*~March's Feeling~*

Monday, August 30, 2004

First day of term 2 year 2

Today first time using home com to blog.. Today i am very very tired.. Never listen to what the lecturers r saying.. Keep yawning in the class.. but afetr I had my breakfast cum lunch, I felt better.. Went to clubhouse after sch to keep track of the guitars.. Those ppl owe guitars very long le.. argh.. i still nd to sms one by one.. sianz..

When I reached home, I spelt for two hours before I woke up to prctice my piano.. Really really very tired.. haha.. around one hour more i have to go for my piano lesson le.. Sianz.. tis wk is a paino week.. haha.. after tis friday, I am not going to touch my piano for at least a week ar.. haha..

Today Jo n yan showed us the the accessories that they have bid for our stores.. ya.. the designs are nice.. i like it very much.. keke.. i feel like buying le.. keke.. then started out on our brochures design le.. have to do all the things fast as the thingy is next thurs n fri.. keke.. erm.. those reading my blog like fish, pig, n monkey hor, remember to visit our store leh.. next thurs n fri.. keke.. =P

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 5:49 PM

Sunday, August 29, 2004

Thank You

Juz a short entry to thank the ppl who have always be by my side when i needed them.. Thanx for the support that you all have gave mi.. I am glad to have u all.. =)

Not in a gd mood recently especially today.. ya.. again.. feel like crying.. but promised my son tt i will not b a cry baby so when tears are coming out, i juz hold it back.. but is ok lah.. at least i din cry.. so i din break my promise.. *wink wink* Mayb beside the promise, the other reason is i dun wanna cry in front of my family.. haha.. kinda stupid reason lah.. nvm.. i think tt it is really the time i muz learn to be brave.. anyway tears can't solve any prob after all.. ;)

Last nite played tt msn mindsweeper with bucsu.. Omg.. always lost to him by 1 or 2.. argh.. everytime like tt one.. I wonder when can i win him.. but anyway.. is a nice game.. haha.. he keep saying tt i can win one, but in the end he is always the one winning.. BUCSU!! i dun care.. we muz keep playing until i win u.. haha.. =P

To Jo & Company.. sorry that this week i won't have time to help u all in the "be ur own boss" thingy.. i hope tt i can help as much as possible after tis fri.. hopes everything turn out well..

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 2:12 PM

Saturday, August 28, 2004

Story 21: CD

There was once a guy who suffered from cancer... A cancer that can't be treated. He was18 years old and he could die anytime. All his life, he was stuck in his house being takencared by his mother. He never went outside buthe was sick of staying home and wanted to go outfor once.So he asked his mother and she gave himpermission. He walked down his block and founda lot of stores. He passed a CD store and lookedthrough the front door for a second as hewalked. He stopped and went back to look intothe store. He saw a young girl about his age andhe knew it was love at first sight. He openedthe door and walked in, not looking at anythingelse but her. He walked closer and closer untilhe was finally at the front desk where she sat.She looked up and asked "Can I help you?" Shesmiled and he thought it was the most beautifulsmile he has ever seen before and wanted to kissher right there.He said "Uh... Yeah... Umm... I would like tobuy a CD." He picked one out and gave hermoney for it."Would you like me to wrap it for you?" sheasked, smiling her cute smile again.He nodded and she went to the back.She came back with the wrapped CD and gave itto him. He took it and walked out of the store.He went home and from then on, he went to thatstore everyday and bought a CD, and shewrappedit for him. He took the CD home and put it inhis closet. He was still too shy to ask her outand he really wanted to but he couldn't. Hismother found out about this and told him to justask her.So the next day, he took all his courage andwent to the store. He bought a CD like he dideveryday and once again she went to the back ofthe store and came back with it wrapped. He tookit and when she wasn't looking, he left hisphone number on the desk and ran out...!!!RRRRRING!!!The mother picked up the phone andsaid, "Hello?"It was the girl!!! She asked for the boy andthe mother started to cry and said, "You don'tknow? He passed away yesterday..." The line was quiet except for the cries ofthe boy's mother. Later in the day. The motherwent into the boy's room because she wanted toremember him. She thought she would start bylooking at his clothes. So she opened thecloset. She was face to face with piles andpiles and piles of unopened CDs. She wassurprised to find all those CDs and she pickedone up and sat down on the bed and she startedto open one.Inside, there was a CD and as she took it outof the wrapper, out fell a piece of paper. Themother picked it up and started to read it.It said: Hi... I think U R really cute. Do uwanna go out with me? Love,JacelynThe mother opened another CD...Again there was a piece of paper. It said:Hi... I think U R really cute. Do u wanna go outwith me? Love, JacelynLove is... when you've had a huge fight butthen decide to put aside your egos, hold handsand say, "I Love You"

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 10:32 PM

Sun:

Practice Piano in the morning if wake up early
Watch TV
Lunch
Practice Piano
Watch TV
Dinner
Practice Piano
Online

Mon:

Morning is lessons
After sch maybe go music room practice piano, if not go home n practice
Night go for Piano lesson

Tues:

After sch go clubhouse practice piano and wait for Edward for his final comments

Wed:

Practice piano at night

Thurs:

After sch go clubhouse to practice piano
Night go to the examination hall to test out the exam piano

Questions to ask:

What is special about Minuet
What is the style of Baroque period pieces
What is style?

