with me always

Love never gives up. Love cares more for others than self. Love doesn't want what it doesn't have. Love doesn't strut, doesn't have a swelled head, doesn't force itself on others, isn't always "me first."

- 1 Corinthians 13:4-5, THE MESSAGE






pingy

dear God I must confess
that sometimes You seem far away
sometimes i forget about
how i stand because of grace

but Lord there's been a change in me
a change i hope will stay
for this is my prayer today








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Saturday, July 30, 2005
| 10:58 PM
Read and Learn the 3 steps to identify the symptoms of a stroke.

A stroke occurs when oxygen fails to reach some part of the brain. Sometimes symptoms of a stroke are difficult to identify. Unfortunately, the lack of awareness spells disaster. The stroke victim will ( - WILL! -) suffer brain damage if people nearby fail to recognize the symptoms of a stroke, and take action.

Now doctors say a bystander can recognize a stroke by asking the victim three simple questions:
*Ask the individual to SMILE.
*Ask him or her to RAISE BOTH ARMS.
*Ask the person to SPEAK A SIMPLE SENTENCE coherently (e.g. "It is> >> > >>sunny out today")

If he or she has trouble with ANY of these tasks, call 911 immediately and describe the symptoms to the dispatcher. After discovering that a group of non-medical volunteers could identify facial weakness / arm weakness / and speech problems, researchers now urge the general public to learn the three questions. They presented their conclusions at the American Stroke Association's annual meeting last February. Widespread use of this test could result in prompt diagnosis and treatment of the stroke and prevent brain damage.

| 12:04 AM
wow.. see everybody's blogging bout learning fest.. and i shall too..
some found it boring and such a chore.. yet.. to me.. its one of the best things that really happened since real jc life started.. so for two days.. dere were no lectures or tutorial.. but just courses..

the courses i attended were

day 1

playing with beads - i made a 3d dog out of breads and string.. love doing such things.. but seldom had the time too.. cos.. school sucks.

soccer for girls - lol.. kinda spastic.. but anyway yay.. i know how to play soccer. well.. kind of.. just within 2h i can cushion the ball with my knee. dribble, kick, pass.. and shoot. lol.. not bad..

den i had first aid duty. lol.. i'm my class's first aid rep.. so dweebish. so i stoned 1 hour in the General Office.

after i went to crash bball clinic - man it was good. it was the best out of the two days.. i love it like mad.. i'm gonna practice all those hao lian skills.. and hopefully be able to just DO it.. haha.. man.. its so cool the way they demo those stuff..

enjoyed myself and played bball for awhile after that.. wanted to play til i was sick so can mc.. but after a night's sleep. got better instead..

Praise the Lord. my sore throat and flu that has been hovering around is gone!! =)

day 2

mind mapping - well.. dat kinda sucked. paid $1 for a piece of art block. VERY NICE indeed.. den teach most things i already knew. well.. tony buzan. i know him already. haha. but at least i know the brain has this bracnches and linking thing. and how a brain works like walking the jungle.. the more times u walk thru it.. the more familiar it is.. nx time.. close eyes also know. so memory is like that. i SHALL do mindmaps from now on.. and stop my stupid way of stuffing info into brain.

mathematics and movies - lol.. i think mostly venn house ppl turned up. wad to do. fm. it was interesting. i learnt bout zero sum games and non zero sum games. how prime numbers have this n/logn compared to infinity bla bla. john nash.. other bla bla.. at the end of session.. watched good will hunting. good show. well. for me it was.

funny.. in the show. this guy talked bout his wife.. and how she'll fart when she's nervous and in her sleep.. that time she farted so loud, she woke the dog up. and she took woke up and asked the husband was it him.. the husband being nice, din want to tell her its her. SHE WOKE HERSELF UP WITH HER OWN FART without realising it. NICE.

talked about being the perfect person is kinda impossible.. but the question is more of whether a couple is perfect for each other. meaning. some flaws are actually the joy in the relationship. well. like farting. some ppl think it'll be gross to have such a wife. yet some are just happy cos its funny.

