Love never gives up. Love cares more for others than self. Love doesn't want what it doesn't have. Love doesn't strut, doesn't have a swelled head, doesn't force itself on others, isn't always "me first."
- 1 Corinthians 13:4-5, THE MESSAGE
pingy
dear God I must confess
that sometimes You seem far away
sometimes i forget about
how i stand because of grace
but Lord there's been a change in me
a change i hope will stay
for this is my prayer today
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
| 3:10 PM
this is a song that doesn't end
yes it goes on and on my friend
some people started singing it not knowing what it was
and they'll continue singing it forever just because
this is a song that doens't end
yes it goes on and on my friend
some people started singing it not knowing what it was
and they'll continue singing it forever just because
this is a song that doesn't end...
| 2:16 AM
very short tempered nowadays.
letting feelings rule me.
impulsive and angry.
just so tensed.
so tired.
Friday, August 18, 2006
| 12:22 AM
e samoa ppl are full of joy. i can just feel it. and dey dance cute.
i want to go samoa cos i like beaches and i love God.
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
| 1:17 AM
rantings and rantings of how incompetent and how stressed i am. repeating the same things again and again.
i should just stop.
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone 'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call And when I pick up I don't have much to say
Thursday, August 10, 2006
| 3:40 AM
on and on the days go.
day by day i have no idea what i'm doing.
its just a little bit more they say.
how little is this bit.
why are things so difficult.
when will i learn.
i really dont want to sleep anymore.
sometimes i feel i can sleep on and on and only get up when i feel hungry, den continue sleeping again.
my sister say i'm feeling this way becos i dont want to face what's coming, dats why i choose to escape by sleeping.
i'm tired.
i dont want to dream about u anymore.
i'm really tired.
its tough trying to be perfect when actually i dont have to.
thats why its so tough.
i dont understand anything anymore.
Sunday, August 6, 2006
| 12:20 AM
back from touch rug farewell.
our juniors are just a really nice bunch. always so enthusiastic about everything they do. really thank them for preparing so many things for us.
first e food. not bad. but it was cold. haha. and the long blind-folded journey. the others seem to have had lotsa fun doing stupid things. but the juniors that guided us were too nice, so dey din do anything to us like pluck flowers and stuff like that. haha.
and dey made videos and ppts. so much effort. and dey sang. and den we all cried.
i know. this may seem like a really short entry for a farewell. but i just cld not express more in words.
i'm headaching again. i hope i'll be better after my sleep. ok. i better go. if not i'll be so tired to do anything tmr. ok. good night. bathe first. haha.
Saturday, August 5, 2006
woman | 2:23 PM
| 1:06 AM
back from rapture.
it made me think of many things.
it made me look back to the past and see/feel how things were.
it made me wish i was back in the past.
it made me think of malan road.
it made me realise that my 2 years is ending soon.
most of my memories are in malan. cos i was happier there.
and tho i may say that jc life isn't the happiest time of my life at all and i cant wait to leave, to leave the not so happy memories behind, but nevertheless its a process i've been thru. and i doubt i can forget that easily.
mabe nx year i may look back on things and realise i miss sa altogether.
everyone is mugging now. it scares me. becos i'm not. not becos i don't want to. but i'm so slow at tutorials i cant get the time for revision and that makes me more upset than ever. but i'll just do as much as i can. i cant give up now. dats way too silly. 2 years. 2years.
as long i do as much as i can. God will pull me thru. He already has a plan for me.
