Work at Whitesands de branch today. sianz... i am late for a MERE 5 MIN nia. And this month my $100 allowance flew le. sadded can? This means i this mth work is 3.90 per hr lk so little=((( then if got that no late no MC de allowance jiu 4.50 bucks per hr. Haix.... So little. i am dying of poverty. Help. (the end)
Niways. i am proud of my sales today. For big ones, i manage to get some foreigners (from thai?) to buy 2 pairs of shoes, spending $78. At night, i got an auntie to buy til a whooping $110. Hurray!!! Sales at Whitesands are always down. This means someone spending $78 in a single receipt is very very rare.
BUT so what if i got pple to spend money. =(( i got no commission at all. After 3mths (end of probation) den i can start getting commission. Sad right? How??? Haix.. I jus hope the upper management appreciate my hardwork. But still, no matter how much money i made today, i am stil late for that damn stupid 5min. Jus 5min only lor. Will die meh. somemore i forgot that go whitesands is veh veh far lor. Bus journey 40min can. Idiot leh. That whitesands de supervisor. I help her earn commission she lidat. (the day's commission she got is depend on TOTAL sales de. the higher the total sales, the more the commission.) . My results are better than her lor. the highest amt she manage to sell is 30bucks nia lor. =.=
Then i help her earn commission leh. then i myself no commission can.
Then she F@#*. Die die dun giv me my $100 allowance. if only i know i go scare away all customers ah.. waste my saliva to tok and tok and tok to those customers=((
ILT pple's medieval attitude towards me seriously turn me off. Forget it. no money no money lor. I dun help them in sales anymore, if only they are nicer to me. Hypmh. ccb leh. nb
only piss me nia.

Today when to work at Ice Lemon Tee le... Give up the job at This Fashion. Hmmms.... at ILT, time pass damn slowly. Sianz..... Then when i just came. The person incharge( Sze Sze) TOLD me to take the newspaper and dunno wat to wipe all mirrors, glass, glass shelves. I feel like a maid. =(( Then afters, i have to wipe all the accessories there. OMG. you know the accessories there alot alot??? Fine. wipe lor.. then my hands turn rough liao lor =((... My 2 co-worker very very COLD to me leh. Unfriendly. Treat me as transparent de.. =(( and i think i am fated with cheena pple. suay suay, both of them, (sze sze and rachel) are from cheena.=(( Then the 2 of them tok aand tok and tok. and i stood there wiping bloody hair clips. idiots.
They tought i superwoman. They jus say where is where le and expect me to know. I wore skirt again=X. and need to find stupid heels for a customers. i dun dare use the big ladder, as it look veh veh intimidating, so use the small one. den the shoeboxes ae stacked all the way up to top(ceiling again) . I tip toed on the top of the smal ladder, still cant reach. bo bian. need to use my fingers to move 3 boxes in one go.. (the box with her size is the second from top) If they tumble down, i die. bei xie zi ya si =X *touch wood*
then i so blur. When gg home FORGOT to take out my 'TRAINEE' badge from the clothes i wore den hang back to ILT. I hope no one find out. den tml i can go there early to take the badge=X
Worst still, my marsh mellows were left in the STOREROOM. Full of clothes, heels, bags. and my bag of marsh melows was left on the shelf, right beside the wall. The same shelf which stack up all the clothes.
Pray for me will you??? i hope no insects or ants or wat ever shit found their way into the storeroom. no pests strictly pls!!!!!! omg omg..
Life in this fashion in terms of colleagues, they are the same kind. did i tell you this fashion de workers are not sg pple too?
in terms of environment, ILT won hands down. frm the shop, i can see yan daos walking by, compared to at this fashion, seeing bangalas and maids walking by=X
ILTmore slack. hmmmm. but only con is that i need to stand the whole day and there is no break. =X i nearly broke my leg by the time i reached home.
Sadded. Also, the pay is not as gd as this fashion. haix.... too late. wat can i do?
and i learnt something. Dun wear skirt and heels to ILT to work. They kills, seriously. I am wearing sneakers and pants frm now on. nope. wear THEIR pants as i dun own pants. lols.. i hav tons of skirts though=)) no chance to wear=((

