g has 2 pairs of bedroom slippers; keroppi and eeyore.
she couldnt find her usual keroppi
so she wore the eeyore instead.
she took it off after a while
to see what was inside the slippers.
was it a bundle of string
or a piece of chipped dog bone?

>>> it was a black, dried flatten baby lizard.

anyways, someone very dear asked me out but got turned down instead whahahahah and also the very same person said to me prior to my previous post (reword): let go and let God. note taken =)

i've been craving for fried chicken since thurs night (esp those ke ai ji from those kopitiam kind) and i dont mean the kfc kind. but oh wells when you have lemons, make lemonade right? where on earth can i find those chix in the middle of the night. friday morning, after class, i went to kfc immediately and heh... had kfc for breakfast. ah craving pangs settled. then i met up with my seamstress for my project. she's joshua's mother (previously from polydi nyp). wha!!! i wanna look and be like her when im her age =D smsed josh a msg that makes me laugh out loud on the bus. went back to school and cont with the drafts.

met up with my best friend for dinner at spageddies. my best friend of 9 years. wha almost a decade le. miss those days at SJC (st joseph's convent) especially at the old building at hillside... gosh i really do miss those fun times when we try to climb into the classroom (wanna siam the prefects from taking our names down) or hiding our pagers (eh that time having a pager esp those transparent ice blue motorola ones consider vey hip okay~ remember -51213143344 whahahahaha) or reaching sch by 6am just to train for bball. time passes really quickly, but we're still like some giggly high school girls when we talked about the past. sweet memories.

enjoy!





:: you bore the cross and broke the chains ::

she said:

love yourself more.

i havent been to the beach for a long time, alone. i guess i really do need to spend some time by myself. reflecting on my thoughts, speech, actions and my life especially. life is too short to fight for and fuss over the mundane things in life. therefore we must live life to the fullest =)

jame 4:14 Nothing but a Wisp of Fog (the message version)

And now I have a word for you who brashly announce, "Today—at the latest, tomorrow—we're off to such and such a city for the year. We're going to start a business and make a lot of money." You don't know the first thing about tomorrow. You're nothing but a wisp of fog, catching a brief bit of sun before disappearing. Instead, make it a habit to say, "If the Master wills it and we're still alive, we'll do this or that."

after having a cuppa with D, i realise how much i've been trying to guard/defend my privacy fierecly. i dont have to tell anyone what im doing, where im going and whom im going out with. but its very disappointing to realise that people ask qns out of their own concern rather than being concern. as much as i dont give a hoot about what others do, why bother with mine? the line between being concern and kpoh is so thin. in the end, i rather not explain anything at all - it doesnt make any difference anyway. recently, deeper hidden issues that i've been trying to shadow or hide are starting to surface. not to haunt me but to help me learn that life is not as bad as i thought but rather, going through certain hardships is necessary which ive been avoiding for the longest time or... not willing to admit to it.

i wanna scream out loud.

walk barefooted on the beach.

read a book and lim milo peng gao.

and, i wanna ask God a few funny qns too.

:: i still haven't found what i'm looking for - U2 ::

im bushed.

it seems like i havent touch my bed for a week... most of the nights i see oscar sleeping on my pillow while i lie on my table -_-

tata, see you guys tmr in service =)

:: happy shiney people ::

such talents. such professional choreography. thank god for youtube. i've picked out my favs for you guys. it does help to release stress! enjoy and do have a HAHAHArty laugh, =D









and these are my many fav mtvs. air's how does it make you feel, bjork's hunter and massive attack's teardrop. impressive effects. very very kewl.







bought a packet of plain mnms. separated the blue and green ones from the rest. aint no fan of blue and green mnms. anyways, i was talking to mice about the probability of bumping into someone. however you might either try your very best to "bump" into someone, you never seem to see the person, or you try to siam the person as much as possible, more likely, the person will appear in front of you when you (1) least expect it (2) happen to be in a situation where you dread to see the person most. i told the person who's in (2). suay.

back to projs.

:: love's beautiful ::

i last saw him in 2002.

having dinner with mice at new york new york. i saw him. i called his name. wrong name somemore... no wonder he didnt turn back (she corrected me). 5 mins passed... i saw him! again i called him. wrong name AGAIN! (how dumb can i get? @*#&$^%) thus he didnt turn back. dinner's over. jaime and i proceed to the counter for some DIY cotton candy. i looked up, and i saw him again! so i called him! WRONG NAME AGAIN!!! ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this time mice helped me. with the right name. dang. i was so nervous. for once, i kept quiet beside mice and just smile... (my heart was beating really hard) they chat while i just continue smiling... my limbs got all stiff and i suspect that his friend caught me stealing sneak peeks at him. he then asked me a qns. what are you doing now? (referring to school/work etc) i replied with a "eating" hand gesture". he smiled. she replied, Nursing. thats when i realise, i should have kill myself on the spot immediately. i replied with a stiff smile, Nafa. he smiled. i looked at his eyes and said. NAFA. you know nafa? he replied, of cos i know la. nafanafanafa germaine!!! what are you thinking??? you eat grass grow up one is it?!

