Love never gives up. Love cares more for others than self. Love doesn't want what it doesn't have. Love doesn't strut, doesn't have a swelled head, doesn't force itself on others, isn't always "me first."
- 1 Corinthians 13:4-5, THE MESSAGE
pingy
dear God I must confess
that sometimes You seem far away
sometimes i forget about
how i stand because of grace
but Lord there's been a change in me
a change i hope will stay
for this is my prayer today
Monday, December 26, 2005
| 3:58 AM
As of 12/25/2005 2:51:16 PM EST
You are 17 years old.
You are 212 months old.
You are 924 weeks old.
You are 6,464 days old.
You are 155,150 hours old.
You are 9,309,051 minutes old.
You are 558,543,076 seconds old.
omg. as i was editing this. dejavu.. i dreamt of this before. freaky.
seriously. how do we get dreams dat are like predicting the future?
dream dream. i'm still dreaming..
i'm so lazy! dang.
| 1:49 AM
haha.. MERRY CHRISTMAS. i'm abit slow. paiseh..
so. Happy boxing day ba!
means. school's starting. IRRITATING.
next year will be a different thing. ho ho ho.
a long long time after christmas. i'm a free bird.
and i'm gonna earn plenty of money to buy my frens solid presents. and make plenty enough for everyone too. haha.
i'm already ready for nx year. BUT. not the process. eee. haha. well. i got to be.
anyways. i feel extremely lazy to blog.
random - i have lots of chocolates to eat. heh heh.
Thursday, December 15, 2005
| 12:18 AM
HEY PEOPLE.
Esperanza^ click click.. den click everywhere till u find out everything about it and tell me if u're interested in going!! =)
it'll be fun! christmas eve.. laaa..
Monday, December 5, 2005
| 2:57 PM
back from church camp... it was great. it wasn't about the games.. but it just felt good to me.
we had like worship and praise like 3-4 times a day or more!
seriously want to practice wad i've learnt in the coming year and now..
just a simple word. availability.
i should be old enough to lead a group of people.. to do more for Him. yet now. i'm still a 'nobody'.. its time i change. its time.
i should stop relying on myself.
man can only do great wonders through God. and can only feel truely happy when they have God in them.
its quite amazing. that my months of pestering dreams have stopped when i was in camp. mabe it did, mabe it didn't. but i definitely did not remember i had any. yay..
church camps are good. I cant wait for another one.
Friday, December 2, 2005
| 1:53 AM
just browsing through frenster.. looking at oldd frens.. reading old stuff...
frens i've yet to catch up with.. leading their own lives that seem so alien to me tho we all once lived very similiar lives.
it just all makes me feel like crying.
when the world's spinning.. i just hope it could stop.. so i would not have to look back and miss so many things.
but if it stops. can i really treasure those moments?
even putting myself thru a timemachine over and over again wouldn't help.
lol. random. only i wld understand.
sometimes i want to grow up fast. to live a blissful life.
but sometimes. i just wish i was still a kid. enjoying life.
man... i dislike being in between.
ps - i may not be a very initiative friend. [ sending notes to tell u how much i appreciate u ] but to any who's reading this. thanks for being a fren to me.
| 1:51 AM
| You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish |
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. |
| You Are Likely A Forth Born |
 At your darkest moments, you feel angry. At work and school, you do best when your analyzing. When you love someone, you tend to be very giving.
In friendship, you don't take the initiative in reaching out. Your ideal jobs are: factory jobs, comedy, and dentistry. You will leave your mark on the world with your own personal philosophy. |
| How You Are In Love |
 You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.
In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. |