Disclaimer: I actually wrote this last week but never got around to posting it. Still relevant though...hate to waste it:)
So Mark's great aunt died last week and we attended the funeral today. Funerals have a way of making you ponder deep questions - what is this life all about? what am I doing? where am I going? what legacy am I leaving behind? It's good for me to think through these things and remind myself of what God has shown us during this transition season. I think the most unasked question we get (or don't get, at least outside of church circles) is, "WHY???" And frankly I've been asking myself that lately as my sarcastic inner self tries to argue that this was clearly a terrible idea, it's never going to happen, and we have totally lost our minds! WHY are we leaving ______ (family, friends, church, community, ministry, job, life) that we know and love so well? WHY are we reducing our lives to 14 duffel bags and whatever we can store in a coat closet? WHY are we moving to a third world country where we're likely to have spotty electricity, really big flying roaches, and lots of diarrhea? WHY are we uprooting 4 young children and giving them every vaccination under the sun? And then I remember that Christ died on a cross for a lousy sinner like me. And I remember that life does have a purpose - to know Him and to make Him known - and if I miss that and if I miss teaching that to my children then I have missed it all. What a sad legacy that would be - to live a life that was safe and comfortable and happy but to never run hard after the one thing that brings true joy and satisfaction. So we press on and we fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before Him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. And we consider Him who endured such opposition from sinful men, so that we will not grow weary and lose heart. (Heb 12:2-3) I encourage you to run hard wherever God has placed you.