Went to PS today.. read the aural book.. but doesn't seem to help much.. nvm.. gonna ask teacher about it.. left less than a week to my exam.. feeling nervous? dun think so.. uneasy feeling ba.. hmm.. Today juz called Mr Sing with Ying ying.. haha.. cos we sat in Mcdonald got nutting to do.. he still the same.. slacking in CC.. haha.. miss him.. if got time muz go back n c him.. missed Miss Lim and yuxin too.. Oh ya.. yuxin bday is coming.. wonder how should i celebrate for her.. Can't have her out for the whole day cos she is having Prelim at tt time.. hmm.. muz start to plan le.. and not forgetting Ying's Shi Min's and Mr Sing's bday in Oct.. Wat a bz month..

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 9:32 PM

Friday, August 27, 2004

Project and Briefing for "Be Your Own Boss"

Yeah!! Today is the first time I use blogspot to blog.. haha.. People will ask why I wanna change to blogspot.. haha.. actually din really think of changing until the previous blog (The quiz thingy),I noticed that the sidebar is very long n looks ugly.. haha.. hehe.. dun like it loh.. The other reason is I noticed tt Ivy up;oad her pics from a website tt link to blogspot.. so think of trying tt thingy.. haha.. kk.. After spending the whole day yesterday, I finally able to transfer all my entries to blogspot.. keke..
Kk.. back to today.. REach sch at 11.00am to do IFP project.. As Amon n Yan will b late, I n ada started to do the first part.. OMG.. is very ez.. individual work also can do.. Haha.. I think I have chosen the right IS module.. keke.. After Yan n Amon reached, we passed them the project.. As they were doing the second part of it, ada n I started to brainstorm for our ABC project.. Brainstorming is always the tough part.. So we decided to go look for some reference books for ABC..
So where we scanned through the big pile of books, I suddenly felt like sitting down on the floor, right in front of those ABC reference books.. haha.. so ada followed mi n sat beside mi.. really ar.. ideas can come out at anytime at any place haha.. ya.. so in front the shelf of books, an idea juz came out between us.. lol.. without the need of those reference book, we really come out with a gd idea.. keke.. so ada I quickly rushed back to our work place and started out our project.. So we worked n worked until abt 4pm (of course including our lunch time) can say tt more than half of our project are done.. keke.. both of us are so happy.. next time show ya our project on blog if can.. keke..
At 4pm, Jo, Lin, Amon, Yan, Ada and I went to LT38 for the "Be your own boss" briefing.. yeah.. we are opening a store.. What actually is the briefing about, I dunno cos I am not listening.. Especially when sitting in between of ada n rc.. can onli listen to them "quarrel".. haha.. so during the briefing, paid $5 by rc for register fees cos i din money along with mi.. keke.. then discuss awhile about our stores with the gers n went home.. a long day huh.. haha.. abit tired on my way home..
*Today's piano practice is much much better than yesterday.. wonder what had happen to mi yesterday.. I muz continue to work hard.. keke.. left exactly one week before the exam.. tml going to PS to c whether I can find any books tt will help mi in my aural.. I really dunno wat those things like texture n forms are all about.. keke.. Jia You!! =P

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 8:55 PM

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

End of common tests

Yeah yeah.. today is the last paper of my common tests.. haha.. suppose to meet Jun at Orchard Road, but when I reach there, she told mi tt she is still at TP.. So we changed the place to Bugis Junction.. Haha..

When we reached there.. I am so hungry loh.. Then when i saw the Yoshiniya poster, I decided to eat Yoshinoya.. Then Jun saw a student promotion but it onli starts at 2.30pm.. is juz 10mins away, but the ppl there say cannot.. muz wait 20 more mins.. So went to walk a big round around Bugis Junction and back to Yoshinoya to have my favourite Beef bowl.. keke..

After I have finished my lunch, we went walk walk to digest the food before we went to SWENSEN to eat the topless 5 ice cream.. keke.. I ordered Chocolate, chocolate freckles, sticky chewy chocolate, mint and cookies and cream while jun ordered mango, almond, vallina,strawberry and the frosted chocolate.. so when our ice cream came, mine look so chocolate n hers look so colourful.. keke.. then we ate and chat alot.. keke.. so nice.. love tt feeling.. n laugh alot too.. haha..

After tt, when we r proceeding to City Hall to meet Yuan Zhen n Sheng Hao, we by passed the pet shop and decided to go take a look.. OMG... I tell u hor.. nowadays being a dog is a good things loh.. they have so much different kind of snacks.. somemore have different favor.. OMG.. got wat sausage, gummy bears, blah blah blah.. Besides tt, they have perfume and powder for dogs n it smell nice leh.. n hor.. u know wat, they even have pamper and sanitary pad.. yes.. Omg.. I wonder how they use it.. haha.. Lin.. now then I realised how lucky the dogs are.. haha.. Lin.. I finally saw what u saw.. haha..

Kk.. after tt proceed to city hall to meet Zhen n Hao.. okok.. Know tt they won't b there so early, so jun n i went to HMV as I wanna listen to the new S.E.N.S cd.. keke.. the cd is nice.. hehe.. wonder should i buy or not.. After tt, we proceed to Espanade library.. ya.. saw the piano tt Keng Seng said.. but someone is playing it.. I think he booked the room le.. Think tt guy is preparing for his piano exam too.. so we sat down there, listening to the piano, n chatting.. While listening, I suddenly feel very nervous.. haha.. I also dunno y.. I wonder how nerbous will I b on the actual day since i felt nervous now.. haha.. kk.. so we chat n chat until Zhen phoned us then we slowly walked back to MRT station..