No la no la... i shall take money and buy my own pants. more comfy lidat=XX

Once again, i am sunk into work dilemma. ILT or This Fashion=X
Well, have been working in This Fashion for the past 2 days. Hmmms.. Should i say i had intimidated the sheer size of the shop?
I am incharge of the area selling office executive wear, shawls, crop tops, short pants, tube tops, nighties, jackets, coats, bags, fur??, lingeries=X. Thats an almighty size of area. And the storeroom stack clothes all the way to the ceiling! Big Big storeroom too =( and the shelves are all lined close tgt. The only way to get the clothes on top is by ladder=((Then the workers, if i am not wrong, are not singaporeans.. All of them are NOT. Well, lidat makes mi difficult to apprehend what they are talking bout. Well, actually this doesnt matter, as no one talk to mi at all. =((
So boring, wan talk also dunno tell who.
The only dificulties about work is when the customers wan this 'S' size, that 'M' size, those in NEW pieces. Then trouble came, i took a long long time to find those pieces of cloth in that messy, jumbled up storeroom. Mind you, they dun stock accordingly. The coats are here and there altogether. and for those clothes that does not belong to my area, i need to entertain the customers as well=(( hanging and finding clothes i dun in charge when i already hav tons of work in hand.
I especially hate those idiots whom try on the clothes(coats, jackets, shawls) and nv hang them back. and worst still, leave them lying ard on top of other clothes and or on the floor.=(( Damn it.
Today, while climbing up that stupid ladder to get that non-existent pink coat, i cut my leg against that damned shelf, made of metal (wonder if its rusty, cos i hav no time to wash the cut or put plaster)
Damn it. Fuck it.=(((
Today is bad enough le lor.. My bro purposely pushed me in the morning while i puting on makeup and my precious new Maybelline 2-way cake fell to the floor and die terribly. the compact is all broken up... and worst still, dad stil say euu ownself fall down , WHY BLAME BROTHER???
fuck you.. cb
my new 25bucks de maybelline flew le lor.
damn it eat shit la
hymph
who can giv me another 25bucks to buy a new one??? *pray pray*
lols
I wonder shud i jump to Ice lemon tee. though pay is not as gd.. i dun wanna get into details, just to let euu all noe. I AM RUSHING AGAINST TIME!!!=(((
get it? read it.
still dun? read it X2
nah.. eu shud get it.=)
And i found out sthg. What the news put is true. The filipinos all hav bangalas as their stead=.=
And ple who frequent here are all foreigners, filipinos, bangalas=( , cheena pple. veh veh seldom could euu see SG pple(recognise them by voice)
Filipinos came waist in waist with bangalas.=.=
OMG. And look at lingerie and nighties(most of the time) tgt. =.=
Gosh, and on my way to work, i need to walk veh veh long and noe wat? the road side are all lined with Bangalas. =.= i wore mini skirt today. den today de bangalas te bie duo=( have a hard time covering skirt while on the fone with jx.=.=
fine... hope ilt wan me really truly. bye. so tired.
and my beauty slp begins...

