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Thursday, May 31, 2007

31may07


Life's so boring and hectic, with all those boring, pointless projects and assignments. =(
I so miss 2006.

2006 is the most happening, fun and exciting and sweet year of my life.

2006 is when i made most friends,
is when so many things happen,
is when i became much more sociable,
is when i learnt de most things of life,
is when i changed de most (to the better, of cos),
is when i went to cineleisure every sat,
is when i went towning de most,
is when i celebrated de most birthdays,
is when i met him,
is when i and him have so much to talk to.

But everything, with de end of Olvls, with de end of countdown to 2007, almost ended.

In 2007, Life is kinda boring.
I have no time for outings,
no time to go towning,
no more cine every sat,
no more gatherings with my beloved missed* girlfriends,
no more msgs with him (a lil or not at all now),
2007 is also when i and him started,
2007 is also when i and him ended,
2007 is also when i waited only for him,
2007 is when i cried so much for him,
2007 is when i only want to talk to him and no other guys,
2007 is when all my mind can think about is him,
2007 is when i emo lots,
2007 is when i am so weak.

everyday is go tp, lec, tut, assignments, go out with classto eat, go home.
sat and sun normally is proj days.

All my girlfriends busy with work, sch and none of them is as free as de past now.

I miss wearing damai uniform,
I miss smsing pple in class,
I miss smsing him in class,
I miss going out with de girls,
I miss crapping so much with de guys,

why did everything change so much??

Haix... Nevertheless, pictures.

mua and my crappy lame partner XD

pretty pearl and p'yunn XD


LOL

this is my pig and it is getting popular in class XD
1 thing, both in 2006 and 2007, is that, i still LOVE PIGS, and i still LOVE PHOTO EDITING XDI wanted so much to say 'good-bye' to bluey days. ='(

This pic is for those who want to see how i look like with specs. Nah nah nah... here it is.

Toot enuf rite??? lmao

bye and dun miss


With ♥ 11:55:00 am
Friday, May 25, 2007

25may07


Been sick since ytd morning. =( I stil tot it was merely a headache and will go away if i drink more water.
Then at night while studying for IHT test, my head is lk so feverish and throbbing veh badly. cant take in anything at all, so peiyun have had an early night. swallowed 2 panadols.
The next morning, which is today, i woke up to find i am having flu. fever, body aches, headache, cold, coughing and lost my voice. tmd. all come at once. and its near test liao den come. nb
I still went to sch as i hav to take the comm skills test and IHT test.
ke lian uh? sick stil nid go sch take test. zzzz
Comm skill is quite difficult. I was caught off guard.. the topic is nthg lk i studied. I can only refer lil frm my research.. the rest is 自由发挥 liao. ='(
I finish quite fast and it was lk freezing? My hands were shaking badly and numb from the cold. Somemore my head is like damn pain luh.. den i bet yi ting they all could feel the heat emitting frm my body. SO HOT.. my head neck were damn hot, den fingers were damn cold.
wa.. bth. den tears suddenly drop out. i quick bent down so no one can see. but veh xin ku lor.. my body cnt take it liao, head pain til i cry cans.
zzz
den my cellphone keep ringing luh.. my fren keep calling/ msg me ask me watch pirate of caribean-- in the middle of the test itself. =.= den i pretend i hear nthg, until grozario asked whose phone den i raise up my hand den he saw my tears den ask me go toilet.
go lor.. den i wait outside the class cos inside damn cold luh, even though they adjusted the temp le.
den head down to lec theatre for IHT test. we are late, but i completed this test damn fast. =.= i couldnt even think properly lor. Its stil veh cold and my whole body is practically shivering.
We couldnt leave the theatre until everyone finish. wtf.
den after the test i pia to see doc liao...
39deg. =.= hope its jus plain flu ba, not any stupid dengue fever or whatever shit.
zzzz
imagine havin tat kind of illness. =.= *touch wood*

LOL.. no one at home. haix. hav to take care of myself, wetting the towel and putting on my forehead now and then.
I feel so lonely, although my cell phone keep ringing with take care msgs from my frens.
THANKS for all ur concerns peeps. i will try to get well soon.
:D


It never fails to spread a smile across my face whenever his name starts flashing on my cellphone. Although i no longer heard as much from him as compared to the past, it always makes me happy and content whenever he msgs me. Everytime my cellphone rings, i cnt deny the fact that i am half hoping its him who msgs, although i know i am jus carrying false hopes and the sender will nv be him. but i am still hoping, for whats like last time, when he would send sweet msgs every now and den. I dun mind having my phone bill explode because of this reason.