So we meet up with him first then accompany him to the basement to draw money.. SO at this time, Hao came to the basement and find us.. u know wat, he brought two roses with him.. one for mi n one for jun to apologise for being late.. we will like.. omg.. today is his bday loh, then we din buy him any present and ended up he gave us flowers.. so paiseh.. haha.. this is the first time I received flower from a guy.. I was so shocked loh.. haha.. but really very paiseh loh cos nv give him any present.. hai.. then hor at the same time Zhen very unhappy loh cos Hao din buy him anything.. haha.. but hor, i think Zhen should learn from Hao cos everytime when Zhen meet up with us hor, he will b late.. late still nvm leh.. his greeting is a punch on our arm loh.. argh.. haha.. but hor.. cannot blame him lah.. cos i also every bad.. everytime last min then pull him out.. he willing to come out is very gd le.. keke..

So went to Marina Square to have our dinner.. haha.. n chatted quite alot.. haha.. so happy to b with them.. haha.. N jun really win loh.. keep calling the two guys to sent mi home.. aiyo.. u like not worry tt i will b bullied by them like tt.. hai.. Jun.. how can u throw mi to them?? haha.. but have ppl accompany better than nutting lah.. haha.. aiyo.. have time we meet up again leh.. I have so much fun today.. keke.. miss ya.. long time nv have such a nice n long chat with ya le.. too bad.. nv manage to took the photo stickers with Zhen, Hao n u.. we come out again one day n tk k?? keke.. =P

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 11:12 PM

Monday, August 23, 2004

ACMB

Yeah.. today is the first paper.. at last ar.. the common tests start le.. keke.. tt means i can put down my workload one by one.. keke.. yeah yeah.. i agree with Lin.. faster finish then faster relax.. keke..

Today's paper is ACMB(Advanced Cell and Molecular Biology).. Well.. the short answer questions are still ok.. but for the MCQ, omg.. is so tricky.. I spent alot of time thinking here thinking there.. cancel here cancel there.. When I look up, I saw tt Dr Eng (really is "eng") sitting down there so "eng", enjoying himself.. argh.. haha.. Dunno y he so "eng" can become a DR.. haha..

Kk.. left two more papers to go.. tml is ABC(Analytical Biochemistry).. haha.. When I c the lecture notes, I wanna slp liao.. haha.. cannot make it.. but still have to Jia you.. On Wed can go out le.. Yeah Yeah!! keke..

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 7:50 PM

Saturday, August 21, 2004

Something is lacking

I think this week is the most number of times tt i have posted my entries.. haha.. why? becos i am very sianz.. Dunno y.. ya.. mayb is due to all the studying as most of u ppl will think cos is study break.. But I myself think that is not the reason loh.. why? i dunno..

Have been coming online to read ppl blogs alot of times a day, hoping to read some interesting events happening around my frenz.. but who is so free like mi to update my blog almost everyday in a study break?? haha..

Life doesn't seems nice to mi in this week.. I suddenly feel tt my life is so meaningless.. Every morning woke up, ate breakfast, revisions, lunch, revisions, practice those boring piano exam pieces without ppl telling mi my mistake, dinner, revision.. is so meaningless.. Of course, between those revisions, i sometimes online awhile, watch tv, walk here walk there, search for food, other than tt, i dun find anything interesting going on..

Ppl may said: "Hey ger.. is study break, how can you have fun with all those studies.." haha.. ya.. no ppl will think tt studying for tests n exams is fun.. But somehow, I think tt something is lacking.. motivation?? tt's wat Jun always say.. no motivation for studying.. But what type of motivation I wan?? I am not sure.. But izzit really the motivation I am lacking or izzit something else?? I really dunno.. Mayb u guys out there think tt I think too much.. haha.. actually no lah.. Juz tt I juz dun feel right..

Juz in case you ppl think tt if i am ok.. I am alright.. haha.. juz feel like saying all this things out.. Gd Luck and Ganbatte for the common tests.. =P

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 11:10 PM

Friday, August 20, 2004

Story 20: The Importance of a Friend

One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd."

I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on.

As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes.

My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him and as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks. They really should get lives." He looked at me and said, "Hey thanks!" There was a big smile on his face.

It was one of those smiles that showed real gratitude.

I helped him pick up his books, and asked him where he lived. As it turned out, he lived near me, so I asked him why I had never seen him before. He said he had gone to private school before now.

I would have never hung out with a private school kid before. We talked all the way home, and I carried some of his books. He turned out to be a pretty cool kid. I asked him if he wanted to play a little football with my friends. He said yes. We hung out all weekend and the more I got to know Kyle, the more I liked him, and my friends thought the same of him.

Monday morning came, and there was Kyle with the huge stack of books again. I stopped him and said, "Boy, you are gonna really build some serious muscles with this pile of books everyday!" He just laughed and handed me half the books.

Over the next four years, Kyle and I became best friends. When we were seniors, we began to think about college. Kyle decided on Georgetown, and I was going to Duke. I knew that we would always be friends, that the miles would never be a problem. He was going to be a doctor, and I was going for business on a football scholarship.

Kyle was valedictorian of our class. I teased him all the time about being a nerd. He had to prepare a speech for graduation.

I was so glad it wasn't me having to get up there and speak. Graduation day, I saw Kyle. He looked great. He was one of those guys that really found himself during high school. He filled out and actually looked good in glasses. He had more dates than I had and all the girls loved him. Boy, sometimes I was jealous.

