Friday, February 29, 2008
My Superman | 1:58 AM
home's sinking in...
and i'm getting just a little upset.
sometimes i wished i never left home. den i cld just stay in my comfort zone forever.. with my lovely frens and family.
but i doubt that's what God wants me to do.. cos eventually one day i'll have to step out of it. when i start working and stuff.
its a battlefield here. a beautiful one in fact.
that's what complicates things a little.
anyway. all these aren't impt.
what's impt now is that i align myself correctly.
cos He loves me too very much, that He was willing to send His Son down to die to save us, for me to just ignore that fact.
My Superman deserves my all.
Thursday, February 28, 2008
ARRRRRRHHHHHHHH | 7:26 AM
so here i am. awake with 4 excruciating mozzie bites.
it felt like i was developing some weird rash suddenly.
so i sat up. thinking i shld grab some moisturiser to just apply and soothe my pain.
and i found this DEAD thing on my bed. (looked more like a fly, so i tot i had fly bites, which made more sense cos the pain from e bites were just weird man). alright. so i took it with my fingers and threw it off my bed.
seeing the dead thing. i decided maybe i shld put mopiko ( insect bite cream ) instead of moisturiser.
and as i applied, the bites look more and more like mozzie bites. so i decide to search my floor for the 'thing' i threw off my bed.
there i found it. and i took it and further examined it. and ARGHHHHHH. its a frikkin mozzie.
i don't know how it died. cos there was no blood and it looked like a full fat corpse. maybe it died cos it was too full. BLOODY idiot.
duno how it got into my room as well. =[[[ must have fought hard thru the window nets just to get to my sweet blood. oh poor thing. now u're dead. cos u're so greedy. idiot.
now i don't know i can sleep again. ARGHHHHHHH.....
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
take my life | 12:30 AM
Take my will and make it Thine it shall be no longer mine
Take my heart it is thine own; it shall be thy royal throne
Take my love, my Lord I pour at your feet its treasure store
Take myself and I will be ever, only all for thee
take take take it all | 12:14 AM
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
hectic mama meeya! | 6:37 PM
firstly i have to thank my lovely bunch of friends who sent me off at the airport early in the morning. and to the rest who loves me oh so much. i really enjoyed my summer.
so it was touch down. church service. food fest. sleep. church. milo drink. choir prac. prayer meet. dinner and dvd at max's. sleep. ogling or orientation. chopping onions and mushrooms. bbq(mozzies ATTACK!). bubble tea. sleep.
and ta da. its tuesday already. its weird. this morning. i woke at 9. tried to go back to sleep. woke at 10, 11, 12. thinking it was already 2. but its still 12. its weird cos its weird. usually i can sleep like forever. but this time i cant stand it and i woke up. haha. must be e doings of waking up early for 4 days. or a supernatural happening.
haven't been eating much lately. just like not hungry all e time. another weird thing huh. but dun worry. cos i feel hungry now. haha.
well. ogl-ling was pretty fun. thinking back. its just another weird thing. so not me. but i'm glad i helped.
oh oh oh. and i cleaned my bike today. so many cobwebs. my dear bicycle!
sigh. not looking forward to 4 theoretical units. all the tuts and no projs. ahhhhhh...
anyway. i can do all things thru God. so i shan't worry for i know there's a great plan ahead.
God. I LOVE U SOOO MUCH. and i'm so sorry i took a holiday. now i'm back. =D
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
brain damaging habits | 11:15 PM
9. Lacking in stimulating thoughts
Thinking is the best way to train our brain, lacking in brain stimulation thoughts may cause brain shrinkage.
10. Talking Rarely
Intellectual conversations will promote the efficiency of the brain
i am soooo gonna die on esp on these 2 points taken off my email.
no wonder i'm facing so much difficulties.
MY BRAIN HAS STRUNK!
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
10 more days of home | 3:38 AM
alright. i better post before my friends start hating the orion belt and refuse to look at them ever again.
i've been such a bummer, my mind's aint very much in working condition. so many times i wanted to blog when i'm away from my com. but when i'm here in front of it. my mind's blank. ahaha.
i am glad i feel much closer to berlin this time i'm back. its like a whole new good frenship all over.
this time i don't know if i can sit on the plane with a heart as light as e previous time. i'll sure miss u guys. but hope i don't miss u guys too much. if not i'll cryyyyy. i have nothing more to ask for in life seriously.
except that i need to work on myself... DISCIPLINE!!
3 months of trying to sleep and wake early/study. STILL i have not succeed.
oh oh.. and i'm not as fat anymore. ahahaha. well. at least more normal now.
i'll try to blog again soon.