What a loser peiyun is. Rite? hoping for that particular person to msg her when he most probably would not do so. how stupid.
ya.. call me foolish, stupid. Many says he dun worth the wait. But i stil let myself drop into this complicated mess deeper and deeper each time. Fancy waiting and hoping tat the particular person would contact me when he would not. And yet i just cant help but think oneday, he would msg me, and lk the past, al the sweet stuff and all.
His honeyed words kill, although i dunno which of them are truth, which of them are lies, i just love hearing them. Dun forget tat peiyun is just any normal girl, who would fall prey to this kinda stuff. esp when the words came frm a ladykiller itself.



i wonder if euu miss me at times. cos i do,

With ♥ 5:46:00 pm
Wednesday, May 23, 2007



离开不会太悲伤

有些心情该释放

直到眼泪它自己落下

才发现骗不了自己

其实很爱你

现在学着去遗忘

躲开有你的地方

回忆被谁放在书架上

把他从最高的地方落下

感动越是深刻

寂寞就越伤人喔

每个人的心里都会有一段伤痕

像白纸的天真

仿佛被你伤得好深

相爱不需要理由

离开也没有理由挽留


我好想你。。。嗨

imu='((

With ♥ 10:36:00 pm

20may07


Lazy to blog lehs.. so let de pics do the talking.. PS luhs.. upload only some. cos lazy mahs. =p

At cine Kbox.


i love this pic most =))






damn i look fat here.=(


jruth and pyunn XD
at cuppage


All the tests and assignments and projects are suffocating me.. Dun even have time to watch movies lor.. wtf why good mv always come when i am damn busy??? when i damn free all mv are horror de or boring boring de sia. ='(( 他妈的.

bye and dun miss=)


With ♥ 10:36:00 pm
Saturday, May 19, 2007

18may07


Today CCN day. my class, 1H08 do carwash =)) its my first time lehs.. kinda tiring and dirty, the job, my my biz tee black black de.. My mum surely &*(((^^%$$##*(@#$% liao.
=.=
Went to jolene hse there so she could put back her trolley. den she went dowan find us den we went over to TM (again.. haix) . Ate at CS foodcourt. hmm.. not bad la.. but the lime juice is kns de lor. =((
details on wat we talked about shall not be elaborated here. LOL
send jolene to work den we went walk walk..
walk here and there den 9 plus liao go genki sushi eat.. lmao.. they want to di siao jolene only hahs
den quite late le we went home.
ps luh.. i lazy to blog, really.
hais... life is so difficult for me.
I hate this kind of feeling.. i dunno what he mean, what he wan.. Nabeh i hate it!!!
fuck you.
Wat for say it when you dun intend to do anything to it???
huh? wat euu take me for? bloody hell.
jus wen i determine to cannot, will not, shall not, euu say it.
den i hesitate. den euu say nvm.
wth??? veh fun huh.. i dunno wen to take euu seriously, wen to take it as euu jk only.
get out of my life. 我恨死你了!
他妈的 =((
nvtheless, pics=))


With ♥ 9:32:00 am
Friday, May 18, 2007

17may07


today got adventure club!!! Yea!! i brought along my new trackshoes, new shoebag, and new socks. =DDD
tough la today.. we run ard reservoir.. I so happy with my result.. i ran more than half of reservoir without stopping=))) Last time cross country i always run 1/4 jiu stop den another 1/4 den stop and blah. this time istop cos i tot they say stop.. in the end hav to carry on running=((
stop liao den run jiu muscle ache lor... but ok la... not really pain.. jus tat my heart is working damn hard.
hahas. den go crunches, push ups, jumping jack all tis.. no breathe liao =((
den went the field there de kfc eat supper with jolene, miaohong, calynn and weida . 2-piece chicken!!! my fave. =DD
eeyer.. xt got to noe tat yan dao frm htm. =(( her fren de fren.. they stil eat tgt sia.. saw them at kfc.
lol.. at first both me and jolene tink he is damn yan dao.. but now kinda not really tat nice looking liao. hahs.
Pics!!! ytd at tm took de.. we took neoprints too=))

at M industry =)) modelling-

my fone why so blur=(((


sall end tis post with me=)).Bye and dun miss


With ♥ 12:08:00 am
Tuesday, May 15, 2007



I feel so stupid... so angry with myself, hurt.
I am the one who choose to leave, choose to walk away, the on telling myself not to look back, telling myself to awake frm this complicated mess.
I am the one saying all these, to myself.
And now, I am also the one who choose to bite on my own words.
lying to myself, lies and cover ups, thinking only the positive way, when i noe its all lies.
i hate this.


