Friday, December 26, 2008

2008 in retrospect

Time flies and 2008 has come to an end. This year is especially significant as it's my last full year as an undergraduate.

If I were to sum up this year with acronyms, they would be these: VIP, FYP, NYAA, F1, NDP.

VIP
This gave me a good picture of how an engineering job is like and what to expect. This gave me a very good grasp of what I should look for in engineering job (e.g. more towards the project management aspect)

FYP
Finally the pinnacle of any undergrad's experience... :)

NYAA
Finally, this year, it's done and I received my Gold award from the President. This was pretty challenging to me considering that there was no one to guide me apart from the NYAA office itself. NUS was not willing to support me. Anyway, I bit the bullet and got it done and now, may there be others to follow in my footsteps.

F1 & NDP (St John committments)
This year I was involved in NDP and F1 as one of the first aiders, of which was a wonderful experience.

Next year holds even greater things in store for me. I'll have served 12 years in St John (and receive a long service medal to boot). And most importantly, that will be the year I step into the workforce.

It will have a whole new set of challenges but that is what life is about isn't it?

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

Call of Duty and the 7 SAF Core Values

My brother got me to play Call of Duty 4: Modern Warfare yesterday. Although I played only the opening mission, I came to understand something which I had failed to fully grasp during my 2 years 4 months term of service.


Care For Soldiers

After achieving the first objective, the ship was bombed and EVACUATE is the priority. Initially all the soldiers were knocked to the ground and the protagonist had to be helped up by his commander. Later on, while evacuating to the helicopter, the protagonist would have fallen into the sea if not for the commander who helped him.

Seeing things from the first person perspective (associated, rather than dissociated - third person - perspective) is really very dramatic. In the storyline, the player's leader (Captain Price) is killed at some point in the mission and there are quite a few 'memorial' fan-made videos on YouTube...

Saturday, December 06, 2008

Exams are over.... a working holiday begins

So let me muse about my 4 exam papers in this post...

ME3112

Besides the fact I was surrounded by Rafflesians (the guy in front, behind and to my right were all from RH)

Besides PS1101E (which I couldn't really care less about, since I intend to S/U it), this was my best paper yet. The questions were basically do-able

ME4223

Shall not comment further.

PS1101E / GEK1003

As I planned to S/U this module, I did not really prepare much for this paper. Anyway, as I didn't really expect much, it was quite okay for me (I alluded quite a lot to the recently concluded US elections)... who knows, I may score well enough not to S/U it...

GE3880A

The paper turned out to be basically, the mock exam paper. I was both surprised and disappointed that I had not spent enough time preparing for it. But anyway it was quite okay though I could have done better.

Therefore... this semester will basically seal my fate as to which class of honours I am going to graduate with. It's too early to say - things can go either way - but I am not *overly* concerned about it. At least I graduate with honours.

The day after exams ended, I got an email from my FYP prof, and the whole process starts again...

My offer got retracted due to issues over my PES status in the army. Despite the fact that I have recovered (and have a doctor's letter to prove it), the company doctor still did not want to certify me fit for site work. But that simply means that there is a better opportunity out there. And based on what I discussed with my lecturer subsequently, there are lots of better opportunities, even without the cash sponsorship which I had to forgo.

Well, as they say, when one door closes, another opens, and we have to look out for the door opened for us, instead of moping about all day about the closed door...

Friday, November 21, 2008

sighz

1 day gone. 1 good studying day gone just like that.

They say that when we stay up way past our sleeping time, we are
actually shortening our lifespan.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

exams

Exam preparations are in their full swing now... let's see...

ME3112 - 25/11
ME4223 - 26/11
GEK1003 (aka PS1101E) - 27/11
GE3880A - 2/12

After that it's back to FYP preparation. Bah. I hope I can still help out for HOBTC.

and incidentally, no more all nighters for me. super counterproductive.

you get disappointed when you expect too much. i guess i am expecting too much.

Sunday, November 09, 2008

Lost my thumbdrive cover

I lost my thumbdrive cover today.

It was when analysing my SD card reader that I realised that this
could have been averted if the thumbdrive cover is somehow connected
to the thumbdrive. Which is actually possible SanDisk thumbdrive - I
could have connected it with a piece of thread to the thumbdrive
'jacket'. Oh well...

Found this article which indicates it is not really that critical to have one... But still it feels right to have it... Any unwanted SanDisk thumbdrive covers, anyone? it's that bad feeling I get when I lose stuff, like my Timex watch after the 2005 Sem 1 exams...

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EDIT: I found my thumbdrive cap! and made some slight modifications to ensure it will not go missing again...



That time of the year again

It's that time of the year again.

The... E .. X .. A.. M.. S..

and project deadlines to boot...

On the bright side of things, it's the 2nd last time I've got to go through this process (and to think about it, the last time I will go through such an intense period of exams, since it's going to be 2 modules next sem.)

On the not so bright side, I won't have much time to enjoy after the exams (apart from my upcoming HK trip) as i'll probably be busy with FYP then.

angkat bola SIAPA?

Monday, November 03, 2008

Something interesting

The Loyal Wife

There was a man who had worked all of his life, had saved all of his money,
and was a real miser when it came to his money.

Just before he died, he said to his wife, 'When I die, I want you to take
all my money and put it in the casket with me. I want to take my money to
the +after-life+ with me.'

And so he got his wife to promise him with all of her heart that when he
died, she would put all of the money in the casket with him.

Well, he died . . .
He was stretched out in the casket, his wife was sitting there in black, and
her friend was sitting next to her. When they finished the ceremony, just
before the undertakers got ready to close the casket, the wife said, 'Wait,
just a minute!'

She had a box with her, she came over with the box and put it in the casket.

