Love never gives up. Love cares more for others than self. Love doesn't want what it doesn't have. Love doesn't strut, doesn't have a swelled head, doesn't force itself on others, isn't always "me first."
- 1 Corinthians 13:4-5, THE MESSAGE
pingy
dear God I must confess
that sometimes You seem far away
sometimes i forget about
how i stand because of grace
but Lord there's been a change in me
a change i hope will stay
for this is my prayer today
i think i've over indulged in spending time with myself, i've lost all skills of social interaction. or maybe i didn't really had one in the first place.
"why are u so quiet?" is what i get to hear a lot. i really want to change that to "will u please stop talking?" hahaha.
oh wells.. its so much easier being alone. sometimes.
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
orchard in th night | 2:38 AM
as i was just walking along orchard with all the Christmas lights and the greatly reduced number of people, i just felt at ease.. (i guess becos in the day, orchard is just so clogged with people, it kinda drives ppl nuts and irritated to a certain extent).
yet inside, there's a kind of confusion i cannot comprehend. i don't know which me i am.
i wish i could keep walking..
Monday, December 17, 2007
yata! | 2:55 AM
'i am just like mr issac draw me, but my face not so round'
ROFLMAO! u know how loud i laugh? i think i woke my uncle.
i like him cos he's so innocent. and he ask really rhetorical questions that make me lol.
hiro nakamura...
Thursday, December 13, 2007
what do i say.. | 2:43 AM
how do i stand up for You. it is so easy for us to see the truth. but how do we relate that to others. i can only nod and keep quiet because i didn't want to say anything offending and thus turning them away even further.
my knowledge is so little. but all i know is that i can feel Him. thats why i believe. He loves us so much and that makes it easier living in this crappy world. becos we are able to see the bigger scheme of things. but thats not enough. i NEED to do something.
tell me how. what's the best way i can put things. to not let them continue insulting Him and me not offending them as well?
ask me why He loves me and i don't know what to say but i'll never be the same because He changed my life when He became everything to me
Monday, December 10, 2007
ypm rain camp | 4:59 PM
was really reluctant to go. but i'm glad i did.
there were many things i wanted to blog about. but it seems i can't think of them now.
wanted to show u guys a video. but i couldn't get hold of it.
all i can say is that no one can love me as much as God does. Dying for even His enemies.
put me in His shoes and i would run away. give me a cut, and i would be screaming in pain.
Who? Who could love this much? Only Him.
talk about love. the world is only a Pluto compared to Him.
Who has measured the waters in the hollow of his hand, or with the breadth of his hand marked off the heavens? Who has held the dust of the earth in a basket, or weighed the mountains on the scales and the hills in a balance?
Isaiah 40:12
Antares is the 15th brightest star in the sky. and that is just in our galaxy called the milky way.
There are probably more than one hundred billion galaxies in the observable universe. and in each galaxy the number of stars range from ten million up to one trillion.
All in a Big Bang? I don't think so.
Saturday, December 8, 2007
shoe wheel | 1:05 AM
this so so darn cool! super good storage space. $129. i guess we are paying for the idea eh?
Friday, December 7, 2007
round round | 5:01 PM
did i add what my driving instructor said after not seeing me for 4 months??
'how come u come back round round!' 'the air there very good is it?'
oh man!!
round round. what is this!! wle! sl sl!
transform transform... | 2:03 AM
to... miss panda eyes!
i woke up at 7+pm last night right. guess what. 30 hours later. i am still awake.
amazing. i spent the whole night organising my mac and uploading songs from my old cds to itunes. had to name and label every single song cos they couldn't get the list from the net. thats why it took so long man.
den i had my first driving lesson again after so long. it was cool. but first thing first, i mistook the accelerator for the clutch. totally forgot man. but after that, things were pretty ok.
watched Enchanted today!! a really good show. love it. so wish to join in and dance and be merry with them.
den it was k-boxing til this late. gosh.. i'm losing my voice.
Happy Ever After.
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
sleeping beauty... | 9:56 PM
NOT! ahahaha.
sleeping, yes. beauty, no.
i slept about 15hours plus today!!! it rained the whole day.. and i slept the whole day. 3+,4am to 7+pm.. good stuff i tell u. ahahaha.
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
china no more | 5:02 AM
i am using that all that time and money to spend in good ole singapore.
with family and friends.
=)
Monday, December 3, 2007
THE day | 1:03 AM
my mum invited him over for dinner. first time in all our lives. i guess this marks the start of something. something good i hope. something lasting.
mum cooked really nice steak. it was a spread. garlic bread. mushroom soup. salad. steak. potatoes. baked beans. veggies. fruits. sparkling juice. ice cream. too full to eat. ahaha.
i am starting to get some used to singapore life. but sometimes i still feel like i'm leading 2 lives.
detached.
hope i am not those science freak that turns schizophrenic. =/ but again. i highly doubt that.
looking in the mirror.. i'm actually starting to kinda like the fatter me. ahahah. i am such a pig. what an excuse to put away the exercise regime.
but den again.. some meat here and there is sexy right. admit that. it is. crap. i think i enjoy talking to myself too much. crap. i think i am really suffering from schizo.
Saturday, December 1, 2007
traitor | 1:20 AM
19 years in Singapore. 4 months in Perth.
and i miss Perth.
sometimes i really hate myself for this. what have i become, friends. who am i, really.
