Friendship : )

Can u guess which are my fingers?

Friendship is something that i treasure and cherish loads.. Because all of my friends have proven to me that i can always counted on them.. When I'm tired, they were there for me to lend on.. When I'm sad/crying, their shoulders are always there for me, always there cheering me up and passing me tissues.. When I'm happy, they share the joy with me, making me more happy.. When I'm lost/confused, they were always there, showing me the right path i should walk, holding my hands bring me walk through everything.. I love them most, when they can make me laugh, even when i don't want to smile.. I love stars.. Just like how i love my friends.. Because they are just like stars, sometimes i can't see them, because we all are busy doing our own stuffs but i know they are forever there, shining up my life.. When i said friends, i meant forever.. = )

The most beautiful heart..

The Most Beautiful Heart!

One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley.

A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart.

Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, "Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing.

The people stared ­ "How can he say his heart is more beautiful?" they thought. The young man looked at the old man's heart and saw its state and laughed. "You must be joking," he said. "Compare your heart with mine, mine is perfect and yours is a mess of scars and tears."

"Yes," said the old man, "Yours is perfect looking but I would never trade with you. You see, every scar represents a person to whom have given my love - I tear out a piece of my heart and give it to them, and often they give me a piece of their heart which fits into the empty place in my heart, but because the pieces aren't exact, I have some rough edges, which I cherish, because they remind me of the love we shared."

"Sometimes I have given pieces of my heart away, and the other person hasn't returned a piece of his heart to me. These are the empty gouges - giving love is taking a chance. Although these gouges are painful, they stay open, reminding me of the love I have for these people too, and I hope someday they may return and fill the space I have waiting. So now do you see what true beauty is?" The young man stood silently with tears running down his cheeks.

He walked up to the old man, reached into his perfect young and beautiful heart, and ripped a piece out. He offered it to the old man with trembling hands. The old man took his offering, placed it in his heart and then took a piece from his old scarred heart and placed it in the wound in the young man's heart. It fit, but not perfectly, as there were some jagged edges.

The young man looked at his heart, not perfect anymore but more beautiful than ever, since love from the old man's heart flowed into his. They embraced and walked away side by side..

So which heart will u choose to have?

A perfect one or a beautiful one?

If i had to choose, i will choose a beautiful one..

At least i know my heart is not only pumping to supply me with blood, but also giving me the chance to love..

Don't believe in everlasting! No more..

I don't believe in this kind of relationship!

Guys somehow just can't stay faithful to one single person.. I seriously don't understand why is it so.. Is it got to do with their genes? Or they just tend to change after a period of time? Or maybe they just want to have pure fun and excitement, but not willing to commit to anyone? Or is it because they just simply don't believe in forever, that is why they can never be someone's forever? I realised that whenever guys done something wrong, sorry is the only words they know how to say.. But they jolly well knew that sorry has no cure in anything, nothing.. Maybe this is the only way to make themselves feel better, less guilt will be there.. I don't mean to pinpoint at anyone, i don't mean anyone in fact, just that this is my heartfelt feeling, after i saw so many many long relationship come to a end just like that.. And sad to say, the fact is mostly are guys who choose to leave the relationship first.. I suppose guys can always recover faster then girls, they can just start a new relationship in no time.. How fast can they fall in love? One day? One year? How fast can they fall out in love? Perhaps they just need one minutes, or even just one second? They can just totally forget everything in a blink of eye..

Shopping-Movie.. All time favoutrie!!

Went to town again, brought Lancome mascara cost my auntie 61 bucks..(so bad of me) Watched late movie wif fu.. FORBIDDEN KINGDOM.. The fighting scene was awesome, I'm always attracted to people who fight well, like one person can take on ten people, fighting like no tml.. Ha.. Other tat the fighting scene, it was okays-okays only.. The storyline was stupid n dumb... Ha.. But got liu yi fei, she is damn pretty but she die in the end, so sad.. The part which disappointed me most was that the ang moh male lead wasn't that handsome as i expected.. Make me feel like sleeping more, cause i was tired, walked too much, and the new flats i brought from topshop cost me 43 bucks(money is not the main point, is causing me pain, but only happen to one leg, strange..) When i watched finish is already past 1am, really tired can.. I think only beckham, ronaldo, Rooney(he more cute den handsome) and wenworth miller can make it.. They r seriously hot.. *Random*.. Thanks for the movie-water-chocolate.. Allowing mine non-stop bullying.. Ha.. Enjoyed.. = )

PS. Sorry for letting u waited for 3 hours..(I still throw tantrums at u like a little gal, I'm sorry)

Fun and busy day..

First day of sch, is tiring.. I slept at 9pm last nitez, i tot i could slp all way through till morning, but i was wrong, i woke up at 12am toss and turn till 4am den slp, and i have to wake up at 6am, poor me.. Luckily today till 11am only.. My classmates n i are just like small kids, we can have so much fun by just drawing Patrick.. We went to Lido to have our lunch.. Evening, went to town wif my family, my auntie brought me a Gucci bag den I'm eyeing for a long time, I'm so happy lahz.. Ha.. Have swensens for dinner, so so full.. Today cam-whoring loads.. Walked past a shop, saw a poster wif loads of models, but only one guy model caught my eyes, i just can't take my sight out of him.. He is so super duper cute n handsome.. Ha.. How i wish my future hubby will be just like him, how gd will it be then.. Ha.. But i noe I'm dreaming.. Aft awhile went to bugis to do manicure, den home sweet home, like finally eh..

Celebrating Mr Lim Jin Fu's birthday..

Sat was a tiring day.. Afternoon meet fu to go to town, decide to have chicken rice was so wrong, the chicken rice was so horrible, is the worst chicken rice i ever have in my entire life.. But somehow fu still can manage to finish the whole plate of it.. Giving me the reason he is hungry.. Ha.. Den evening dearie came to meet us, fu left for his family dinner, dearie n i decide to surprise him by buying him a cake.. So we went back to my hse, took his present(stupid me, forgot to bring out), n brought a cake at the cake shop downstairs of my hse(i should listen to dearie, buy the smaller one).. So we went to esplanade to have a early celebration from him, as he couldn't book out on the actual day 14th.. My teacher was late late late.. Ha.. We left the cake wif him to set up, while we bring fu to him.. He was quite surprise to c the cake n teacher(cuz we lie to him tat teacher nv come), i suppose he was.. He brought strawberry chocolate for me(thks).. So we sang birthday song, cut the cake, play wif sparklers, cam-whoring n then we walked out the way to teacher's hse downstairs before we cabbed hm..

Forgetting soon..

Sometimes there is only one thing left to say.. Now, whenever i tink of you i don't cry anymore.. Life with you is hard, without you is even worst..

Addicted to u!

Honey, just have faith and be strong.. Believe in what you alway believe.. Do what you think is right and do what you think you should do.. I won't say too much, cause both of us knew it very well.. You knew too much, just like i knew too much.. Just remember when you are tired or worn out, just turn back, you know i will be standing right behind you, giving you all the support you ever needed.. And I'm truly happy for you n tim, treasure it.. And both of you know, *yes again*, whenever you all need someone, I WILL AlWAY BE HERE, this i promise! (*Random*, Tim, you still own me chocolate).. I'M ADDICTED TO YOU TOO, honey.. : )