Then the undertakers locked the casket down, and they rolled it away.

Her friend said, 'I know you weren't fool enough to put all that money in
there in the casket with your husband.'

The loyal wife replied 'Listen, I can't go back on my word. I promised him
that I was going to put that money in that casket with him.'

'You mean to tell me you put that money in the casket with him !!! ?'

'I sure did' said the wife. 'I got it all together, put it into my account
and wrote him a cheque. If he can cash it, he can spend it.'

Moral of the story: *Women are cleverer than Men* ......

Send this to a clever women you know, or a man with a good sense of humor
. . . . .

I just did.


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Sunday, November 02, 2008

Wedding Congratulations

Congratulations to the newlyweds (HS and YX) on their wedding... wish them eternal happiness and, incidentally, 早生贵子:D


Rasa Sentosa resort is a lovely place to hold a wedding... maybe I should hold mine there...

But then again like someone put it... the main player is not there yet... LOL...

I know a number of friends, of my age, who are already married (and no it's not shotgun). I guess there are pros and cons to marrying young... The ladies would be marrying at around this age whereas for the men, it would be somewhat later although 3 of my men friends are already married for a few years (not shotgun)...

But marriage in itself has its own challenges... it's not an end in itself but a journey :)

Friday, October 31, 2008

Job Search

I officially have a job...


Consider myself quite fortunate... and quite ironic that among my circle of friends I have the lowest CAP but yet, am the first to pin down a job... proves that CAP does not matter yeah? :D

Class of honours only affects the starting pay... but it will all even out in the end... If it was on the basis of my grades, i would never have even been shortlisted... but in spite of that, having a good honours comes as a bonus but not the be-all-and-end-all that some make it out to be.

I was asked recently "what's the use of getting an NYAA Gold? what does it do?"

The experiences and character development one gains through participating in the programme is priceless... It's a pity some cannot see the point of participating in CCAs.

Although I have little exposure to culture and sports CCAs (having been a strong uniformed groups and committees person all my life) I consider my CCA experience to have been pretty enriching, culminating in achieving the NYAA Gold this year.

And now, nearing the end of my formal education I look back at the past 25 years and ask myself: what would I have done differently?

The thing I would have wanted to do differently was, I would have wanted to be combat fit and have at least a chance of trying out for command school during NS... Not because I want the pride of being an officer but I want the experience of undergoing the process...

But then again everything works out for a purpose. Due to certain reasons (which may in the end be a blessing in disguise), I ended up not being combat fit and as such, unable to pursue my dream of a career in the SAF. But 2 years and 4 months in that organisation (and seeing a side not depicted in the recruitment ads) made me think long and hard about whether is it worth it?

It's a blessing in disguise that I am not saddled with the liability of taking IPPT and pushing my body to certain arbitary standards. Yes exercise is good but everyone's bodies are designed differently...

Perhaps more exposure to sports in my younger days would have done me good.

Recording

i wonder why some people think NUS Faculty of Engineering has the facilities to do recording of TV / Radio shows. Even if by a long shot they have, it's not Department of Mechanical Engineering for crying out loud.

just invest in a DVD recorder, how much does it cost?

Not that i don't want to help you. I just don't want to tell you that it can be downloaded from MOBTV when in the end it cannot (and the recording is lost forever)

i wonder...

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Warrant of Appointment

You are hereby appointed an Officer in the St. John Ambulance Brigade in the rank of


rank
Zone
Corps

You are therefore carefully and diligently to discharge the duties of that rank by exercising and disciplining both the subordinate officers and members in the said Brigade.

I do hereby command them to obey you as their senior officer, and you are to observe and follow such orders and directions as you shall from time to time receive from the Chief Commissioner or any of your senior officers according to the regulations of the St. John Ambulance Brigade (Overseas Edition) in pursuance of the trust hereby reposed in you.

Given at St. John Ambulance National Headquarters under the Seal of the said Brigade, 1 January 2008

By order of the National President, National St. John Council

DR CHEN SZE HUA
Chief Commissioner

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Projects: 2 down 1 to go (excluding FYP)

Today was the ME4105 presentation.. finally.. *phew* what a relief...

however I missed all my lectures today.. so far it's 4 hours worth of ME4223 lecture and 2 hours worth of ME3112 lecture... for ME3112, not much use anyway since i still don't understand the module...

If you love something set it free

In past semesters I will always have at least one module which I am confident of scoring in... there will be modules whereby 'it can go either way'.... this semester, ME4105 & GE3880A -> 'can go either way' because based on the NUS

ME4223, SIGH! I screwed up the mid term and screwed up the make up even worse! And for ME3112, SIGHx2! Guess I have to do my best to gain at least an understanding for the module.. especially since i have seen enough of the C+ grade and do not wish to get it again...

If it comes back to you it was meant to be

then again, i have not seen enough of A, A- and not seen A+ at all... lol..... maybe next sem with only 2 modules on top of FYP I will go for that....

Tomorrow I'll have my interview with, and this time I have to travel all the way down to their premises. Got to be there by 8:30am, and given the 'ulu'-ness of hte place, I have to be on the bus by 7am. How crazy is that? Good thing that when I actually start working there, it will be MRT from home... not that bad at all. I may have to acquire a personal transport though due to the low frequency of the connecting bus service...

I was pleasantly surprised to learn that I was shortlisted. I had never expected it. In this era of economic uncertainty, when I have 'Chicken Little' seniors talking about how difficult will be to get a job, recession etc... it would be good to confirm my placing by the end of this year.

