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Thursday, September 30, 2004

muggin starts now | 5:18 PM

muggin starts now! O is a month away ONLY. sense the seriousness in my tone? one month! really must make full use of this one month. no tv no slackin. but got sleepin and occasionally computer. lol.

i can do it and i will do it are my slogans to doin tyses. lol.. cannot give up at e sight of so much to do. just do one by one.. it is actually achievable at e end of e day. =)

okies. guess i wun be updating often le. and i'm e happiest girl in the neighbourhood. lol

guess why i say so.

i was smiling to myself while walkin home. hey! i'm not senile. i'm just happy ok! haha.. den weirdly two ladies parked their car already den came out of e car. obviously dey saw me smiling while drivin in and still smiling when dey got out of e car. so. lol. dey say i seem to be a happy girl. keke.. lol.. its quite hilarious.

but sometimes i see how lucky i am. i just cant stop smiling while walkin home. i know it sounds kuku and i'll look spastic k. i even try to keep a stern face. lol. but i'm so happy dat i can reshape my lips into another shape. lol.

well. everything dat happened was a blessing to me. learnt to be and am stronger. wiser mabe. and definitely happier. thanks. glad i'm out of those days. i'm a girl wif lotsa freedom. frens. and happiness. =)

oh yea! and i met the best doctor in e world yesterday. he actually already dimmed his lights and was shutting down e com while me and me mum rushed in. tho e closed sign was dere. he let us in. re-on the lights and restarted the com. he din even complain or scold us! he even apolosgise dat e com was restarting slow. wow. we came after closing hours and he still so nice.

checked me ears wif e thermometer and said i was having a fever at 38.9? lol. i cldn't believe e thermo. i din feel sick. well. den checked me throat and said it is inflamed bad. i tot i drank so much water dat my sore throat wasn't dat bad le.. almost cldn't feel e pain. but its inflamed. lol. so. he gave me medi and 2 days mc. so nice! normally i only get 1 day. but it doen't matter la. cos i went to skool today and will be goin tmr and on sat too. cos its e checkin of papers remember? i dun wan to miss out on dat. and he made me eat my medi at the clinic so i can go home and slp early. so nice rite!!

yea. guess my hyperness and happiness kept me so strong even in times of sickness. =)

i'm gonna marry a doc like him nx time! so caring and nice. lol.. ke siao.

i tink i'm crazy yea. lol. tink i am. who cares. haha. we all are.

only mad ppl like us will suddenly do work halfway and suddenly shout "CHA AIRRR MAN MAOOOO!" (chairman mao) and go huphuphuphuphup wif action like in some kind of fit. and just burp nonchalantly like nobodies business.. lol.. Berlin wall.. really if we all went to e same JC.. we will tramautise the guys. haha.

ok. coolio.. dats it for today. remember to sec4 ppl! study and work hard alright! c'mon. WE CAN DO IT!

Friday, September 24, 2004

pure childishness | 8:58 PM

well. today all the Jc talks.. not all. just some. enuf to make me confuse. but overall.. my decision is firm. i will work hard towards my goal. has all the ccas i want in dat skool.. boy. dat skool. it like my dream skool.

hmmm.. Innova seems not bad. so many Jcs to choose from.

after skool accompanied hui hui to the dental place at outram to change the rubber band of her braces.. well.. on the way dere and home.. it was just pure childishness.. just love dem so. makes me so happy all day. makes me real glad dat dey came into my life..

took nel.. den suddenly. we started counting the amounts of beepbeepbeepbeepbeep after the word doors closing. counted 8,9,10.. at last.. shld be 12. counted on every stop. haha.on the way back. counted again. most prolly confirm on 12 beeps.. but still not sure. cos its rather fast. lol. den we keep trying to beep the rhythm. and almost every rhythm sounds the same. lol.

on the way back. u noe all those transit link courtesy posters? featuring a cute cartoon girl? dere was a poster of about 4 different pattern on every board. lol.. den we rush to each board 'choping' the best lookin person in the picture. i took a girl dat was closing her eyes while walkin out of a train. a guy in wheelchair. and a malay lady carrying alot of paper bags on a bench? err.. tink so. den every time we reach one poster. we pose exactly wad the person we chose did. e last poster we came across. we exchange roles. so i tink we repeated the whole process 2-3 times. lol. i tink a lady tot we were hilarious.. fun!

den way back on the train. estee was sleeping. and i tell ya. she has real sensitive nose. lol.. she can feel a finger hovering around her nose bout mabe 1-2 cm? with her eyes closed. she can feel. lol.. den we keep disturbing her. the indian workers sitting opposite us was also amazed and was smiling all the way. lol.

oh boy. i dun care if this is called disgracing ourselves or just purely enjoying our childishness.. i feel so me. boy. just cant stop telling u guys i love my frens alrite. =)

oh yea. outram is kinda chinatown. ate burger king at some pearly centre or something. nobody one. only saw few students around dat area and ALOT of ah peks. haha.. mite be good place to pat tor cos no familiar frens will spot u. lol.. but abit scary. the whole environment was so chinatown. lol. or melaka. yea man.

got this webbie from an email. boy. its really beautiful and so much of it speaks wad i really feel deep down. much effort put into dat webbie i can say.. hope its not copy-righted.. so.. here it is..

http://www.xiaostar.com

careless whisper | 1:55 AM

its 1:55AM now and i'm awake. i am supposed to wake up at 6:20AM tmr as skool starts at 7:20AM.. but here i am. with a crappy song up in my head.

clearing my throat. ahem..

i'm never gonna dance again. i'm never gonna dance again. using all my stomach power to sing. and holding my hands to my ears.

