hi gals!!! Been some time since i've blogged after exams. Busy handling the forum and sent out most of the items before my room turned into a war place. There was totally no room for movement last week due to excess goods arriving all at one ago. I had to put some in my storeroom! My mum and younger sis were the most excited when items reached my house. My mum will always volunteer to help me pack the local postage items. Though it ends up with me having to sort them and repack, I'm glad I saw a happy smile on her face each time.
Got back from the cpa briefing yesterday evening and was surprised to see only 2 SIM students (including me) taking this internship. I thought I will have company but the other SIM student happens to be posted to KPMG, so that left me alone. Well, but I'm glad most of us are going to join DT. Won't be the odd one out. The briefing ended earlier than expected. We were basically given $200 for transport/clothing, briefed on expectations on us, employer and cpa. How much money they had spent this time round. Was kinda surprised when I know this is only their third time organizing it but I was really glad I've joined this time round as they really put in effort to help us get this internship. If I rely on SIM, I'm probably dead. =p They even organized a dinner party for all interns at Conrad Hotel on the 28th Jan (if i didn't remember wrongly). There will also be 2 days of work seminars at Marriot for us to attend so that we will meet future employers to "promote" ourselves with our CV. Gosh.. That's hard to think that I don't have much things on hand to promote about. No CCAs, commitments or talents. Got to know I am in the same group as my senior but attached to a different company. Well, hope to get past the interview on the first day and start to have a taste of how's auditing. Planned this route since Year 2 so that I can get this CPA internship and see if I am really suitable for auditing. It has always been my dream and I'm one step by one step approaching it!!! I'm feeling just so excited. Hope everything just goes well according to plan.
Bought a few working attire to prepare for work as this time round I will need more formal clothings. Think all these are enough as they are burning a big hole in my pocket when I'm earning peanuts. But good experience and reflect well on my CV so it's ok. =) Gonna need to dye my hair and get it done before 10th Dec.
Darling had been sweet all these while and I'm glad to have you in my life. Whenever I mention a small detail, you will fulfil it within your reach. Mentioned about my fav cake kuah lapis and next day, I got it! *hearts* Just wanna let you know even though you were away for four days in Thailand, I've always feel that you are just beside me. Smses came early in the morning, phonecalls at night, sharing with me what you've seen, done and experienced. I'm glad to be sharing your life with you. Thanks from the bottom of my heart!
I'm thinking why am i rotting myself at home.. I appreciate all these comforts and time to rest because I know when i start working, all these are luxury to me. Sometimes I wonder if I go Australia to study instead of Singapore, how will my life change. I won't want the endless partying, however, I look forward to going places I've never go before and explore how others live their lives. Sometimes I find all these experiences are very valuable because they make me grow up faster and not being shelther like what i am now.
I really wanna go overseas to travel for some time and experience new life. Lydia and shuwen, we need to get together to decide our overseas trip! I'm so looking forward to it. Wanna see other buildings and architecture beside Singapore's one.
I'm back!!! =D Finally finish exams.. Was so busy studying over the past one month, didn't wanna give myself any chances of regretting. I wanna graduate soon and start taking CPA. Hope everything will turn out the way I plan it to be.
One thing I'm very happy is I got into Deloitte for my internship. Wanna make sure I love this job nature and find out if auditing is what i'm always looking forward to. This can be my stepping stone in entering audit team faster when I graduate so must grab hold of this chance.
Was talking with my senior and found out that Chin Leong and him are colleagues in the same audit team. Not bad! But one thing bad is he will be out station during my term of internship so nobody will accompany me for lunch. Hope to know friends during internship since most of the people will go back to work at the same place again.
Gers, if anyone of you is free, do ask me out ok? I'm so bored and wanna go shopping!!! For those who are still mugging for exams, jia you ok! Don't give yourself a chance for any regrets and try your best!
Went out with pandan gals on Friday. Love going out with them every time.. Max was telling me how excited I was each time I return back and told him about what we talk abt and what are the things we do..
Before meeting up at BluJazz in the evening with the gals, I dropped by Diner's to pass Wendy, Iris, Doreen and the rest of the gals their spree stuff.. They're my big supporters ever since I started this forum thingy and I really appreciate it alot.. Hope they like their items too.. The traffic in the evening is really horrible. Had to be reckless and brave because Singaporeans, especially taxi uncles tend to be very rushed and keep squeezing till they get through. Well, understand they are earning hard earned money also but must still be careful on the road right? Causing inconvenience to others is not very ethical.
Went to have a nice dinner with the gals and the moment everyone's food arrive, we start digging in and didn't chat much. I think everyone is kinda hungry and I am too!! haha =D Went Demsey Road for ice cream! Was so happy to eat there. I heart the environment so much. But one thing bad is it's damn crowded with cars and dark. Have to really drive carefully. I don't think it was so crowded the last time I went, think it changed quite a lot after Demsey Road got advertise through media. Imagine the impact of media! Iris joined us thereafter and she really look quite drunk. Next time don't drink too much ya? Be careful! After drinking for a few more times, you will get better.
Saw Yanjie and his gf while waiting outside Dome. Gosh, was still saying about them earlier on and there they are. haha! Qiao until I can't believe when I spotted Yanjie far away. Went the clinic thereafter and had whisky dry. This shuwen of ours, got abit dipsy after drinking one diluted drink and we had to keep her awake. If not we will leave you there next time. hee =p Had a great time with you gals! Thanks for taking the initiative to arrange a timing and everyone's effort in turning up despite your busy schedule. *hearts*
On Saturday, woke up early and went Vivocity to shop around for his slippers before going Sentosa for tanning. It has been so long since I shop around in shopping centre, love the feeling of window shopping and giving him comments on the clothes he choose. Had lunch at food republic and I still don't think the food there is very nice despite everyone's recommendations. Glad that he likes the food there =)
Took the ride through the tram and even though it's my second time sitting, I still enjoy the feeling but the ride is kinda short. If not, I will like it even more. Like the feeling of sitting in the tram with your loved ones and enjoy the scenery. Paris is a great place where I can sit on the train and pass by little towns to other countries like Belgium. Think Singapore is too small to travel and have that kinda scenery.