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alrighto.. today had learning journey to subordinate courts.. well.. nice to see wads inside.. but a real hearing is very boring and the lawyers talk like as...slow..as..this...for.. the..record person to type.. my my. boring it was. i'm just happy to look at the building and room structure.. and i sat in the accused 'box'.. haha.. comfortable ley.

went out with royal family w/o the king to town. took neoprints.. eh. this is the 2nd time i took neoprints with guys..its just weird. lol.

den i pangsehed cos i saw BW in town.. gosh.. pangsai.. i saw dem i jumped around like mad.. yea.. ate soooo much.. till we were all soooo full.. and took neos again.. goody.. we are damn pro at FUNKY PUNCH.. its the only machine we use. haha.. BW!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so happy.

alrighto. i'm seriously. actually. stressed. but happiness.. still lingers. thanks to everyone.

Saturday, July 23, 2005
rapture | 10:12 PM
btw.. rapture rocks.. its nice..

dey dance like nobody's business.. and dey made me want to learn dancing. haha..
man dey practised hard for these days. 22 and 23.. well done guys! hope u're coping with your work well enuf too..

saw a few pri skool frens and sec skool frens.. people change. but. i'll get used to it. it happens. thats life.

i saw hway!! lucky i spotted her. so lucky..it was happy... she met leymongna.. and dey shaked hands. lol.. squeal! haha..

berlin wally.. i cant wait to share my joy with u guys. or even give dem to u! may each of your mibs come soon.. =) love u all.

| 3:52 PM
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, He said...no.

She asked him if he would want to be with her forever.... and he said no.

She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no.

She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face, the boy grabbed her arm and said.... You're not pretty you're beautiful.
I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever.
And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die...

SO NOW I WILL SAY:

I like you because of who you are to me....

Remember: "A good friend will not come bail you out of jail.... But a true friend will be sitting next to you saying ....
WE screwed up! Proud to be your Friend!

I've learned....

That life is like a roll of toilet paper.
The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.

I've learned....That we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for.

I've learned....That money doesn't buy class.

I've learned....That it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular.

I've learned...That under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.

I've learned....That the Lord didn't do it all in one day. What makes me think I can?

I've learned....That to ignore the facts does not change the facts.

I've learned....That the less time I have to work, the more things I get done.

So.. i've learnt to treasure everything i've got. esp my frens. wally!

Saturday, July 9, 2005
| 5:45 PM
Don't be too good I will miss you.
Don't be too caring, I might like you.
Don't be too Sweet, I might fall for you.
Bottom-line : A person who makes me love him is actually a person who loves me more than I love him.
_________x________________________x__________

If someone comes into your life and becomes a part of you but for
some reasons he couldn't stay, don't cry too much... Just be glad
that your paths crossed and; somehow he made you happy even for a while.
Bottom-line : Time will tell. If he's yours he will surely come back.
_________x________________________x__________

Don't throw your back to love when it's already in front of you.
Don't drive it away from you because if you do, someday you'll think
again why you let love fly away when it was once residing next to you.
Bottom-line : Treasure the one who loves you! It's not easy to find
a person who loves you. It's always more valuable to have a sincere
heart.
_________x________________________x__________

The greatest regrets in our lives are the risks we did not take.
If you think something will make you. happy, GO FOR IT. Remember that we pass this way only once.

Bottom-line : Time doesn't wait. If you think you might have found the right one, treasure the person, don't let that person get away.
Don't let fear hold You back. Give it a try else you might regret later... "No one other than ourselves know what can truly make us happy."
_________x________________________x__________

Two tear drops were floating down the river.
One teardrop said to the other, "I'm the teardrop of a girl who
loved a man and lost him. Who are you?" ..."I'm the teardrop of the
man who regrets letting a girl go..."

Bottom-line : Nobody will sympathize with a person who constantly
lets chances pass by without making any efforts to salvage them. We
normally don't realize how important our loved and close ones are
until they leave us, and then we start regretting, which results in
misery. Lost time is NEVER gained again

Wednesday, July 6, 2005
| 10:25 PM
A man's daughter had asked the local minister to come and pray with her father.

When the minister arrived, he found the man lying in bed with his head propped up on two pillows.An empty chair sat at his bedside.

The minister assumed that the old fellow had been informed of his visit."I guess you were expecting me, he said."No, who are you?" said the father.

The minister told him his name and then remarked,"I saw the empty chair and I figured you knew I was going to show up,"

"Oh yeah, the chair," said the bedridden man."Would you mind closing the door?"

