Love never gives up. Love cares more for others than self. Love doesn't want what it doesn't have. Love doesn't strut, doesn't have a swelled head, doesn't force itself on others, isn't always "me first."
- 1 Corinthians 13:4-5, THE MESSAGE
pingy
dear God I must confess
that sometimes You seem far away
sometimes i forget about
how i stand because of grace
but Lord there's been a change in me
a change i hope will stay
for this is my prayer today
Monday, May 31, 2004
hyPer! | 11:31 PM
darn i'm good.. i din come online for quite long.. lol.. resisted temptations.. mugged for chinese o levels.. i can say i'm quite hardworking.. hmm.. took e paper today.. thought i cld get a1.. hmmm... anyway. HOPE E MARKER IS LENIENT!! den mabe a1 is still mine? haha.. yep.. always look on e bright side! i am.. i will. always try. cos when i'm happy.. i become prettier and healthier! much prettier.. ok. mad. talking to myself again. sorry peeps. bad habit. haha.
well well.. hmmm.. on friday and saturday was at airport coffee bean mugging.. haha.. saw someone familiar.. quite good looking.. den i suspected she was someone i liked in sec 2! haha.. sac no 14! haha.. she's so pretty.. tho she's a bung. she doesn't look like one.. but she dress like one. weird. haha.. pretty bung.. well.. she was dere for 2 days too!.. wad can i say. and we were sitting table to table. lol.. fate. haha.. mad!
but yea.. studying outside is cool.. u get to eat.. get to see people. and get to wear nice clothes.. free aircon.. nice. haha.. bad thing is i cant go out often..
well.. today i went shopping!! haha.. i bote a shirt and a skirt from zara.. $69.80.. wOW.. mad.. haha.. i love shopping now.. but sadly. dun have e right amount of money! haha.. money dun follow heart (qian bu chong xin).. rubbish.. well well.. dere are still many many things i wana buy.. hmmm.. shall plan my money properly.. haha.. heard some gross news today tho... affected me mabe about 10 minutes? but i DROVE it away real soon.. cos as i said.. gross things.. dey can do wad dey want.. cos.. my life is definitely better than theirs.. much better.. haha!! wEeeEe.. i'm hyper. and very inspirational.. nothing can bring me down right now if i ignore things dat are gross.. haha! yEP! cool eh.. i'm good. cos i'm happy. i choose to be.
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
opps | 2:55 PM
opps.. i broke my promise of not coming online until after chinese O's.. well. i only finished till 2b.. starting on 3a le! i noe i can finish syllabus de. cos i'm gonna get dat a1.. yes.. gonna do it. hmmm.. i so happy. i love e two taggers at my board! lols.. dey make me happier each day.. wEeEe..
memories shall be forgotten. i dun wan to think anymore. i stil am. and it's bad. hmm.. any suggestions wad i can tink of everytime i tink of - again? and yay! i changed my hp cover on sunday.. its navy blue.. i like.. tho its fake. its nice.. and its not e same as his anymore.. =) hmmm.. i wana SLEEP!
Friday, May 21, 2004
shrek! | 6:53 PM
shrek is sooo funny and cute..made me luff alot.. i'm happy.. and i did shed some tears too.. hey.. some parts were sad okie.. hee. REALLY nice show.. everybody shld go watch it. its really funny.. but e movie seemed quite short..
hmmm.. tmr and mabe tonite shall mug fer my chinese.. but mabe tonite sleep early.. very tired. been mugging.. and mabe online =X wasted some time here.. YAY.. i'm quite happy today.. cos i'm preeety.. =) =P
Thursday, May 20, 2004
=( | 7:15 PM
somehow. i'm sad today.. guess a little screwed.. been having late nites to finish some chinese.. and i'm slow =(.. lack sleep.. dose off in class. dun understand. cant catch up.. pissed.. in e middle of things all.. i suddenly thot of him again. i hate him. its my fault today. i let myself be sad.
somehow. cant be happy like i use to today. cos some things just screwed up. i'm about 2 books behind my planned time for chinese. really afraid. i must get dat a1..
i sat 135 today after skool.. sat throughout..wow.. it was about 1h plus..passed by vjc and vs and tkgss and dunman road. =( ...hmmm.. it takes about 45 min or more just to get from my hse to vjc.. dilemma.. shld i choose dat jc? butt hurted.. haha..
please? i wana be happy again.. i noe i can.. but first i need my sleep and my a1. =)
many clouds today.. tried to look for dat angel again.. din appear..hmmm.. but i love e skies now.. dey are beautiful. and dey make me smile..
ok. i'm off to bathe.eat and study.. wish me luck. i love my life. i do. just let me forget. and my life can never be so perfect. wif all my frens around. i love u all.
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
chineSe biG O's | 4:21 PM
i must get dat a1.. i must.. a1 is all in my head.. i must get it without fail.. i want to use all e future chinese lessons to study other subjects.. i want to get below 10points L1R5.. gOod goOd.. yEs.. i'm mugGiN.. tho still a little behind time.. i will do it.. i must clinch dat a1..
yes yes.. saw many many disgusting and gross words and things online.. sometimes it hurts. sometimes its just funny how people can behave this way..
well.. its my life now.. i'm in total control. and i'm single.. dats e way it is.. haha.. why let stupid relationships tie me down right now.. i'm still young.. i'm free.. i'll get tied down after after i married.. not now.. hmm.. realised many things in life suddenly..like.. i feel i grew so much in thoughts now.. can tink better for myself.. thanks lord.. =) i promise to keep myself happy forever and always..
Sunday, May 16, 2004
a beginning of my happiness...an end to my pain | 8:02 PM
wEeEe..this blogs reminds me dat.. i am happy. i have my frens and my freedom.. my future is shining brightly for me and i am smart! =) i am happy too.. sadness is STUPID.. it really is.. why make yourself sad when u're not e most pathetic person in e world! rather.. i tink i'm e most fortunate.. i love all my frens. love dem so much.. dey are my life. =) thanks fer being here for me! i love u all!