X'mas eve : )

Every Xmas's eve, we will spend time together.. Is a kinda of promise and commitment.. Is time to enjoy and have fun.. I am lazy to type, let the photos do the talking.. I am really super duper contented to have all of you around! Sweethearts, i can hardly imagine life without you all.. U girls made my life worth living for.. You all are the reason tat i'm always smiling.. Lastly, MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE OUT THERE.. =)

Super full dinner : )

Omg.. Having dinner with them is always is great and lovely thing.. But i don't like the end of it, cause we were all so so so full.. Can u imagine just eating dishes without rice can make us so freaking full? If i never try it myself, i won't believe.. As being a girl, we all can't do without cam-whoring.. So we all smile and posed till we can't hardly smile and posed anymore.. Is tiring.. But I never expected walking can kill.. We walk from Clarke quay to boat quay then to raffles place.. Although, we had enjoyed the scenery and cool breeze and the lovely moonlight but when i reached home, i can hardly feel my legs with me.. My legs till now is still aching like hell.. Thanks to my beloved-s.. But we really had a great time.. Enjoyed, again laughing like no tomorrow.. They really have the power to make me laugh even when i'm crying.. How can i don't heart them, when they were so super duper sweet.. Really sweet without sugar.. With them around, smiling is a natural thing to do.. =)

With ginny : )

Cousins and sister..

Today went to the town with my cousins, sis and mummy.. Although, just shop awhile and have dinner.. But i still enjoyed loads.. With them around i'm always happy.. Every single one of them, can make me laugh even when i don't wish to smile.. Just simply heart them loads and loads.. We really had a freaking good time..

U DROVE ME TO THIS..

U MADE SO ME FUCKING TIRED!! Omfg.. Wtf.. I don't meant to lose my temper neither do i meant to curse and swear at you, but at times u really cross the line.. I don't know what the hell are you thinking! Are you just pure bloody dumb or just acting stupid? I really don't know and don't wish to know anyway, but i really don't understand, after all the shit you had done to me, you still expected me to treat it as if nothing had happened.. Hey, come on, let's be fair, think for me in my shoes, will you be able to forgive and forget everything? I know i had made promise to stay as friend, but is those " Hi/bye " friend, i never intend to stay as close friend with you.. In my eyes, U ARE JUST A PATHETIC JERK!! All those hurts and wounds you had inflected on me, how could i ever forget? I always try to be forgiving, but i not an angel, how could i be prefect? It is impossible.. If i said i don't hate u, i will be lying to myself.. But i really don't blame you, truly never blame you for anything.. U said " i msg u, u should at least reply, at least we are friend! " .. I always try to think in this way, if one day i msg someone, but that person didn't reply, i might get upset.. So i had always try my best to reply u, but there are times that i don't have anything to reply, so i choose not to reply, but still must let you question like kinda criminals, what is all these? Oh please, for god sake, CAN YOU JUST BE FAIR TO ME? Please fuck off!! Stay out of my life.. I DON'T NEED YOU IN THE PAST, SO IS NOW, AND FOR THE FUTURE.. Bastard, just get out off my sight!! U ARE SUCH A PAIN IN THE NECK.. Sorry if i sound rude, but i meant what i had said.. If u happen to see my blog, u should know what to do.. SO PLEASE JUST FUCK OFF! If there is a need, I CAN REALLY PRETEND THAT I NEVER EVER KNOW YOU BEFORE..

Gathering..

Today went gathering with my 5N mates.. Is a farewell dinner for fu and gsp.. They are going to serve NS.. As usually, we had loads of fun and laughter.. Zhi, me and mabel order so many food, but we can't finish it, so can't eat ice-cream in the end cause really too full.. Luckily got gsp they all help as finish, if not is so wasting.. Ha.. So fast, they really going NS le.. Really will miss them loads, esp fu.. Cause he really dote on me, is always there for me when i needed him.. I scare i will cry when tomorrow meeting him, the last time.. When he is gone, i had to learn to take care of myself, cause he won't be there to take care of me anymore..

Night outing with them..

Last night honey couldn't get to slp, so she asked me, fu n gsp out.. But in the end only fu and i turned up at our usual meeting place.. Chilled awhile, we all feel bored so decided to walk to fu's house.. After a while we all feel the wind is too cold, so we went to fu's hse.. We started to create mess in his room.. Wearing his jeresy, lying on his bed.. Having pillow fight.. Non-stop cam-whoring again.. Around 3 gsp finally came(he said he sick) to play ps2 with fu, they played till kinda like forget me and mabel are still around.. So we decided to cab home, we are so freaking tired but we enjoyed loads..