Today morning they gave in, yeaps. i knew it. Dad woke me up in noon, and told me. hmmm then afters he suddenly called and tel me to come hougang to find me to get money if i want to shop for clothes for working. LOLS.
So i went kovan there. so long the journey(my second time travelling to hougang alone). finally reached. i thought i wil get lost haha. cos the first time i went ALONE, i was lost, for 2 to 3 hr =.=
met up wit njx afters, and shoppings!! bought an overall or dress or dunno wat from This Fashion. Then went Bluic bought a denim skirt. bit exp.=(
Went yoshinoya eat. Nthg to shop le, so went redeem my lucky dip as i spent more than $40 . Won an AMORE a day fitness and spa pass. I can choose to have a day's lesson of yoga,pilates, jazz. etc etc, and free steam bath, locker and facilities of spa. duno which type de. But only got 1 pass. so i nid to go alone =.=. The expiry date dunno when, think is before christmas ba..
Parted with jx. Travel alone again, to city link. Xt thought i say meet at 6pm at inter. lols but is 6pm at citylink. =.= So i went shopping first. While the long wait, i bought 1 Zara top, and wanna buy a tube from Mango de, but the bottom too loose, den wil make me look extra fat=(
Sadded, topshop de tops all plain de lor. Love the jeans, but i wear le not nice =( , needless to say. sadded*
wanna search for more bottoms, but i wear jeans not nice, so decided to settle for more skirts.
Xt came. we play and play. lols den went PMK, bought a top, and the person gave me 2vouchers of each 4hrs free singing in Party World. Haha. but the expiry date is 30nov... -____- which means by next thur. Hope i have off lor... so nx wk de off is on singin(hopefully), and nx nx wkde on AMORE(hopefully)
Chill out at esplanade bay there. Today only lil lil breeze =(
None the less, camslutting:

At marina square

i love city life<3

i think xt look veh fake here=X esplanade bay!!! love here=))

Here's the Merlion=))

Drinking the water from merlion=))

people in the boats took pics of us. lols.. i wanna ride the boat, but Xt say she will yun chuang=X

Tada.. tats all.=))) Last day to freedom. starting work. hah

There, i WON. They give in within 12 hrs. Shedding tears means nothing. Yeah, i will survive. i did.=) Going out later to hang out with xt at marina. And my eyes are so =.= ya look exactly lk tis--->=.=
=(

Cold is the night,
cold are my hands,
cold is my heart.

I am in pain, so much pain that i have not known before.
Outside, i may seem to have everything, inside, i have completely nothing.
However materialistic i am, i want love. But i don't have that. Don't question me or tell me i have love or tell me there are tons of people worst than me.
Poor people , bankrupt people have no money, no clothes, no delicacies. But at least they have family who love them, alot alot. They lack material luxury. But they have the ultimate important thing in life-love.
I am not bankrupt, poor or well-off, but i have enough. I have clothes, shoppings, blah... but i don't have the ultimate love.
Now, if you pardon me, i would like to say some vulgars.
nbcb ccb knn kns pb tmd ctp czb wbd
ass, fucker. FUCKER. fucking asses. fuck. drivin me to the grave.
Since they don't love me, i won't waste time loving them too. An eye for an eye. If you people wanna wish the best for me, just wish. Don't tel me any 大道理 or whatever shit. You are not me, what i tolerate today, 1hr ago is unapprehendable. you are not me, you dunno how it feels like and how much heartbreak it is. my family is just so shit. so different from the rest of the families. so different. the way i am treated today is too much. too pain. seriously, i even thought of commiting suicide to make them guilty for the rest of their lives. idiots they ought to feel guilty. this is my 2nd suicide thoughts.the first one is during prelims. but i don't have the courage. to die means alot of courage. really. if only i have this much courage i won't suffer like now. i am just sitting here, seeking the comfort of my comp, wasting my precious tears.
after thinking, i thought through though. i will survive. this will not get me down, this will not kill me. however they are bad i shall tolerate. soon everything wil be over. i will win. want play rite? 本小姐玩得起。
i won't be defeated so easily. rite?
I must stand strong!!! this is nothing. 我要坚强!! 我忍, 这打不倒我！
他妈的.. 跟我闹，看谁赢 la! hymph. give me some encouragement peeps.=))

Today went towning with LINETTE. Meet her at 1pm and she is late. =X. went cine to watch Casino Royale. James bond so cool man=))
evening le, went walk walk. but raining, den my rebonded hair need suffer the rain.=((
Aiya, let the pictures do the talking.

Camwhoring:

waiting.. zzz

Linette=)

Fooling ard. LOL

Arrgh!!!

