Thursday, March 4, 2010 @ 10:55 PM
You know, somedays, I just don't feel like living anymore. I just want to sit back, and just get swallowed by the darkness. I don't want to do anymore exams. Why is it that you studied so much less than me, yet you scored way higher than me. Why do you keep bothering me? Why can't you just leave me be. Oh how I want to block out the world and live in the silence. To be alone. I yearn to be alone, but I don't like it. Maybe if I had an iPod with loads of awesome songs that would update itself with the newest songs and would never run out of battery. If only.Hey dears(: I just realized I haven't posted here for so long. Hahaha. Okay. 3O's awesome man(: CTs just ended and the only subject I failed so far is chinese. Sigh. Life can be so depressing somedays. Oh well. Tomorrow there's GB man(: My favorite. Hahaha. Can't wait for worship. Which reminds me, I have to print my chords.
Oh now I'm learning the bass and it looks so awesome man. LAVA RED. Don't really like red but it looks so cool. Hahaha. I may be going for Lambert's concert with Dhivs.
Thanks dear for your notebook(: I love it. Hahahaha. Love you(:
I have the awesomest sister-in-law. Bet you don't know who she is(:
Hahaha. I miss everything from the past. If only.
I just want to feel your love. I just want love. To feel accepted, to feel like I belong somewhere. To feel wanted by others, to feel that warmth spread through your body. That wonderful sensation, of just knowing that somewhere out there, someone understands you, your feelings, your thoughts, your actions, your life. That feeling of secureness and assurance. That is all I wish for for that special day. That I would be able to feel your love, forever. Whenever I feel discouraged, that I would just feel this love. Hoping that the feeling would never run away, that I would never ever forget this just indescribable feeling of inner joy.
Heart for the World – Jestyn Koh
Verse 1:
Take my hand, and help me stand,
For my eyes cannot see.
Make me be the person I meant to be.
For I know of the One,
Who knows my name and calls me His friend.
He is the way, the truth and the life..
Chorus:
Open my eyes so that I may see,
The ones who need You, to be loved by me.
Give me the heart to reach beyond my reach,
Oh Lord, I wanna be Your heart for the world.
Verse 2:
I once was lost, but now am found.
Been given a second chance,
To see this world the way You do.
No more of judging eyes,
But a heart filled with grace and compassion.
To feel the pulse of Your unfailing love.
Bridge:
How deep, how wide, how strong, Your love is
How deep, how wide, how strong, Your love is
How deep, how wide, how strong, Your love is
One grain of sand , one single spark
Can turn the tide and light up the dark
One simple dream, One gentle word
One act of love, to change the world.
Its a new year. Yet not a new life.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @ 10:49 PM
I'm missing 2D so much. Right now, I'm feeling like crap and I can't stand life anymore. I have no idea what to do.
Its time.
Monday, December 14, 2009 @ 9:11 PM
Another random update. Hahaha. I'm kinda crazy over photoshop/illustrator now. When I'm done, I'll go and upload all my randoms. Whoo. Right now, I'm listening to David Cook songs more than usual(usually, none). Yay. I shall go and listen to onerepublic now. Hahaha.
Its a long day...
Wednesday, December 9, 2009 @ 4:04 PM
Yo guys. Another update. This one's about CHURCH CAMP<3>
Camp 7lbs!
The theme was about caring. Had so much fun. I shall tell you about the interesting stuff. I slept for a maximum of 4 hours on night one and two, and about 2 hours on night three. Okay, lets get things started.
My group: Sarsi. Its quite ironic. I'm allergic to Sarsi. My group consisted of:
Blossom, Russ, Girven(I think that's how its spelled), Colin, Nicole, Gabriel, Vincent, Marcus, Terry and me. Marcus came on the night of the second day, Nicole and Gabriel left at the same time.
Amazing Race-Day One
Okay. So on this was on the first day. The first clue was big father shakes mouth fortune. Makes no sense right? Well when you translate it to chinese, its Toa Payoh Kou Fu, which is the food court. That was the first stop.
Then we had to go to the next one which was the largest wheel in asia. Hahaha. Someone thought it was the biggest WHALE in asia. We took the mrt to the flyer. We had to take a picture of us with the flyer. Really hard.
Then the next clue was four chopsticks, two dead. Something like that. The civilian war memorial. It looks kinda like chopsticks. We had to take a picture of us as if we were in a war. so the girls were the bad guys and the boys were like prisoners.
Hahaha. Okay. Then it was to the skate park at somerset. The clue said something like where the wheels touch the ground and people don't fall. We had to pretend we were professional skateboarders. WE borrowed some random guy's board.
Okay. Then the next clue was Chinatown. Something about where the bulls roam or something. It had something about cows. Then we had to take a picture eating a chinese reunion dessert. The Tong Yuan. So we had to go and look.
This is a nice pic to see who my members are. From the left-Girven (Super smart, 279 for PSLE. He's going to RI). The person below the toast is Vincent. Below him is Gabriel. In front of Gabriel is Colin. The girl squatting down is Blossom. Russ is holding the bowl. I'm next to him and the girl next to me is Nicole. The only people that aren't here are Terry and Marcus. I'll show them to you later.
