25 September 2005

Ecclesiates 5:2-3 (the message)

don't shoot off your mouth, or speak before you think. don't be too quick to tell god what you think he wants to hear. god's in charge, not you - the less you speak, the better. over work makes for restless sleep. over talk shows you up as a fool.

really, sometimes i speak too much. regrets of saying the wrong things in anger, out of ignorance, out of boliao-ness, what else? empty barral makes the most noise? i couldn't agree more. alrights, keeping traps shut and opening it only when necessary couldn't be more appropriate.

let's chiong di2, we have loads to do! we're not gonna live by 6-8 for the rest of our lives ok~ lets up the level but first, remember the throne in our lives is not seated by you or me =)

beyond is coming to singapore for their last concert... starhub is giving away tickets too!!! i must win!!! *pray that 15 oct there won't be any meetings* whahahaha

thinking: bbq dinner at east coast!!!
song: quando

23 September 2005

gosh.

i'm

hooked

on

dramas

of

all

kinds.

please

shoot

me.

thinking: =)
song: baby don't you break my heart slow - vonda shepherd
the sandman is here... zzzzz

yokes and germs fell asleep on the train towards bukit batok. one drooled and one slept with mouth wide open. guess who?

cg was good and simple. affirmations and smiles =) bee... i love ya!!!

i think i shared this before but i shall do it again. you know how some of us enjoy torturing god's little creation (pls repent from it immediately) eg, those-that-shall-not-be-named actually burns them on the stove fire directly, pluck legs off the live creatures and scald the poor creatures with hot boiling water. but this i have to salute, this another the-one-that-shall-not-be-named... she did this...

trying to wash/flush the lizard down the kitchen sink, it doesnt work at all. so using her last resort, she took a kitchen scissors and start to snip with her eyes closed... she opened her eyes to see a little bit of blood, little pieces of the lizard, all white and nuah nuah *eeewww* and then because the pieces of lizard can't be washed down, she took a chopstick and squashed them them through the filter hole... while observing, she noticed the lizard pieces slowly become black... at last... the ordeal is over~

went home taking 157, went past toh guan where the previous ngee ann hq was and enjoyed the quiet ride back to toa payoh... reflected on a lot of things that happened this week and the things that was so called self inflicted? yeah, i finally understood after pondering for a long time. when one is not close to god, the sins starts to creep on you and then get stuck on you. like stubborn stains. i hate sins. the difference between resisting sin now or an hour later is totally different. if only you would say, if only i woke up earlier, if only i did my homework, if only if only... regrets all start with if only. how come it cant be i should have or why didn't i? let's stop the if only, let's start with just do it.

it's funny how come sometimes, to achieve something we have to give up something in order to reach that goal? well i think it's because the thing we give up is usually a want. and the goal? is a need.

thinking: i need sleep
song: sympathique - thank you

20 September 2005

alrights havent been blogging for long =)

talked to meihwa last night, and i realise that sometimes, we just don't want to put certain things down because of pride issues. dang... darn difficult but still i have to. =)

went to see the doc and it cost me one zara skirt. $76. zhor ni eh neh gui eh!!! nasal spray lah...

watched this drama called full house!!! rain is soo cute and song hye gyo is sooo yummy looking! like lolipop!!! if only my boyfriend looks and well, minus the childish behaviour like rain i'll be more than satisfied whahahaha darn one heart warming drama... war and beauty still stands out for being the super duper political drama tvb ever created... even da chang jin lose to them hands down heh

nafa is having sports day this friday at yck stadium and my friends signed up for bowling and aj... (jiu shi ni!) didnt want to join so i took over... whahaha i think it'll be drain washing all the time and haiz... no bball... because of erm... we didnt want to play in the sun so we decline and my lecturer said that on sports day it's very easy to sport fashion students because we'll be decked out nicely and etc... well i can imagine some of my classmates doing that... visors, fans, maybe electrical fan (i won't be surprise if i see anyone bringing) sunscreen and whining saying it's hot yadaydayada =p

oh, sometims it's funny how sometimes when we see certain people other than in church/school/class, we don't smile much, you know, the lookaway kind? funny -_- well i do that too heh

alrights, later on there'll be unit meeting and gosh this is one hectic week man...

thinking: research methodology kills. beware 3B1
song: secret garden - bruce springsteen

13 September 2005

ok. this is official. and you heard it here first.

image is closed.

the reason why i said you heard it here first it's because when i wasnt confirm about the closure, i had a few people *knowing* that image was closed and saying oh i heard it somewhere... hmmm. wasn't too happy about it seriously because, how can i not know anything and didnt disclose anything and yet you already rec news about it? hmmm...

