Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way! Cynicism: Your cynicism is medium. You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love... But you've definitely been burned enough to know better. You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. BUT i.do.not.fall.in.love.easily. Anyway, my laptop have some problems and you will find me less online until i fix it, which will take place after end-semester exams. =X

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleedingKeep, keep bleeding love

P.S. love do hurt

My moodswing is really bad these few days:( suddenly happy, the next moment i can even cry for no reason. >.<
I hate it when i am like this. so awful.
Anyway, life is really busy, projects, going out, projects, projects, work, projects, work, work, going out, this goes on. I think i am quitting when the next semester starts, and maybe find a slacky job. :)
Been feeling kinda moodless ytd, and lin wei jie called!!! Talking to him really lifts up one's mood. He is in army now and he was sharing with me how he and his friends bully people LOL. OK i am not so bad ok, i asked him to stop. i really did. Just that the way they bully really make you want to laugh. lol
thanks yea. silly boy.
Few parts of projects finishing already and i hope it really end soon. Shall prepare to go work now, i hope today wont be a busy day:(

P.S. its just a rollercoaster ride, yea.

Unkempt

:) Back from breakaway day, and it kinda help abit. Maybe its because we've only been to that small island for a mere 1 h >.<

P.S. The way i are.

I am not feeling very good. Fiery Temper and a very bad headache and blocked nose. PLUS work later. >.<
And i am very unhappy.

Anyway, will be spending chinese year (day 2 most probably) at mos with colleagues. Hope the bouncer will let me in. After all, i don't look like some xiao mei mei.
If not, 8months ltr is still a longgggggggggg way to go.
:(


Clubbing with them is fun, but i am still unhappy.
:((

hhhmmmmm....
i've been there before and i just can't let go
the memories and pain of the heart i noe
now deep in the night
and theres passion inside
dare i follow my heart...
an innocent smile than a walk in the night
than its dinner at home, served with candle lights
and its been quite a while
since i felt good inside
dare i follow my heart
do i feel something special inside of me?
do i noe wat u really think of me?
and the raindrops keep falling into my heart
and i just cant deny wat feels so right
do i let myself go and feel the rain?
or should i play with caution and refrain
whatever i do,
when it comes to u,
i know sometimes love plays the part of a fool
i know whats instore
though i can't say much more
a chance with a taking has opened its door
and i can't say i love you,
and i can't say i don't but i do if i knew
do i feel something special inside of me?
do i noe wat u really think of me?
and the raindrops keep falling into my heart
and i just cant deny wat feels so right
do i let myself go and feel the rain?
or should i play with caution and refrain
whatever i do,
when it comes to u,
i know sometimes love plays the part of a fool
and the raindrops keep falling into my heart
and i just can't deny wat feels so right..
do i let myself go and feel the rain?
or should i play with caution and refrain?
whatever i do
when it comes to u
i know sometimes love plays a part of a fool
whatever i do when it comes to u
i know loves sometimes play a part of a fool

I want it.




I want it..






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I'VE GOT IT!!!!!!!!!!



finally bought my camera. A casio pink one. n.n

went PP for the camera, then bused to town and bought a dress from Fareast. Quite exp actually i think. =/ But nvm luhs, since it is so difficult for me to find something i quite like. =X





P.S. Keep holding on.. ?

WHY. Why, why why.
I thought everything is so 2007. Hello, this is 2008 right people?
I have great memory. I can remember smses* even though they were sent a year ago, back in 2007. Even though i have already deleted all msgs like, super long ago also. Every single one i believe. BUT, why can't i remember texts from textbooks and lecture notes? Been wondering how silly my brain is, for using its limited memory on such unworthy things.
Why am i making myself miserable all over again? i thought i have overpowered feelings already.


P.S. Every single word you said.

Mask making for today U-art class. I think my partner did not do a good job out of it. Cos it is just half-done, and she nearly could not remove the mask from my face. >.<>

Anyway, everyone is making their new year resolutions, so here's mine:

2008 New Year Resolution

1) Stop spending money like water

2) Earn loads of money and save save save!!!

3) Stop spending money on good food (well, at least not everytime dine in an expensive outlet or so.)

4) Quit being shopping queen

5) Exercise regularly

6) My height to reached 165cm =P

7) Lose weight, the more the better.

8) Pick up a new hobby other than eating and shopping. (maybe ice skating?)

9) Stop being rude to my parents

10) Spend more time with family

11) Be more hardworking to study

12) Stop ponning lectures

13) Stop dreaming during classes and lectures

14) Be stronger :)

well, if not all, at least let me hit 3 or more of the resolutions. :))

Bye and to my projects again. =X

With ♥ 10:03:00 pm

31st dec 2007

heh heh took this >.<>

mine. ^^

ah jia took pic of hers also. =.-

fun time.

my irreplaceable besties :)

lastly, presenting mua.

will post the group pics and more once ng found her camera's cable.

25 dec 2007
Went out with jas to parkway. den went payalebar.

i did my own nails.

bye and dun miss

Me ♥

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