hello!!!
good bye!!!
thinking: this is the day that the Lord has made!
song: =D
12 December 2005
choose.
i was telling meihwa how this drama taught me a few things... choosing to be aizai than being a gan chiong spider... nearly pulled my hair out when i pressed the button for mm too quickly... but really, in times like this it's kinda nerve wreaking... i think the same goes to meihwa... hahahah *winks*
choose.
oscar visited the vet on friday due to some allergy. it's kinda bad... he vomitted and he scratched till he bled. it's kinda scary cos my old dog bingo died after vomitting... and the bills came to a hefty $244. that's like 10 times the cost of how much i pay when i visit the doctor... but he's part of us after all ^^
choose.
my old schoolmate asked me how come i can still survive in the madness of this world. i guess... it's because i chose to choose.
therefore... choose how you lead your daily life. choose wisely.
btw... if anyone of you wants to buy black nail polish, don't bother to buy ok. here's a permanent and free way to get it... slam the door against your nails. i guarantee permanent black colour nails. not sure about then pain though... whahahahah
thinking: i have 5 confirmation for 23/24 xmas service!!! 11 more to go!!!
song: when God ran.
i was telling meihwa how this drama taught me a few things... choosing to be aizai than being a gan chiong spider... nearly pulled my hair out when i pressed the button for mm too quickly... but really, in times like this it's kinda nerve wreaking... i think the same goes to meihwa... hahahah *winks*
choose.
oscar visited the vet on friday due to some allergy. it's kinda bad... he vomitted and he scratched till he bled. it's kinda scary cos my old dog bingo died after vomitting... and the bills came to a hefty $244. that's like 10 times the cost of how much i pay when i visit the doctor... but he's part of us after all ^^
choose.
my old schoolmate asked me how come i can still survive in the madness of this world. i guess... it's because i chose to choose.
therefore... choose how you lead your daily life. choose wisely.
btw... if anyone of you wants to buy black nail polish, don't bother to buy ok. here's a permanent and free way to get it... slam the door against your nails. i guarantee permanent black colour nails. not sure about then pain though... whahahahah
thinking: i have 5 confirmation for 23/24 xmas service!!! 11 more to go!!!
song: when God ran.
8 December 2005
i've been running away, trying to shut my ears from that gentle voice. so that i could do what i like instead of doing what is right. it creeps slowly on me, a step at a time, swallowing me bit by bit until one day i realise that it might be too late to turn back. just like drugs. they don't get you hooked overnight. it's a gradual process. God has been tugging at my heart strings on certain areas of my life that i ought to do and those that i should flee from
disobedience is the root of sin.
characters that we should improve on... from bad to good to godly.
do run the race with me. with the best attitude and right mindset.
i believe God is real. so is his love.
thinking: my beginning my forever.
song: bitter sweet symphony - the verve
disobedience is the root of sin.
characters that we should improve on... from bad to good to godly.
do run the race with me. with the best attitude and right mindset.
i believe God is real. so is his love.
thinking: my beginning my forever.
song: bitter sweet symphony - the verve
4 December 2005
tomorrow's a new day and new week! woohoo!
the bbq was great! people came and people flowed over. this is good. looking forward to the next one! ah mao! jiayou!
called my friend about the attachment and hmmm apparently i might not be able to get the job after all. i do feel disappointed because i really want to work either at club 21 or fj benjamin and initially they confirmed a job at fjben's raoul (men's wear) with me and then now... hanging high and dry... but everything comes with a purpose. at least i have more time for ministry!
drama is good. though there are some major changes like the main actor need to be changed and hahahah lagi best, the whole script has to be changed... making me a bit diao but i must remember this thing... people who have god with them remain zai at all times. ha! i am not nicknamed ji li hai for nothing! ps... i really do not deserve this nickname but i can't help it... the girls bestowed it on me... ji mei li or ji piao liang. whahahahahahahahahah
*ahem* back to reality...