If not it was never yours to begin with

It's a good time to begin thinking about New Year resolutions for 2009. 2008 was a pretty good year for me in terms of my CCA. I served and completed my term as the 49th JCRC Hon Gen Secretary. I did the most for SJAB this year as compared to previously (and if I took up OTC, that would be even more). I achieved my Drill Instructor's badge, thus completing some 'unfinished business' left over from 2003. And my pinnalce achievement this year - the NYAA (Gold) award I received from The President on my brother's birthday.

But I also overestimated my capabilities in taking 6 modules this sem (even though I wanted to S/U the last one, but still, I feel it was not worth it.) Although I no longer had JCRC committments, all the miscalleneous committments from SJAB took up much of my time. Not that I was any good in those calculation based modules. To think about it, from year 1 Maths and Physics I already started off on the wrong foot... I've always scored better (including a totally unexpected A- last sem) for those 'theory' or 'description' modules whereby I can just expound on concepts in my own words. This is contrary to 'calculation' modules where there is only ONE (or maybe two) ways to get the correct answer.. anything other than that is wrong.

Improving on my physical fitness and spirituality will rank high on the priority list. The fact that two individuals close to me contracted cancer this year (one of them being only several years my senior) was a stark reminder that truly, health is wealth, and without health, one cannot enjoy wealth.

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I've always wondered about love and relationships. I believe that there is this particular individual out there whom God has destined to be the one where 'till death do us part'. This individual is, by popular definition, 'The One'. And sometimes I wonder if that person for me is already within my circle of acquaintances, or someone whom I have yet to meet.

Our society has defined an ideal age for marriage to be between 25-35 (perhaps slightly earlier for the ladies), as this is the age where we would have completed our education and embarked on our careers. However, I believe only a fraction of individuals meet 'The One' during that window period. For others, they may meet 'The One' earlier or later in life.......

Is it possible that an individual may meet 'The One' at age 12-15? Yes, why not? But back then society will oppose such a union. Too young, immature, puppy love. But who are we to judge whether it's just another one of those puppy love cases or whether it is meant to be?

If it's meant to be, they will last... if not... they will be like the all too common 'break up after a few months - a year' kind of thing...

There are other factors too... maybe society opposes the union due to religious, racial, language or age barriers... or perhaps there is also the distance barrier...

I was a fool to believe LDR will work out...

It's like Romeo and Juliet whereby they ARE indeed 'The One' for each other but there were other issues which prevented them from eventually getting together (and very ironically, being together only in death.)

Likewise at age 25-35, that is when one's parents start to age and the pressure is on to get married and settle down before the parents pass on... when the pressure is on, one may not make the best decision...

wonder how you felt when you saw me after such a long time today...

Sunday, October 26, 2008

The long weekend

Today after meeting with Sir Khor and Kailing I went to Jurong Entertainment Centre. Now to those not in the know, it will be closed down at the end of this month for renovation and revamp..

It was then that I realised how much memories the place holds for me as my growing up years were practically centered around JEC. I can't remember my first association with the place, could be during my primary school days when I went there for abacus class (at Blk 134)... still remember my favorite Burger King mushroom swiss meal (which was under $5 then...)

Remembered the only movie I watched in JEC which was Power Rangers the Movie with Mum and Samuel...

And of course during my 4 years in RV (and after that, when RV was still at the West Coast premises) I would go there after school, after CCA and hang out with friends... and I remember that Mrs Look would always chide us saying the JEC management complained.. lol!

Just realised due to some error while taking pictures of JEC just now, all the pictures were not saved.. Sucks, i'll have to go back there to do it again... Should have used my camera then, didn't realise the memory card was not inserted properly into the phone causing it not to be saved... But the weird thing is that subsequently the numbering of the pictures still reflects the existence of those pictures... very strange indeed!~

Anyway I'll be back there tomorrow. Let's see.
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Saturday was not a very good day for me. Basically got into an unnecessary rush for my two appointments - one a lunch appointment, another a band performance which i ended up missing. Sorry ppl!

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Friday was an interesting day for me. After Geography lecture in the morning, I went out to meet up with a friend at Singapore Poly. And quite unexpectedly, I received a phone call from the HR Department informing me that I am shortlisted for the scholarship! Good piece of news, now I have to attend another interview this coming Wednesday with the hiring managers to confirm this. WISH ME LUCK!

The Zone management wants to get the anniversary magazine done soon... well hope it can be settled to the satisfaction of all parties...

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Today / Hari Ini / 今天

It's been a busy day for me...

Amazing how the weekend is more stressful than the weekday...

我有用过英文和马来文写blog。。。现在我也该用我的母语来编写几句话。

这几个星期以来,我感到十分压力, 因为现在有很多project要赶。
光阴似箭,日夜如梭。。。转眼间我已升上大学四年级。 再多七,八个月,我将毕业,进入社会工作。

下个月,我有朋友结婚了。我真的替他高兴。然而,这也提醒了我,我一不年轻了,应该做些准备吧。但是,感情上是不可逼的。。。如果不是时候,只能等待的确的人出现在我面前。我父亲说得对,我并不须为这事情烦恼,因为到了时候,“她”将会出现在我的生命里面。。。

... hingga waktu itu, saya mesti tunggu dan lihat sahaja...

我也在圣约翰服务了十二年了,明年将获得服务奖牌。 可是,我服务了这么多年,得到了什么?
我认识的人也不少,有经念丰富的senior officers,也有年轻的队员。认识得人也有不同的个性。。。参加圣约翰让我了解人们的心态。。。
但是,令我失望得是,有些officers不怎么对圣约翰那么热心。。。 也许过了officer course,他们在大学或poly已经有了其他的活动让他们有更多兴趣。。。圣约翰救伤队就没法把他们收留在俱构内。我也问自己,我还能服务圣约翰多久?

Saturday, October 18, 2008

... and i wonder if we could have worked harder to save it.

it has been almost 9 months since it happened and this is one of the times when i wake up at night and still feel the loss, still feel that i miss you...

