THE SELF NOTE - FROM ME, TO ME.
Hello, to myself.
I have been reflecting a lot this year. 2017 has ended, and I thought I would wanna do a 7-years recap for me to pause and look back on significant things I did/felt/received and how can I better plan my way forward.
2010 - 23yo
1. Madly in love with my huney.
2. Final year of
operating my Nice On Girls business 😢 (miss this)
3. Went to Melbourne and
had my first flight alone back to KL (completely alone)
4. Did well, academically. Alhamdulillah
2011 (My forever roller coaster year) - 24yo
1. Final year as a
student. Graduated. MARA loan got waived
2. Relationship wise,
being single - engaged - married - pregnant. All in the same year!
3. First job at
Perbadanan Putrajaya & moved to Scope International Standard Chartered
4. Rocky left us. (our
cat)
5. Huney was warded for months! Appendix pecah
2012 - 25yo
1. Realized that hati ini milik Allah & we have no control over it
2. Endured a most
depressing phase without letting it out
3. Gave birth to my ever
wonderful baby, Mohammad Hazmy
4. Made one major
decision in life, to save or not to save (it's too personal for me to mention
here)
5. Worked my ass out and realized that I am a workaholic. Started
doing bridal makeup too.
2013 - 26yo
1. Did an award winning project at work. Alhamdulillah.
2. Ami suffered 2nd
degree burn on his left wrist. He was also circumcised.
3. Lived a hectic life
4. Bought our first home in Kajang and moved out from Bangi
2014 - 27yo
1. Warded for 6 days for serious hormonal issue. Bled for 3 freaking months. Diagnosed as a PCOS-er
2. Started Masters in
Corporate Communication in UPM
3. Endured a very very
hectic life, juggling with marriage, family, work & study.
4. Hubby went full time with his business. Supported him well.
2015 - 28yo
1. Made a move to iSentia as a Media Analyst covering South East Asia based clients
2. Completed Masters.
Alhamdulillah. That comprehensive exam (CE) killed some of my brain cells i
think. Haha.
3. Went to Ho Chi Minh
with colleagues, thanks boss! It was my first oversea trip with friends
4. Huney patah tangan. And it is not fully healed, and he couldn't
ride his bike dah 😢
2016 - 29yo
1. Started on piano class, seriously. After a long break since 2008
2. Joined GreenTech
Malaysia & organized IGEM
3. Met the most cruel
boss and endured the torture well
4. Get very well organized with both personal & work life. Ami
entered a tadika.
2017 - 30yo
1. Joined MRCB and blessed with a super great boss! A very manageable and less busy working period
2. Financially doing
well and my financial management skill gets better. Alhamdulillah
3. Developed leadership
skills well and taking a break from work to attend various courses!
4. Did some serious
rules breaking (I'm not a criminal though) and realized that I have so much to
offer when I love myself even more!
5. Marked a beginning of goldenmz in December and gets excited with
it!
2018 - I WISH TO
1. Enjoy myself. When I'm happy, I will spread love generously to others (am I selfish for this kinda wish?)
2. Trust people more.
People might lie and hurt me. But I have to learn to trust people more
3. Serap ilmu banyak2 at
work and get myself ready to hop to another company, hopefully in 2019
4. Still be a workaholic because I just love to be one :)
This is a long post but I don't really care as I will be the one reading it later on. So long 2017, you have been wonderful. Thank you for the memories.