remember in my past entries i talked about mediacorp choosing 2 of my designs for their drama? ok the drama is actually the dance drama shown at 9pm monday - friday. title is dance connection i think. well tmr my designs will appear. jeanette aw will be wearing a navy blue latin short dress with 3 layers of ruffles. yup, and the other one would be the black long sleeve cheongsam, the china actress will be wearing it. the people in charge of the show didnt change much of the designs except for the black dress. it's supposed to be short sleeve, in yellow with the lower half in pale yellow colour and in chiffon but they changed everything to black and velvet... but anyways~ hahahaha once a lifetime experience!
thinking: be happy about everything you do and enjoy everything that enters your life.
song: i can only imagine - mercy me
the bbq was great! people came and people flowed over. this is good. looking forward to the next one! ah mao! jiayou!
called my friend about the attachment and hmmm apparently i might not be able to get the job after all. i do feel disappointed because i really want to work either at club 21 or fj benjamin and initially they confirmed a job at fjben's raoul (men's wear) with me and then now... hanging high and dry... but everything comes with a purpose. at least i have more time for ministry!
drama is good. though there are some major changes like the main actor need to be changed and hahahah lagi best, the whole script has to be changed... making me a bit diao but i must remember this thing... people who have god with them remain zai at all times. ha! i am not nicknamed ji li hai for nothing! ps... i really do not deserve this nickname but i can't help it... the girls bestowed it on me... ji mei li or ji piao liang. whahahahahahahahahah
*ahem* back to reality...
remember in my past entries i talked about mediacorp choosing 2 of my designs for their drama? ok the drama is actually the dance drama shown at 9pm monday - friday. title is dance connection i think. well tmr my designs will appear. jeanette aw will be wearing a navy blue latin short dress with 3 layers of ruffles. yup, and the other one would be the black long sleeve cheongsam, the china actress will be wearing it. the people in charge of the show didnt change much of the designs except for the black dress. it's supposed to be short sleeve, in yellow with the lower half in pale yellow colour and in chiffon but they changed everything to black and velvet... but anyways~ hahahaha once a lifetime experience!
thinking: be happy about everything you do and enjoy everything that enters your life.
song: i can only imagine - mercy me
tomorrow's a new day and new week! woohoo!
the bbq was great! people came and people flowed over. this is good. looking forward to the next one! ah mao! jiayou!
called my friend about the attachment and hmmm apparently i might not be able to get the job after all. i do feel disappointed because i really want to work either at club 21 or fj benjamin and initially they confirmed a job at fjben's raoul (men's wear) with me and then now... hanging high and dry... but everything comes with a purpose. at least i have more time for ministry!
drama is good. though there are some major changes like the main actor need to be changed and hahahah lagi best, the whole script has to be changed... making me a bit diao but i must remember this thing... people who have god with them remain zai at all times. ha! i am not nicknamed ji li hai for nothing! ps... i really do not deserve this nickname but i can't help it... the girls bestowed it on me... ji mei li or ji piao liang. whahahahahahahahahah
*ahem* back to reality...
remember in my past entries i talked about mediacorp choosing 2 of my designs for their drama? ok the drama is actually the dance drama shown at 9pm monday - friday. title is dance connection i think. well tmr my designs will appear. jeanette aw will be wearing a navy blue latin short dress with 3 layers of ruffles. yup, and the other one would be the black long sleeve cheongsam, the china actress will be wearing it. the people in charge of the show didnt change much of the designs except for the black dress. it's supposed to be short sleeve, in yellow with the lower half in pale yellow colour and in chiffon but they changed everything to black and velvet... but anyways~ hahahaha once a lifetime experience!
thinking: be happy about everything you do and enjoy everything that enters your life.
song: i can only imagine - mercy me
the bbq was great! people came and people flowed over. this is good. looking forward to the next one! ah mao! jiayou!
called my friend about the attachment and hmmm apparently i might not be able to get the job after all. i do feel disappointed because i really want to work either at club 21 or fj benjamin and initially they confirmed a job at fjben's raoul (men's wear) with me and then now... hanging high and dry... but everything comes with a purpose. at least i have more time for ministry!