anyways, after he left, mice and i went to raffles place. and then to the mrt. my heart was beating furiously through out... i even smile all the way to tp interchange... whahahahaha

that man i saw was my first ever crush ^^ 4 years ago. when i saw his grin i just go *thump* on the floor... no lah, but awww... sweet first crush. his real name is jinsheng. and i kept calling him jiasheng. no wonder babyee kept asking me. who did u see? jiasheng? who's that? anyways he's gotten pretty prosperous but aw man, i still find him cute... that's some sweet memories to last me for the night. i think i will sleep grinning.

ps heikia. dont you dare laugh.

such coincidence. jinsheng is called david. jiasheng's name is also david.

new york new york was good (penne mushroom alfredo with fried fish though the fish was a bit nasty) but still, any dinner with mice babyee is always great. im looking forward to the next one.

pics will be uploaded soon. of mei, mice, me and food =D

:: very heh-ppy wor ::

dinner at dan ryan's last night. food was great. we ordered lagsane, sauted mushrooms, cesear's salad with big croutons and 4 oyster shooters in tobasco sauce *gag*. and that free basket of bread/muffin/cake with a cup of butter is the best la! we shared a lot. and im glad to have you a perd/friend/sister/confidante. you're lovely too ^^ and yes, go out beyond the 4 walls of church and impact the world.

sold fish today. an old lady took some squid and place it in her basket. but the squid ink was flowing out so she dunk the squid into the container for washing fingers. dip and dip and dip... >.< g: ah mm ah, ler buay sai eng jik gai zui suay sotong, yi gai si suay chew gai. (old lady, you cant wash your sotong in that container, thats for washing hands)... best bit, the old lady said nothing, smile and chuckled at me... and then wash her own hands inside..........

ripped from chris again... =D

What Is The Real Problem?

The English Version

Said Also Don't Listen
Listen Also Don't Understand
Dont Understand Also Don't Ask
Ask Also Don't Do
Do Also Do Wrong
Wrong Also Don't Admit
Admit Also Don't Correct
Correct Also Not Happy
Not Happy Also Don't Say

The Chinese Version

说了又不听
听了又不懂
不懂又不问
问了又不做
做了又做错
错了又不认
认了又不改
改了又不服
不服又不说

isnt this familiar?

:: my lovely samsoon ::

my eyes are getting a little older. my hands are clenched too.










what does real friends stand for?

livi:

a real friend is someone that i know is there.. not presence, but heart. someone who i can talk about anything, without any reserves cos i know this real friend wont think bad of me. someone who can make me feel happy and yet hurt the most as well.. real friends is about deep sharing.

my heart has that tinge of heaviness as the day draws nearer. see you soon.

:: freedom ::

maybe i should change my identity and name to... lets see, Bonnie Ardenpixie Mollysue. who drives a cream coloured 1960's cadillac with red cushion seats. blasting my guilty pleasure, Queen's i want to break free. while eating 2 carl's junior six dollar burgers and mos burger's fries with a huge tumbler filled with milo dinosaur along the highways of... tuas? nono cannot make it. somewhere la as long as it's not singapore. ok i cant continue the make believe story. maybe just turn back to singapore then slowly drive back to toa payoh with my einstein inspired blown out of proportion hair.

ok. thats rather cool can. a ride not to be forgotten.

im off for a battle against the dark lord of projs. an ultimatum i must declare... only one will stand. thats me =D

:: prayer works ::

yeahoo blogger is back in english! its been a chinese characterised blogger for about 2 months... anyways just reformate my comp. thanks gerald!!! you're the man to look for when it comes to fixing the comp =D

im happy happy happy. gotta challenge my pathethic ram by doing those dreaweaver websites.

and my cousin just gave birth to a baby boy! visiting them tmr!

on the other side... justine henin hardenne lost to maria sharapova. nuff said.

:: we need to talk over makan soon ::

dedicated to dawn.