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Story / Cerita (translation)

Dad told me this story...

"If a butterfly is in your hand, is it yours? What is going to happen if you hold on to it tightly?
However if the butterfly flits around and rests on the trees and flowers, but at the end of the day returns to you, is it yours?"

Answer is obvious

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Cerita

Hari ini Ayah beritahu saya cerita ini:

"Jika anda mempunyai seekor kupu-kupu di tangan anda. Anda boleh kata
kupu-kupu itu anda punya tidak?

Jika anda tutupkan tangan anda, kupu-kupu itu akan mati. Anda boleh
kata kupu-kupu itu anda punya tidak?

Jika kupu-kupu itu terbang sini dan sana, pada sehari rehatkan
dirinya di atas pokok-pokok dan bunga bunga. Tetapi pada hari tamat,
ia pulang ke atas tangan anda. Dalam keadaan itu, kupu-kupu itu
sebenarnya jadi anda punya.

Jadi, jika anda kasihi sesuatu, melepaskan itu. Jika itu pulang
kepada anda, itu sebenarnya anda punya. Kalau tidak, itu bukan."

Jadi, jika kamu di dalam keadaan macam ini, jangan sedih. Saya boleh
beritahu kamu, tunggu dan lihat, mungkin itu akan pulang kepada kamu.

Semoga semua kamu sihat dan gembira selalu.

Thursday, October 09, 2008

Closure

You know that you're graduating soon when your friends all start stressing about job interviews and career talks.

SembCorp interview next Thursday.

Hope that it goes smoothly and we can all find our dream, secure jobs :)


Thanks for the talk.
Harap Tuhan menyelamat kamu dan keluarga dengan kesihatan dan keselamatan selalu...

Sunday, October 05, 2008

Busy week!

Well this week has been a busy week so far...

Wednesday - watched Mamma Mia, sweet love story and nice songs as well...
Friday - NYAA Gold Award Presentation Ceremony... (: Received my Gold Award from the President... videos are as follows (sorry, didn't embed as it caused problems with my tagboard)

Drums performance
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jwx36lR152s

Receiving the award (the 2 before me also got captured :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F2LlkNvR7pQ

Receiving the award (clearer version)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9SDXhAr8h0E

A good introduction video to NYAA done by Kaki Bukit Prison School
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wzzU99MxLTA

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Snippets

1. It's in times like this that we are reminded that sometimes, when God does not grant us what we desire, it is because He has something better in store for us, cos in His infinite wisdom He knows what is best for us... and or... He knows that what we desire may not be good for us.

2. My thanks to everyone for their thought and prayers for my grandfather. His operation yesterday morning was a success and he is recovering well. I pray that he will be able to be discharged within the next few days.

Monday, September 22, 2008

Footdrill Instructor Course

Yesterday was the FDI Course Passing Out Ceremony, being the end of a series of lessons which culminated in the Brigade General Inspection and the course examination.

As for me it was a pleasant surprise when they named myself with three others (from the officer and NCO groups) to have done exceptionally well during the course. A nice gesture on the part of the organisers :)

Perhaps the next one would be the Gold course which would be next year...

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Snippets

1. It is said that a pitfall of climbing the ladder is that at the end of it, you realise the ladder was leaning on the wrong wall.

2. I wonder if this ladder can be said to be of a certain Organisation.

3. It is not too late for the leaders of the Organisation to right the ladder to lean on the correct wall.

4. But whether they wish to do so is another matter.

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1. When involved in any Other Organisation for a good cause, I put in my best and inspire my fellow volunteers under me to do the same.

2. But in a certain Other Organisation, the inertia comes from the top.

3. It has reached the extent that I do not think I will meet my minimum obligation to The Other Organisation this year, to be considered efficient. But what is the point of doing things for the sake of just clocking hours? Would it be better to focus my efforts on one Organisation which appreciates it rather than diversify?

4. Being involved in The Other Organisation has given me the opportunity to receive training ordinarily not available in The Organisation, and add value to myself as a member of The Organisation.

5. Next year upon graduation from NUS, I will be given the option as to whether to continue my service to The Other Organisation or not. That decision will be made on information available at that time, as well as the leadership of The Other Organisation.

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

some 2 months updates

I realized I have not updated in almost two months. Back then I was still having my internship at Sembawang E&C, which proved to be a good exposure to the industry itself.

Since then, other things have taken place in between.

- NDP Duty

I was on duty as part of the first aid support which meant that for 5 Saturdays (3 NE shows, preview and actual day)

Overall a good experience except it was kind of marred by the fact that the organizers did not want us to stand at the spectator stands for certain reasons which I guess I will never fully understand. But nevertheless I got to observe the NDP parades and fireworks 5 times..

I am generally more interested in the parade and ceremonies segment, not at all with the show segment though… but I like the grand finale, when we have the singing of the national songs which we know and love “Count on Me, Singapore,” “We are Singapore”, etc culminating in the recital of the Pledge and singing of the National Anthem.

Sad though that this display of national pride is only seen during this period of time.

- St John FDI Course and Annual Brigade General Inspection

This was some kind of unfinished business for me, since I dropped out of the first FDI course in 2003 due to my NS commitments back then. Of course, that also means I ended up helping out for AGI as one of the colour ensign, something I thought I would never be doing after my promotion...

Anyway, I was pleased to know the trainers were none other than the respected Mr. Firdous from the SPF and Mr. Oliviero from the SAF. We would be learning from the masters themselves. A pity this did not include the sword drill which would have made it a Gold FDI course, but I learned sword drill during my NPCC training. But then again, since when does SJAB use swords?

