The last few days I feel as though my faith has been tested like never before. I have applied and interviewed for three different math positions here in Cedar City. I had my last of the three interviews today. This one I really thought I had a good chance to get, since the vice principal had actually called me and asked me to put in my application. Well, I know their procedures, they usually call within a few hours of the interview to tell you when you have got the job. So when five o'clock came and went today without a phone call, I felt pretty sick, sad, and all sorts of emotional.
Apparently I am not supose to go back to teaching. So, somehow, James and I will find something to help get us through this last year before we apply for optometry school. As hard as it is being rejected three times, and wondering why, and knowing you'll never know the answer...I do know that the Lord is mindful of us! I know that somehow we will be provided for and that all will work together for our good. Even though I have no idea how we are going to make it, I know we will! Doors will be opened, it's just going to be opened on the Lord's time table, and in the mean time, I hope I'm learning the lessons he wants me too.
