tahi.

itu saje~

apekah indikator utk menjadi seorang wanita sejati?
pandai masak? pandai bergaya? pandai wat keje rumah?
setia pada suami?? heh..byk laks soklannye..

haritu me dgn gigih dan penuh bersejarahnye telah menjadik mak andam kepada sahabat dari kmj, ain..beliau bertunang sabtu lepas..alhamdulillah, majlis berjalan dgn lancar..terasa pelik la jugak, dari mane dtgnye kepercayaan ain nk suruh me mekapkan beliau..sbb rasenyer me x pernah bersiap sakan depan beliau..heh..x cukup org kowt..

isu wanita sejati ini berlaku bile hasil kerja me memuaskan hati beliau(atleast!)..alah, x mengharapkan pujian..just, org ckp ok pun jadik la kan..tp agk ramai la jugak yg suke..si ain ni dah cantik, so me mekap dia simple la jugak..xkn la nk mekap ala2 cam mase me dok wat theatre pformance pulak kan!

hmm, baru la terase besemangat sket nk apply mekap kt diri sendiri..bukan ape, mase tu, ramai gak yg tanye, "mas x bersiap ke?"..eh eh..sape yg nk bertunang ni?? heheheh..takde la korg, sebenornye my skin ni sgt sensitip..x larat dah nk berubat..sampai skang la dok ambik pencuci muka dari klinik pakar kulit tuh..dat nyte after pakai lipstik pun, bibir dah gatal2..buleh pakai mekap, just bukan sume product ngam ngn my skin..adesss..kulit mahal ni..hehe..emas celup pun x buley..

hmm, tgk le hasil nyer kt muke ain ni..sesape nk kutuk ke, tegur ke, sile la bisik2..heheh
insy, lepas ni me rajin2 la sket tepek pape kt muke nih..KALAU RAJIN..



-ain n mak andam (kunun)-


-ain lepas kene bebel sbb ckp byk smpai lipstik dah nk hilang-

saye main piano sampai 3 jam pg ni..
x rase cm nk berenti pun..
lalu saye ambik buku sonatina album..
dan main lagu dalam buku tu..
from page to page sampai tgn saye letih..

ye, camtu la kalau saye sedih..jgn tanya kenapa..


~semalam piano kesayangan kene tuning..yg mane yg rosak, cina tu repair~

it is weird.
just weird.
when i meet him, 24 hours are just numbers.
if im sad along the period, i can always smile again.
weird.
w.e.i.r.d.

harini, on laptop..
view my blog..
klik dekat posting yg lama2..
hmmmm..

mastura abd rahim..

i have a simple name..it means 'terpelihara'..
but it doesnt really means a perfect, simple and terpelihara life..
it's not easy to be me, not like how easy people pronounce my name..

but im happy though..
changes taught me that i should live my life to the fullest..

siapa yg x pernah dikecawakan dan mengecewakan??
as i were browsing my older entries..
i think, i should say sorry to whoever i did hurt, by words or by acts..
i was just printing my thoughts here, and being so naive about life..still..

love comes and it goes by anyhow it will be..
i love, and at times i let go my love..
or i love, but it gone just like that..
so where do i stand? the sentence scares me all the time..

but hey, i love changes..
i have new love..
naive still, but am able to make wiser decisions..

i think, life isnt that empty if we appreciate every moment of it..
i shud be happy when im sad, because i will learn something from it..or at least, to be strong..

i love the way i am now..just like i love my name~

dah masuk hari kedua mum n dad g madrid..maka selagi diorg x balik, selagi tu la me menjadi penjaga tetap rumah ni..hehe..takde laki dalam rumah, so kene la berhati2 sepanjang masa..takat ni dok sibuk2 uruskan hal2 rumah je..nnt2 jer la g berjalan2 ngn my sis..err, ngn encik huney sekali..

kisahnye pada hari keberangkatan mum and dad (sabtu)..kecoh pagi tu sbb pilot france airlines pakat mogok..sume risau, takut flight ma ke madrid from paris (transit) tergendala..yela, dah tgk CNN, byk flite yg terpaksa dihentikan..tangguh tuh x payah ceritalah kan..pilot2 ni mogok sbb nk kerajaan panjangkan umur pencen ke 65 tahun..huhu..tp x tua sgt ke 65 taun nk bawak nyawa bebanyaks nih?? hish..biarlah, janji, dpt sms dari ma, flite awal pagi from paris ke madrid cancel..tp flite ma dpt diteruskan..dapat la ma bentang keje2 beliau kt sane..amiiiiinnnnnnn..

nk dijadikan cite, hari yg ma bertolak g paris tu, hari ulang tahun perkahwinan ma n ayah yg ke 31..alhamdulillah, syukur..dalam kecoh2 tu, sempat jugak selebret pape yg patut..oder pizza, ngn kek sebijik udah..encik huney pun ada..thnx for coming huney..my parents suke sgt huney dpt dtg..hehehe..parents ct pun ade..elok sgt la tu..

