Love never gives up. Love cares more for others than self. Love doesn't want what it doesn't have. Love doesn't strut, doesn't have a swelled head, doesn't force itself on others, isn't always "me first."

- 1 Corinthians 13:4-5, THE MESSAGE

pingy

dear God I must confess
that sometimes You seem far away
sometimes i forget about
how i stand because of grace

but Lord there's been a change in me
a change i hope will stay
for this is my prayer today

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oOoOo.. today was x country day.. i walked the whole of the jungle den started jogging when we saw the expressway. lol! by the time we reached.. the cones were already cleared.. haha..



BUT



we weren't last okie. haha.. WAD A SLACKER. =) at least i sweated.



yeEehaa... den was og14 outing.. ate long john silvers. love it.

played pool for friggin many hours. haha.. i am a PRO now. lol.. can do hand behind back shooting. and sit on the table shooting. i feel so pro. HAHA... pool is fun man. if house got ah. everyday practice. my neighbour have ley. lol.



okie dokie. den we slack here slack dere den i went off to meet SAJC cedarians + some of bw.. MAN I MISS MANWELLS.. all the pig faces.. look at dem and i dun want to look away. miss dem man.. shoeyou the cute face.. oh boy..



okie dokie.. mummy cooked nice dinner. i like the beef soup. =)

i am happy.

oh! so cuteee...



i'm so happy. lol.. this is my 3rd week looking after the 2-4 year olds after church service..

they are all so cute.. pretty.. handsome.. i cant stop smiling when i look at them. i always end up having mouth cramps on sunday. lol.



HE SAT ON MY LAP. lol.. this lil boy called sky. he just automatically sat on my lap today.. I WAS SO HAPPY! cos he's really cute.. first day i saw him he looked a little like little nicky. haha.. i taught him how to take out the sticker from the paper while he was sitting on my lap.. his mum was dere. lol.. and she was quite surprised too. lol.. man i'm glad.. oh.



hannah is a smart and pretty girl.. faith is a typical cute advertisement girl with big eyes. and christian is a boy who's really smart and handsome. GOSH. i'm like falling in love with these little kids.. glad i chose little lites to serve in.



cute.. just cute.



and yesterday i bote all my new year clothes already.. mostly from fox. so cheap. like each for 10 bucks and stuff. got one pant is the new arrival so its bout 30.. and the jackets are only selling at 15 bucks.. i still deciding if i shld buy.

den i bote gu niang gu niang white and pink shoes.. marie claire. its like those kind of ballet shoes lidat. lol. comfortable..



yup.. and i'm like so supposed to do my tutorials but i keep dragging it. DEAD. so much work to do.. okie. mum scold. tata.

okie.. its a holiday today.. i just enjoyed sleeping. haha.. now online.. supposed to get off to do some catchin up on my work and tutorials.. i must do it! lesson learnt. dun do last min studying. almost killed me.



life is good. but somewad weird. just cant really picture all these really happened.. like too good to be true? or just.. totally weird..oh wells..



just look forward.. not backward.. and everything will turn out fine. =)

yoOOohOoo.. i realised. dun tink so much la.



just do hw. sleep.. play sports. and be a si sao bao can oledi. lol. good nite.



i just love being such a sao bao. haha.

i've been looking forward to life too much.. its till today.. i slowed down.. to look at the people around me.

i'm sorry if i've neglected u guys in anyway..

i'm sorry for being too into my own happiness.

i just read someone's blog. been a long time since.. so much things that's said..

i've moved on.. but it feels weird..

why do we have to miss certain stuff? certain people?

its this miss dat makes us, people so miserable.



relationships.. doubt i'll ever go into one in the long time coming..

even tho yes.. very tempting cute guys all around..

but i wldn't dare..



people were forgiven..

but the fear's still dere.

it hasn't change.



the scar has faded.. but its still dere.



i dun feel dat i'll be missing out on anything..

i've had my first love.. it was gone in a breeze..

i fell in love once.

i know how it feels..

i wun fall again.

unless i'm so sure he's the one..



i may seem so old fashion mabe? towards how now people are so open. having many gf/bf and all.. mabe even having sex.. some just doesn't seem to care..



but i do.



how long it takes. i'll wait. he'll come..



i'll be happy like how my sisters are..



still remember me saying this?

i love to see old couples with wrinkles all over and white hair.. sitting by the beach.. on those benches.. just admiring the skies together.. how sweet does dat feels?

dat all ur life wif dat special someone.. u're gonna die tgt and meet in heaven again.



somehow i just feel like crying for no specific reason.. i dislike to see people around me upset.



well people. take care. u know i love u.

to my bestie ewen...



i guess i was just so immersed in skool stuff.. i neglected how u felt.



i'm really sorry.



