i had 2 horrible dreams.

dream 1: all my teeth turned black and became half it's size -_-; the dentist forced his equipments onto my gums (i remembered one thin silver mean looking stick which he pierced into my gum) - i wonder what it means... stop drinking milo and eating metled chocolate? i think it is because after that dream, i ate some cakes with melted chocolate and milo with chocolate in them woohoo~sweet treat backfired. i've got green phlegm and a sore throat hahaha

dream 2: i dream of this brother becoming my boyfriend hahahahahahaha!!!!!! greatest joke ever man... pls... i don't even talk to him man... ask me if u wanna know hahahahahahahah!!!!! blackouts...

god uses all kinds of medium to get the message across... god tell me... what are you trying to tell me? celibacy?

school is opening in 11 more days... 3 more days to wimbledon final, sister coming back from aussie tonight in 10 hours time, meeting yokes in 6 hours and pecks in 3 hours time.

*sings, it's the final countdown, we're heading for.....

was watching the nanny when niles the butler told cici, mr sheffield's business associate this...
cici: niles! the pattern on this plate is awful!
niles: it's not the pattern, it's your reflection.

ohhh let me teach you peeps some teochew words...
very vain: hiao(meaning vain) leh(2nd sound) leh(4th sound)
very smiley: qior (meaning smile) bear (3rd sound) bear (3rd sound)
chubby: pui (chubby) noop (2nd sound) noop (2nd sound)

and the last might fiery one... though i have no idea what it meant...

act smart: kar (2nd sound) bor (1st sound) zhor (4th sound) geh (2nd sound) leng (4th sound)

thinking: fungi soup later at soupworks
song: final countdown is stuck in my head...

justine henin got butt out of wimbledon's qualifying rounds. can't help since she's sooo much better at clay courts. lawn bores me to sleep... my dad too fell asleep... zzz

tmr's starlet night, a lot of things are not really done yet but somehow i'm still equally excited about it =)

went to the airport to pick my buddy kexin, havent been to the airport for quite some time, love it. it's funny how we can only go overseas through a small tunnel (that tunnel leading to the airplane, oh whatever it's called)... if only i live in some huge country where all i have to do is to drive and live in a trailer for months and then when i step out i'll end up in the next town... ha, talk about the simple life Life... it's funny how men will never be contented with things... seriously i struggle a lot with materialism and it got a real hold on me for quite some time... brand names roll off my tongue faster then i can rememeber bible verses, admiring people at my age who can afford a chanel but im pretty sure god tamed me down a lot. a lot. now, though i still struggle with the big M... hee

been thinking about how to shepherd people in a more impactful way... besides in actions, i think nothing else matters more than being able to do what you say.

going out for shepherding and hosting prac... bye all

thinking: drums
song: spin doctor

i did mean things (i pushed a brother really hard - literally flipped him over during camp >.<). i forgotten important dates (my friend's babie's one month and some birthdays)... not to forget, i called livi grandma...

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ooohhh... here are the whats what during our fantastic 4 day stay at eden for our church camp =)

1st day:
the usuals, the lessons =) and di 2 were practically so amused with seeing a supermarket for the first time at the basement of a hotel that we kept oohh ahh at everything... talk about being a singaporean who have 'seen' it all... bought sour prunes and a big bottle of chocolate milk so that we will keep our mouths moving to prevent dozing off heh... and the dians didnt dare to drink any chinese tea after our first meal cos we saw... the waitresses, recycling our tea and then scooping them up again for another 'new' serving... woohoo... no wonder the tea was always served lukewarm... saw ian who happened to be in the camp with the ywam and he happened to be in richard's band sweet punk revenge =) a funny, shy and real guy hahaha

2nd day:
woke up late but... we were the 1st to arrive at the breakfast table hee got stomachache thru out the first praise and it flowed over to lunch's praise... hahaha must be the sour prunes and chocolate milk... lesson by pastor lawrence was impactful... love =) played games thought probably the games could be a little bit more exciting =) after everything, we went to congradulate ian because he converted!!! he is so shy - reminds us of reuben =) dians went for supper whilst i went back - stomachache again hahaha but anyways, because huixian came over to my room waiting for me to finish showering, when i came out... she gave me another name... shufen... before that she mistaken a brother as me... both from same unit... now now... we all belong to the same family but not until to a point that i look like that brother's twin right? -_- huixian, no wonder u need glasses... bee and jane bought me wha dan horfun with beef yummy =)