ok lah, feel a bit heartache because from 1 person to 3 person and then to 9 people... gone through quite some time with them... alrights! =D image people, choose your new ministry well and enjoy serving just like how you have faithfully serve image alrights! what shall i join? singing ministry? and destroy everybody's mood for worshipping? heee

went to sin huat coffeeshop at geylang lor 35 on sunday's family dinner.read about the cze char stall and watched in on anthony bourdain's show. how can i miss it man...the food was ABSOLUTELY great. sooooo good. anti garlic lovers pls steer clear of sin huat. but if you're not, rush there asap. really!!!

1st dish: some veggie with garlic
(the veggies are not overcook and they are sooo crispy whahaha)

2nd dish: frog legs in chicken essense and garlic
(unusual but it's such an eye opener!!! drank the gravy as soup wha~ i cant get enough of it)

3rd dish: gong² with honey,chopped garlic,chili and spring onions
(first time eating gong² and they are soooo nice in the sauce!!!)

4th dish: steamed groupa in black sauce with chopped spring onions
(so fresh and hmmm yummy! i'm darn particular about fish and this is really a freshie lor)

and... *drum roll* the lao niang of dishes! and godpapa of crabs!

5th dish: bee hoon crab
(this dish alone can be a main course lor! the crab shall is as big as my face!!! the pincers is like the size of my palm and goodness... @#$%^&*!

MO TAK DENG AH! *do wu zhong xian's face* tai how chi le!!!

btw, the crab dish is the most ex crab dish i've ever eaten. 108 bucks... butit's totally worth it man! when i said that the teochew restaurant at amoy streetduring my pop's bday was the best? no way i take my words back lor! THIS SIN HUAT IS THE BEST!!!

thinking: this thurday cg will be fun fun fun!!!
song: only you - flying pickets

9 September 2005

alrights, ive decided to take the safe way, typing it out on notepad before cutting it and pasting it on blogger. grrr this better be the last time blogger dies on me -_-;

anyways, went to town today for ahem... *market research* project...but in the end... we ended
up shopping... bah~ shopping kills...anyways, went past orchard mrt and we saw police officers and CID and some reporters hanging around, apparently a woman's head was found, goodness, another headline news again... saw dingyue, charmaine, jinqi and kevin at burger king =D

took neoprints whahaha im so amazed at mingyi and yati because they're like experts lor! they know how to add backgroundand stars and sparkles to the pics whahaha perhaps im to suaku one? heh yup yup, saw black and white stripes tops at topshop and this dark royal blue skirt at zara... hands itchy leh but tithing comes first whaaaaa *whines*

a must watch hongkong drama!!! war and beauty * jin zhi yu nie * !!! highly recommended by germaine kwek!!! and henin hardenne got kicked out of us open... why why why!!!

went to ray phay's birthday on sunday and i think this is hilarious. i was bbqing lala (clams) and then his aunt asked me in chinese.

aunt: is this alive? (pointing to the clams)
germ: erm... yup, you want some?
aunt: oh, then it's ok i only take dead (si) food.
germ: erm... ok now it's alive but when it's cooked, it'll be dead.
aunt: -_-;

laugh with me k! it's funny what...

perdy is down with chix pox!!! *pray for healing!!!*

prohesy - it came true for me.

thinking: everything is in god's hands! do your best maine!song: everything's change
song: everybody praise

7 September 2005

this is so urgh -_-

blogger died on me again....

wha~~~~~~

shall not blog.

good bye.

thinking: i will be back... whahaha
song: don't let me down - sterophonics

5 September 2005

this is sick. i've retyped like 4 times last night. posted pics and then blogger just died on me... okie i get it... grrr...

i have nothing
not even friends
not even family
but i have god
who rest me beside still waters

been thinking about a lot of things in my life lately. perd asked me. what's up for you? any happenings? what's going on? so much.

tangible - a word frequently used but one that sums up on that perfect situation about how god bless us. i really don't know what god has in store for me. i really don't and i will be scared to know... but i know it's something great and good.

though my leaders know that somehow i want to run away to other places to stay using my infinite eyes to satisify my own hunger but i really wonder how long can i survive? using talents alone with no god in the middle - it's simply wasting everything away. i will not give up my dreams... i want to serve more.

convicted. assured. satisfied.

thinking: how come tangible is not spelt as tengiberl? who invented english one huh...
song: i'm gonna run... into your arms....again