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what shouold i do? can anyone pls tell me?

~from S to W~

seem like study is not my way to get a good job opportunity. i have screw up everything, the chance that i get. as a result i have to work from the bottom in order to success in my life

working had make my life different now, it change my thought on ppl. franckly, working is totally different from studying. stresses, busy, thats all that i can say bout it but i wont give up.

this few day, many thing had run through my mind, thinking of what r my friend at kampar doing. r they doing well. it have been awhile since i last contact and see them. dint receive any sms from them also. this make me wonder did they forget me? or they just busy? its have for me to find someone to talk to when i emo, this make me wanna find a gf.

i wonder how someone can so easily find a gf?!! i have been single for 23 years. think this the time for me to get a gf. at least if i emo i have someone to talk to. but my family background pull me back. i am poor, not well educated, scare that i can make my gf happy(if only i have one). if i can get a gf, i swear to god, i will treat her very well. speak louder that action, think this is me. what i do is just say, say, say .... never action.

one say to me before, if wanna find gf/bf, study time is the most easly time to get, but now, do i still have the chance to sind one/ as i am working now.

har... what should i do? stress from my mom, stress from work. wish that i have a time machine so that i can fly to fix my mistake. but too bad this will not happen. wake up man, waht have been done cannot be undone. be a man, yellow, stand up and face it.

~阿爸~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yc9PLJa7kf4

a song that everyone should listen from

周杰倫 . 洪榮宏 - 阿爸

我尚親愛ㄟ阿爸

阮想馬擱叫你一聲

唱以早你寫ㄟ歌
感情放落唱不煞

我尚思念ㄟ阿爸
換阮唱歌來乎你聽

歌聲親像燕仔

帶你返來阮

這要用啥咪批紙 慢慢寫 

阮講ㄟ話你才ㄟ知影

不倘不倘痛 不願不願行
講你離開這

我們在長大 守著家 守著那溫馨的
燭光下沈默安靜的對話 

越頭看 阿爸 是山 

我最親愛的爸爸 

你給我們一個家

泡杯名叫思念的茶
淺嚐濃郁的牽掛

我尚思念ㄟ阿爸
換阮唱歌來乎你

聽歌聲親像燕仔
帶你返來阮

這要用啥咪批紙 慢慢寫
阮講ㄟ話你才ㄟ知影

不倘不倘痛 不願不願行 

講你離開這

我們在長大 守著家 守著那溫馨的 

燭光下沈默安靜的對話
越頭看 阿爸 是山

要用啥咪批紙 慢慢寫
阮講ㄟ話你才ㄟ知影不倘不倘痛 不願不願行
講你離開這

我們在長大 守著家 守著那溫馨的
燭光下沈默安靜的對話 

越頭看 阿爸 是山

~FML~

shit, damn, fuck, thats what i can say ....

screwed everything...

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~true~

hope what u say is true...
hope that u r really treat her good...
and i hope that she will be ur one and the only one ....


relationship this kind of thing is not a joke...
its not like u can take it and dump it easily as u like ...
wish u all the best in ur relationship man, its from the bottom of my heart

~girl friend~

i have been seeing guys write on how much they love their girl friend,
what they willing to do for their girl friend,
how much they miss their girl friend and cant leave without them...
and even they promise that they r their only one.


but guys to be honest, is all these words come out form the bottom of ur heart?
or is these just words that u all say out just to hold this relationship?


ask u all a question. what r girls to u guys ?
what r ur girl friend to u ?
tools? a way of entertainment to pass ur free time?


i have been single for 22 years since i was born...
although i have no girl friend,
but i can assure u, i have see more then u all, 
girl friend and boy friend fight agains a small metter, break, sad bout small metter.


but for certain case, guys do u think why all this happen ?
do u guys really think or a solution to solve it instate of just argue bout it but then only say sorry when feel that its ur own fault.
pls, stop complaining. if u r man enough, 
BE A MAN, face it......


u r lucky that u can have a girl friend so easily,
and not to mention she treat u so good, so treasure it..
care bout them as u care bout urself.
ppl wont be always happen de,
so if they r unhappy just try ur best to cheer them up.
try to understand too.








for guys out there,
i hope that u all can treat ur girl friend as good as u treat urself
they look strong from the outside but actually they r very fragile on the inside...
pls, treat them good!!!

1st blog!!!

haha, finally started to write blog 
this is a short intro bout myself.
hi everyone i am yet lung a.k.a leon. u all can call me yellow too as most of my friend call me that
for this past few day i have been viewing other friends blog.
as i viewing their blog this make me wanna write blog too.
and here u go, this my very 1st blog.
for this 1st blog, i wont write much as i just started but i will keep on update here
hope u all will enjoy reading my blog and pls feel free to drop some comment on my blog
no matter good or bad i will accept it ....
^^