i've done things i regretted, said thing i don't meant...but whats said is said, whats done is done...its time to make things right. I gotta stop being afraid

Just now went to meet up with bryan,chris,jason,wei qiang and simon. went over to simon place in a very sudden way as wei qiang said lets go simon's place and we just went....really random haha. We slack, chit chat and plan for our up coming events haha and wei qiang took a few photos too go facebook if you guys wanna see it ;)

I know that its been like a year and probably no one would come to my blog anymore (if anyone came before in the first place) but this is like my shout out box from now on as i really need to get somethings off my chest.....sigh.....I been thinking recently and about my life i realise i done alot of things i regretted doing and right now i don't know if i am about to do one more thing which i may regret....and because of this i am thinking of past thing too that i had done wrong and whether right now i could do something about it anot as for the thing now its kinda confidential and i may REALLY get into trouble if i post it on a blog as in LAW trouble but another thing i been thinking about is....about a girl i let down,hurt,dissapoint and god knows what other words i could describe, now i am trying to see if i could do something about it As 1 of my best friend said 'sorry' is just not good enough....maybe i should say what happen first.....

THE STORY

I was with my friends when 'she' sms me this 'If you ever speak to this 'girl' ever again i will break with you' (something like that cant really remember) and since its not the first time she threaten me with the word 'break' and i absolute hate that word (just so you know). Out of anger i told her this 'ok lets break then' (once again something like this...it was 6 months ago cant really remember) even though from her first sms and knowing her, she was just trying to tell she is angry with me in her own way and she seem kinda shock when i sms her that as her 2nd msg she ask do i really want to break........but i still told her i wanna break and since then she hates me....

IF by any miracle she see this i would love to tell her 'I am really sorry for being a jerk and a idiot and sometimes i really do miss you and the times we had' and i hope one day she would forgive me.

WOW!!! this feels good hahahahaha

Hope i can get through all this shit faster and find back my resolution