happy 21st birthday cindy chang!!!

yen and tiff's coming over to my place for a sewing session tmr. its called the divine patchwork of the yaya sisterhood. patch patch patch patch~ ya ya ya...

tonight. i'm so gonna be dead. patching bonding tapes to the edges of fraying cloths and whats not... kulabashanteh! fits and epilepsy attacks please stay away!!!

excuse me... but this is not for the faint hearted...

that mass of greenish yellowish aliens still lingers somewhere in my head... my ears, nose and throat are blocked. they are still there. as i sniff... well suck la, with all my head's might, the lumpy phlegm's still stuck. oh my, those fat foreign inhabitants who invade planet G when the body is weak, low immune system and too many pineapple tarts, i wish that you'll all dissolve upon the name of pi pa gao but no~ even that doesnt work! what will then?! i believe the answer to that very important question is... enough zzz and more H20.

in times of stress period and malfunctioning brain muscles... a little bit of rubbish is allowed. please excuse miss g. she is not herself today...

:: mercedes benz - janis joplin ::

i heart carbonara. 2 best carbonara i've eaten. sistina ristorante at chip bee gardens and Z&Y at toa payoh blk 8

even though sistina is 4 times MORE of Z&Y's price but sometimes you just need some hearty heartland version of this dish, somemore no heartache when it comes to the bill. anyways, met up with the 2 wise men who treated me to TCC's salmon linguine in mustard sauce *yummy*, nice 1 hr conversation, mobile phone playing song at the background (dont know for what... but one cannot question the wise guys)... wanna surprise them by saying something *gam dong* to them but they foresee it (ah~ how wise...) last but not least, muffins for you 2 next time okie? my treat ^^

a decision i've made recently made me think through about who's playing god and who's trying to help... the cost and effects of it, the reaction that'll come from people etc... after talking to everyone whom i think holds a position in my heart, i've made a choice. but i do have one sentence in my mind... "who are you to cast the first stone?"

school's been okay. better buck up.

i have absolutely no life. day in day out, i hang out at bencoolen road, selegie road and sunshine plaza. and i havent even been to vivo city yet... -_-'

australian open, sharapova is playing against clijsters. i hope clijsters wins before she retires by end of this year, at least win a grand slam or something... as for the loud hailer sharapova... nothing much to say... watched a tiny bit of the match between federer and roddick, not bad... but nah, this australian open is nothing exciting because 1: justine is not playing 2: nadal is out. HE IS OUT!!! what the... iyah nothing exciting liao, haiz... shall wait for french open then...

comp's in healing camp. will not be on msn for some time

: angelina - tommy emmanuel ::

dinner with

babyee
pearls
livi
joanne
jolyn
mardhia
kexin
auntie vivien
ray
sam
david
jon

and

DEWEN AND JUNYAO (most important of them all)

well, only 1/3 of the above names mentioned has fixed a time slot. what about the rest?! oh btw, paiseh to the very 2 important wise men whose plane i flew last night... i promise i wont complain about last min dinner anymore... promise... ^^

had a talk with bon. updating her everything and whats going on in my life despite living under the same roof or rather, few metres a way... good talk. frowned, cried and laughed. listened and prayed.

btw, the one thing i want now, is a divine vaccum cleaner, to suck out the masses of phelgm from my throat and nose. i need rest, fever still running since thurs. what the...

:: fast car - tracy chapman ::

i hate myself.

:: sunday, january 21, 2007 ::

comp crashed. as usual.

made a sock monkey.

caught a fever.

psalm 40.

:: your grace still amazes me - philips craig and dean ::

for the past few nights, i see an old couple sleeping at my void deck with their pretty little granddaughter sleeping soundly with them. it's quite a sweet scene but, at midnight, its not. i often wonder how come a toddler is in her pjs, sleeping on the cold table while her granny is dozing off, crouching and trying to make herself comfy on the tough looking chair while her grandpop is trying to coax her to sleep.

one day i sat at the the table, played with her for a while. she's got the prettiest eyes i've ever seen, soft curls and such lovely smile. we played high five and i took her blanket to wrap her like a bath towel. she was utterly delighted and started to run around ^^ but i felt sad. toddlers at her age should be tucked tight in their warm beds, with a warm milk bottle and a goodnight kiss or hug from their parents. but she's all awake at midnight, playing by herself while her grandparents sleeps.

i took a closer look at her. her nails are not trimmed, they're slightly dirty and she's barefooted. i cant help but asked in my heart, where are her parents?

my heart really aches when i think about the cold weather that both she and her grand parents have to endure, not to mention, the danger at night. it's raining again. i wont be surprised if i see her awak and running about at this hour tonight. i can only pray and hope that both grandparents and she will be fine...

a random thought after talking to an old buddy. we're all responsible for our deeds and our speech arent we? and as much as we like to help others and be there for everyone, we have to be selfish at times. take time or breather for oneself... that way, you can recharge and go a longer mile and help more. but there's a thin line between self centred and loving ourself...