Today was one of those days. I could see that he was nervous about his speech. So, I smacked him on the back and said, "Hey, big guy, you'll be great!" He looked at me with one of those looks (the really grateful one) and smiled.

"Thanks," he said.

As he started his speech, he cleared his throat, and began. "Graduation is a time to thank those who helped you make it through those tough years. Your parents, your teachers, your siblings, maybe a coach...but mostly your friends. I am here to tell all of you that being a friend to someone is the best gift you can give them. I am going to tell you a story."

I just looked at my friend with disbelief as he told the story of the first day we met. He had planned to kill himself over the weekend. He talked of how he had cleaned out his locker so his Mom wouldn't have to do it later and was carrying his stuff home. He looked hard at me and gave me a little smile.

"Thankfully, I was saved. My friend saved me from doing the unspeakable."

I heard the gasp go through the crowd as this handsome, popular boy told us all about his weakest moment.

I saw his Mom and dad looking at me and smiling that same grateful smile. Not until that moment did I realize it's depth.

Never underestimate the power of your actions. With one small gesture you can change a person's life. For better or for worse.

*After reading Lin's blog, I suddenly feel tt I should post the story her as part of my stories collection.. haha.. Ya.. I agree.. Friends are part of the important things in my life.. I can't imagine what my life will be without Jun, Ying, Kath and all others who I have not mentioned.. I really glad tt I know them and have them as my frenz.. My life becomes so wonderful with them.. Including my polymates.. everyday is so wonderful.. keke..

To all my frenz out there.. I love ya always.. especially Jun.. I love ya the best.. keke.. =P

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 12:20 PM

Thursday, August 19, 2004

Photos taken in school

Here are some of the photos taken using my frenz' camera phone.. take a look at it..

The photo of Yiting and me taken in Canteen 4 last semester

The photo of Ada, Yan, Amon, Jo, Lin and me in the Student Service Centre (I look so ugly in tis pic.. *sob sob*) =P

This photo is taken in the Instrumentation room while we are waiting for the teacher to come

The following two pics are taken in the toilet at the sport complex with me wearing Wei Ping's cap.. His cap is big..

Lastly, tis is the pic of Ada, yan and me with Yan wearing Wei Ping's cap.. (in the toilet at the sport complex too.. =P)

Hehe.. end of photo session.. R the photos nice?? keke.. =P

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 7:06 PM

給你講一個故事﹐﹕
那是一個非常寧靜而美麗的小城﹐有一對非常恩愛的戀人﹐他們每天都去海邊看日出﹐晚上去海邊送夕陽﹐每個見過他們的人都向他們投來羨慕的目光……
　　可是有一天﹐在一場車禍中﹐女孩不幸受了重傷﹐她靜靜地躺在醫院的病床上﹐幾天幾夜都沒有醒過來。白天﹐男孩就守在床前不停地呼喚毫無知覺的戀人﹔晚上﹐他就跑到小城的教堂裡向上帝禱告﹐他已經哭幹了眼淚。
　　一個月過去了﹐女孩仍然昏睡著﹐而男孩早已憔悴不堪了﹐但他仍苦苦地支撐著。終於有一天﹐上帝被這個痴情的男孩感動了。於是他決定給這個執著的男孩一個例外。上帝問他﹕“你願意用自己的生命作為交換嗎﹖”男孩毫不猶豫地回答﹕“我願意﹗”上帝說﹕“那好吧﹐我可以讓你的戀人很快醒過來﹐但你要答應化作三年的蜻蜓﹐你願意嗎﹖”男孩聽了﹐還是堅定地回答道﹕“我願意﹗”
　　天亮了﹐男孩已經變成了一隻漂亮的蜻蜓﹐他告別了上帝便匆匆地飛到了醫院。女孩真的醒了﹐而且她還在跟身旁的一位醫生交談著什麼﹐可惜他聽不到。
　　幾天後﹐女孩便康復出院了﹐但是她並不快樂。她四處打聽著男孩的下落﹐但沒有人知道男孩究竟去了哪裡。女孩整天不停地尋找著﹐然而早已化身成蜻蜓的男孩卻無時無刻不圍繞在她身邊﹐只是他不會呼喊﹐不會擁抱﹐他只能默默地承受著她的視而不見。夏天過去了﹐秋天的涼風吹落了樹葉﹐蜻蜓不得不離開這裡。於是他最後一次飛落在女孩的肩上。他想用自己的翅膀撫摸她的臉﹐用細小的嘴來親吻她的額頭﹐然而他弱小的身體還是不足以被她發現。
　　轉眼間﹐春天來了﹐蜻蜓迫不及待地飛回來尋找自己的戀人。然而﹐她那熟悉的身影旁站著一個高大而英俊的男人﹐那一剎那﹐蜻蜓幾乎快從半空中墜落下來。人們講起車禍後女孩病得多麼的嚴重﹐描述著那名男醫生有多麼的善良﹑可愛﹐還描述著他們的愛情有多麼的理所當然﹐當然也描述了女孩已經快樂如從前。
　　蜻蜓傷心極了﹐在接下來的幾天中﹐他常常會看到那個男人帶著自己的戀人在海邊看日出﹐晚上又在海邊看日落﹐而他自己除了偶爾能停落在她的肩上以外﹐什麼也做不了。
　　這一年的夏天特別長﹐蜻蜓每天痛苦地低飛著﹐他已經沒有勇氣接近自己昔日的戀人。她和那男人之間的喃喃細語﹐他和她快樂的笑聲﹐都令他窒息。
　　第三年的夏天﹐蜻蜓已不再常常去看望自己的戀人了。她的肩被男醫生輕擁著﹐臉被男醫生輕輕地吻著﹐根本沒有時間去留意一隻傷心的蜻蜓﹐更沒有心情去懷唸過去。
　　上帝約定的三年期限很快就要到了。就在最後一天﹐蜻蜓昔日的戀人跟那個男醫生舉行了婚禮。
　　蜻蜓悄悄地飛進教堂﹐落在上帝的肩蛏烯o他聽到下面的戀人對上帝發誓說﹕我願意﹗他看著那個男醫生把戒指戴到昔日戀人的手上﹐然後看著他們甜蜜地親吻著。蜻蜓流下了傷心的淚水。
　　上帝嘆息著﹕“你後悔了嗎﹖”蜻蜓擦幹了眼淚﹕“沒有﹗”上帝又帶著一絲愉悅說﹕“那麼﹐明天你就可以變回你自己了。”蜻蜓搖了搖頭﹕“就讓我做一輩子蜻蜓吧……”
　　有些緣份是註定要失去的﹐有些緣份是永遠不會有好結果的。愛一個人不一定要擁有﹐但擁有一個人就一定要好好去愛他。你的肩上有蜻蜓嗎﹖
*http://www.howang.net/story.shtml