The next clue was one man eats his fill...I didn't hear the rest cause Russ figured out the clue already. One Fullerton. We had to take a picture with the merlion. Although you can't really see it, its really small in the background. We tried to pretend we were spitting or something like that
The next clue was where fruit trees used to grow, where skirts are now high and necklines are low. Our first thought-Geylang. HAHAHA. This later became a joke. I think cause Emily (the person we call for the clue) heard Russ say "You guys are sick. Its Geylang." Something like that. But it was Orchard Road. I only got it later. Cause fruit trees grow in orchards. Smart huh? We didn't go there in the end cause it was too late. And we didn't run into the roadblock too. We reached back first cause we cabbed back. But apparently we weren't allowed to cab. So then we got to shower first. Ohh this picture is awesome man.
Uhh Gabriel is Edward, Colin is Jacob and Blossom is Bella.
Marina Barrage-Day Two
First was some game where we had to find 5 people as well as perform a tasks. And an extra detour. The detour was to do the visa dance under the water and walk through it after that. I forgot I left my phone in my pocket so it stopped working for a while. After that we had the mascot design competition.
Zorro! Our mascot. Super fun to make. See the guy in the background, its Terry.
The mascots. The one next to our zorro is wonder woman. Its a guy. It was super funny when we saw them catwalk down.
Night Games-Day Two
Night games was dirty. First game was called dizzy. You're supposed to spin around like 5 times clockwise, five times anti-clockwise linking arms with your group members. Then you run to a plate of flour, unlock yourselves from each other then find and separate the green beans and red beans. The next game was land mines. You have to jump from plate to plate in an increasing order of the numbers. Didn't play this one cause we got the people who jumped far to do it. Then there was spider web. Its the string game where you have to cross to the other side through holes of the web. I went second last. Oh and you can't use the same hole, and if you touch the string, Jared will draw on your face. Luckily, only one person got drawn on. Girvin. I think it was my fault. I almost lost my grip on his foot while getting him through. Colin got a lot of flour dumped on his head. 'Gray' hair. Then slide. Its super fun. Its this sheet with soap and water. You're supposed to slide and do some stroke. Three strokes-Freestyle, Backstroke and No Hands. I had to do no hand stroke. Its toughish. Then was night walk. Really funny. Okay, that's about it. Slept at two again.
The Good Samaritan project-Day Three
We helped out Amadea. For some reason. We had to clean the walls, polish wood, clean the wine glasses and vacuum the carpet at the games room. All the pics are credited to Blossom(:
That's Marcus. Vacuuming. I'm getting lazy to post pics. Just go on facebook to check them out. We had loads of fun cleaning Amadea's house. The skit that we performed to describe what we did was hilarious.
We Should Be Dancing
Whoo. Catered from Pastamania. Really awesome. Then we had skit presentation on what we had to did during the Good Samaritan project. We helped Amadea clean her house. Really. Fun. Washing walls, polishing wood, vacuuming and cleaning glasses. I think I said this already. Hahaha. Okay. So our presentation rocked. Then there was some 'scenes of life' thing. Freaked me out, kinda. Especially when Ivan yelled. I thought my ears would die(; Hahaha.
That's about it. Nothing much left.
Flag Day
Flag Day was awesome. Got to see all the GBers again(: I had super shiny boots. Yaye! Unity Sec is huge. But I guess its perspective. I dunno. I already forgot what it looked like already.
So its the end. Seeyas next time(;
Finally.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009 @ 8:21 PM
WHOO. CLAPCLAPCLAP. I have finally updated. HAHAHA. Okay.
CONTENTS
1. Why I have not posted.
1.1 Facebook
1.2 Laziness/Can't be bothernedness
1.3 Exams
2. What has occurred.
2.1 Exams
2.2 Results
2.3 School
2.4 APEC thing
2.5 Christmas play
2.6 ROCS
2.7 LTC
3. What I WILL finish during the holidays.
3.1 CHINESE homework D:
3.2 Study
3.3 Log and Pub stuff for X-Country 2010
4. The year is ending.
4.1 Life
4.2 School
4.3 GB
4.4 Church
BLAHBLAHBLAH.
Okay. I'm really bored so I shall not follow through with that. I'm gonna talk about highlights
RESULTS
Okay. Lets make this painless for all you readers.
A1 - Geography, Mathematics, Biology, Physics (90!), Social Studies, Home Economics, Computer Skills, Literature,
A2 - Art, Project Work
B4 - Chinese
C6 - History
I'm thinking that's correct.
GB
GB is awesome as always(: HAHAHA. Christmas play is gonna be awesome I tell you. I'm in alto and one of the echoers of Roudolph. Can't spell.
ROCS
My favourite.
This was when I went to sleep with Amadea and Nat cause they were having a party plan in my room's toilet and they were so noisy that I could even hear them with a jacket over my head.