lepas dah selebret pape yg patot..sume g klia, anto mum n dad..flite pkul 11.30pm..tp sure la boardingnye awal kan..2 kete yg pegi..kak ida, n kete ayah..huney drive kete ayah..boleh la ayah rehat2..erm, sedeyh jugak nk bepisah ngn mum n dad..tah baper byk kali tah ayah cium me n sis..me taw, ayah berat hati nk tinggal kitorg..dah la skang ni musim cuti skolah..tp xpe lah, atas urusan keje kan..kejap je 10 hari tuuuu (padahal skang pun dah rindu dah nih!!)..huhu..



pape pun, me rase sgt gumbira sbb my parents buley terima my huney dgn baek..alhamdulillah..ish, bile la my parents nk balik nih!!

saye rase muke kamu lagi mcm wabbit..

another life-indulgence..uhhh~

saturday..

huney picked me up around 8.30am and together we started our journey to sg. kanching, gombak..this is my 1st time going on picnic with my buah hati, as my parents will not let me go to the river or sea, without them, or cikgu..huhu..as im 21 years old now, i guess my dad knows that i will take a good care of myself..ngeee~

we had our breakfast in his car..nasi lemak on the road..while he's driving..hahaha..fun thing to do..of course, me la tukang suapnye..arrived there around 10.30am..and started our way to the river right away after we freshen ourselves..

dah lama x masuk hutan..and i truly miss the smell of fresh leaves..and nice to see the insects creeping on the ground..(even me xsuke sgt tgk serangga bebanyak!!)..i feel happy and relieved..masih ade kawasan hijau..phew!

1st level..jernih airnye, but we predicted it will be filled with people since school holiday already started..so, we moved on to the next level..we climbed up, using stairs..and my first mistake was not to warm up before i started climbing..half way, after a long rest of swimming and exercising, i started to feel tired..yes, i have to cut down my weight..on the way la ni..

2nd level, not much different from the 1st one, and we decided to climb more, not far from there..dissapointed by the way..too shallow for anybody to berendam, except for a 2 years old kid..huhu..so we decided to climb up, to the 3rd level..not yet halfway, my legs were shaking..it was far more then i thought..i started to feel out of gas, and i yawned a lot while climbing up the stairs..yes, thats the sign for me to take a break..huney said that i shudnt stop..i cant..me selalu pitam bile naik bukit..my dad knows that as well..hmm, if something happen to me, kesian my huney..and i decided not to climb more as i cant see where the stairs end..huney seemed to be dissapointed..i knew that he wanted to climb more..but i cant go on if he keep on refusing to take a break..and also, i was thinking what will it be if the spot up there is shallow as the previous level?? we went back to the 2nd level, and sat down quietly..and he's not in mood..i hate the situation..huney mmg cpt moody..its ok..was all my fault..i blame myself for what happened..huney said i shud tell him him earlier so that x payah bazir tenaga nk panjat..but how can i know it will be that far?? hmmm..takpe lah..biasa dah dgn situasi mcm ni..huh!!

after that, we both get into our berendam attire..and slowly, get into the river..sgt sejuk!! i was shivering as i went deeper into the water..huney started to smile again..i guess the 2nd level is not that bad..agak ramai org..but we were laughing and teasing as usual, not to feel awkward..we swam, berendam2 and bergelak ketawa..i was feeling happy..i tot that after the incident, huney will not be in mood for the rest of the day..he teased me a lot..playing 'menyamar mayat' while i pinched him almost everytime he did that..risau ok! everytime he purak2 lemas, i have to pull his head out of the water..and kesian me, he seemed happy to do that over and over again!

we had our lunch at the other part of the river, where there were not many people around..we ate sandwiches and fries..unfortunately, i left the sausages at the car, i mean on the car bumper..kesian huney sbb he prepares that early in the morning..xde rezeki..lagi sedey biler sosej2 itu licin dikebas beruk2..huhu..agak kekenyangan, we rested for awhile before we get into the water again..later, we were back into the water and huney was happy to continue his game named 'menyamar mayat'..huhu..

after tgn dah kecut, and fedup tgk org x bertamadun yg bersyampoo dalam sungai, we were out off the water and headed back to the main entrance, and cleaned ourselves..4pm, we were on our way back to bangi..

happy sgt dpt g piknik ngn huney..new experience for me as i never had a chance on going out to that kind of places alone with my buah hati..thanx for bringing me there huney..and i wish that we can do that again..

p/s: sorry x boleh buh pics..huney x bg buh pic without tudung..huhu..

quantum of solace..
thnx huney for d movie..

but i dont wanna talk about the movie..
the issue is when we were walking off the cinema..
well, adam sandler..my all time fav actor..
i cant resist seeing the poster..big one!
and maybe huney kesian..he snapped my pics with encik adam sandler..
woah!!


nampak his left hand mcm kt my waist kan?? hehehehe
huney, jgn jeles taw..
because.....
u did that day!!

huney so cute!! i love you!

final exam, mengape dikau wujud??
hehehe..
well, this sem agak consistant la jugak mase setadi tu..
except for a day before d paper..

erm..standard la tu..
dah biase daaaaaahhhh..haih!

seronot kan kalau pekse ikut bulan2..tak payah ikut sem..
chit!!