LOL.. the system and mike was good for the unsung heros today sia. can hear him sing. not bad actually.

and i missed the pink lady AGAIN. 3 times i missed her. best. haha.

and the keep reachin in the pocket one. WAD IS HE DOING? lol. i cannot stop luffin. and i still cant figure out why he does dat. lol.

errr.. good night? morn. GOOD MORNING!

all smiles | 1:12 AM

all smiles for me.. =) life has never been so great. just a few pimples due to post exam syndrome. lol.

finished my prelims this wednesday. lol. but i was already out on tues. watched the ghost. good story plot. nice show. i'm serious. i liked it. =)

wed was cinderella story. lol. my frens were screaming over the guy. lol. its just funny laughin at dem scream at every sight of him. lol. me and my other fren will turn to each other and luff at dem. hmmm.. happy endings =) e story was not such a big blast tho. just a simple one.

thurs was dogeball. lol. i dun exactly tink its funny. but its so dumb. dat thruout the whole show i was laughing. like. herr herr.. den ocassionally wUAhahAhaha.. lol. yep. say i'm mad. but i'm loving it. baduppappapa.

den. the same actress dat acted in cinderella acted in dogeball. wen we saw her. all of us was like giving that "her" shock sound.. lol.. e ppl behind must tink we're mad.

i rather have everlasting frens dat goes childish and play along wif me. even dance in e middle of orchard road. den have a.. lala.. lol wadever.

well. being single is my life now. and i'm livin in. or dere'll be no chance le. most prolly if u get older. u'll get married. and stay married for the rest of ur life. (dat is if nothing goes wrong).. spending time wif dat someone all your life. must as well enjoy wad i have now to the max! and dats wad i'm doing. its FrEedoM now baby. and a lifetime reliance of frens and frenship.

i love u guys. make me happy like pangsai all day. burping. farting. ha. gross to others. greetings to us. lol. -btw. pangsai in our dictionary means something good.

smiling face to face all day everyday since everything bad ended. life is good. there's a goal. and i'm working towards it. =)

had career talk today. mass com. ngee ann poly seems to offer really good environment for it. quite tempted. at least get a diploma. den a uni degree. easier to find job. dat is if i noe wad i wana specialise in. if so. going Jc is a waste of time. but to ppl who are still unsure of ur future. well. Jc is definitely the place to go for 2 years and think seriously wot u wana do. but i tink poly is still more appealing to me somehow.

but. again. bein in a traditional family. obviously the best thing to please my parents and myself is the get into the best jc.. well. best thing to do now is..

study hard la. den wot. lol. all talk no action no use. best is score less than 10 points. from dere can choose anything u want for life. i guess =)

just so motivational. happy. in the clouds. plans for my future. love my life. (hate my memories)

conclusion. I AM HAPPY NOW. =D so oh. wad e heck wif e past. friggin useless to me. no point brooding. and FULL STOP. =)

now. chase my pimples away!! i am not stress now. lol. go away.

and i pierce my 2nd earhole on my right today. painless now. its shiok. haha. feelin rebellious. i want on the top of the lobey. but i scared very obvious. lol. i shall think about it nx time. so now i have 4 piercings. two normal ones. one common one. and one cool one. keke. can forget bout the tongue. cos i'm never gona do tongue! i wan to eat like a pig u noe. i wana be uncommon common at the same time guai. keke.

sounds so like ben stiller. so lame. its like. i noe u noe i noe u get wad i mean. yea i just said dat. and i noe dat u just said dat. yea. i heard u saying dat. i noe u noe dat i just said dat. lol. CRAP. nv gona end.

btw. my lips are ~. (sealed) lol. hillary duff song. sing my lips are sealed. so before u reach the word sealed. u seal ur mouth. so u cant sing! ha. so just hum sealed. ready?

my lips are ~. its just hilarious when hui hui dance to dat whole song. haha. so corny. where does the corn hide. round the corner. guess wad my teacher reply to dat. "i'm amaize".. LMAO.

crazy things like competing whether an escalator is faster? or runnin up the stairs is faster. lol. guess. its actually the STAIRS! then after we reach. still can pose at the sides of the escalator to wait for other frens. keke. lol. embarraskin moments of ours. lol. but fun. and happy. no longer restricted to not be childish. this is the real me. i've nv been so happy for so long consecutive. everyday have embarraskin moments and fun. i love u guys. =)

and BF. good luck for ur exams ok. dun worry so much bout it. nice ppl will be rewarded. hardworkers will be rewarded. therefore. u will be rewarded. =)

Friday, September 17, 2004

all smiles | 7:58 PM

life is back to normal. i'm all smiles now.. =) i'm so glad. i feel so strong.

realised that i kinda love studyin. and i'm catchin the momentum. haha. i'm sick. but i dun like exams tho. lack sleep. lack food.

oh boy. duno. i just feel so free. so happy everyday. i guess i'm pretty much over it. i'm done wif him. lol. becos one nite i dreamt of the perfect boyfren. and haha! i woke up happy. and wondered why i'm sad all over dat person. oh wells. wad to do. my first love. but. no more broodin. no more tears. just joy and freedom daily. mugging for O's..

i am getting into a JC for first 3 months! and there after. a JC life after i get back my Os too. i will do it. i can. dun care. die die also must squeeze in. haha. lala.. i just love my frens la. =) all of them. every single one of u! i'm telling u. I LOVE U. thanks for making my life such a joyous one. relationships is not everything. frenship is. =D

and. updates! i got a officially new BF.. =) yep. keke. =P

btw. BF=Best Fren. =D