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 3:04 PM

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Marcus.. Happy Birthday!!!

yEah.. Today went school for committee meeing.. haha.. and besides tt, of course is Marcus's bday lah.. keke..

kk.. in the morning, Marcus went to movie with some nps members.. for the whole day, Heng carry Marcus guitar in Heng's own guitar bag so tt Marcus will think tt it is heng's guitar.. And Heng purposely told Marcus tt his fren got a guitar model CG171 which is better than Heng's guitar.. haha.. n the guitar cost more than $500 loh.. so after the movie, they all came back to sch for the meeting..

At the clubhouse, DJ passed a big parcel to Marcus and call him to unwrap.. u know.. those type of presents tt ppl wrap with lots of newspaper..so each time marcus unwrap, he will c the names of the ppl hu gave the present.. haha.. u can really c his face when he saw yiwei, pei yan, weiping, huiyu, kin pong, kar heng. n the name of his new classmate.. haha.. y those names appearing on a gift tt's from nps.. haha..

so when marcus unwrap until a certain point, all of us went out of the room leaving him n kuang(the photographer) behind.. haha.. then he continue to unwrap until a small perlini silver box appear.. haha.. inside the box.. there is a paper saying "pls go n unzip Heng's front guitar pocket n read the thin book of msg.." So Marcus went to take out the book n read it.. it goes like tis.. " YOu have two gd news n two bad news.. the first gd news is the fren hu own the guitar CG171 is you.. 1st bad news is you have to return the guitar bag to yow heng.. 2nd good news is Guan Tyng bought you a guitar bag.. n the 2nd bad news is you have a lot of ppl to Thanks.. " haha.. so out came the list of ppl.. haha..

After that, Marcus quickly come find us and say Thank you.. too bad he din cry.. haha.. but know tt he is very very happy.. I am happy for him too.. With tis guitar, he can improve in his skill very fast le.. he has the potential in guitar.. haha.. So after tt we went to have our dinner n went home..

Before i end my entry, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARCUS!!!

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 10:39 PM

Monday, August 16, 2004

First day of Study Break

Yeah.. today is the first day of study break and I am already starting to waste my time le.. keke.. kk.. i did some studies.. but most of the time on eating.. have been feeling hungry the whole day.. Hmm.. Morn eat 3 slices of bread then around 1 and a half hour later, I add my lunch.. One big plate of rice.. keke.. then tea break add cookies and milo.. then dinner, abig plate of rice again.. haha.. still have not finish ar.. juz finished drinking my soups and more to go later.. keke...

Actually today there is a make up lesson in sch, but i din go cos all my frenz not going.. but actually plan to go to sch in the afternoon to wait for Jun as she is sick.. wanted to bring her go c the doctor but hor, the polyclinic closed at 4.30 and her lesson ends at 4.30 too.. so in the end din go.. hai.. but juz now tok to her on phone.. she sounded much much better than yesterday.. at least I can hear her voice.. not like yesterday.. hardly hear anything.. Jun.. muz tk care leh.. I tell u hor.. make sure u go c doctor at once next time round when u r ill.. understand ger?? if not i beat ur backside ar.. keke.. =P

Oh ya.. today is someone's graduation ceremony hor?? keke.. congratulations!! so gd.. u r out of the sch.. not like mi.. have to suffer for more than 1 and a half year more.. hai.. keke.. k lah.. i know u will miss sch one.. i wonder today u got make ppl's shoulder dirty or not.. of got hor, i pity tt ppl ar.. keke.. =P

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 10:34 PM

Saturday, August 14, 2004

BBQ, Piano

Went to NPS BBQ juz now.. ya.. turn out quite ok lah.. I did help to cook the chicken and also "tou chi" lah.. haha.. I feel so "xin fu" todaY cos got so many ppl feed mi.. keke.. haha.. kk.. u ppl muz think tt i siao le.. no lah.. i am not.. i am still normal.. keke..