Outside Cine=)

this one look more lk Christmas tree, got snow one.the swasvoski crystals xmas tree! they put a fence ard to prevent pple from stealing the crystals=X

While waiting for casino royale to start=)

HAND in HAND.. lols. i love tall and well-built guys(must be CUTE too =X)

Outside TANGS de xmas tree. i lov tis one leh.
C H A N E L =)) loves

This one look veh dreamlike eh? if euu cant see clearly, its a walkway full of lightings. in wisma. see it=)

ok... The rest of the fotos are at Linette there. shall wait for her to send me=)

On the way back to take mrt, kena stopped by those agency pple again. =.= tis time duno why, i gave them my no. leh. weird eh? in the past whenever kena i wil say no no no. den today i actually gave. lols. RIGHT after the 'IMPTED' aiya watever shit agency, create talents de came catching mi=.=. fine. i gave. Den quickly run away. lols. cos linette was stopped by them after me too. hahas.

1 more day and i wil be working le. Wun be able to play so much le. (sadded*) Nvm. working is FUN. i love WORKING. got money, got fashion, and is fun=)

tada. tats all=)

Btw.... i absolutely hate pple whom are so idiotic. They stare at you, den when you notice and stare back(of course), they will continue to stare you. den when you diao them, they STILL stare at you. fuck. 3 man done that. while waiting for linette, 1 idiotic guy stare and stare and stare and smoke at the same time. go die of smoking la.=( . in mrt while wit linette, tis one veh guai lan. i diao him, he diao back, den continue staring. den the last one in bus while on the way home. stare and stare. and i diao and diao and diao =.=

I D I O T S. fookin effin' idiots. niao ren 3 ge. =.=

MING FEI MAKE ME DO TIS QUIZ=X
5 years ago (i was)
-11yrs old
5 snacks which i enjoy
-Ferrero rocher=)
-peanuts!
-gummy bears
-lays(onion&vinegar)
-mnms
5 songs which i know all the lyrics
-shi qu di yi ci ai de ren
-ke ai
-Bai Se Feng Che
-jia zhuang
-tian hui
5 things i will do if i had a million dollars
-world tour
-shoppings
-put bank to earn interest=X
-condo at the sail=)
- retire lols!
5 things i will not wear
-pyjamas
-eh... toot toot de tops
-long denim dress=X
-plain collar tee
- nothing
5 bad habits
-lazy
-Rude
-lk to make pple angry purposely
-swore
-a lil bit bitchy?
People5 famous ppl i would date
-EDISON chen
-KIM JEONG HOON
-daniel wu
-someone yandao til cnt
-someone yandao til cnt2
10 ppl to do this quiz
-pristine
-linette
-huishan
-xiaoting
-yanling
-kelly
-bharathi
-mathew
-benjamin
-see soon

Went VIVO CITY today=)) and arrghs!!! i nv slp well last night, cos i can only slp straight so as not to damage the rebond. BUT i straight veh xin ku leh. my whole neck stiff diao can? den i only manage to doze off for 4 hr..=(( and now, my hair curls le lor... cos slp den i tink it kena bent=(( i hope it straight back after i wash it=(( i really hope so can=X
kk. saw PRISTINE CHENWANTING while in bus 60. she and her weeseng. i tink they gg to dye hair? hmms
went meet sjx to find njx at habourfront mrt there. we went habour front centre walk first while waiting for the LATE njx=)

imma wit one of them=))

then walk walk walk. and guess who we saw?? THING XIAOTING and her 2 besties. i forgot their names? hmms. outside sch de. HAH. tat idiot bamboo. lols

we went see the Hello Kitty and friends thingy. photos:

crowds

spot them=) (black bird) orh jiao, kitty, daniel=))

CUTE ehs??=)) loves

he veh hip de leh=) but look ku ku=X

kitty is hyper. daniel is too rigid=XX

camslutting:

mixed up pics?

my fone no more space le.. den the pics of scenery at VIVO is in jx fone. den those grp de fotos all in jx fone. need to wait she on line le den can send. haix. love vivo la. sentosa tat scene so nice. can even see merlion de head=X hahaha

my hair curls le la. ze me ban. i wan cry le. stupid hair

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