My guess would be when they are doing a Trooping of the Colours a la SAF.... but that would be a long way off...

- CPR AED course

This was a refresher course for me due to the fact I was originally trained in Singapore General Hospital. However, during the examination I was annoyed by certain condescending remarks on the part of a certain senior brigade officer (whom I shall not name) … but that’s life, people come along and make comments, some helpful, some not, some plain annoying...

- JCRC Handover

This closed a chapter of my hall life – as I put in my MSN nick, the end of an era, and the beginning of another. It was indeed a smooth transition and I am glad that although many people had their misgivings about some of the team at first, they are trying their best and I am sure the hall is in good hands.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Some thoughts / Kefikiran

Pada hari ini saya sedang tulis ini di pejabat. Saya tidak bawa kamus saya. Jadi, karangan ini mungkin ada lebih banyak kesalahan daripada karangan yang lain. Saya minta ma'af.

Saya sangat gembira kerana saya lulus peperiksaan dengan baik. CAP saya naik ke 3.4, tetapi saya perlu belajar dengan rajin-rajin untuk ambil hormatan kedua di bawah.

Saya tidak tahu Persatuan sedang ke mana. Saya pun tidak tahu ketua-ketua kami akan membuat apa ketika nama kami sedang jatuh. Mungkin mereka mahu bermain politik sahaja, mahu ambil banyak pingat... ahli-ahli yang lain sedang keluar Persatuan. saya sedih di atas keadaan ini. Sebenarnya, mungkin kami boleh tunggu dan lihat sahaja...

Tulis ke sini, saya mesti balik ke kerja. Pada masa lepang saya akan menulis lagi.

Jumpa lagi!

Sunday, June 08, 2008

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Corrupted files

I found to my chagrin that my VIP report (both to school and to company) which I had been working on the past few days had been corrupted.

Super crazy - good thing this is only Week 3 and not Week 7 (when the VIP report to school is due.)

VIP's been fine so far, a nice bunch of colleagues who have been a great help in bringing me up to speed with what is going on here...

Monday, May 26, 2008

Anger and Disappointment

Which path are we taking, St John?

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

999 may be outsourced

OK for those not in the know, SCDF may be outsourcing some of the calls for the 999 ambulance service to private ambulance companies. That's of course still in the pipeline.

NOW that's a golden opportunity for The Organisation! Hope they are not too blind to see and let this opportunity bypass them AGAIN.

Kursus Bahasa Melayu Saya

Saya akan menjalani peperiksaan Bahasa Melayu esok. Ia peperiksaan terakhir saya pada semester ini.

Saya sangat seronok belajar Bahasa Melayu. Di Singapura "Singlish" ada banyak kata-kata Bahasa Melayu contohnya: senget, mati, malu, jaga, "potong jalan" dan lain-lain. Sebenarnya, semasa kami belajar di sekolah rendah perlu mempelajari dua lagu Bahasa Melayu: Lagu Kebangsaan Singapura "Majulah Singapura" dan lagu Hari Kanak-kanan "Semoga Bahagia".

Selepas saya belajar Bahasa Melayu, saya boleh menahami kata-kata ini. Saya pun boleh menahami notis-notis di Bahasa Melayu, terutama apabila mereka ditulis dengan Bahasa Inggeris, Bahasa Cina, Bahasa Melayu dan Bahasa Tamil.

Pada hari esok, saya akan habiskan modul "Malay 1". Guru saya pernah bertanya saya akan belajar modul "Malay 2" tidak. Walau, ia harap kalau pada semester depan akan "timetable clash"... kalau tiada "timetable clash", saya akan belajar modul "Malay 2" supaya memperbaiki bahasa Melayu saya. Saya mungkin belajar Bahasa Melayu hingga modul "Malay 3" ketika semester terakhir saya. Saya dengar pelajar-pelajar yang belajar modul "Malay 3" akan pergi ke muzium dan mendengar (dalam Bahasa Melayu - tiada terjemahan Bahasa Inggeris) cerita Lt. Adnan semasa Perang Dunia ke-2.

Setuju, saya akan diteruskan latihan saya.... pada pukul 11pg esok saya akan menghabiskan peperiksaan saya!

Sunday, March 23, 2008

5 hall events in 2 weeks and...

Okay there was a series of events over the past 2 weeks as below...

Phoenix Fest... once again the cultural event of the year and must I say it was a blast. But I couldn't help but wonder if pressure from certain quarters again had a hand in the way things turned out...

Inter Hall Bash. Well, it seemed that there wasn't any support from certain quarters. But the event was a blast nevertheless. To all the naysayers, a pity you guys missed it. :/

Open House. Good given the constraints we faced and it's something good to chew on for next year when we will be one of the halls hosting. There was some fallout after that (again from certain quarters) for which I reserve my comments.

IHG supper. An event for the sportsmen to come together and celebrate the end of the Inter Hall Games... and also for the deserving sportsmen and sports teams to receive their awards.

DnD. This year we held it at CHIJMES Cathedral (appropriate place for Maundy Thursday but needless to say not an appropriate date.) It is always the event that, good or bad, always centers around one thing - it's just like Seniors' Night which we had in JC. Taking pics with our hall friends whom we all got to know (and love? tsk tsk) this academic year. Come the next one they may or may not continue their stay but the memories is one that will stay with us throughout our lives.

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For "The Organisation". Good to see one major issue successfully tackled. However I see some MAJOR lethargy on the part of "ketua-ketua kita". Whether this will be solved soon by the parties concerned, saya tak tahu... but knowing the way things are, this will only be solved by change in leadership. But when will this happen? We don't know as there are currently no (suitable) candidates to take up the middle management posts that will eventually lead to them taking up key positions in The Organisation. What will soon happen is that there are insufficient people doing the leg work and too big a gap between the senior and the junior. It is akin to a house being constructed with the correct foundation but too heavy on top and too little support in between. What happens next? You don't have to be a civil engineer to know the consequence... UTTER COLLAPSE

"The Other Organisation" ain't faring much better either.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

FW: Isaiah 65:24

Something interesting.