Thought tt there will be alot of ppl coming for the BBQ.. but ended up not much loh.. anyway.. some ppl sponsor a cake to celebrate Marcus, Qi Mei and Aubrey's bday.. the cake was nice.. yummy.. k lah.. everything for mi is yummy cos i like to eat ma.. especially dessert.. kk.. i know i am growing fat.. keke.. but really hope tt one day can go swensen eat ice cream.. yummy.. keke..

Actually, before I go NPS, i am quite sad one.. cos, I think that there's still lots of things to polish up for my exam pieces.. the first oral practice for mi doesn't seems to go well too.. Like Edward said, there's no feeling.. N my piano teacher said tt too.. but.. how should I put in the feeling?? by adding more dynamics or wat?? I am not enlightening at all.. I understand how a pieces sound like when the player put in their feeling n I really can feel tt when I listen to Edward playing the instruments.. But I juz dunno how I should put in the feeling.. I have tried hard this whole week.. but still.. no result.. I really need some enlightenment..

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 11:44 PM

I have so much fun today.. haha.. today is the tea party of NPS.. although i am tired, but i am still happy.. keke..

Firstly, I am so happy tt Jun come NPS clubhouse to find mi.. keke.. long time nv c her.. missed her alot.. glad to c her with tt cheerful look.. although i am bz with the records of the guitars' serial n model no., i still feel so glad tt she sit beside mi n cool mi down.. keke.. but jun.. so sorry leh.. no time to entertain u.. after my common tests, i entertain u k?? i promise..

Then after Jun left, I have to get ready guitars to b brought to LT51B.. There r a total of 20 guitars plus footstool plus music stands plus music scores.. So I have to find ppl n begged Qier to help mi carry.. and you all should know tt from clubhouse to LT51, we have to climb the "hill".. tired leh.. then after i carried the guitars there, then i realised tt i forget to bring tuner.. so went back to clubhouse with weiling to get it.. at the same time collect the food.. keke.. by then, i am tired n smelly.. really is SMELLY!! i can't stand myself also.. hai..

so by the time when all the things r ready, we start off the party by playing games.. ice breaker of course.. while playing the second ice breaker games, weiling, aubrey and i juz went out of the LT as we felt very bored.. keke.. i know is bad lah, but dunno leh.. i dunno how to communicate with the freshies.. so went out loh...

After the games, was the performance.. starting off with violin playing their pieces.. CANON IN 'D'.. keke.. so nice.. the is the minuet in G and then the chinese song "yong qi".. all so nice.. keke.. then after theirs, was the guitar's turn.. I cock up here n there.. also dunno y.. hai.. nvm.. but hor.. I like Qier's solo and the "Farruca".. so nice.. dunno leh.. I always like to listen to my seniors play guitars.. so nice.. keke.. kk.. before the party ended, all of us, including the freshies sang a "Happy Birthday" song for Qi Mei with Edward playing the violin and Qier playing the guitar.. so nice.. If my bday is like tis hor, I will be very touched one.. keke.. *dreaming*.. no lah no lah.. actually tis year's bday is my most wonderful one that i had in these 19 bdays i had past.. keke.. Thanx Jun.. I really really appreciated it alot alot.. Thanx a million..

Tml got a bbq too.. actually din feel like going to it, but guan tyng said is a muz then weiling also ask mi to go.. so go loh.. but hor.. i muz make sure tt i will not b a pig for the rest of the week.. cos of the common test n my upcoming piano exam.. stressed n scare ar.. keke..

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 12:00 AM

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

Why is there such a person in this world

Today, we self declare school release as tt Instru teacher forgot all about out moved-up practical.. so we juz left a note for him and left..

Straight away after we self declare sch release, we went to the sport complex to get ready for our badminton games. Juz before we gers wanted to run two rounds at the track for warm up purpose, I received a phone call from Guan Tyng.. He asked mi a shocking question that is did I took 188 on sun to IMM with a guitar.. At first I thought tt a guitar is missing, but no.. is I got a complain from one idiot who wenxi accidentally tripped a person whose is walking to the door.. Then of course I have to told Guan Tyng the whole story and it goes like this:

Wen Xi and I were sitting at the sit in front of the third door of the bus as the space there was big enough for Wen Xi to put his guitar.. During the journey, we chatted and before a few stops away from our destination, this guy wanted to alight from the bus and he walkd towards the exit.. At this time, I think that Wen Xi juz happened to stretch his leg a little(Wen Xi have long legs loh), and this guy juz happen to tripped on Wen Xi's leg.. Wen Xi said sorry to him immediately and we thought that is over le as the guy did not fall down or in jured himself.. So we got back to our chatting session.. But juz before the guy got down the bus, he tapped on Wen XI shoulder and said something like if Wen Xi like tt stretch out his leg wait ppl fall down n injured himself blah blah blah.. And Wen Xi juz replied an "OK" and the guy got down the bus.. I thought it is really over until today, then I know that the guy sent a complain e-mail to dunno which Head and the CCA head found Guan Tyng and then Guan Tyng come find Wen Xi and mi.. And.. I HAVE TO WRITE A REPORT between my warm up just for this stupid complain..

I really dun understand y is there such an "I_____" ppl in this world.. Is juz a very very very tiny matter and they juz wanna make it big.. OMG!! Somemore is a GUY!! I really can't stand tis type of guys.. What's the big deal about ppl accidently tripped u?? When ppl are walking on the road, the possibility of them trip n fall is high too.. If ppl wan to complain, dun tell mi they wanna complain the road to someone saying tt the road got attitude problem or wat?? Oh for some of u hu dunno, the title of the e-mail is wat bad attitude of NPS members or some sort.. isn't it ridiculous? is juz an accident afterall.. argh...

