this will be my last long blog entry before i take a hiatus from blogging. but if you're really so curious. ask me personally.

"how do you finish eating an elephant" simply means, when we do something, it's good that we spread ourselves thin, and do our stuff on a daily basis (eating it slowly) - whereas on the other hand, trying to finish everything at the very last min will result in negative results too... timing clash and irritable moods - hence trying to eat the whole elephant at one go will never work...

the 1st and 2nd quater of 2006 was a series of high and lows. unexpected events and security issues that i find it so hard to deal with. but its over. i believe its time to reel in the hurt and exchange it for joy and goodness. God is good all the time =D

school's has been the same, though i admit, certain issues thats been going on for the past month made me think about friendships and being selfish sometimes. or do i dare say its wisdom? through out the finishing months in school shows clearly, who are the real friends and who arent. thus im very grateful and thankful for my church friends, those whom i know i can count on no matter what and no matter the distance. jaime, ray, livi, pearline, jane, yokies, meihwa and the zlship/clship and more, you all do make a difference in my life =)

was asking God, what's going on lately, how come the events that followed so quickly? too sudden and too shocked for the moment to react. time and results will show whats going on, but we are getting stronger everyday and braver in everyway. and thats the truth. we are. you you you and you.

attended a funeral recently, and its quite sad to know how the person died. then, i went to the hospital to visit this friend of mine. thank god, my friend is doing fine. life is so precious and fragile. read in the papers yesterday that this man got a headache and died soon after, just like that. does that make you think about why sharing His love is so important?

the cl retreat last night was a close knitted one, managed to mingle with other unit cls and we went to chinatown for porridge (dawn and i ordered 2 plates of raw fish yums!) then for dessert (i had peanut paste!) and then to liang court mac for soccer. but i went home instead, cos i have to sell fish the next morning. but anyways, portugal won!!! and im happy =D so sam gan how does it feel to have your 2 teams out for 2 consecutive nights?

i had a short meeting with my dear perd. i really appreciate that short meet up though i have to wait for 45 mins!!! shortest shepherding i ever had but who cares right =D

talked to the zls and cls during the walk back home, haven been catching up with them for quite a while, and i think it was very funny to actually know who's crush is who. esp when i told miah that i knew who his was. his small eyes went bigger (though not very big) hahahaha and he looks as though he's about to break out in cold sweat~ hahahaha and jey... same reaction lah, always in denial. and got to know orh ni's (this dear sister, got to know her better these few months) and until now... jingming's is still not disclosed yet... but we already have a name... and she's doesnt deny so oh wells, lets assume ba~ hahahaha =p

wimbledon is back. i think only dewen and me will react passionately towards that yellow ball game. haiz, agassi is out. trashed. by nadal... oh wells, there's one more grand slam to claim - US open. i hope agassi can get in this time. and win his last grand slam before he retires and play with steffi graf... well, once a champion, always a champion. jiayou!!! and we have our first ever chinese player to reach the 3rd round of the wimbledon!!! bringing honour to the chinese!!!

oh before i forgot, had dinner with livi and through the conversation, i think we're both silly and erm yes... stupid too. its not a matter that will be esily forgotten but realising how stupid we are, i think we should learn from it. but it doesnt seem so~ hahahahaha so oh wells, while i shall ask for permission to get hairy legs while u remain erm... silly okie.

im having dinner with mice soon. cant wait!!! chomp our way through... and my dad's bday is coming soon~ and oh. and that macro report dateline by wed... *faints*

my new merchandising teacher is such a funny guy lah. the whole class cant help but burst out laughing yet paying attention in his class at the same time. li hai wor~ his illustrations (drawing and explaining) goes hand in hand and he comes up with all those chinese proverbs while teaching... because of aesthethic, he came up with "i nike. you bata?" and for marketing, he came up with "the bread cannot talk but people will talk about the bread" justifying the success of bread talk. funny guy, but equally witty too.

and i received a belated birthday gift last night. all the way from down under. from pearls!!! a pair of flip flops, to be hung not worn. thanks pearls!!!

alrights, that should be all... see ya!

thinking: you and me
song: running - cfni