Monday, January 31, 2005
I’m depressed.
What has happened to me in the last month has left me thinking a lot. A lot, a lot, a lot, a lot.
Thanks to the workshop, I received an eyeopener. A big one.
It also opened a heart closed for so long, making it once again vulnerable.
Now it’s again
By someone so alien.
Alien.
Or am I the one that is alienated?
Compared someone you barely know and one whom you have a sisterly bond with.
I think I would choose the latter too.
Haiz.
I hate myself for letting myself get hurt again.
7:04 PM
Saturday, January 01, 2005
Re: a sense of closure
good bye 2004
1st and foremost i would like to thank those who spent the last day of 04 with me.
thanks ya!
ok...
2004
a year i wouldn't forget, a year i would like to forget. it doesn;t make sense. the whole yr didn't. i got hurt many times, i hurted others many times. they changed, we changed, i changed. all the events keep pouring in now. i rather not mention. haiz.
guess what, its time to look ahead.
hopefully 05 will be better.
hello 2005!
10:01 PM
