Love never gives up. Love cares more for others than self. Love doesn't want what it doesn't have. Love doesn't strut, doesn't have a swelled head, doesn't force itself on others, isn't always "me first."

- 1 Corinthians 13:4-5, THE MESSAGE

pingy

dear God I must confess
that sometimes You seem far away
sometimes i forget about
how i stand because of grace

but Lord there's been a change in me
a change i hope will stay
for this is my prayer today

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its one of those few times when i switched my mp3 to random mode instead of the usual "only my folder" mode, that i realised the happiness Special songs could bring.

the switch between a normal song to the song of praise would allow me to immediately feel a burst of happiness, wishing i could sing the song out loud in the mrt.

cos i want the world to know. what a great God i have.

happily i went up the bus at 8.04am.
2 bus stops later. i realised i din bring my driving book plus pdl.
WIN ALREADY.
its really that feeling man.

anyway i arrived 15 mins late at 8.45am. not too bad eh? only 15min for all that.
driving was good. gotten more used to changing gear at my command. few more practices and my instructor will not have to tell me when to change anymore.

den i headed down to chinatown. breezed past it to clark quay. haha. the 2 stations are so near. actually i was searching for a shop, so i just walked aimlessly. and when i was desperate, right about to call my sis for help as i was walking, the shop was just next to me.
thank God! seriously, there's no one to thank but him. from chinatown, i could have walked in any of the directions. but i choose this one and walked about the distance between 2 stations and i found it. can u believe it? its just amazing. i still cant believe it.

den as i was heading home, it was the after skool timing at 2+pm.
there in the bus, cedarians,plmgsians,yuyingians,gabrielites,saints..... and i felt SO OLD. like i cant believe i have already gone thru sec skool and jc.
jc was almost non existent in my memory, like it went way too fast.

din like the feeling at all.
but oh wells. i should live for the moment and not regret later on in life right?

opps. i've became worse for my 3rd lesson today. i felt it. the instructor said too. think i off form.

anyway before that i also din feel too good. like i was excited for lesson 1 and 2. but today i felt scared. duno why. no more excitement. but slowly becoming a kind of phobia. =XXX

ahhh. wed will be a better day. all thanks to last minute booking again. keep it up people, continue to cancel your lessons so i can benefit. haha.

ask u people something. shld i use my birthday money to buy this?
http://www.izest.sg - a posture correcting vest that cost bloody $148,
or save if up and buy many many food, clothes, daily stuff instead?

in dilemma becos my hunch shoulders has been an issue for quite some time as when i was young i REFUSED to listen to my family and hunched to my hearts content becos it was comfortable hunching. but now as a grown girl, i'm starting to know e reasons why i shouldn't hunch.

1)UGLY
2)even UGLIER when i grow old cos the hunch will become worse
3)and of cos it will cause other health problems, like pain here and there.

it may probably be free if i make e effort to not hunch. but if it was that easy, the thingy wun be worth THAT expensive. cos its a habit. haisssss.

THANK YOU BERLIN.

HEH. =D

i am watchin tyra on channel 5 now, its kinda like a talk show or something.

and they are showing people who had infections/virus from pedicure sessions. one even died. OMG. its so scary.

it kinda happens when they wash your feet in some jacuzzi like thing and the jets are not sterilized and there are bacteria which somehow goes into your legs and eat your skin. it might spread, den soon enuf.. die. i think it is so.

i dun want do pedicure anymore!!

i think this episode is telling us about the price of beauty, cos after the adverts she'll be showing people who had scars after doing laser treatments. ok. thats all. i shall go watch somemore.

was packing my study room earlier today. and i felt really bad when i was throwing away cd-roms. those that are so old, they're not compatible with coms now.

i was really a pampered kid i would say.
i may be more sensible now, but i know i'm still pampered.

at primary 1, dad bought me a barbie playhouse kinda cd-rom dat cost $43+. (saw e receipt dated 1995)
that was what triggered me. being a kid, i had no sense of what expensive was. toys i liked, my dad would buy. tho i do believe to remember not being too spoilt to want things over $100. but still, thinking back.. *shrugs

plus all the other things i'm throwing/recycling away just makes me think - gosh, how did so many things get accumulated here. so many things we dont exactly need. sigh.

if u guys know of any place where i can dump all my still good conditioned books to be sold/given to poorer people, tell me.
does salvation army accept books as well?
or must i wait till e end of the year where ntuc used to have such book giving and taking thing. is there still such a thing?

oh wells. at least of all those clearing, 80-90% of it will be given to the recycling company and not the thrash company, so i'm pretty at ease in the midst of feeling horrible about all the waste of money.

now my study-room has less things, but it isn't exactly neater. lol. anyway. try again nx time. haha.

anyway, my driving test is on th 27 of July! if i pass, i'll get my license. GOOD MAN.

WOOHOOO.. today is fun day. read the title!

man was it fun. i drove about 1km maybe? at ulu punggol area. DAMN FUN. haha. and guess wad. before i went off i saw simo at the pick-up point! so qiao right.

1)adjust seat
2)adjust mirror
3)start engine with key
4)clutch,change to 1st gear
5)hold clutch, step accl lightly, hold.
6)release clutch slightly
7)bitting point
8)GO!
8)release clutch slowly all the way.

i think that is it. regarding the others. haha. the instructor say wad i do wad. signal and all that. haha. fun.
we made a U-turn too. wa. U turn must turn the steering wheel like 900 degrees like that. so many rounds.

and i will panic when i see traffic light and vehicles. lol. cos then must clutch here clutch there.
but man was it fun.

and the instructor say i was NOT BAD for a first timer!

oh ya. btw, he asked me to stop by the road in front of kopitiam and he said he had high tide. lol. and he said i could play with e buttons in e car while he was away. FUNNY.

tmr is my nx lesson and i cant wait! i will book my may lessons like mad already. haha. and my test date too. but when will uni orientation start ah? i scared clash ley.

hopefully more ppl last minute cancel too, so i can at least fill my april with more driving. wee!

random.

i just suddenly saw the resemblence between the picture below and snoppy. haha.

anyway, tmr will be my first driving lesson! weeee.

heh. finally get to see my armyboy after 2 weeks! weee am i happy.
botak head very nice to touch. haha. now i can touch his head without him pulling my hands away, being afraid i would mess his styled hair in e past.

see e picture. typical army boy with kok specs. haha. =P but i like, very cute.

he wasn't very happy when i said KOK. haha. he immediately went out of the lift, back to his house to wear his contacts.

getting to see him once a week definitely isn't a good feeling. but... its gotta be life. 2 years...

i should believe this is my first time blogging about this man. wonder why didn't i. hmmm.
its time i share my happiness. =)