LOVE the pumpkin seed muffin you bought SPECIALLY for me!!! and its the second muffin you bought for me too =D muffin muffin muffin muffin muffin. thank you *hugs* and that muffin really brightened up my day =)

today's sermon point out a few pointers - go out beyond the 4 walls of church and impact the people. i strongly believe in that. its an awakening moment when it finally dawned upon me that i can't always hid behind the four walls of church. be in the world, not of the world. i really do understand that now. while having dinner at starhub, i saw jeremiah laughing *loudly* heh. im glad to see the ns guys enjoying themselves within a group which they can gel and relate to each other well. kudos to you army brothers! serve the nation well =)

was reading from joanne's blog about her definition of romance. so sweet =)

here's mine. doing life together basically. serving God together, going to the supermarket to buy groceries, playing sports, he helping with the yarn balls while i knit... i too will try and sit with him through those soccer matches in the wee hours... and cheer him up maybe act stupid if i must if he have a bad day at work... and ohhh he must help get rid of the lizard even he's scared to death himself ^^ seeing my close friends in a relationship, i too yearn for one (i hope noone is stumbled whahaha) but nah, im not ready =) but i know that i have one specially reserved for me by God. one friend roughly analysed the kind of man i should be looking for whom i totally agreed with! (1) committed to God and our relationship (2) able to give me a sense of security (3) able to lead. bonus points, possessing a good share of wit/humour and... having hair down there (dont anyhow think ah) whahahaha. oops.

grow old with you - adam sandler

i wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
carry you around when your arthritis is bad
all I wanna do is grow old with you
i'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
build you a fire if the furnace breaks
oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

i'll miss you, i'll kiss you
give you my coat when you are cold
i'll need you, i'll feed you
even let ya hold the remote control
so let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
i could be the man who grows old with you
i wanna grow old with you

:: marry me? ::

"Dance like no one's watching.
Sing like no one's listening.
Work like you don't need the money.
Love like you've never been hurt before.
Live like there's no tomorrow."

the devil wears prada. and i wear... anyways, i haven't watch the movie yet but as a fashion student (puff chest) i have/want to watch it. eew the computer studies proj is driving me nuts la. i dont even know where to start from. and i still have that t-shirt draft i have yet to start too!!! si liao. more reports and... i need to look for internship soon... *bangs wall*

okie, as much as im facing the battle of bulge, i cant help but think of cheezels so very often. this is bad. really bad. andre leon talley (editor at large of us vogue) recently lost 44 pounds. he doesnt use to count calories, but after going for a diet boot camp, he now knows that 1 oreo cookie with the cream is a 100 calories, so a strip of oreos is 1200 calories!!! ah!!! i dont give a hoot about calories but erm... i do eat like a strips of oreos at one go AS A SNACK!!! maybe i should be worried. and no!!! i do not want to resemble sam soon (turning old, gaining weight and no luck in love)!!! *bangs wall again*

knowing too much proves to be less than satisfactory after a while. but this will be the last actual entry i shall make with you in mind after those thinly veiled entries. finito. the apathy of most human beings by having a capacity of taking things for granted is undeniable. but i hope that you my friend will learn your lesson in the future well. and do not take people for granted, especially those who love you.

:: God, whats in store for me? ::

Bridge Over Trouble Water

when you’re weary, feeling small,
when tears are in your eyes,
i will dry them all i’m on your side.
when times get rough and friends just can’t be found

like a bridge over troubled water i will lay me down.
like a bridge over troubled water i will lay me down.

when you’re down and out
when you’re on the street,
when evening falls so hard
i will comfort you.
i’ll take your part.
when darkness comes
and pain is all around

like a bridge over troubled water i will lay me down
like a bridge over troubled water i will lay me down.

sail on silvergirl, sail on by.
your time has come to shine.
all your dreams are on their way.
see how they shine
if you need a friend
i’m sailing right behind.

like a bridge over troubled water i will ease your mind.
like a bridge over troubled water i will ease your mind.

though their singing give me the goosebumps at times but simon and garfunkel, still remain as one of my favourite folk bands around.

last night i met up with a friend whom i know for about 3 years. but during the 3 years, i think we both spoke less than 10 sentences to each other. and im not counting the hi byes. another friend whom i know for 4 years, ha funny. we dont meet up at all let alone speak. yes im talking about you *heikia*. so 3 of us (no they're from different cliques) asked the same qns. how come the sudden meet up and the sudden sharing of our lives to one another? and the replies given by each of us is relatively the same =)

last night conversation made me realise one thing. ignorance is a bliss. and friend, i will support you morally and then cheer and clap for you quietly when that come to a pass (a friend indeed). hahahaha~ way to go!

my dad asked me what i want for breakfast, i thought muffins from shun fu would be nice since he'll be at macritchie. well, shun fu muffins or not, he did bought muffins for me. nice!!! cheese muffins with chunky cheese oozing out. wha~ i thought i did step into heaven for awhile. heh.

:: pray about it okay =) ::

hail the great Os!!!

part 2: fly!!!

part 3: run!!!

One American airline company was very impressed with the SIA air-stewardesses and wanted to find out how SIA selected their Singapore Girls. So one fine day, they sent one of their management guy to attend a SIA interview session. The secret of SIA success finally transpired during the interview....

Interviewer: What were you doing before applying for this sacred job?

Interviewee: Study lor....

When the person came out from the interview room he was so impressed for he had never expected that all SIA girls had actually studied law before becoming an air-stewardess.

:: lovely day ::