Puzzled, the minister shut the door."I have never told anyone this, not even my daughter," said the man."But all of my life I have never known how to pray.

At church I used to hear the pastor talk about prayer, but it went right over my head."I abandoned any attempt at prayer,"the old man continued, "until one day four years ago, my best friend said to me,"Johnny, prayer is just a simple matter of having a conversation with Jesus.

Here is what I suggest."Sit down in a chair; place an empty chair in front of you, and in faith see Jesus on the chair. It's not spooky because he promised, 'I will be with you always'. "Then just speak to him in the same way you're doing with me right now."

"So, I tried it and I've liked it so much that I do it a couple of hours every day. I'm careful though. If my daughter saw me talking to an empty chair, she'd either have a nervous breakdown or send me off to the funny farm."

The minister was deeply moved by the story and encouraged the old man to continue on the journey. Then he prayed with him, anointed him with oil, and returned to the church.

Two nights later the daughter called to tell the minister that her daddy had died that afternoon.

Did he die in peace?" he asked.

Yes, when I left the house about two o'clock, he called me over to his bedside, told me he loved me and kissed me on the cheek.

When I got back from the store an hour later, I found him dead.But there was something strange about his death. Apparently, just before Daddy died, he leaned over and rested his head on the chair beside the bed. What do you make of that?"

The minister wiped a tear from his eye and said, "I wish we could all go like that."

Prayer is one of the best free gifts we receive.
I asked God for water, He gave me an ocean.
I asked God for a flower, He gave me a garden.
I asked God for a friend, He gave me all of YOU...

If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.
Happy moments, praise God.
Quiet moments, worship God.
Painful moments, trust God.
Every moment, thank God.

Sunday, July 3, 2005
| 12:02 AM
berlin wally..

love it love it. u guys make me happy. u guys keep me going.
boo.hwaygeleige.eshee.lowell.dicky.simolimodimo. pk.trina!

SCORE! simo and hway found their MIBs. ethan ong. play drums. super zai. dey almost had a hair fight in public.. dey both wanted to be the first wife. =X haha..

oooo.. lovely.

subway leading the way. haha..

Saturday, July 2, 2005
| 4:14 AM
yea.. 415am.. still not asleep.. and i only slept 4h+ yesterday night. i want to sleep so bad i wanted to sleep in my uniform til nx morning after i came back from the prayer meeting at expo.. but after i bathed.. i decided to come here.. i'm tired. but i dun feel like sleeping. just thinking bout why why and why. so many whys.. why why this.. why why that.. why this why that. lol.. i'm bored and screwed.

| 3:28 AM
okay.. my mistake. hee.. its 20% .. so paiseh.. cos dey changed the new system of counting points for promos.. well.. its as bad. cos if promos is as hard. or worse.. plus more info within this one more term.. i can jolly well retain.. or mabe i want to go poly. i'm getting to dislike jc life ALOT. and i mean it.

i cant cope. i duno why exams stress me out sooo bad. i end up forgetting everything when i do my papers..

physics was real screwed. i did roughly about 1-5 questions myself.. the others all see which looks like my favourite number.. i was practically doing one page.. den skipping one page. den leaving many many blanks..

section b and c is as screwed.. all questions are half doned or undone. lol. with many of it are surface answers hoping to earn pity marks. yay. screw physics.

maths was cope-able.. but.. i was too slow in doing. lost alot marks for no time. =[ hoping to get a D and above?

FM.. hahahaha.. oh wells.. paper is upon 100.. i minus about 51 marks.. if i HENG. i will pass. see wad happens..

Econs.. dweebish. i studied in total less than 6 hours.. just the day before.. and the questions were easy! regret not studying.

gp? my english has always sucked. nothing has changed. i left a whole

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chunk of blank in between my foolscap cos i cant think of a argument. how cool.
i think it wld be an interesting script to mark.


chinese. cross my fingers i'll pass. the summary thing no time. so i anyhow pick one sentence from each para..

overall..

lol.. unconcludable. fail or not.. i duno..

its over.. FOR NOW. but still.. 2 years this * .. i'd rather jump.. into the deep blue sea and be eaten my a whale.. den i can eat shrimps/krills while in the whale stomach..

anyway.. i bought a mcnugget happy meal today. i got tigger. i tink heffalump's cuter. nvm. i love happy meals.

i need sleep.