3rd day:
woke up screaming to jane's name because she took a 40 min bathe... went back for more teachings and then during one of our breaks, jane and i bought a S$15 dark chocolate fudge cake... 8 slices altogether haha worth the money man, after that the girls of di went to dress up etc for comm dinner hee and well i guess we all went berserk with some crazy photo posing esp when we're all lead by abigail wha... the whole polydi went to this ming ge chan ting cafe named mu chuan (woodenboat) it's a cafe where you have a singer and a guitar player, and then you write down the songs you want him to sing etc... none of my beyond songs got chosen (am still bitter about it hahaha) joanne, joseph and nel were invited to sing on stage with the singer (whose voice is soo angelic and if i just listen to his voice i would say he's a woman) but anyways, i fell asleep in the cafe, can't blame me cos we have a ballad singer with nice warm cosy lightings and oh wells, i was tired... after that i went over to meihwa's room to stay becos pearls left for singapore earlier on, woo god tested my spirit 2 times at a heavenly hour of 2-3am in the morning but i'm glad i obeyed him (in the past i'll just throw my shoes at that brother in the face hahaha)

4th day:
end of camp but was challenged through out the 4 days, great time of fellowshipping, praising god and learning too... not to mention being away from the rushing singapore life and family control wha ha ha interesting... i would just say that this is the best camp i've ever attend. went home, showered and slept like a ... pig.

last week was all busy with evax, image and... own struggles. frustrated and irritated... been struggling with loving people and... i've been told sooo many time to smile more... okie!!! last and finale decision!!! smile ah germaine kwek!!! from the inside k =D

anyways, this week will be more stretched but felt lighter cos it's not a chore anymore it's love for people.

thinking: rehearsal at potong pasir later on... i wannt try drums again heh heh heh
song: tim's blog theme

back from camp!!!

alrights here to update on my past 2 weeks, one week in singapore and 4 days of wonderful time in JB.

one week in singapore: 2nd june - 8th june

2nd june:
went to school in the morning to pay off some bills amounting to 472.50... darn... but anyways,
went to boon lay for sow... it's so far but it's worth it for the contacts =) sat 157 home... it's really long man... my head was spinning when the bus was circulating around bukit batok

3rd june:
seriously speaking, i forgotten but i remembered that pearls smsed me and becos i was craving for chicken cutlet for one week so we went over to have a substitue of chicken cutlet... kfc heh then after that we went over to max brenner's choc bar... woohoo... drank refills and more refills of suckao heh heh... we left our signature on a book at the underpass connecting from esplanade to city hall... hahaha a few farts were left behind too... oops -_-;

4th june:
service!!!

5th june:
inuyasha!!! only to find out that the last episodes after the shenintai were literally not working... ahhh!!! die on me at this time... piangs... hahahahah

6th june:
flu came and stayed on... went to dmm and then after that went to yokes house for visitation, her mum wants to talk to her us etc... turned out well =)

7th june:
no idea, forgotten, hahaha old liao

8th june:
went to pecks house for visitation cos she was sick, yokes and i were stuck in thompson area, facing some serangoon govt depot and i think seriously, it was really funny, getting stuck and lost in singapore... heh heh heh, found her house in the end which was like... nearer to bishan hahaha =p anyways, we left and then we proceed to my house to make salad for our unit cg at bishan park... both yokes and me had a great time making the salad... it tasted sooo good okay... ( comment given by others) whats the secret recipe? it's in our hands... cos we used our hands to toss the salad... ahahahahahahahahah *slurp* our unit cg was great, games, drama ( body of christ, no matter what role you play, from pastor to a sheep, you're equally important ) and singing under the stars with tealights of lighting... getting romantic with jesus =)

9th june:
camp starts!!!

12th june:
camp ends... but it's one of the best camp i've attended... really =)

alrights, till then, next entry, i shall blog about the wonderful time i had in camp =)

song: moon river
thinking: sleep... sleep... sleep...