watch death note with linette today. it was a goooddddd show!
but both L and light died.=((
and i love misa de bedroom. so pretty. *envy X2*
afters went heeren walk. den linette need go home cos got guides ltr..
den i walk alone at heeren. saw a top at flesh imp which i fell in love with. but alas, no M size. only L size. which simply drop from my body =.=. btw, it an off shoulder top. so wasted lor..
sjx and hami came to find me at heeren. we walk walk walk..
had helllaaaddafunn with both of them... walking ard like mad pple. hahaha
to taka.. evening le.. bought some masks off thefaceshop. bought a black lace beaded thingy. (put hand de)
den hami and sjx left us.. hah the 2lovebirds.
i shopped wit njx... sorry loves, for making her wait and search the shop for me while i queue up for trying the clothes.. the Pull and Bear especially, was a mess. the queue was damn long and the shop was soo squezzy. thks jx, for squeezing ard with others and keep pulling out tops and holding them high to let me see if i wan them.. bought a top there.
in the end bought 4 other tops and some accessories.. but no bottoms. =((
jx sooo gooodddd. she herself nv buy anything, but she pei me shop. =DD
loveeee her.

Big chance i am quitting this job.
i hate the working hours.
i wanna wear heels.
but wearing heels and standing for 11hrs make my legs sore, pain.. very pain.
i hate having no time for myself.
i hate havin to rush for this stupid job.
i hate having to put up with customers craps and idiotic lame toks.
i hate having to pls those kiam pa de aunties.
i hate havin to help them wear the heels. fuck.
i hate tat idiot baka alike woman grace. she not only had a face which euu one look will completely dislike. she also had a disgusting manner wen toking. she speak without brain. wheneve she tok euu will feel lk smacking her toad-alike mouth. i hope she met some ah lians and ah bengs, have had a conversation with them, den tio slap. pple are bound to slap her if she speak. tats the reason why she keep tio customer complaint. tats the reason y she haven even promoted to supervisor level wen she alrdy worked 2yrs in ilt. Gina(my tm supervisor) was promoted to supervisor only after 3 mths of working.
see.?? big big difference.
she listens to auntie songs lk '路边的野花不要采'.
=.=
simply god-damned.
and foodpoint wil be teared down, meaning no business for ws ilt..
meaning no food for me.
meaning only mac and cavanna everyday.
fucking freakos.
no foodcourt.
biangs...
quitting soon. buay ta han leh.

damn.. i am getting ugly.=((

my wifey=DD

iloveher laaaa.... aiya.. howcome i look so childish=.=

jus reached home from scholarship thingy. i late for 30 min . BUT the actual start at 8pm.. cos the first one is performances and eating.
sianz... i first one to receive. i look weird. cos they look so guai.. the other receivers.. my uniform tucked out and i dyed hair... i look lk a bad person beside them leh. =.=
pics

the rose i recieved during eating

Today went escape.. but veh veh suay. It keep raining den stop den rain. Den while sitting on the rainbow ride. something happen. The ride just START, and my belt came out AGAIN. =.=" I quickly grab hami and jx arms. lols. den the guys(i dunno de) beside me pulled my belt over to their side and hide behind their butts. =.=" X 100
lame.
veh -____________-
i dunno them.
they themselves undo their belts.
they action. they stood up and shouted 'FUCKED YOU!!!" to the air.
Mine is acci come out of itself.
they took my belt.
they wan play play with me.
hide it.
guai lan de idiots.
Midway i quickly pulled my belt back and fasten it.
Den of cos, i diao them.
wan play play.
i sit alone leh... if got pple sit wit me still not that scary. cos if 2 person in 1 seat euu wun be flung here and there wen the ride is on. But i sit alone. that means i wil be flung here and there. So i scared.
piang eh.. i dun even noe them can. =.=" those childish lamers..
Den eat mac.
came back
while waiting for ride at the 360deg thingy it rains.. =((
this time we go off and nv come back. of cos, we sat on other rides too. BUT i missed out go kart=(((
den hami and jx went fareast to take pay.
I slack at whitesands alone.
den while toking wit jx on fone, tat chicken rice de ask a bangala to take my no.
-______________-
...
tat bangala (looking shifty*) came over. i scared. so stand up wan go off. den he suddenly say tat chicken rice boy wan ur no.
i cast him a dirty look.
i say no.
i chua tio. run down the escalator lk a mad kid. siao gina. lame
he asked my supervisor for my no. before. but yan nv betray me. she guai.
den after we left escape, it NV rains.. =(((
heaven is playin wit us.
den yan told me i wil be transferred to places lk pp or j8 blah blah.
=((((((((
i only wan tm/ws.
i DUN WAN go others!!!!!!!
i feel soooo sad. i hope and pray they dun ask me to go to other places except tm and ws.
i hope.
it better goes along with me. i dun lk to be transferred here and there. i HATE it.
If they wan me go here today, go there another day. i quit. serious.
they only have 2 choices. either totally let me stuck at tm. Or totally let me stuck at whitesands. the rest dun nid to say. tok cock. i wun listen.
i tot it thru. the most i get a a part time fnb job. full time sales assistant sux.
life as sales person sux.
wat did i do wrong. i help them earn dunno how many bucks perday.
i got pple to buy til their wallet broke. and now they wan throw me to faraway place. i soo regret helping them up their damned sales.
blah and bye.
and yes. i nearly cried when i heard tat i maybe transfer to ulu faraway places. so they better dun di siao siao wit me. i wil angry wan.

