Love never gives up. Love cares more for others than self. Love doesn't want what it doesn't have. Love doesn't strut, doesn't have a swelled head, doesn't force itself on others, isn't always "me first."
- 1 Corinthians 13:4-5, THE MESSAGE
pingy
dear God I must confess
that sometimes You seem far away
sometimes i forget about
how i stand because of grace
but Lord there's been a change in me
a change i hope will stay
for this is my prayer today
Monday, December 17, 2012
| 12:33 AM
we've changed each other to be more like ourselves, and in the process we lose a little of it.
it doesn't seem like i've given u anything good, yet i believe i've gotten a lot from you. i'm not sure what to think of that, but i'm glad things sorta worked out anyways. cheers i suppose. nights.
still struggling | 12:32 AM
i remember times when i would feel absolutely satisfied just by walking down a street and breathing in the air. times in Perth.
yet i seem to be unable to feel the same way here. not even momentarily.
i am struggling. still struggling.
is it really just a the-grass-is-greener-on-the-other-side syndrome or what.
after much thought, i think maybe its because the reasons i came back for is backfiring in all aspects. be it family, the church or love.
and i'm always jealous when i see all my friends travelling. i just wana get out of here most times..
i am indeed a spoilt brat.
Sunday, October 7, 2012
| 12:54 AM
"he broke his own heart and i watched as he tried to reassemble it.."
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
| 2:47 AM
each time i give a little of my heart away.
Friday, July 29, 2011
| 1:10 AM
Sunday, July 17, 2011
| 2:52 AM
i hate decisions. but i know that i really want to go home.
Saturday, July 2, 2011
| 3:18 AM
while i was angry with the world, i missed out on the good side of things.
Sunday, June 19, 2011
| 1:37 AM
Monday, June 13, 2011
hi there, again. | 12:25 AM
should i revive this blog?
start reflecting on my life and expressing myself again?
its been a year and a half since i've last posted. :O oh, the horror of realising how time flies, once again.
and in this timespan, i feel like i've somehow become less of a nice person.
it has largely been about me: protecting myself, loving myself, ensuring i'm happy... i can't remember when was the last time i've done something nice for anyone: made them something, help them with something etc. maybe it isn't as bad as i say it is, but i just don't feel quite the same. i miss who i used to be; before i saw the reality of life and how ugly it can be.
Monday, November 9, 2009
neways, | 2:55 AM