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 10:42 PM

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

Story 18: The four people you will meet in your life..(Especially for Jun)

人生就是为了找寻爱的过程，每个人的人生都要找到四个人。
第一个是自己,第二个是你最爱的人，第三个是最爱你的人，第四个是共度一生的人.首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉；因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人；当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的，也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，这三个人通常不是同一个人；你最爱的，往往没有选择你；最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你，可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了，他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你；同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你。当一个人不爱你要离开你，你要问自己还爱不爱他，如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开；如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐，希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止，你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了，而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？爱不是占有，你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里，但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有，让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆，如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，也爱他的坏：爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点，绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子，万一变不成就不爱他了。真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的，你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你；真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得；分开是一种必然的考验，如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输，真爱是不会变成怨恨的。两人在谈情说爱的时候，最喜欢叫对方发誓，许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓，就是因为我们不相信对方，我们根本不相信情人，而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际：海枯石烂、地老天荒，都不能改变我对你的爱!明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒；就算会，也活不到那时候。许下诺言的时候千万注意，不要许下可以实现的诺言，最好是承诺做不到的事，反正做不到的，随便说说也不要紧，请记住：”不可能实现的诺言最动人”在爱情里，说的是一套，做的是另一套；讲的人不相信，听的人也不相信。你呢？找到了第几个？茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？
*http://wang-yuan.nease.net/wygs.htm

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 10:21 PM

男孩和女孩是一對男女朋友
男孩很花心但女孩對男孩很專情
女孩很愛雨天也喜歡淋雨每當女孩跑出傘外淋雨時男孩往往也想陪著她一起淋雨但都被女孩給阻止了
男孩總問：『為什麼妳不讓我陪你一起淋雨呢？』女孩回答說：『因為我怕你會生病！』
男孩也常會反問她：『如果淋雨會生病的話為什麼你還要去淋雨呢？』
但女孩總是笑而不答最后往往都是男孩拗不過女孩而答應了她的要求
因為男孩只要看到女孩開心就很快樂
但是幸福的時光總是不長久的男孩喜歡上另一個女生喜歡她的程度更甚於女孩
有一天
當男孩和女孩在一起吃飯時他提出了分手的要求而女孩也默默的接受了因為她知道男孩像风而風是不會為任何人而停留的
那天晚上　是男孩最後一次送女孩回家在女孩家的樓下　男孩吻了女孩最後一次
男孩說：『真的很抱歉辜負了你！但是陪妳在一起淋雨的時刻是我最快樂的時刻！』
女孩聽完便啜泣了起來
男孩抱著她　許久之後
男孩跟女孩說：『有一個問題我想問妳已經很久了！為什麼每一次妳在淋雨時都不讓我陪著你一起淋呢？』
許久之後女孩緩緩地說道：『因為我不想讓你發現.............我在哭泣！』

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 10:07 PM

Monday, August 09, 2004

An entry for Jun

First of all, I must say sorry to Jun.. I should have sense that something is not rite when u phone mi in the morning.. I should have listen to you rather than toking to you abt myself.. I am really sorry about tt..

I must tell u that there is no prob with you.. you r still the ppl tt i knew 11 years ago.. u r still the ppl hu will cheer mi up n listen to wat i said.. u r a nice ger.. really.. Pls dun give up.. give urself sometime.. time will heal everything.. it really will.. not tt u r not gd.. is juz tt things happen at the wrong time.. so is not ur fault..

Juz remember tis.. no matter wat happen.. this best fren cum god-sis of urs will always b there when u nd her.. Cheer up n tk care.. btw.. The NDP performance is nice.. although i can't find u when watching the program.. =P

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 9:33 PM

Yeah!! Sat is NPS interview for the freshies.. of course i am involved but i am not the one interviewing but the one giving trial leasson n grading them on how fast they can learn..

Start off the day by having a meeting with the family concert com members.. Have to work up early in the morning to go to school.. After that, went for a short break for my lunch and quickly prepare for the interview thingy.. There's alot of freshies signing up for guitars.. haha.. so the trial lesson goes on n on until i met tis particular freshy.. I cannot tahan him ar.. I seemed like the one being interviewed ar.. Ok.. is like tt one.. this freshy has learnt chords in church before(n he brought his own guitar).. but i have to start teaching from basic.. so i taught him how n he learnt quite fast n tt's gd.. the prob is, he ask mi alot of questions.. like wat songs we play? erm.. the starting muz play all tt borin basic meh? erm.. how long i have learnt the guitar.. n blah blah blah.. then when I said he can go, he still insisted mi to tell him whether he had been selected.. tis is not the end yet.. he still asked mi for my "lao gong"(guitar)to play.. n he really started playing in front of mi.. and for ur information, there's still another freshy learning with him.. n he makes mi hard to concentrate on the other freshy.. argh..

Forget abt tt freshy.. so we proceed to IMM for our performance.. we thought tt the performance will b a gd one, but ended up in a mess.. especially for "melando cafe".. When playing tis song, i can onli depends on heng and played the part he is playing cos i totally can't hear wat guitar 3 is playing.. for the rest, i think that still can make it through lah.. onli tt melando.. hai.. i nearly give up n juz sat there n stare into the air ar..