drama is good. though there are some major changes like the main actor need to be changed and hahahah lagi best, the whole script has to be changed... making me a bit diao but i must remember this thing... people who have god with them remain zai at all times. ha! i am not nicknamed ji li hai for nothing! ps... i really do not deserve this nickname but i can't help it... the girls bestowed it on me... ji mei li or ji piao liang. whahahahahahahahahah
*ahem* back to reality...
remember in my past entries i talked about mediacorp choosing 2 of my designs for their drama? ok the drama is actually the dance drama shown at 9pm monday - friday. title is dance connection i think. well tmr my designs will appear. jeanette aw will be wearing a navy blue latin short dress with 3 layers of ruffles. yup, and the other one would be the black long sleeve cheongsam, the china actress will be wearing it. the people in charge of the show didnt change much of the designs except for the black dress. it's supposed to be short sleeve, in yellow with the lower half in pale yellow colour and in chiffon but they changed everything to black and velvet... but anyways~ hahahaha once a lifetime experience!
thinking: be happy about everything you do and enjoy everything that enters your life.
song: i can only imagine - mercy me
29 November 2005
di 1 has 10 visitors!!! hooray!!! di 2 has 3 and more coming to confirm!!! no way am i going to give up. we must we must we must have more people!!! come on di 2!!! i don't want to reach my goal, i want to break my goal! no! OUR GOAL!!! your efforts will not be in waste. come on!!!
last saturday night, james and i were sharing to kelvin, a visitor. talked for like 3 hours so that he can understand why Jesus is the only way. he seems convinced and i'm sure good news is on the way ha!
my first time directing later on!!! actually because david is acting, experience in lightings etc, so i don't think i need to lift a finger hahaha i think i will be there just to laugh my head off only heh~
grins* christmas is coming!!! and i'm kinda rusty with image... but still, hahahah joanne and i had a few laughs over what the singers have to wear... heh heh heh
meeting ah qi at s11 later, im thinking of yam paste... *salivates*
thinking: i want more!
song: some spanish song... no idea what title is it...
last saturday night, james and i were sharing to kelvin, a visitor. talked for like 3 hours so that he can understand why Jesus is the only way. he seems convinced and i'm sure good news is on the way ha!
my first time directing later on!!! actually because david is acting, experience in lightings etc, so i don't think i need to lift a finger hahaha i think i will be there just to laugh my head off only heh~
grins* christmas is coming!!! and i'm kinda rusty with image... but still, hahahah joanne and i had a few laughs over what the singers have to wear... heh heh heh
meeting ah qi at s11 later, im thinking of yam paste... *salivates*
thinking: i want more!
song: some spanish song... no idea what title is it...
25 November 2005
just received a msg on msn. initially it was rather rude. and the person apparently doesn't get the hint that chatting in such a manner is actually not very nice and neither is it funny. as for me, i'm not pleased either. i really as in REALLY want to reply back in an unkindly manner. tit for tat you know... *takes in a deep breathe*... jesus also received rudeness what. he got spit in the face. sometimes i question myself on what is anger. how do i express anger the right godly way? twice on thursday i blew my top. one before cg and one after... with my sibling and i feel angry with myself later on because it's simply not right. alrights. shall stop here.
see you guys all tmr for service =)
thinking: dramarama
song: cool - gwen stefani
see you guys all tmr for service =)
thinking: dramarama
song: cool - gwen stefani
24 November 2005
breathe.....
this whole week is crazy... the di cls had quite some stuff to do and we're all preparing for the sow lesson which was held yesterday and it's scary lah. never taught so many people. can see all the cls started to act a lil bit crazy just before the prayer meet. jey was singing and erm... going berserk and well ah miao... started to speak really fast like....tongues... ha!
oh first 4 days of the week is packed like sardines. holidays seemed more busy than usual but itsh ok heh~ i enjoy my holidays more this way. went for drama meet on tuesday, saw my ex teacher standing outside og, selling some stuff... missed him though, he taught me knitting and he's really fast, he taught us to knit without looking whiule watching tv at the same time. ji li hai yi sia~ anyways, back to drama. the drama is hilarious. written by david chan/chen and he's like all grins and laughter through out the meet. "slaps forehead" apparently he said that the uni group will know who wrote the script the moment they watch it. i cant wait.