Late Pics:

jx and mi. her BIG eyes. lmao

At bugis for shopping

pretty eh? haha tinkerbell xmas tree.

Tada. bye=)

Who says life is fair. Its NOT.
Someone might say "dun be sad if you dun hav something, because heaven is thinking of something even better to give you."
dopeshit.
Prove that sentence to me then. This sentence is arranged to console and please people nia. It wun happen.
Someone might say "If its meant to be yours, its yours. If its not meant to be urs, its not yours"
This sentence is TRUE, but hard. very very hard. To accept, to acknowlegde its not yours. Something you want very much.

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Its all past, and i will not want to find back anymore of the traces.
burn it. let it go. its never gonna be mine. i should have knew it. but words have been blinding me... For soooo long, sooo many months.
ok. lets all start anew. from today onwards, you gonna see a new peiyun.
change change change. everything. i rule my world. no one else can manage to do it X)
新的一天，新的开始。

thats for today! omg i am sooo tired. gonna work tml. nitey to my beauty slp.
p'yunn loves euu all.=))

Pics

Last but not least, ME. =p

Today off day. went beachin with linette. and we so suay kena robbed. the stupid robber sat on the bench and we put our bags right in front of him.. cos beside us is a tent which had many malay teen gals. den we tot the malay man and them are family. then we play and play.
suddenly the malay gals shouted to us. 'hey that man took ur bags and run!' i turned, look at the area which have been our bags and the empty bench, it came to me. they gals pointed and shouted there there!! we looked and looked. cant see. den linette saw. she ran after him. i stil cant see. so run after linette. barefooted.
I went down the underpass and grab anyone in my way and ask ed got see a man wearing blue shirt running with 2 bags??
No bady saw. only say i only saw a gal wearing white tank running. den i run linette's direction. (shud hav run the other way, cos the man didnt run tat direction at all. he was already at the underpass there wen we start our chase.)
Those malay gals ran wit us, ya, barefooted. and we ran to the marine parade hdb flats there. danmn no robber. den i cry le. buay tahan.
i punched and punched the wall(regreted, cos now blue black)
den a man i asked told me he saw one guy at blk16 wearing blue shirt.
piang eh. by the time we reached no one le.
den linette cme running to us den she fell=(
lan eh bo bian . run to olice station made report. We are so pathetic. i only left my hp(thk god) wit me, linette only her camera.
no money.
poor.
i ws thirsty. no money to buy water. ask for free water at mac. =X
that robber veh ccb leh. he p[lanned le. he got 2 accmplices wit him de lor. nbcb.
KNN!!!!!!!!!!!!! steal our things . den we let go of his 2 acomplices cos we dun regconise them as the one stealing our things. den police let the 2 suspect off. But the gals said the 2 of them threaten them not to call the police. even captured their face in cam. wa lan. shudnt hav let them go.
nvm. they got their ic no. they cant run.
den linette and i walk and walk from mac there to big splash, hoping to find our abandoned bags or wat. finding them perhaps in the bin. the bins all so disgusting lor.
=(((
lucky i got relatives living in marine parade. or no money le. though the malay gals wanted to offer us money. haha. thank them. they told us the bag thingy, so sorry for them to actually ran wit us wen its not their prob. the malay gals sooo helpful can.=)))
den on the way bac to marine parade. 2 men in a truck actually honked at us and signalled us to come in. piang eh. so old le and bhb. go geylang find those dirty chicks la. no money go changi find gays la. kns
haix.... den linettte borrowed money from mum and went hm. i shop wiit mum at Parkway. dyed my hair----myself. orange colour lor.. its called papaya. the colour. k la. bye

i kinda like this jumper=) at whitesands.anchor

lalala. the end. hahaha. beachin wit nette ltr at 10am. Hair stil wet. cant slp. but dun care la. nitey and to beauty slp.

Happy Bday DADDY!!!

