Strangers to friends..

I always hated Thursday because of SOT lesson, after it every single one of us really being crazy.. STRESS!!! Today went to see section head, stupid "chewing gum" just bring me to the staff office without any warning.. FUCK.. My attendance really got so bad mehz, is that really the need to send me 3 warning letters not? At first i though section head will give me a hard time, but i was wrong she just say "Come on, minus away weekends you only left with 20 days.. After 3rd Dec you don't need to come school anymore, JUST 20 more DAYS we don't ask for much just need you come school everyday.. You have come so far already, don't make us debar you at this point of time".. So i must be a good girl, NO MORE SKIPPING LESSON and LATE COMING!! Ha.. I didn't realised days really passed so fast, first day of school just seems yesterday.. We started as strangers to friends, from speechless to non-stop laughing.. At first i was somehow maybe just abit regretting going to school, but now i am glad that i had joined this class because everyday is just hell so fun, especially my imperial family, the laughter and joy they have brought to me is just so so so priceless.. : )

Missed!!!

I missed sun-tanning at Sentosa.. I missed shopping whole day long.. I missed having late night supper.. I missed playing swing/sparkles/bubbles.. I missed having heart-to-heart talks with LADIES.. I missed star-gazing at East Coast.. I missed DVD/VCD/movies marathon.. I missed steamboat/buffet session.. I missed playing mahjong at honey's house.. I missed having K-box sessions.. I missed the night breeze at Esplanade..

Oh-hell-so-weak...

Omg.. I had already missed count in this whole one month i had gone to see a doctor how many freaking times, be it sinesh or doctor.. I suppose I'm way too weak, my immune system seems to break down every now and there.. Wake up early in the morning to find myself having fever, I ALWAYS DISLIKE FEVER very very much because i simply can't walk/think/talk/eat/drink/sms properly.. All i do was sleeping non-stop and cry(i don't know why but i always cry when I'm having a fever).. The most important thing is that i can't drink my fav coke and eat spicy food, such a torture isn't it so? Is good to have sister around i guess, for a person like me who can't seems to be able to take good care of myself.. Yiru, I'm sorry can't go out with you today.. I promise there will be next time, i want to sit the sky ride at Sentosa with you..

It has to be you!

I must learn to cherish things and people around me so then i will be happier.. Had been waking BF up for school these few morning, is a kind of happiness i suppose to be able to hear his voice early in the morning.. Maybe there are times when i think too much, sometimes i will feel that the concern from him isn't enough.. But there is one thing i am very very suprise of, he understand me and he know what i'm thinking about.. Like when i'm unhappy i need not to say nothing he will know it instantly, when i drink i will have headache, when i am in a slient mode mean i am thinking about stuffs and many more.. He always have his own ways to make me fall deeply/madly in love with him, the feeling increase itself each day by each day.. It had to be him and only him.. : )

It somehow pissed me off!!!

Didn't go school today because of my leg, doctor gave me one day of MC.. I slept till almost 1 in the afternoon.. Because of my leg, i slept loads and it somehow affected my mood.. And there is someone out there who made me real fucking pissed off, that person is hell so fucking rude enough to send me a sms that made me felt that, oh my god this person got fucking no manners at all i don't want to name out the person's name.. You call this concerning me, oh come on in my opinion is a kind of insulting..

I am so fucking clumsy!!!

Such a long cut right?

Sat went to town with LADIES and fu for movie.. Everyone want to watch different movie, but in the end only mine has tickets and good time slot.. So all of them watched Nights In Rodanthe with me, never will i expected it will had such a sad ending.. Of cause like usual i cried and people who sat beside me will always prepare tissues for me.. Ha.. During the movie i think only both us are(me and sokkie) pay attention to it, fu and honey was so noisy especially fu i really feel like slapping him, i don't want to watch movie with him again!!! After the movie when we walked out of the cinema, a stupid thing happened.. I'm hell so freaking clumsy, i seriously don't understand how come i always fall down and why i always roll down from the stairs.. I just can't walk down a stairs properly without injuring myself.. This time is the worst fall i ever have, is hell so fucking pain.. When honey and sokkie are applying medicine on me, i cried like fuck.. Super super pain can.. Actually wanted to have dinner at town but because of me, we all brought dinner to honey's house.. The dinner was yummy and after that was mahjong again.. At first agreed to gamble with money but in the end nobody pay up even though i was the winner, so sad i hardly win one.. I enjoyed myself if cancel away my injured leg.. In order to make myself happier, cam-whoring and sweet can works.. : )

I can't wait for these..

