ma



















she is my cousin's daughter ,she is hyper active, oh my god! she can chat with anyone even stranger. she was talking non stop.















my love love lovely family.
i wish i can travel with my family soon.


we went to Tesco to buy some daily product and food.















after dinner then we visit my uncle , my cousin's daughter with her grandma laying there. they were chatting there and me just sit down and listen to them.

my mum was sick so dint join with us...hmm...

i don't know why i still thinking of that fucking thing that happen to me. it is really make me felt sick of it. fuck!!!

i already send my profile and application form to accept that Citibank campaign job d. i hope i can handle it while i am studying. i never try to work part time while me studying. i think this time i need to put more effort on my study d if i work part time job.

i miss someone. i don't know why i will miss him but i think it just temporary. i know myself, always like that. i been together with my bf for 6 years, but i don't know why recently i felt that is something happen between us already but i cant say what wrong with us. i don't know. i hope that everything will be fine.

recently i cant sleep. i also don't know why i cant sleep. sure my health, dark cycle, eye bag and skin will become very worse. sigh!!!


now is 2:30am -13rd of may. my birthday is nearer d. ^!^

get cheating

this is the guy who give me card and told me that i get the gift!!!he just 18 years old.
still got the other guy are 24 years old that persuade me to accept the gift. they both also from Johor.












nah!!! i dont know what card is this. they told me i got a special gift and the lower prizes is Rm7k. fuck!!! bull shit!!!

today i had horrible thing happened to me. so sad!!! i felt i am so stupid!!! so sad. i am felt to crying now.... i am so so so stupid!!!!! i get cheated by stranger for RM1k. i no dare to let my bf know. if let him know sure i will get scold and we sure will have a huge arguing there.

when i going to meet my friend in Sg Wang suddenly got a guy give me a card and ask me to open it then said me get a prizes. oh my god! keep on persuade me to get the prizes. after that i don't know why i will trust them and get cheated by them. so sad!!! this time i really get a such terrible and expensive experience...so sad... i really felt that why i so stupid!! fuck!!!


















today is my friend's (yawa) birthday.so after i get cheated then i go to Pavilion to find them because i follow them back Taiping. so we go ichiban boshi for my brunch at 5pm. so luckily i got them to accompany me if not sure i will cry out loud at home after get cheated. sob sob:.-( after having sushi then we go and have a movie "sniper" after that we go to Yawa's sister house to have some small and simple but nice birthday celebration at Yawa 's sister house. after that we going back to taiping d.

they are Yawa's sister, mummy and auntie


have picture with Yawa

i felt very happy to hang out with them. Just now Lisa called me. tomorrow i will upload Lisa 's picture d because i will go out tommorrow with them. haha~~~ she also is a leng lui and she is very nice and friendly. she call me just now and said she is miss me haha she was so funny. i was so happy and felt grateful to be their friend becuase they treat me with sincere and nice. they treat me well and treat me like little girl for them. they very take care of me. i was so happy together with them. they really care about me. i really felt that they are very sincere to become my friend.


me having my Sashimi salad. hmm no good.

she is gino my best friend. she working in Macau but going back soon. hmm :(

















Gino and Yawa smoking outside the Pavilion then Yawa and Hui Ling going to have fight again. Gino stand there and become audience. me become their photographer.

keke~~


now is 3:30 am 12nd of may 2009

wearing the cap 1 is my best friend. She is Yawa, they both very funny 1, keep on fighting there when we have our sushi there.
later become like this haha..so funny and cute

Monday, May 11, 2009

bra free

Tell your wife or girlfriends..... if you have more than one. Bra business will go out of business if we seriously sent this out to all the females.

Do you wear bra for the whole day and even at home? - You should read this article.


Do you wear bra for the whole day and even at home? I think we should go bra-free after reading this article. It's a message for your health. Please pass this to all female friends you know. I think it's important to be aware of the following facts....

For years, a lot of articles with regards to the causes of breast cancer point to an unhealthy diet and lack of exercise as the major links to this disease which happens to be the biggest killer among women during these last two decades.

These studies would have been most credible if it were not for the fact that several women including Linda McCartney who have been religious vegetarians and exercise- freaks have also been unfortunate in suffering breast cancer.

Perhaps the most convincing article I have ever read with regards to this matter is one which links breast cancer to the wearing of bras. In the "Bra and Breast Cancer Study" in the United States , It was discovered that women with breast cancer had a history of sporting tighter and longer bra-wearing than did the women who had not (yet) developed the disease.

In fact, virtually the entire cancer group wore bras over 12 hours. When a woman wears a tight bra, she subjects her breasts to pressure, closing off the lymphatic pathway from the breast to the nodes. This causes fluid built-up swelling, tenderness and cyst formation. Toxins must be flushed out via the lymphatic. However, a bra-constricted breast cannot adequately perform this cleansing process, resulting in toxin accumulation in the breast.

Truthfully, bras are creating droopy, weak breasts....the breast relies on the bras for artificial support; the body loses its ability to support the breast by itself. This is why many women feel uncomfortable without the bra.

What is the solution to breast cancer then? DON'T WEAR A TIGHT BRA! And maybe sleep without them.

There is a remarkable success rate for recovery from fibrocystic breast disease within 10 days to two weeks of going bra-free. Many women have tried going bra-less and recorded a miraculous improvement in their health! Bra burning is no longer a feminist issue....It is now a battle between life and death. We should make others more aware of the hazards of wearing them.......

