should i revive this blog?
start reflecting on my life and expressing myself again?
its been a year and a half since i've last posted. :O oh, the horror of realising how time flies, once again.
and in this timespan, i feel like i've somehow become less of a nice person.
it has largely been about me: protecting myself, loving myself, ensuring i'm happy... i can't remember when was the last time i've done something nice for anyone: made them something, help them with something etc. maybe it isn't as bad as i say it is, but i just don't feel quite the same. i miss who i used to be; before i saw the reality of life and how ugly it can be.