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Isaiah 65:24 'Before they call, I will answer'

This story was written by a doctor who worked in South Africa

One night I had worked hard to help a mother in the labor ward; but
in spite of all we could do, she died leaving us with a tiny
premature baby and a crying two-year-old daughter. We would have
difficulty keeping the baby alive, as we had no incubator (we had no
electricity to run an incubator).

We also had no special feeding facilities. Although we lived on the
equator, nights were often chilly with treacherous drafts. One
student midwife went for the box we had for such babies and the
cotton wool that the baby would be wrapped in.

Another went to stoke up the fire and fill a hot water bottle. She
came back shortly in distress to tell me that in filling the bottle,
it had burst (rubber perishes easily in tropical climates). 'And it
is our last hot water bottle!' she exclaimed. As in the West, it is
no good crying over spilled milk so in Central Africa it might be
considered no good crying over burst water bottles. They do not grow
on trees, and there are no drugstores down forest pathways.

'All right,' I said, 'put the baby as near the fire as you safely
can, and sleep between the baby and the door to keep it free from
drafts. Your job is to keep the baby warm.'

The following noon, as I did most days, I went to have prayers with
any of the orphanage children who chose to gather with me. I gave the
youngsters various suggestions of things to pray about and told them
about the tiny baby. I explained our problem about keeping the baby
warm enough, mentioning the hot water bottle, and that the baby could
so easily die if it got chills. I also told them of the two-year-old
sister, crying because her mother had died.

During prayer time, one ten-year old girl, Ruth, prayed with the
usual blunt conciseness of our African children. 'Please, God' she
prayed, 'send us a water bottle. It'll be no good tomorrow, God, as
the baby will be dead, so please send it this afternoon.'

While I gasped inwardly at the audacity of the prayer, she added,
'And while You are about it, would You please send a dolly for the
little girl so she'll know You really love her?'

As often with children's prayers, I was put on the spot. Could I
honestly say,'Amen'. I just did not believe that God could do this.
Oh, yes, I know that He can do everything, the Bible says so. But
there are limits, aren't there? The only way God could answer this
particular prayer would be by sending me a parcel from homeland. I
had been in Africa for almost four years at that time, and I had
never, ever received a parcel from home. Anyway, if anyone did send
me a parcel, who would put in a hot water bottle? I lived on the
equator! Halfway through the afternoon, while I was teaching in the
nurses' training school, a message was sent that there was a car at
my front door.

By the time I reached home, the car had gone, but there, on the
veranda, was a large twenty-two pound parcel. I felt tears pricking
my eyes. I could not open the parcel alone, so I sent for the
orphanage children.

Together we pulled off the string, carefully undoing each knot. We
folded the paper, taking care not to tear it unduly. Excitement was
mounting. Some thirty or forty pairs of eyes were focused on the
large cardboard box. From the top, I lifted out brightly colored,
knitted jerseys. Eyes sparkled as I gave them out. Then there were
the knitted bandages for the leprosy patients, and the children
looked a little bored. Then came a box of mixed raisins and sultanas
- that would make a batch of buns for the weekend. Then, as I put my
hand in again, I felt the.....could it really be? I grasped it and
pulled it out - yes, a brand-new, rubber hot water bottle. I cried. I
had not asked God to send it; I had not truly believed that He could.
Ruth was in the front row of the children. She rushed forward, crying
out, 'If God has sent the bottle, He must have sent the dolly too!'

Rummaging down to the bottom of the box, she pulled out the small,
beautifully dressed dolly. Her eyes shone! She had never doubted!

Looking up at me, she asked: 'Can I go over with you and give this
dolly to that little girl, so she'll know that Jesus really loves her?'

That parcel had been on the way for five whole months. Packed up by
my former Sunday school class, whose leader had heard and obeyed
God's prompting to send a hot water bottle, even to the equator. And
one of the girls had put in a dolly for an African child - five
months before, in answer to the believing prayer of a ten-year-old to
bring it 'that afternoon.'

'Before they call, I will answer' (Isaiah 65:24) This awesome prayer
takes less than a minute. When you receive this, say the prayer,
that's all you have to do. No strings attached. Just send it on to
whomever you want - but do send it on. Prayer is one of the best free
gifts we receive. There is no cost but a lot of rewards.

Let's continue praying for one another Father, I ask you to bless my
friends reading this right now. I am asking You to minister to their
spirit at this very moment. Where there is pain, give them Your peace
and mercy. Where there is self doubting, release a renewed confidence
to work through them. Where there is spiritual stagnation, I ask You
to renew them by revealing Your nearness, and by drawing them into
greater intimacy with You. Where there is fear, reveal Your love, and
release to them Your courage. Bless their finances, give them greater
vision, and raise up leaders and friends to support and encourage
them. Give each of them discernment to recognize the evil forces
around them, and reveal to them the power they have in You to defeat
it. I ask you to do these things in Jesus' name.

P.S. Passing this on to anyone you consider a friend will bless you
both. Passing this on to one not considered a friend is something
Christ would do.

'Do not ask the Lord to guide your footsteps if you're not willing to
move your feet.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

John McCain, 44th President of the United States.

I predict John McCain will be the next President of the United States.

Check back in mid November to see if i am correct or wrong.

But I support Barack Obama.