-ping

kerr.. u wun fall.. don't even think negative thoughts before it comes.. dats the first step to falling already.. stay strong.. i believe u can stay up high no matter wad.. be tough.. i know u can. i'll be here.. take care..



well.. good nite! i'm reeli tired..

yes.. its me again.. once again.. yes again.. yes its me la. i shld go do my hw and not listen to teacher rite? lol..

see.. i told u i'm a good student.. or rather.. trying to be irritating..



haha.. yay! i signed up for odac.touch rugby.chior.tennis.. haha.. odac is my main.. got orientation this fri.. gonna get wet and dirty..love it. haha. duno if i shld join a 2nd cca? i shld rite?



and i'm the physics rep.. i wanted to be a pe rep. lol. die.. all the notes. ahhhh...



hmmm.. okie.. played bball just now.. yay! leisure playin is seriously fun and enjoyable.. compared to trainings. haha.. of cos.. wad rubbish am i talkin about..

but it feels good to be doing sports.. after so long of being cooped on the chair.. studying for Os.. and lazing around during the hols.

to show dat i listen to teacher. i come online everyday.. even i got nothing to blog today. i blog to show dat i am a good student. =D



ok. CRAP.

cool.. computing class=come online everyday..



REALLY.. i'm not crapping.. THE CIVICS TUTOR SAY ONE. haha. she told us she'll contact us ALOT thru email. so we're supposed to check it everyday. COOL huh.



yes! i tink i'll love programming.



sadly. our class got 16 ppl.. 4 girls. 12 guys. lol.. 3:1..



BUT. got SUPER chio burmise girl.. lol.. so...12:1?



haha.. COOL MAN. really man. haha..

i miss skool.. lol. gona sleep early tonite.



i cant stop screaming and smiling for so long.. been a few months..the people around me.. dey are just great.. until now my mouth reeli cramped from smiling.



oh ya!!!!!!!! i took my new ezlink today.. no more constipated p6 girl.. its the all new punked hair ping.. I LOVE MY NEW EZLINK. =) now i can pay cheaper fares to skool.. wEEeEeEe.. all the more i wan to go skool. haha..



i am one lucky girl.. thanks.

so.... SA ORIENTATION was goooooooood... haha.. i'm like so hyperly uped now.. like some crazy kikikuku.. haha.



yea man.. wed we played all the dirty things.. slide on juice. water. flour. mud.. got my whole shirt,pants,undies wet.. lol! BEST thing man. its like so dirty u dun care.. cos u're enjoying soo much.. u just want to get dirtier man.. den after that rinse with water at the toilet.. like bathing.. damn shiok..



the only way to feel how great orientation is.. is to be enthu.. if not u'll never feel how great it is.. gotta come outa yourself! weEeEe..



yesterday finale i jumped like some pangsai king man.. can even jump higher than a tall guy.. pro not.. haha.. i'm reeli reeeli hyped man..



and our kingdom "illipia" won the best mascot! which was spongebob.. done by our og.. i'm so so proud of ourselves and reeli happy i almost cried la.. cos the mascot reeli looked great..



and its only till now i realised i can SCREAM man.. like the super high pitched then can kill people can.. wuahahaha.. love it.



good.. reeli enjoyed myself like pangsai. den also realised the guys are not so bad afterall.. still can look at. lol.. a few i recognise everytime smile at me. lol.. sounds sick.. but dey are quite cute! haha.



oh.. den got this j2 netballer.. man.. she's so sud. pretty too. dat kind of air around her.. makes her my idol man!



wOooHooOo.. i noe jc life gona be damn tough man.. i'm like taking

cmath.fmath.phy.comp

some kind of mad combi which i like. haha.. my class only got 4 girls.. and one of dem very pretty! she's a burmise(duno how spell).. den her accent nice.. and got brown eyes. from st marx. cool.



i'm starting to like skool more and more.. alot.. like..now is friday.. and i cant wait for monday to come..



now is basically alot of mass lecture. ya lor.

very hard to update blog liao.. everyday come home so late.. eat dinner liao den sleep oledi.. by that time also 12 plus.. SUPER tired ah.. GOOD NITE.

i won a loaf of bread! and two halls sweet. haha..

how.. wa.. long story.



dey played the who's got the biggest/smallest/sharpest/longest..

guess which am i in? OBVIOUSLY.. smallest. haha. it was like no doubtingly everyone in my group point at me. lol.. i heard the word i also know wad was going to happen. lol..



so i went down.. and michelle tang got sabo-ed too.. lol.. and dey asked for a smallest mouth.. LOL! i din actually realise i DO have a small mouth. i abit slow ah. lol.. but i din realise it was that small? okok..