:: river - joni mitchell ::

ok. last entry for this week before i pack my bag and go camping.

camping in sch that is...

fiona, yvonne and germaine

female kweks ^^

i first read this book when i was in primary sch. cried buckets when i saw how thomas j (macaulay culkin) died and how vada (anna chumlumsky) reacted to his death. another tearjerker. too bad for the sequel. it's quite bad... makes me wonder why people like to do remixes of songs, cover songs, sequels or prequels... been listening and reading up on janis joplin cos she's my theme inspiration for my one of my fyp modules... alrights thats it. busy week ahead...

trusting God is both the easiest thing and the hardest thing to do =)

:: son of a preacher man - janis joplin ::

what i did for this week:

made a trip to aljunied to find a packaging manufacturer. the boss is a live chimney la, my hair reek of cigarette smoke... anyways, from discussing about the quotations of our project we went into which province our ancestors came from because apparently we're both "kwek" and we're teochew because who knows, we might be long distance couzies hahaha anyways, going down to the factory again despite the rain...

collected comp cards from modelling agencies for our project. cool, saw michelle saram's comp card, she's AA grade so her booking fee is also AA grade. another meet up with a freelance model agent was quite weird... no comp cards, no body measurements no nothing but super high fees and persistantly offers herself to be our model...makes me wonder sometimes whether people who does freelance are trustworthy enough.

the rest of my week is spent in sch... oh Lord, 3 more months and im out of sch!!! i pray for more patience, better health and discipline to read Your word despite the busy schedule...

sold fish in the morning. pretty good business. chinese new year coming soon ^^ anyone wants fish?

tonight is the night. to start on my sock monkey project. aaack!!!

and tonight is the night to finish the rest of the projs...

:: zzz ::

手心和手背都是肉...

yakult sundae, a long walk in the rain, picking soon to be escargot victims off the ground with raindrops falling on 头上... is nice ^^

:: take a piece of my heart - janis joplin ::

busy!

if you see me online and i dont reply you even after a long time, its probably because...

1. im AFK. really...
2. having the title of the slowest comp in the whole tertiery *courtesy of gerald and pengyew* it's norm that my msn is lagging - as usual...
3. sister using
4. im ignoring you all
5. no 4 is a joke lah *cross fingers* hahaha

people, it's raining hippos and walruses so... pls bring a brolly with you at all time. i heart my giant ESSO brolly. it's big, brown and ugly but it shelters well so who cares?

:: cry baby - janis joplin ::

omg omg omg!!! i saw a shooting star!!! my second shooting star in my whole X years of my life!!! omg omg omg!!! thinking about it makes me excited all over again ^^

:: 可爱!!! ::

as some of you know, im a huge gary larson fan. if i could have a big fat voucher to get something from kino, that'll be his comic books. anyways, he's one sinister yet witty fella whose comic strips are totally out of this world. one of my favourites, he depicts Death as a grim ripper holding a sickle, as a stand up comedian, standing in front of some audience with words saying "only ben* has the nerve to laugh at death". anyways, either you like gary larson or you dont. or rather, either you get his jokes or you dont.

projs. im stressed, having flu and hungry. not a good combo. not a good one.

:: duck rice on my mind ::

d-day: the unnamed day on which an operation or offensive is to be launched.

today, 5th january 2007 is d-day.

nono, no civil war, no opening of fire or exchange of heated words. just a calm good ol' dinner with a clear notification or rather, decisions to be set.

oh, i woke up to a ultra sweet sms from an old old sch friend, mardhia ^^

i really do miss you a lot. almost like a younger sister to me. do know that i still love you. after all these years. ok peck guat?

peck guat is my nickname. thank yew.

ciao, sch for projs.

:: greater song - paul baloche ::

shi lin chix,
milo dino,
secrets,
shared:
between yokies and me in sch library.

ok, when junyao wants affirmation, affirmation he shall get =p

oooh, "lau tek wa" lookalike or so he claims. a good and biblical man he proclaimed to be. very loyal to his friends as we all know. last but not least... for that, US$100 please. thank yew...

why am i affirming you for?! i didnt even receive my 4 years wait of xmas cards lor! *@&!)(#@* -_-; hahaha jk jk

projs galore!

:: greater song - paul baloche ::

老爸!
kena & 大姐
jason & 二姐

好吃!

well spent family day. lunch at tamako followed by awfully chocolate's 黑 ice cream. and then watching night at the musuem. nice ^^ lastly we went to pepper lunch for dinner *pop and mine's first time visit) and haagan daaz for fondue!

yeah! this coming sat's my cousin's wedding and that means, i can get to see jack again!

pearls back!

babyee's online too!

:: ^^ ::

*happy new year germs!*

thats all it takes to wake me up and put a huge smile on my face.

to all,

enjoy 2007 to the fullest.

:: you fleshy back ::