Love never gives up. Love cares more for others than self. Love doesn't want what it doesn't have. Love doesn't strut, doesn't have a swelled head, doesn't force itself on others, isn't always "me first."
- 1 Corinthians 13:4-5, THE MESSAGE
pingy
dear God I must confess
that sometimes You seem far away
sometimes i forget about
how i stand because of grace
but Lord there's been a change in me
a change i hope will stay
for this is my prayer today
chanced upon him cos my sister posted it on facebook.
he played this other song i love. reminds me of times when i was so naive i said i would marry anyone that could swoon me over just by playing that particular song, but without him knowing that was the song that could take my heart away. so its as if it was some telepathy thingy that proves we're destined to be together. lol. so lol right. but i'm sure a few of u made these kinds of comments before as well! don't deny.
but that video is too shaky and headachy so i decided to post this one instead.
enjoy.
Saturday, May 24, 2008
need for change | 5:06 AM
5am. my heart is heavy. my eyes are droopy. and my stomach's rumbling.
i'm in this whole stoned mode again. thinking about how horrible a person i've been.
its time to lay it all down.
i thank you for your steadfast love. u deserve better than this. which is why its time, i return you a double portion. i'm working on it. meanwhile u stay strong alright? cos He listens. He does. continue to chase after Him. one day u'll find it all worthwhile.
i am weak. but He is strong. the spirit's moving. the fire is spreading. soon i'll be, more than i could be. Please do Your work in me. prepare my heart. i'm ready.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Falling Awake by Gary Jules | 4:18 PM
i can loop this song over and over again.
Sunday, May 18, 2008
manora fried crab chips | 8:08 AM
manora fried crab chips. product of thailand.
GOOD STUFF.
burnt an all nighter. and i'm eating that for my breakfast now. and i would be finishing the whole can if it belonged to me. haha. but it was a gift to be shared between housemates. heh.
sometimes i wish.. for so many things. but eventually we/i have to come back to reality.
Thursday, May 15, 2008
still eating | 2:26 AM
230am.
and i'm still eating.
haha. my stomach suddenly has the ability to digest food like a train.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
hungry girl | 8:41 PM
i ate subway for lunch. wasn't full. den ate some chips and muesli bars inbetween lunch and dinner. i ate dinner - mien sien with bak kut teh soup after dinner i ate cake. den i ate pocky. drank yakult. den i ate stuff baked by my housemate. and i think i can still eat.
its definitely not a lot comparable to other people. but its is comparable to me! i think i'm growing hungrier as it gets colder. ahhhh. i hope its not a symptom of binge eating - depression. =X
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
flat small nose | 10:27 PM
its not good to have a flat small nose when having lab classes. because the safety glasses cant stop slipping off my nose every few seconds. its so distracting!
i'm gonna be drained out soon. next week is the ultimate.
4 online assignments - wiley, jellyfish, calmaeth, mapleTA 1 math linear algebra paper assignment 2 test - calculus and physics 2 pre-labs - chemistry and physics
hoho. seriously? seriously? i'm laughing in disbelief. i think i'm a little not normal already.
Sunday, May 11, 2008
happy mom's day | 6:46 PM
i'm glad my card arrived at the right time. just a day before. happy mother's day.
jang jang jang | 1:12 AM
i'm in my 31st hour of being awake. its interesting how much a human can stretch to reach their potential. hahahaha. in a bad way in this case.
iron man was gooood. it was 'jaw-dropping 1/2 of the time while watching' good. i think i'm just fascinated at how all those creative imagination that once used to be in someone's mind, come to life and look so not impossible in today's kind of hi-fi, wi-fi, hi-tech era. lol. (actually i don't really know wad i'm talking about. i think i'm tired.)
and also how much a smart man can do with math and science. lol. which leads me to being happy for suffering in engineering. which may well be argueable that it doesn't apply cos studying in uni and working outside is just 2 different things altogether. but who cares i'm happily self deluded.
yes. its time for me to crash. and wake up in another time frame. 5.4.3.2.1.
Saturday, May 10, 2008
baby Zia | 1:03 AM
been so busy. i haven't blogged bout the arrival of my sister's baby! baby Zia. born on 28 april 08 in the morning.
hopefully this baby will be a morning person and not follow after my family's bad habits! cute little thing! cant wait to go back and carry him. hope by the time i'm back he can already googoogaga.
but my sister's pretty stress about him now, cos all he does is cry and poops. =/ yea. i think its quite scary, plus after an operation u wld need rest and not wailing sounds. anyway, just gonna pray that she pulls thru this tough period.
side tracking.. seeing mishi's dog mango always evoke a kind of feeling in me. almost the same feeling when baby Zia arrived. don't know why. maybe its something like 'a life in action and the beauty of it' feeling. i think cos i'm so used to see my sister in that lump, it didn't felt much of a life to me until he came out.
i'll try my best to overcome my fear of animals and rear a dog after i get married and live a perfect life. God, husband, home, job, dog...children. life and love. sounds good huh. lol. i'm just leaving all the negative details aside and looking at bright side of things. =)
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
baking soda | 12:17 AM
i'm suddenly amazed at what baking sodas can do. its seriously what every household needs.
i'm amazed cos it can be used like some kind of powerful detergent/deodouriser/blablabla yet EDIBLE! yes. edible is the word. anything that amazing which is edible makes its WOW amazing. its like drinking harpic or mr muscle. see? get what i mean? AMAZING.
wait. i am not done yet. what's more amazing is that - they are cheap! WOWOW.
have i so far been the only mountain tortoise or have u too? lol.
been so busy. i haven't blogged bout the arrival of my sister's baby! baby Zia. born on 28 april 08 in the morning.