so.. 3 smallest mouth will stuff bread one by one into mouth..and say "fuzzy bunny" each time.. whoever still stays the clearest wins.. lol.. so.. 2 bread.. and michelle cldn't take it.. lol.. i stuff 4 balls at the side of my mouth.. 2 on each side. lol.. 1 ball is half a bread..



den by the 5 ball.. which is 2.5 bread.. lol.. the other girl also cldn't take it.. haha.. i tink its the way i squeezed the bread to the sides of my mouth dat still enabled me to talk.. haha..



so i walked away wif a loaf of bread as a prize. which is so prominent.. people laugh when dey saw the loaf. and called me the fuzzy bunny.



fun la.. its better than just sitting dere.. at least i got to do something special today. lol! and i uglyfied myself? haha.. wif all the balls in my mouth?



oh ya.. den the mass dance must pair up wif a guy.. haha.. and i duno howingly. i ended up wif this smiley fairfied guy i tink.. quite ok la.. funny and frenly..



the thing is we cant see the stage.. so we any o how dance.. haha!

yea.. today was rather fun..



cld feel my og starting to be enthu.. and wif a super responsible guy as the rep.. its really wow wow.



yea.. that guy happens to live at serangoon gardens? so me and him. took bus and train all the way from queensway to serangoon?



i almost died at first. cos i din noe how to react. like.. him? me? only we two? aHhhhHhHh!!



but after it was a little ok.. but still awkward.. talked a little.. got ta know quite alot about him.. and ya..



just found him on frenster.. and i reeli got a shock how good and talented he is. like.. i cant believed i just talk to this guy this evening.. its like.. UNBELIEVABLE? so unbelievable.. i tink i abit scared of him..



so much a christ-like person who is so so so responsible to the extent its scary.. ya.. and not only.. is like an ALL rounder.. scary.. reeli man.. i'm scared.



but wow.. nv expected to meet people like that. =0

hiEeee people.. guess wad.. its 524am and i'm online.. lol. it not amazing for people not going Jc.. but i am! lol.. its the first day of skool and i'm online. either super excited i cant sleep.. or.. i miss someone badly.. or.. i duno. lol.



but.. hopefully its gonna be fun to blast my year with. hopefully everyone will enjoy themselves yes?



we're gonna be oh so frenly.. and remember.. smile =)



lala.. ate a bread. shld i eat more? so much time.. later bathe. change. still can deelee derelee.. yup.. meeting them at serangoon mrt the butt of the train dere at like 635? one more hour. and it seems to be drizzling. or raining.. hear the drip drip sound.. stop it!



lala.. i still trying to waste time. haha. ok la.. prolly i go eat. oh..shld i wear my contacts? but will i be home by 6.. cant wear more than 12 hours ley. alemak. lala.. do i have anything more to say? eh.. lets think..



ok la. no la. i need to pee.. byeeEe! be back tonite if possible. if not i'll just fall flat on my bed. haha.. cya! adios.

remember how i always said i like people with thick eyebrows..omg..

i realised..has thick eyebrows.. lol.. i was screaming like crazy inside..

haha.. but..



oh.. sadly.. had to part wif them.. cos gota go take family picture at the studio.. wow.. second time with make up.. and looked really good.. i din noe make up was so good. haha..



ya.. den when i got home rite.. i saw the soft toy dat my sis's bf's sis bote for my sis on my bed.. my sis bote me another one! love her to bits man.. its like i like the soft toy so much i wanted to buy it for myself? to that extent? when i saw it on my bed. i was like.. =0



yea.. man.. tmr new day at skool.. gonna meet soooo many new people.. scary man.. please dun rain.. =C i dun like wet weathers.. so clammy..



lala.. ok. good nite. cant sleep late man. i need PLENTY of sleep. =D

yes! i started the new year praising/worshipping God.. jumping to my highest and singing as i jump.. its LOVELY.. its the best new year in my life i can say..



Just being there with my new frens make me reeeeli happy..



and after.. go eat cheese prata..and iced milo.. nice.



BUT.. my molar tooth behind the gum us SUPER SWOLLEN.. so hor. i cant close my jaw.. means? i cant chew.. means? the food goes into my stomach in big chunks.. and its hurts when i chew.. MAMA! i gotta like use my tongue to bang the food against my teeth so it wld be smaller. haha. help me! i need a dentist..



last nite i dreamt of something.. but only woke up to find it a dream.. SIAN LEY. nvm.. haha.. its premonition dream. it will come true..



den.. just came back from cuzzie hse.. had steamboat..

now.. gonna go offline to poo poo.. den.. go orchid hotel or country club? i duno.. yishun dere.. for dinner with BW! our final gathering before Jc life starts.. yes.. love dem all.. okie dokie..



need to go poo soon.. fart stinks. =\ haha. ok. watever.