So after the performance, I found out tt a "DEAR" ex-senior of mine got bring his club t-shirt but he dun wanna perform.. although I can c tt he is keen in performing, but i dunno y he juz dun wanna play.. he keep insisting tt is for "in-case".. So i give him that kind of look until heng said between us got "sa qi"(like those look tt wp always give when we girls sing songs).. haha.. But forget it lah.. anyway is all over..

At nite, we went to KFC to eat.. and that tianle bought the durians from dunno where n started to eat in KFC.. he muz be lucky tt no one drove him out out ar.. haha.. so while all us r eating.. dunno how n when, we started to tok abt the old english songs.. and tianle, ah kuang n marcus started to sang out.. haha.. until around 9.30pm, i cannot make it le then beg them to go home..

Yesterday(now is already monday), Went back to IMM for performance again.. tis time round, it is much much more better with the help of violin.. the mic system is better compared to sat.. So overall, our performance is quite successful.. especially the "melando cafe".. hehe.. not like sat tt one.. haha..

Hmm.. now is already 9 of August.. So.. Singapore.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 12:28 AM

Thursday, August 05, 2004

A Singing Practical

Today I have my singing practical.. haha.. I think those hu dunno sure think that I crazy le, but those hu know, should b laughing now.. rite? haha.. Our Sining practical are so fun.. Sang alot of children's songs n National Day songs.. haha.. N with some actions too.. keke..

Kk.. Now I will tell u all what is singing practical.. haha.. Actually there's one part of our practical where we muz incubate our Phage DNA for 1 hour.. During that one hour, Lin, Yan, Jo and mi got nutting better to do, then we SING.. keke.. We bring the sound of music to our lab and bring up the atmosphere leh.. keke.. We sang National Day's songs as National Day is coming.. Then we sang children's songs which bring us back to those memories.. haha.. is really very fun..

But hor.. the guys dunno how to appreciate one.. Yi Wei juz covered his head and slp happily on the table.. Rong Chang used the gloves to cover his ears.. Wei Ping hor.. give us that type of stupid look.. Haha.. At least we got one guy to be our audience.. "Shawn Yue" (Spelling correct?).. keke.. No lah.. not that "Shawn Yue" in the movie but is our new classmates Zheng Ming.. haha.. I think he juz give us face to be our audience lah cos i think he n wei ping the same type one.. =P Anyway.. Although the guys dunno how to appreciate it, we gers enjoyed it alot.. Hey gers.. Let's continue our Practical Choir when the next term start.. *wink wink*

Today hor, mi, yan, jo, rc, lin very guai.. we help the TSO to dilute the buffer and somemore we cast the agarose gel for the whole class.. keke.. We also helped in some Lab Manager job.. keke.. The TSO said will give us extra 5 points dunno true or not.. keke.. anyway.. is juz for the fun and to pass the One hour waiting time.. keke..

Tml will be having CCTA test.. dunno how it will be like.. hai.. But after that, we playing badminton tgt.. keke.. but hor.. there's a problem here, I found out that all the courts are fully booked.. hai.. die le lah.. think muz go jogging le..

*Have been thinking for quite sometime.. think I have made up the decision le..

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 4:35 PM

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

Yan put me into thoughts

At the beginning of this entry, i wanna quote the poem from Pei Yan's blog for those who dunno her to read.. here goes the poem..

From Me To You

In the middle of the night
I can't study hard but to think of you
I know it's impossible between us
As you only treat me as an ordinary friend

However, I still can't help but to think
What will happen to us if we are together
Will we be happy or will we be sad?
Will we last or is it only for a short while?

I dreamt of us being together last night
You held my hand and I returned a smile
You smiled back and held my hand tight for the rest of the journey
It's a dream that I don't wanna wake up from
For I don't want to be slapped by the world of reality

You're not the one I pursue for
But the one I fell for
You're not the one I have common interest with
But the one whom I can share most with

You're starting to treat me better day by day
And I hope it will carry on and never fades away
No matter what happens in the near future
No one else will come close like you do

-END-

After reading tis.. I suddenlt think of the past.. Yeah.. Exactly the same thing.. Tis poem is like writing out how I felt that time.. Yan.. Where you get it from?? Last time I needed it n u dun have.. now i no nd le then u put.. haha.. Anyway.. is all history le.. haha.. Tis poem will nv be for tt "ppl" le.. cos he is out of my heart long ago.. haha.. happy for mi? friends? keke.. But I think that tis poem will still always remain in our life as it happens to most of us.. I hope that tis poem will not be toking abt mi anymore.. I am praying cos having tt feeling is really really bad.. Glad tt i am out of it.. haha.. but juz hope that it really really will not follow mi.. keke.. *wink wink*

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 9:15 PM

Monday, August 02, 2004

First Monday of August 2004

Yes.. The Instrumentation common test is gone.. haha.. So happy that I have finished it.. Overall still ok lah.. haha.. At least I have put down one workload.. keke.. Hmm.. Still got a big one which is the CCTA test coming on the way on fri.. Muz study hard for that cos Pei Yan's sis said tt Dr Kueh's paper will not be ez.. hai..

Went to clubhouse after my lunch to do some stuff.. then went to c the booth for tml's CCA Fiesta with Jeremy.. not a gd location.. and the things are not all set up.. So went back to clubhouse and practice my evaluation pieces.. Found that I have played the pieces worst than last time as i nv touched it for a period of time le.. haha.. muz start practicing liao.. keke..

Today Jun starts sch le.. she seems like very excited about that.. haha.. so happy.. her sch is juz beside mine.. can meet her frequently le.. keke.. *wink wink*

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 3:06 PM