I want to see this movie Body of lies very much, because of Leonardo DiCaprio.. Since the time i watched Titanic, i fell in love with him.. But the release date is still super far away.. So i think in the meanwhile of waiting maybe i should watch Titanic again, the movie that made me cry the most in my entire life.. And i want to watch Quarantine too, is a horror/thrillers film.. I do fancy war, horror and thrillers movie quite much unlike most of the girls they like cartoon and romance movie.. But i do like romance movie too, yes loads of it.. I perfer english film then chinese, i don't know why too..

The best of the best!!!!

School as usual was boring.. Chicken rice is as yummy as before.. PSP is still the hot item in class.. Yiru, mei qi and wei cai are like always making me laughing like no tomorrow..

Jay's new song, my latest repeating track.. Listening it make me sad..

你的绘画凌乱着.

在这个时刻.

我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.

甜蜜散乱了.

情绪莫名的拉扯.

我还爱你呐.

伴你断断续续唱着歌.

假装没事了.

时间过了走了.

爱情面临选择.

你冷了却了我哭了.

一开始的不快乐. 你用卡片拭写着.

有些爱只给到这真的痛了.

怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐

我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了

开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得

你不等了.说好的.幸福呐

我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了

只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.

要怎么停呢

I don't meant it..

I am always the cause of quarrels.. Is my fault after all i guess.. I didn't wanted to cry in front of you because i know you don't like to see me crying, but somehow i just can't.. My best best best best friend was disappointed in me, she told me she was very very disappointed.. Of cause i was sad, how could i know cry? Maybe i should not hide like what Tim told me but i must respect his decision, perhaps i was wrong i suppose.. But after tonight, i understand you more, the promise you gave me and the hug i needed to know everything will be all right..



O.s Honey.. I am sorry, very sorry..

FUCK, i hate this!!

"I hate it when you always think too much", you told me.. I hated it myself.. You will never know why i always think so much.. You will never know why i cry so much.. You will never know why i just can't stop loving you even though i am not suppose to.. You will never ever know..

Os. So what even i have a new psp? So what even i had gotten back something i always wishing for? I am not happy, NOT AT ALL!!!

Metilda is a happy girl : )

I will never ever forget 3-10-2008.. I was the happiest girl today.. I gotten my psp finally, thanks to my auntie.. And i gotten something i never though i could ever get back.. Everything was just like a beautiful dream, the most ever beautiful one i hope it won't became the saddest dream again.. : )

DON'T DO THIS!!!

Oh my god you are making me hell so damn fucking guilty.. Holy shit.. I guess is all my fault after all, for letting you down and causing you all these pain you should not have bear at the first place.. But please stop all these, DON'T DO THIS will you just get on with your life.. Move on and be like what you used to be before.. I am nothing but just somehow a passer-by in your life, there is no freaking reason to be so upset over a nobody.. Is a mistake at first, don't let THIS STUPID MISTAKE bring you down.. Well, take good care then and be happy...





请不要分了以後, 还记得亲吻过的承诺.
我的永久已不属於你!
爱放了手, 我伪装冷漠比你先说分手.
请原谅我, 原谅我不成熟, 原谅我必须假装爱错.
原谅我, 没有解释太多心痛. 别无所求彻底忘了我!

Movies..

Watched two movies in a day.. Watch Connected at midnight, never though of watching it but it turn out to be a nice film.. Omg, hell so freaking funny and Barbie Hsu is very pretty.. Then today afternoon meet fu to town to catch Eagle Eye, i can't really understand what the show is about i think only he enjoy it very much.. But is not bad afterall, many action and not to mention the male lead Shia Labeouf is quite handsome.. : )