with me.

Friday, November 28, 2008

google images | 2:29 AM

a) Answer the questions below, do a Google Image search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results, and do it with minimal words of explanation.

b) Tag 5 other people to do the same once you’ve finished answering every question.

1. the age at your next birthday

2. a place you'd like to travel to

3. your favourite place

4. your favourite food

5. your favourite pet

6. your fav. colour combi

7. your favourite piece of clothing

8. your all-time fav. Song

9. your all-time fav. tv show

10. the town in which you live

11. your screen name/nickname

12. your first job

13. your dream job

14. bad habit you have

15. your worst fear

16. the one thing you'd like to do before you die

i tag peiz, shane, shouzhen, wilson and weiping!

Sunday, November 23, 2008

garlic | 5:23 AM

i like chopping garlic.
i like the smell that lingers on my fingers which my housemate so detest. haha.
i am obsessed with chopping them so fine, i have to ask people to stop me from chopping any further lest it becomes garlic juice.

haha. talking about garlic in the middle of the night. i think i'm crazy.
garlic is such an awesome spice.

my oh my. my house is in such a awful mess.
i better clean it next week. but i only have 3 days. ahhhhhhhhh.

need sleep. need sleep. nights.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

fight | 1:09 AM

i just witness a gang fight outside uncle Billy's.
shirt pulling. whacking. chairs, wood planks and bricks.
i saw a guy's head bleeding. smack right at the forehead, flowing down.
i am just glad there were no knives.
or we all can't sleep tonight.
it wld be the witnessing of a murder instead of a fight.

good thing i didn't look like them either.
or i wld have died somewhere in there without knowing why.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

hair dryer | 12:22 AM

i finally got myself a hair dryer today.
using the gift card i got for my birthday.
no more excuses for me to sleep late now.

Sunday, November 16, 2008

blue skies and rainbows | 5:44 PM

ARGHHHHH....

she's driving me insane.
went through 26/35 lectures now.
since thursday.
and i am so sick of her voice i feel like strangling her.
15 more hours to my last exam.
better finish this quick and hopefully my yet to be discovered videographic memory will suddenly appear to pull me through. yes i can.

the lack of happy food is driving me nuts too.
depressed is a better word.
but i shouldn't be complaining. i only got half the load of what the others are going through.
i can. i can.
already starting to feel some positive change.. like the lack of interest in bad habits i used to have. i think. needs more time to be confirmed..
so its all good.
its all good.

Friday, November 14, 2008

ilecture! | 5:04 PM

i'm playing my ilecture at 2x speed now.
HAHAHA.
so funny but it works.
this shows how slow she talks.
i think i can actually increase it further.
too funny.

catapillar | 4:18 AM

AHHHHHHH.
i just caught a catapillar hanging off my bath robe hanging on the chair.

HOW THE HECK DID IT GET THERE.
where is his family?
oh my goodness.

i could have slept on one, sat on one, ate one in my sleep.
one could be in my hair, on my clothes, on my pillow, in my bed??
OH MY GOODNESS.

yes, i think i'm over reacting.
it must have dropped on me from one of the trees outside and i brought it home.
but does this mean my bathrobe and whatever it has climbed on has his cobwebby stuff all over by now?
yikes!

vintage | 2:29 AM

I like how this picture looks.
the whole vintage feeling.
i would have loved living in that era.
pretty cool the clothes the cars the buildings and all.
just can't get over it.
she's ellen page by the way.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

nuts | 1:49 AM

nuts nuts nuts are driving me nuts.

3 days flew past in the blink of an eye.
i have never been thru exams this way before.
its like bam bam bam.
but its good training.

one more to go.

one more.
then i'll have one less burden to carry.

Monday, November 10, 2008

nightmare | 6:28 PM

i had a really awful dream last time.
it was about this pontianak looking zombie.
freaky la!
and i was in this car, and the driver went to bang her. den she flew until duno where with like blood. lying there. duno dead or not.. den i woke up. feeling so freaked out. but i realised i was in my room, so it was just a dream.

i received prank calls last evening too. and has since restricted people from calling in. but am still able to keep a record of the calls. and that prank caller still haven stopped trying until today. he even called at like 5+am. shouldn't he have given up by now?

paper today was.. i don't know what to say. but i just have to believe that He'll bring me through.

tmr's paper is... the state i'm in now. its called head saturation and i'm just plain reading/staring now. haha. think i really need to either sleep on my notes or burn them and drink.

i cant study anymoreeee... ahhhh. i need food.

Saturday, November 8, 2008

thinking positive | 3:30 PM

overly preached. because its true.

in periods like this, i am wondering why people can be so calm, so composed.. so as if they know they are going to do well aura.
and i wonder what makes the difference.

what i found out was really about faith.
faith to believe in the best.

really helps. i have tried and stop complaining that much ever since.. i think. i still whine or make noises when i feel stress. haha.

My God is so big
so strong and so mighty
there's nothing my God cannot do

i was reading my friend's blog awhile back and she said something about comparing situations. somehow we have a tendency to vie and compete to win the "who is in the worse situation title". the more pitiful we depict ourselves in front of people, the more it feels like we've won something.
strange but true isn't it.

we don't usually compare how many good friends we have around, but instead how cast aside we are. we don't compare how good our exam timetable is, but how bad they are.
we just love to emphasize on the negatives don't we?

and why we do that? so that we gain people's love, people's attention, people's pity. is that right?
we are humans and we all need assurance that's why.
but sometimes over doing it will instead draw people away.
this is why i really look up to people who always seem so positive even tho they are going thru the exact same phrase as us or even worse.

its all in the head. whether a situation is good or bad. its really up to you.
a person can lose a limb and still make the best out of it.
a person is to die for us even when He has done absolutely nothing wrong.
is our situation really worse than that that we are to drown ourselves in self pity?

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

insaned | 1:38 AM

one thing about studying in the library.
i can't sing at out loud when i'm stressed.
my source of outlet!!

tho i still did a little just now. when everyone was talking loudly.
i've studied more than 12h today. crazyyyyy...

good night.

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Surrender by Marc James | 5:33 PM

I'm giving You my heart and all that is within
I lay it all down, for the sake of You my King
I'm giving You my dreams, I'm laying down my rights
I'm giving up my pride, for the promise of new life

And I Surrender
All to You, all to You

I'm singing You this song, I'm waiting at the Cross
And all the world holds dear, I count it all as loss
For the sake of knowing You, the glory of Your name
To know the lasting joy, even sharing in Your pain

Everything is gonna be alright.
It always has been.

disappearing | 4:24 PM

i got a small burn on my finger. and i have no idea how it got there. really weird. the last i could remember was pushing the hot tray in the oven with my knuckles. but i din felt anything then.. maybe knuckles are like elbows. least sensitive to touch.

right. i shall disappear myself from the face of the www for the coming 2 weeks. i shall try my best actually. at least not so much. i still need my stress reliever ok. haha. 2 days to study per paper! right. time to go. byeeeee.