with me always

Love never gives up. Love cares more for others than self. Love doesn't want what it doesn't have. Love doesn't strut, doesn't have a swelled head, doesn't force itself on others, isn't always "me first."

- 1 Corinthians 13:4-5, THE MESSAGE






pingy

dear God I must confess
that sometimes You seem far away
sometimes i forget about
how i stand because of grace

but Lord there's been a change in me
a change i hope will stay
for this is my prayer today








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Wednesday, July 25, 2007
pits hair | 10:58 PM
haha. yup. disgusting topic. pls do not read on if u find the above title gross. hahaha.

its winter here right? so its so cold we wouldn't want to lift up our sleeves and stuff right? besides we also wear long sleeves all the time..

so all these while, i din realise my toot hair was growing. so about a week after i touched down, while i was bathing, i looked, and i got a shock. man.. do hairs grow fast. couldn't bear look at it for long.

that night, i plucked them all. wuahahaha. and i felt REALLY good.

wad a gross thing to blog about. but it was one of the times when i saw my toot hair grow THAT long. thus the entry. hahaha.
ok. maybe it wasn't THAT long. but its just that i'm too used to plucking every other day. thats why. hahahaha.

I WANT TO STAY IN AND SLEEP. I DUN WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL. ahhhhhhhhhhhh....

Monday, July 23, 2007
update | 11:03 PM
please visit

http://butterplatter.livejournal.com/ for more updates.

urgh. blogger is not very friendly in uploading photos. boooo.

i can get free subway to eat cos my housemate works there! yay. haha.
oh well.s first day of lecture really sucks. not like jc. at least they tell u its all lecture for whole week? here i'm like HAR? monday do what. go where. need go or not har? den i thot they would like say hi and stuff. but noooo.. they started teaching already. in some way la. SIAN. i'm suppose to do some journal homework thing which i totally do not understand of and it constitutes to 15% of my unit marks. THANKS AH.

i have a english test this wed. =XX its to help us stream into classes that's of our standard for that particular unit with the journal writing thing. its called intro to prof engineering unit anyway. =XX and communication and english is a big big thing. i was like. =O i'm SO gonna die. but oh wells. its all part of training no matter how much i don't like language and talking. kill me.

i've been neglecting the bible alot? cos i've just been to stuffed with new stuff i cant cope. den i just konk out in bed. BAD BAD.

oh man. i do not want to do laundry nor cook! i'm so lazy! hahaha. but i'll learn. i'll learn. sigh. i wonder how's my maid and raymond and family doing. its really sad. cos my maid is home the whole day. and without me. she'll be DAMN sian. the same with my parents as i watch tv with them almost every night. mond ah. hais.

I CANT BELIEVE I'M STARTING UNI. i really cant wait for it to be over and get my degree. i so do not like studying. slacking after A's have been pretty great. Thank God for that. and OH please give me the strength to start uni right. i'm SO SO scared. esp when i'm in this [ppl always give me the =O face look when i tell them what i'm studying] course. actually i myself also =O, i'm not esp good in math or phy or anything? but i just like the idea of it? i really duno if i can excel. A's have definitely freaked me out abit. am i crazy to go banging on the same thing that i took in A's? ahhhh. i duno. i do hope i am SANE.

Wednesday, July 18, 2007
farewell | 10:03 PM
hey guys who came to the airport,

THANK YOU so so much. really thank you all for makin your way down and sending me off. this has been such a belated thank you cos i haven been able to come online.

haven't been sleeping much and thus cant update with all the fanciful photos right now. promise i will. when i have the time.

its scary. i cant imagine i'm gonna be here for 4 years.. oh...

and thank you meredith, for sending me the pictures. so cool la. how u found out bout that site? and thank u all the people that tagged. man. i miss u all too. things get more emo when the weather is cold man. ahhh.

Monday, July 9, 2007
8/7/07 kayak | 1:37 AM
I am so blessed. the nursery kids in children church prayed over me today, for protection in Perth. they simply repeated after the teacher. but i just felt such a big blessing when i heard those little voices trying their best to pronounce and mimick every word the teacher said clearly. halfway through, i felt a little head resting on my arms. so cuteeeee.. and they all hugged me before their mummy and daddy came to pick them up. bye bye children.

den it was kayak time. motion sickness got the better out of me. =[ without it, i do believe it wld have been a very fun sport for me. anyway, so pai seh la! shortened the kayaking time because u guys had to paddle me back to shore. =X

anyway the changing cubical was disgusting. the image in my mind is so vivid i wish i cld press delete. -pukes. used pad stuffed into the slits of the door. ahhhhhhhhh. don't remind me of it.

den it was A long 853 bus ride home. about an hour. butt pain! yes. and its good night now. super tired and giddy. night!

7/7/07 last date before i fly | 12:58 AM
thank you for buying lunch for me; always. taking on responsibilities like a man and treating me like a little queen. hee.

i just want to let u know that it wasn't your fault that things didn't turn out the way we expected it to be. its the places fault!! they're so lousy!! and even tho those glitches had to happened. i enjoyed the company and that's what matters no matter how sucky a place can get. =)

here it goes...

snow city was a flop. we had to wait one hour before we could enter the chamber.

so we walked over to the omni theatre building next door and we sat the stimulator ride for $4 per person for 4minutes. Result? the graphics sucked and it triggered the motion-sickness button in me. sigh. how do i cure this sickness??

ok, back to snow city. i thot we could ski and be provided with those solid rollarblades looking boots.

but...
we could only sit on tyre looking floats and slide down the one and only slope, getting our butts wet, after joining in the queue as long as the great wall of china, in fisherman's boots. i am really disappointed in snow city. paid to play 2hours. but we left after the first hour as the cold was unbearable in those wet fisherman's boots, plus there was nothing else to do in there already. so cheated!! no wonder the lady asked if we were sure we wanted the 2hours session. boooo..

in total, we wasted $20 for nothing.... to buy an experience i guess. i am so disappointed in singapore. i think it is very hard for relationships to flourish because the dating locations are so very limited. haha. but we will survive. oh yes yes we. we will survive. -sings

then we headed over to IMM to eat cafe cartel. the food was good. but somehow... we couldn't finish the food and we spent alot of time laughing at each other and having fun stuffing food into our mouths even tho we were both already very full.

we were so full after that, we couldn't shop on because our stomachs were bursting. so we headed to the taxi stand. but before we reached, i had the urge to pee, and just before my pee came out while i was sitting on the toilet bowl, i had the urge to shit as well. hahaaha. so raymond had to wait for me outside. heh. so funny.

thank you raymond. thank you.

i'll miss you.

6/7/07 special cell session =) | 12:46 AM
Joel and kah wan had a hard time eating slowly, waiting for me to arrive at eddys. haha. so sorry. u guys really tricked me about the worship leader thing and everyone else being late, so all the more i took my time. HAHAHA.

den there was this WEIPING poster at the door of uncle kk's house. by then, i knew something was wrong.
slowly i pulled out the slips of papers in each pocket of the alphabets in my name. wow. its lovely.

then when i stepped in the house. i saw this humongous poster and my heart just felt this big nudge. I WILL MISS U GUYS TOO.

really really appreciate the prayer and all the artwork u guys have done for me. thanks a bunch. u all made me feel so loved.