FUCK


=''((((

OK. i shall be more determined... i CAN do it. =DD
since i choose to walk away, i swear im not turning back.
pei yun 加油!!! ganbate!!!





pics of past days:

at Ikea.

The food there is cheap and nice!!!

After squash went out wit miaohong to find trackshoes and fbt shorts. den frm tm go msq.. weikiang go join us wit his frens. den all find shoes tgt. finally found at FILA. den they go town. miaohong and i wan play bowling but hav to queue so go shopping instead. den i damn hungry la.. shud be gg to new york new york de.. but too many pple queueing and i hungry liaos.. jiu settle at Sakae sushi instead. lmao... eat til damn full, den walk frm citylink to bugis. Bought a top at bugis st. Miao hong go buy the same one as me. =X haha.. mine yellow, hers green.

At sakae sushi


bye and dun miss =))

With ♥ 7:05:00 pm
Friday, May 11, 2007



Let the pics do the talking. =)
tats what about me the past few days. hehs
Camslutting=DD





Act yi ge mi mi yan =))

whitesands new pretty pix! lolx.. new machines must go=))

i jus love this pic. hahsshall end this post with ME =))

P.S. I am just me, rock on!! =)) i live for myself, my family and no one else. cheers!!!! btw, i thought of this new name jerynn. for myself!!! nice?? hahas

bye and dun miss=))



With ♥ 8:22:00 pm
Tuesday, May 08, 2007

08may07


i HATE my fringe... arrrghh. ytd shudnt hav cut it. =(( i look so ugly now. haix....
Niways, i tinking of rebonding my fringe and have it re-cut. =DD
School is getting MORE and MORE boring. =((
why why why.. Negative thoughts like pon lectures fill my mind all day long. sighs..
i hate the hw. I dun even like the FnB teacher... so strict and temperamental.. mood swing nia leh him.
lmao. i am tired of gg tm everyday.. But my class de peeps dun seem to get bored of that place.
ARGHHHH.. so boring poly life. Nthg like i expect, nothing at all.
I miss my damai sec, miss my 4e3, miss the jokes we had, the laughter in the class, lols.. even hw in sec sch seem more tempting.
i miss vandalizing my table, miss slacking in toilet during lessons, miss taking the pass and walk all ard sch while the rest are having boring lessons, miss eating kway chap every fri, miss SR, miss playing ard, miss zi-lian-ing in class, miss prank calls in class.
stupid.
ok bye and dun miss muack.

With ♥ 9:29:00 pm
Saturday, May 05, 2007

5may07


i dyed my hair black. It look funny on me. =.= perhaps i am used to coloured hair liao. suddenly black, =.=
zzzz
ok. next step.. contact lens.. Now is perky brown.. shall change to groovy green or mystical black? hmmmms... we share see.
=pp
i feel lk changing my hairstyle too.. LOL. but scared dun suit me den wil regret.. hahas.. hair diff to grow quick quick one lehs.=((
lmao.
bye and dun miss=))

With ♥ 1:02:00 pm
Thursday, May 03, 2007

3may07


Today got adventure club de training. Before gg, i and miao hong go tm walk. Guess who i saw? weijie. lol.. what a small small world. He claimed that i turned fat. =.=
arrghhh... nvm. idiot boy. is he too thin lor. =XX
Adventure club alot pple signed up la.. So many guys.. =.="
we played a mini amazing race. =)) get to noe my grp de pple. hahs.. love them. what a frenly lot. They are the ones who manage to make me stay in ad club in the end. cos ad club damn tough la.. everytime training is run reservoir and those nafa types de. =.= siao. i might die. *touch wood
=DD
ad trips are lk once in afew mths??
LOL.
the guys and gals in my grp so fun and frenly. =)))))
Haix.. tired of school alrd.. Somehow i hate all those assignments and boring lectures. tmd.
haix. haix haix....
=((
Bye and dun miss=DD

With ♥ 10:48:00 pm

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