Sunday, May 10, 2009

feeling

i am felt moody today. i don't know why. :-( maybe stay at home doing nothing for too long already.
suddenly i am felt that i am change already but i cant say what i change to. i just got a weird feeling on me. oh my god! i am felt like i am going to do something that will hurt people's feel but i will control myself not to do that. hpmm!!!

haiz!!!! bored,moody,sad. OK~ maybe i need to think properly what should i do from now on. i am still in considering whether want to do my slimming plan or not. oh my god! i don't know what should i do now. so disturbing me. Fu*k!!!!

just now when i having my dinner with Alex and Ah dao, suddenly got an auntie come to me and whisper to me that my pant is not zip. oh my god! i was shocked! then i faster go and check whether i got zip or not. Ceh!!! i got zip la, just the auntie dint see properly. walao!!! so funny, suddenly got a stranger come and whisper to me.

maybe tommorrow i will ask someone to accompany me to have a nice movie but still don't know which movie is nice.

haiz!!!! i had spend a lot.got a job offer to me, but i don't know want to applied and accept or not. start from 1st of June till 21st of August. will be earn around RM6k for that period. wokring time is start from 11am to 2pm and then break for 2 hours then continue to 4pm till 7pm. the job scope just collect the data from client is a Citibank campaign.if i don't have class sure i will accept this job but i cant make it because my class was start already. sad!!!

Tuesday i am going back hometown again. sian! i am felt bored at home but i don't know why no mood to hang out with my friend when friend calling me out. weird la~~~ how? why? just feel like i don't want go out. bored!!!

happy moment


see! my hair color is totally like no color, actually got color at the top but i don't when i took the picture is become dark. hmmm... maybe the light problem.

so long i never felt happy like today already. i don't know why i am felt so happy today. i also don't know what make me felt happy. ^!^ maybe i got my new look for today.

today i go to dye my hair. hmm~~ the result is not bad, if 10 point for the best result i just give it 3 because my hair is does not look good, the services is bad such as all of their nail is like knife. walao!!! i get cut and they make my head and scalp felt pain when they wash my hair or drying my hair. oh my god!!! some more got a girl really rough she really make my scalp felt pain when she is washing and dye my hair. beside that, they don't know how to social or communicate with customer.hmm too bad. i don't know why the color is obvious at the top and the color at the bottom of my hair is look like never dye color before the color is dark. that is not what i want, i want my hair look more bright and very obvious to show the color. never mind i dye the brighter color next time. hehe^!^

i go Quattro tonight, have a lot of fun there but a little bit boring because Bron (ex colleague) and my best friend(eve) dint appear for tonight. so luckily Seong bring 1 leng lui come and we dance together if not sure i very boring there maybe because of i don't know how to drink. i think i need to train myself to drink some liquor already if not really no fun.

now is 4:23 am but the blog show that is not this time i don't know how to set the time correctly. hmm...ok la~~felt sleepy d. night

XOXO

Saturday, May 9, 2009

slimmming sanctuary


sitting there to wait them swap my card hmm sob! sob!


this is the program she explain to me


yesterday i go slimming sanctuary for some consultant. is in seventh floor of pavilion that floor is called seventh heaven because all the shop for that floor is beauty center like New york, London Weight, slimming Sanctuary, Adonis, dermatological and so on.

why i so sudden go to slimming Sanctuary because i was get some information about slimming from the Star newspaper. the newspaper is mention that will give a slimming first trial for RM38 and a free gift worth Rm98. wah~~after i read it felt like i was interested on it and try to SMS them. so Thursday they call me for an appointment to collect the so called worth RM98 of the gift and have the first trial slimming program.


this is the product i bought la...hmm this is so call the gift worth RM98 ....
purifying ampoule and cleansing milk this is active 7 sculptor gel for slimming
10 ml ONLY!!


the beautician who do the slimming for me just slim my tummy only and she keep on persuade me to buy the product and told me how good for the product. so i don't know the gift they going to give is this 10ml active 7 worth for Rm30!!!! not RM98 !!!!! walao!!!!! memang pandai mislead people. the product i already spend for RM600++ already.

ok!! now talking about my slimming program and facial course that me sign up already. why i will sign up for this course because i was attract by the promotion and discount they mention about.if i got maybank, public bank, citibank or ocbc bank credit card then i will get 50% discount for that price..wow 50 %!!!! then i said i got OCBC credit card so she said even more benefit will give out to me. i can get free full slimming wrap and spa for 10 session each!!! wow!!!! attractive right? if i sign up for 10 session for tummy and 10 session for thigh slimming program together with 10 session for slimming solution so she will give the other free 20 session of slimming plan for me. wow !!wow!!wow!!! total i got 40 session free for slimming wrap, milk bath, and the other 2 slimming plan that i forgot already that will offer to me. after that she calculate that how much i need to pay for that installment for 12 month or 18 month for that slimming program. after she calculate is around RM270 per month. after back home i calculate total that i need to pay is RM 5k ++ wah!!!!! so luckily i dint sign for that program but after i had tried the tummy slimming plan it was so simple and nothing so i am decided not to sign for tummy program already. the thigh slimming plan just for a small part only you know. just focus on my back thigh only from which part to which part??? from half of my hip till my back thigh not included calves ya. walao!!! how much in total you know??? RM1950. wow just for my back thigh only???

i was sign up for my facial course for 10 session for RM1380 if this amount let him know sure scold even is not pay for me.if i let him know i sign up for slimming program sure let him scold me teruk teruk!!but he is for my own good ! Rm1380 is including the product. acctually i dint saw this amount 1st, the consultant just give me the amount that pay for 12 month installment after that she calculate for me just need to pay around Rm150 per month so i felt that is ok wad. am still can afford but to get installemnt only can pay by credit card provided sign up with slimming course.hmm.. i think i make it half and pay by cash already. i really no dare to let him know about this amount that i sign for.

this is the seventh floor of pavilion la.. so called seventh heaven