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

Karangan pertama dalam Bahasa Melayu

Saya belajar Bahasa Melayu dalam semester ini. Saya nasib baik kerena
saya ada kawan-kawan yang orang Malaysia tolong saya belajar Bahasa
Melayu. Saya boleh berlatih Bahasa Melayu saya dengannya. Saya akan
menulis anggaran hidup saya di sini.

Ayah saya juga cakap Bahasa Melayu hebat kerena dia berbesar di Klang
(datuk saya tadi orang Malaysia dari Klang, tetapi bila Singapura
merdeka di tahun 1965, dia pilih kerakyatan Singapura. Oleh ayah saya
juga kerakyatan Singapura. Bila ayah saya berumur 18 tahun, dia mesti
pulang ke Singapura untuk Perkhidmatan Negara. Ayah saya menjadi
pegawai tentera, pangkatnya Mejar. Ayah saya memberi saya kamusnya
untuk pelajaran saya.

Saya suka makan nasi ayam. Tetapi bila saya bermuda, saya tidak suka
makanan pedas. Satu hari, kawan-kawan saya ke Pusat Makanan Newton
makan 'Sambal Stingray'. Dari hari itu, saya boleh makan makanan
pedas.... hari ini, saya boleh makan nasi ayam dan cili. Saya fikir
keluarga saya akan terkejut saya suka makanan pedas sekarang.

Saya keluarga bahagia. Saya ada seorang adik lelaki, dia orang yang
Perkhidmatan Negara (akan habis pada Ogos tahun ini.) Ada tiga kucing
(seekor kucing jantan, dua ekor kucing betina) di rumah saya. Kami
sayang mereka.

Saya akan habis belajar saya pada Mei tahun hadapan. Kemudian, saya
akan berkerja jurutera...

Waktu petang ini, saya ada perjumpaan dengan kawan saya dari
Facebook. Dia ahli terapi hipnosis juga. Kemudian saya ada mesyuarat
projek pada pukul 6 pg.

P.S. Kalau tatabahasa Bahasa Melayu saya salah, sila betul saya. Itu
bagaimana saya belajar dan membaikkan.
P.P.S. Pada masa lepang saya akan menulis terjema Bahasa Inggeris
untuk pembaca saya yang tidak faham Bahasa Melayu...

Sunday, February 17, 2008

updates... :D

Ok it's been a long while since the last proper update...

- CNY
Chinese New Year celebrations was of pretty the same routine as previous years, but I was glad that this year, i managed to meet quite a few of my cousins (e.g. my dad's younger sister who reside in Malaysia came down to visit us) whom I have not seen for the past few years. Heh.... the Ang Pao collection was also not bad but that's another story hehe :)

- VDay
Valentine's Day was a pretty normal day for me but it was interesting walking around school and seeing the girls (and guys) walking around with bouquets from (or for) their loved ones. I remember for my 4-6 lecture, there seemed to be those who were rushing off for the night's programme :P

As for how I celebrated it myself... basically i shared my box of chocolates with my hall friends.. it was a gesture which they evidently appreciated. :)

- Tests and projects
Am still mulling on whether to continue with ME3221 (Energy Conversion Processes). I find it disturbing that I just cannot understand this module. Mental block or am i just not up to it? To complicate matters there is a test (30%) coming up this coming Friday.

2 more weeks to the start of Week 7 and I must decide on whether I'm going to keep or drop this module by then.

I am taking 6 modules this sem, 3 of them project based (2 of them are 100% CA in fact.) On top of that, I'm taking SJAB's Higher First Aid course and on top of that, the CCA points to key in.

Thought of the day: if I am planning to S/U, how much effort should I put as compared to one who is planning to score?

- Volunteer work
The general situation in both my Organisations now seems pretty lukewarm. Not surprising based on my dad's assessment that "Singaporeans are a stressed lot". Both Organisations being voluntary in nature depend largely on the spare time of their members. And with prices up again (unfortunately), the man on the street has less time to spend on volunteer work. No wonder one of my friends lamented that some people are pretty mercenary nowadays, with the first question being "How much will I be paid?" or "What's in it for me?"

What about uniformed groups? They face a tough manpower issue... Students who have graduated from secondary school are no longer so forthcoming in rendering their services to their alma mater (through the Cadet Lieutenants/Cadet Inspectors or equivalent schemes)... especially when they begin to be involved in more attractive activities in the JCs/Polys. I myself wasn't too active in JC due to SJAB (granted, I was in the Students' Council but I didn't try new things like ODAC or similar stuff). The uniformed groups in general have a problem retaining manpower. To complicate matters, there is a disdain for all things uniformed in Singapore (in particular the military - as opposed to the States where service members are proud of their uniforms.)

In SJAB itself, there is a lack of suitable qualified volunteers to take on more important positions within the organisation. Many choose to remain within their comfort zone and not take up new challenges...

Saturday, February 02, 2008

FW: Beware of panadol

Something about panadol. (also help to improve my malay vocabulary, hah... although this is in Bhs Indo)