The moment we settle down and put on sun tan lotion, I felt rain drops but Max keeps saying is people around us playing with water because the sun is still scorching hot. But in the end, it is the stupid rain. What a big turn-off. Luckily the rain was a short one and we went out to continue sun-tanning. I like that kinda sun which is not too hot but still manage to tan me abit. I think I getting fairer which isn't really very good. I don't look nice with fair skin. I enjoyed this kinda silence whereby we lie there, listening to i-pod, letting wind blowing us and sun tanning.
Went to have dinner by the beach. Think is called Barnacles Restaurant & Bar. Told him I've always like sitting by the beach, eating grilled food and having a great conversation. He brought me to this restaurant and sat by the beach. It is kinda crowded but luckily the restaurant is quite big so everyone has their own space. Their food is really nice! Gals can go try it or we can go some other day tog! Shld be a great chilling place for frens as well! The weather at night is quite nice, probably because it rained in the evening earlier on.
Went back Vivocity to catch Resident Evil: Extinction. Very nice movie!! Till now, I'm still thinking of it. Shld go watch! Worth 3.5 stars out of 5. =) Looking forward to their next one, shld be based in Tokyo as what is shown in the movie.
Before going home, went to top up cashcard $40 just in case don't have enough money to go out then it will be damn embarrssing getting stuck there. Thought it will be kinda ex since we were there from 1.30pm till 12.30am but it turned out to be only $7 plus so it's quite worthwhile.
Looking forward to the next outing with you gals and him. *hearts*
P.S: Meizhi, I wanna our pandan outing photos!!!
I have long wanted to type this entry out to share with you my thoughts and feelings.. Was very worried over you when I got your sms last Saturday. I'm glad we meet up on Sunday night. Wanted to share with you what I've gone through but I find that it's still so hard for me to say it out even though deep inside I wanted to badly.. It's a secret in my heart and till now I cannot let it go.. So I am very proud of you when you manage to say it out and let things go.. Though I know during this period of time, you will still feel very sad and think of him always.. Trust me, next time you will thank this guy for everything he did to make you grow up, understand what you really need in a guy and do not commit the same mistakes or go through the same hurt again.
I do not blame you or be shock when I read your entry regarding the mos thingy. Because I saw the me in you. I must compliment you for not losing your cool because that's one thing which I am unable to do it in the past during confrontation. I feel so hurt when I read the entry because I know you are suffering because you like him. Though now is the period where you know you still love him after everything that he had done to you, you will need to learn to put the past down and lead your life on. Time is really a factor. Now you must learn to love yourself more and not be like me in the past, indulging in clubs, drinks, toy with guys' feelings. Many a times, I find myself so lonely and sad standing in noisy crowds. That kinda feeling is torturing and sad. I fully believe in karma and I've got it one year plus ago, so I really hope you will learn to treasure yourself. Don't commit the same mistakes as me.
Pick yourself up, be brave and look towards the future. There's someone out there still searching for you to be the one and only one. There is no right or wrong in the things you do. If you believe what you're doing is right, just do it, don't give yourself a chance to regret. Although you may fall hard each time and hurt yourself badly, be glad you go through and learn something out of it. Nobody is to judge you for who you are. Some things which are meant to be gone through, it has to come.
I believe I will see a beta and new huijing in the future. Have faith in yourself! Be strong okay gal! *HUGS*
Finally finish my report!! Yeah!! It's so sianz doing report after report.. Feel like doing so many things now.. Go kino to buy a nice book and sit at starbucks sofa to enjoy my fav drink the whole afternoon. Aww.. Love life being simple, spending quality time with myself.
Gonna pack the bags that arrive before sending them out. See ya girls on Sunday evening!
Taking a break from reading articles and articles about ethics. The laptop is burning hot even with my blanket covering my legs. Sometimes I wish my mind is not so confusing. I think I am a person who needs a lot alot of personal space and peace. When I see someone often, I won't appreciate. I need to spend lotsa time alone. I love the trip to Paris the most partly because I got to venture the entire place at my own pace, discover new things and appreciate life. Life is too short to think so much. Love yourself and everyone will love you. Those who don't, it's not your or their fault. Everyone is special and born uniquely. We are just not meant to be friends. I appreciate all friends who love and accept me for who I am.
On a lighter note, I'm meeting Felicia on friday after her class since I will hand in my project on Thursday evening. Yeah!! Weekends will meet up with the gers. Cheers~ (Sorry but give me some space and not ask abt matters like I want to move out when start to work. If ever one day I feel like talking about it, I will. Sorry!) Peace~~
Had a bad headache last night and slept at 2am. To my surprise, I woke up at 6.30am sitting upright, mind in a blank. Perhaps waking early is good for my health. Shall give it a try these few days. Gonna sit down and start doing my ethics project due next thursday.. Sigh.. The test on Tuesday had drained me dry. It was difficult even though I studied so much and the lecturer ah.. Can't help but say she sucks. Every lecture since day one I find that she sucks. Perhaps she's a good financial adviser, but when it comes to teaching, haiz, simply cmi. There are bound to be people who are good in their field but cannot teach. Why sim study want to hire them? Her teaching sucks big time nvm, her tips are totally wrong!! Eat her shit! (quoted from my sis) haha!
Just feel like saying to make myself feel better. Sorry gals. haha!