Muacksss.... I LOVE YOU!!! from the bottom of my heart.
you are my everything. nothing beats being ur princess! thank you for everything you hav done for us. =)))
You are the one whom wil stick with me through thick and thin. and FOREVER. I knew i was never alone. Because of you, love is at its greatest, prove to be wonderful, prove to be selfless and noble.
Cheers to you, my greatest ever dad. You are forever my sweetheart. YOU ARE MY NO.1 !!!!!!!


Have crabs for supper today. Dad bought it. Yums...=))
but nv take pics. hand dirty. hmmmss. i love my dad, my family. they are the only forevers in my heart.

btw.. sthg happen today which make me jump =.=
i ordered teh-peng. and my hand jus reached out to stir the ice and i haven even touch it. euu noe wat happen? it broke into half. =.=
so malu. pple look at me.i look at the teh peng. lk an idiot gal. lmao.

half

TM today. i manage to get some eh...foreigner? to buy 5 pairs of shoes in one single receipt. hahahaahhahaha.. i am wasting their money. and i enjoy it. LOLS.
they say...
'miss, euu accept nets?'
we say...
'yes, we accept nets'
Thats our usual words.
after taking one pair, i intro another one. tok crap, rubbish. Total glib tongue. i dunno i ate so much honey.=X lk they ask mi whether it wil loosen after wearing, i say no. sometimes say yes. LOLS. i dunno. lk they ask me nice? i wil say.. wa.. ur legs so pretty and slim.. wear wat also nice. =.= idiot salesgirl huh.
den they buy, and buy, and
BUY.
wasting their hubby precious money.
lmao
den 5o'clock.. finally can eat. cos too much pple.
den i sneak to B1 to see Royce and Jx. OMG i miss them so much can.
lucky that stupid monkey nv work.. or it will be some diao-ing session. =.=
he sure lose me. needless to say.
LOL.
eeee.. whitesands tml... i dun lk Grace. she veh gey gao.
she veh wat.
she veh ngiao.
she veh =.=
she say dun let pple hav the new piece. tel them take display de. =.=
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she say lidat less work to do.
she is lazy. =X
she is the one who refuse to giv me my 100 bucks jus becos i am late for stupid mere 5min.
i hate her.
she makes me wipe all the accessories and bags there. though there are no dust.
and yes. whitesands is boring. veh veh boring
she listen only to 97.2 FM. which is boring. to listen to old songs from 11am to 10.30pm.
she siao.
i like the whitesands supervisor(Yan).
she veh nice. she let me listen to other songs.
she let me listen to house music.
she helps me. she is kind.
LOLS
my off on tue.. weeeee.=)
yep.. mum say take me go buy clothes at nite. morn go beach wit nette

I am late again.. today went fareast to work. and 11o'clock i still at cityhall waiting for stupid mrt. den at orchard station there chiong liao. walk so fast til my legs can break. Yes, normally i walk veh fast(for those hu noe mi well), den this time is damn it fast. LOL
reached at 11.15am=((
I cant even see ILT. no zhao pai leh. haha. the interior quite nice la.. and big. hahahaha.. first time. i sold 7 bags in one day.. sales definitely better than TM. But i stil love TM.. i feel tat i belong there more. BUT TM sales is not bad either LOLS.
though at TM only Gina(supervisor veh veh frenly, the rest all =.= de)
diao!
LMAO.. ahahahaha

Now that i knew it... Yes, i gonna let it go, on and on.
Words needless to be said, just appear before my eyes, and now, i know what i need to do, and want to do.
You will disappear from my life.


I work and work and work all day long. Haix... How i wish i can hav a holiday.... at sentosa of cos, and forget all the fookingly'damned things right now, right here. My mind is painful, my heart is painful, my soul is painful. I jus wanna jump into the big big sea in Siloso Beach. Cleared my mind, and start anew.
I found no one whom i can tell everything to, no one. Whatever i felt, hurt, i can only keep it in my heart, deep inside and let it settle. Even if i let them all out, they couldnt solve my problem, they couldnt make me feel better, its just a matter of time.
Al i need now, is a good and nice cry, and the rushing of waves by the beach. Yep, the rest i don't need.

If only i have known it turned out like this, i won't have said them. Now that its all strained, its too late.
Things can come all in one go suddenly, and can vanish all in one go, too, in a flash.
Knuckles white, i am holding tight... to a perhaps non-existent fairytale. Perhaps....
I wanted so much to tell you, but its all about the exterior. All on in courage, and will.
your turn, i am still holding on, still... I can never forget ur initials. everything and anything you once said.
Is that good or is that bad? That indulge me in bitter, very painful love. Waiting and waiting.
Its bad. yes, it is.
I just want to know. a deception or a truth?

Me ♥

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