Love never gives up. Love cares more for others than self. Love doesn't want what it doesn't have. Love doesn't strut, doesn't have a swelled head, doesn't force itself on others, isn't always "me first."

- 1 Corinthians 13:4-5, THE MESSAGE

pingy

dear God I must confess
that sometimes You seem far away
sometimes i forget about
how i stand because of grace

but Lord there's been a change in me
a change i hope will stay
for this is my prayer today

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Quiet, Smart Girl - You're the quiet girl that
hardly anybody notices, and only talks
when they're failing a class and need to copy
from someone. You probably hate it, but you
also probably enjoy any attention that you
can get. You're remarkably inteligent and
very studious, but also very quiet and
reserved. Your cold, mysterious appearance
can be intimidating, an attribute that drives
people away.

What kind of girl are you?
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I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope it's over when I open them.

i do not exactly like seeing people i know, on the way to skool and home and everywhere around. people i'm not close to. but i know them. not becos i dislike any one of them. i seriously don't. the problem lies in me. becos most of the times, such will end up in awkward situations and i always see this bubble in their head thinking.."why is she so quiet..she seems to have some hidden agenda or something." i know. its probably what i think and not what people think. but i'm just telling u i feel this way. and so its true dat its better to be alone. i'm sorry to people whom may feel like i'm dying to say bye to. i seriously do not dislike u. i dislike myself.
i just wish i could be comfortable and more sociable.. even with strangers. i just think people think i'm weird and dey do not like talking to me either. i'm a very boring person who doesn't talk. and when i open my mouth. i talk about skool work. mabe i'm too stress. the dreams are coming back. i dont want to go mental.
its the worst feeling ever. did i not talk quite a bit in my 1st 3 months class? did i not feel happy den? did i feel like someone weird and outcasted? why do i feel so lonely.
why do i miss cedar.