JANGAN KONSUMSI SEGALA JENIS PANADOL
> terutama jika punya masalah gastric
> FYI, sharing a true experience story from a
> friend....
> sharing bdk pengalaman dari seorang teman
>
> My husband was working in a hospital as an IT
> engineer, as the hospital is planning to set up
> a database of its patient. And he knows some of
> the doctors quite well..
> Suami saya bekerja di RS sebagai IT jurutera,
> dan RS berencana membuat database untuk
> pasiennya. dan dia mengenal bbrp dokter dengan
> baik
> The doctors used to tell him that whenever they
> have a headache, they are not willing to take
> PANADOL (PARACETMOL) . In fact,they will turn
> to Chinese Herbal Medicine or find other
> alternatives.
> para dokter mengatakan pada dia kalau mrk sakit
> kepala mrk tidak mau meminum PANADOL
> (PARASETAMOL) . bahkan mrk beralih kpd
> pengobatan alternatif china (dengan rempah2)
> atau mencari alternatif lain
>
> This is because Panadol is toxic to the body,
> and it harms the liver. According to the
> doctor, Panadol will reside in the body for at
> least 5 years. And according to the doctor,
> there used to be an incident where an air
> stewardess consumes a lot of panadol during her
> menstrual as she needs to stand all the time.
> She's now in her early 30's, and she needs to
> wash her kidney (DIALYSIS) every month.
>
> hal ini krn panadol mrpk racun bagi tubuh, dan
> membahayakan liver menurut para dokter, panadol
> akan mengendap ditubuh setidaknya selama 5
> tahun. dan menurut para dokter, pernah ada
> kejadian dimana seorang pramugari mengkonsumsi
> banyak panadol pada saat menstruasi krn dia
> butuh untuk berdiri sepanjang waktu. skr dia
> berumur 30-an dan butuh mencuci ginjalnya
> setiap bulan
>
> As said by the doctor that whenever we have a
> headache, that's because it is due to the
> electron/Ion imbalance in the brain. As an
> alternative solution to cope with this matter,
> they suggested that we buy 1 or 2 cans of
> isotonic drink ( eg.100PLUS), and mix it with
> drinking water according to a ratio of 1:1 or
> 1:2 (simply, it means one cup 100plus, one cup
> water.or 2 cups water). My husband and I have
> tried this on several occasions, and it seems
> to work well.
>
> seperti yg sudah dijelaskan oleh para dokter
> bahwa kapanpun mrk mengalami sakit kepala hal
> itu disebabkan oleh ketidakseimbangan
> electron/ion di otak. sebagai solusi alternatif
> untuk menangani masalah ini mrk menyarankan
> untuk membeli 1 atau 2 kaleng minuman isotonic
> dan mencampurnya dengan air dengan perbandingan
> 1:1 atau 1:2 (1 gelas isotonik dicampur 1 atau
> 2 gelas air). suami saya dan saya telah
> mencobanya bbrp kali dan kelihatannya berhasil
> dengan baik
>
> Another method will be to submerge your feet in
> a basin of warm water so that it bring the
> blood pressure down from your throbbing head.
> metode lainnya adalah merendam dengan air
> hangat kaki anda sehingga menurunkan tekanan
> darah dari kepala
> As Panadol is a pain killer, the more Panadol
> you take, the lesser would be your threshold
> for pain (your endurance level for pain).
> karena panadol adalah penghilang rasa sakit
> maka semakin banyak kita konsumsi semakin
> kurang kita merasakan sakit (daya tahan
> terhadap sakit meningkat)
> We all will fall ill as we aged, for woman, we
> would need to go through childbirth. Imagine
> that we had spent our entire life popping quite
> a substantial amount of Panadol (Pain Killer)
> when you need to have a surgery or operation,
> you will need a much more amount of general
> anesthetic to numb your surgical pain than the
> average person who seldom or rarely takes
> Panadol .. If you have a very high intake of
> Panadol throughout your life (Migraine,
> Menstrual cramps) it is very likely that normal
> general anesthetic will have no effects on you
> as your body is pumped full with panadol and
> your body is so used to pain killer that you
> would need a much stronger pain killer,
> Morphine??
> kita semua akan jatuh sakit seiring
> bertambahnya usia, untuk wanita kita perlu
> menjalani masa melahirkan. bayangkan bila kita
> telah cukup banyak mengkonsumsi panadol
> (penghilang rasa sakit) ketika kita butuh
> menjalani operasi, kita akan membutuhkan jumlah
> lebih banyak untuk menghilangkan rasa sakitnya
> ketimbang dengan mrk yg mengkonsumsi lebih
> sedikit panadol. jika kita telah mengkomsumsi
> panadol sepanjang hidup kita (sakit kepala,
> kram krn menstruasi) sepertinya obat biasa
> tidak akan berefek apapun pada tubuh anda
> karena tubuh anda sudah terisi dengan panadol
> dan tubuh anda sudah terbiasa dengan penghilang
> rasa sakit sehingga membutuhkan penghilang rasa
> sakit yg lebih kuat, morfin ?
>
> Value your life, THINK b4 you easily pop that
> familiar pill into your mouth again. >
> hargai hidup anda, pikir dahulu sebelum dengan
> mudahnya menelan obat yg sudah dikenal kedalam
> mulut anda.
> kirimkan ini kpd orang2 yg anda kasihi

FW: 10 things God won't ask you on that day

Something interesting.
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10 things God won't ask you on that day

1. God won't ask you what kind of car you drove
He'll ask you how many people you drove who didn't have transportation

2. God won't ask the square footage of your house
He'll ask how many people you welcomed into your home

3. God won't ask about the clothes you had in your closet
He'll ask about the people you helped to clothe

4. God won't ask what your highest salary was
He'll ask if you compromised your character to obtain it

5. God won't ask what your job title was
He'll ask if you performed your job to the best of your ability

6. God won't ask how many friends you had
He'll ask how many people to whom you were a friend

7. God won't ask you which neighbourhood you lived in
He'll ask you how you treated your neighbours

8. God won't ask about the colour of your skin
He'll ask about the content of your character

9. God won't ask why it took you so long to seek salvation
He'll lovingly take you to your mansion in heaven and not the gates of hell

10. God won't have to ask how many people you sent this to
He already knows your decision...

Monday, January 28, 2008

oh well.

Well it all seemed happy go lucky at the start but now it has come to an end...

In a relationship both parties must put in effort for it to work. I ask myself have I put in the effort? In what area have I failed?

Oh well, another learning experience for me. :\