Wednesday, October 05, 2005
i have to get this off my mind before the results are released tml. i dun want to be there when they release the results. mr chye said that less than five in our class might not make it. i do not want to be one of them. after all i didn;t take six papers. thanks to a certain alkali cpd. i was warded in the hosp not too long ago with a recurring problem n i m not allowed to take the papers. some one who was suspected to have dengue can take? what the hell right. whatever la. i;ll make my mind tml when i wake up. hopefully i'll never wake up. n never face the truth. to the ppl who surround me who at getting top in class n subjects. good luck to you! i hope you'll still remain friends after tml. sian why i m so pessimistic.
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10:38 PM
Saturday, October 01, 2005
aiyah! i was so distracted that i forgotten what i wanted to type at first.
ok.. i dunno how to say this.
but i miss going to school regularly. i seriously do. more n more i feel like i m not treasuring my remaining time in anderson. just that i m on a streak of seriously bad luck. someone is cursing me or sthg lo. one thing after another. to who ever u are i hope you had you fun. argh..
i miss my friends. my juniors. my seniors. my teachers. my school. my life.
school was my life since sec1. now i feel so not alive. i miss the councillors a lot. i see them when i m , actually, in school. but its different. different from working closely together. i miss the guys n girls man!
i know its sounds like not very fair to the friends i made outside council to say this. but i dunno why. i reallly really really miss them.
the guys*: jiawei vincent zhirong cheesheng qien yb
the girls*: fangyi celine jiaying
*i just need to mention them esp.
sian.. why m i feeling like this?
hurm.... need to study.. i want to be one of the 300 in hc and show those ppl who don't believe in me.
like mrs koh
and
my father.
12:33 AM
