Wednesday, January 04, 2006
this will serve as a reminder to myself.
from now till the end of PAE
i will not blog hop.
i will not go back to AND also.
i will not feel funny looking at ppl in uniforms.
i will not meet up with any one from anywhere.
why?
so i wouldn't know what i m missing out.
so i wouldn't feel as though i m still paying for my mistakes from last yr.
so i can get away from my past.
so i wouldn't feel sorry for myself.
i going to have a new start. new beginning.
hopefully.
11:54 PM
Monday, January 02, 2006
Goodness me. I survived 2005.
That was the year where I
Shed the most tears
Felt the most heart break
Had my longest hospital stay
Lied to myself
Got slapped for the first time
Got caned the first time in sec school life
Was told I was a failure by my next of kin
Was told I was beyond hope by my beloved school
Lost myself
Lost hope
Nearly lost my mind
Survive humiliation on national day prize presentation
Survive humiliation at speech day
at the end of four years in Anderson secondary
I realise
I loved the school
The school probably hated me
I leave without a best friend
I am the forgotten friend
Whatever I did really didn’t matter
I am insignificant
But through it all
I got to thank someone
She was a sensitive friend
She wasn’t judgemental like the rest
She helped me up when I was down
Thanks joy! I owe you a lot!
12:56 AM
Sunday, January 01, 2006
i can officially say good bye to the worst year of my life since 1998.
goodbye 2005.
i really hated you.
12:11 AM