Amadea: I need to pee
Me: Use the bottle
Amadea: You sound like you just used it
(I take my pillow and whack Amadea's face)
Amadea: OUCHHH.
Natalie: Ehh what's happening? I can't see.
(Amadea repeats what I did to her)
HAHAHA
LTC
LTC was fun. I'm in Star Scream. Which is the bad guy. Theme: TRANSFORMERS. Gettit? To shine like a star and scream like a winner.
APEC thing
I went high in the end. No idea why. Skipping round the park with Zaynab while the minders gave us weird looks. Some ended up laughing. Got the Hong Kong and Mexico spouses. I bet Michael that everyone would go to Chantal and Sarah's side of the plot. He didn't believe me but in the end, I was right(:
AC Funfair
Okay. AC and MG should combine funfairs. Mg does food cause we always have loads while AC does games cause they're great at it. Hahaha. Haunted House was kinda boring for me. Like, not scary. Ended up laughing so much. I love the toilet seat where the lid can go up and down by itself. So cool. Kezia on the other hand was screaming. Oh we waited like 40 minutes and I only realized that Matthew was behind us (Amadea, Gillian, Kezia and me) at the last bit. Looks the same as last time, just larger.
I'm guessing that's all I have to say? Yea. Okay.
This song's stuck in my head. Agnes, you do an awesome job singing it.
How do I love her - Steven Curtis Chapman
Well you know it's not the first time
And it will not be the last
When you find me here on my knees
Praying for the storm to pass
But what I am really needing
Is much more than just relief
I am crying out for wisdom
Only you can give to me
'Cause it's such a mystery
I'm a clueless man when it comes
To knowing how to love a woman
How do I love her
How do I let her know she means more than anything to me
How do I love her
Out of all the gifts you've given
Besides the very gift of life
There is none as precious to me
As the treasure of my wife
And still all the love in my heart
Is like a raindrop to the sea
When compared to your love for her
And that's why I'm asking please
Will you teach me what she needs
I'm an earnest man when it comes
To learning how to love this woman
How do I love her
How do I let her know she means more than anything to me
How do I love her
Well I know it's gonna take a lifetime
To answer this prayer I pray
But that okay
'Cause I've given you and her my lifetime anyway
How do I love her
How do I let her know she means more than anything to me
How do I love her
How do I love her, love her
Tell me please
How do I love her
How do I love her
Won't you tell me, tell me please
How do I love her
Tell me please
Tell me, tell me, tell me
How do I love her
How do I love her
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Thursday, October 15, 2009 @ 11:10 PM
-UPDATING SOON-
15/10/09
2310h.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009 @ 9:16 PM
Heys (: Today was awesome. Hahaha. We had so much fun.
PHYSICS
Nothing much. I was really bored.
LA
Same as above. Just that Jean was being irritating.
PE
We had netball today. Cheryl Lee tried to intercept me and instead ended up slamming into me and spraining her ankle. Hahaha. I’M SO SORRY ):
RECESS
8 drinks for 7 people. Hahaha. I took 2 drinks that’s why. Super awesome. I think I scared Nat by finishing the bottle of ice lemon tea when she wasn’t looking :D We invented a new wolverine. He has 4 bottles of drinks instead of claws. We really are bored.
BIO
Chow D wasn’t here so we had free period. I spent the time freaking out about oral but got distracted. Walked around shoeless cause my feet hurt. SO FUN ;D Now I know why Ama does that.
HISTORY
We came up with this super secret awesome plan where exactly at 1 when the bell rings, everyone takes a drink of water. SO...
*RINGGG*
[Everyone takes a drink of water]
LiM looks super shocked.
[People start laughing and subsequently, choking on water]
LiM: Do you guys do this every lesson
Us: Only for yours (:
The next plan was for everyone to go to the toilet at 1.20 but it didn’t work out. Hahaha.
GEOG
AHHH BORINGGGGG.
THEN THERE WAS ORAL. I was third cause the lao shi wanted to test the normal chinese people then the HCL. The passage was about this kid who stays with his grandma during the day. Then one day they were going to the market, the boy saw this cute dog and wanted to bring it home. The grandma refused cause she hates dogs. Then the boy was so angry he ran to the middle of the road. The old lady was so scared so she ran after the boy. A bus came and couldn’t stop in time so it knocked down the grandma. The grandma bled profusely and died. THE END. The conversation topic was “If you had money, will you be happy?”
EXAMS ):
&hearts
9.17pm
crapcrapcrap.
Sunday, September 13, 2009 @ 9:41 PM
Aww crud. School's starting tomorrow. I'm banned from the wii, com and tv until exams are over. Sigh. THAT WON'T STOP ME (: MUAHAHAHAHA. I BOUGHT PHOTOPAPER :D Holidays were awesome. Except for the fact
I DIDN'T STUDY. Ohh well.
&hearts
9.43pm
Okay. Then the next clue was Chinatown. Something about where the bulls roam or something. It had something about cows. Then we had to take a picture eating a chinese reunion dessert. The Tong Yuan. So we had to go and look.