jason bought a puppy and apparently the pup fell ill and he was hospitalised for about 1 week and he brought it over to my house since kena is around to take care of it. it's quite sad to see 2 20 cent sized holes on a arm's long pup. hmmm thought about animal cruelty which rides high on my hate list. was talking to meihwa on tuesday over a bowl of beef noodles (like what she said, $1 quantity for $4. all bean spouts.) anyways, on channel 10 on scv which is animal planet i think there's this programme about animal abuse in LA and they have a specialised police force who goes around looking for abusers. prob singapore should have a special unit force too.
hmmm attachment on dec seems really bleak. all clashes with ministry. i'm stuck. and tmr i'm going to east coast to have a primary school gathering!!! i cant' wait to see my classmates whom i've not seen for the past 9 years. my gosh. time flies and we're all 21. changing digits eh. i cant't wait!
thinking: i'm super excited for drama.
song: ~
this whole week is crazy... the di cls had quite some stuff to do and we're all preparing for the sow lesson which was held yesterday and it's scary lah. never taught so many people. can see all the cls started to act a lil bit crazy just before the prayer meet. jey was singing and erm... going berserk and well ah miao... started to speak really fast like....tongues... ha!
oh first 4 days of the week is packed like sardines. holidays seemed more busy than usual but itsh ok heh~ i enjoy my holidays more this way. went for drama meet on tuesday, saw my ex teacher standing outside og, selling some stuff... missed him though, he taught me knitting and he's really fast, he taught us to knit without looking whiule watching tv at the same time. ji li hai yi sia~ anyways, back to drama. the drama is hilarious. written by david chan/chen and he's like all grins and laughter through out the meet. "slaps forehead" apparently he said that the uni group will know who wrote the script the moment they watch it. i cant wait.
jason bought a puppy and apparently the pup fell ill and he was hospitalised for about 1 week and he brought it over to my house since kena is around to take care of it. it's quite sad to see 2 20 cent sized holes on a arm's long pup. hmmm thought about animal cruelty which rides high on my hate list. was talking to meihwa on tuesday over a bowl of beef noodles (like what she said, $1 quantity for $4. all bean spouts.) anyways, on channel 10 on scv which is animal planet i think there's this programme about animal abuse in LA and they have a specialised police force who goes around looking for abusers. prob singapore should have a special unit force too.
hmmm attachment on dec seems really bleak. all clashes with ministry. i'm stuck. and tmr i'm going to east coast to have a primary school gathering!!! i cant' wait to see my classmates whom i've not seen for the past 9 years. my gosh. time flies and we're all 21. changing digits eh. i cant't wait!
thinking: i'm super excited for drama.
song: ~
18 November 2005
was wondering where will i be or what will i be doing after i graduate. will i cont studying or will i start work? it's really hard when we have to think about where we head or what we will be doing... but we know that no matter what and no matter where we go, it's written in god's plan... though i really want to go overseas to study and work and see more of the world... and in ministry, i want to try on different roles and try out different things etc... perhaps of certain restrictions like finance proves to be a big barrier though... oh wells, nothing much ... just thinking...
just fixed a movie outing with my sister in dec, it's like because of my time limitations and other commitments, we watch movies together once a year and it's usually in dec ha~ it's weird but funny lah...
one of my buddy is coming back from aussie, and we usually chat a lot on msn but because of certain issues that made us argue that results in a cold war between us... until now it's kinda -_- ... so yup... it's really like pride issue lor, to start the conversation first... *perspires*
yokes came to my house for shehperding and i cooked!!! yes you didnt hear wrongly, germaine personally cooked. ha! cooked pilaf rice hahahahaha but it's like erm... the rice became too soggy lah, like semi rice and porriage texture heh~ and we called our contacts and they're mostly high!!! high!!! high!!! now bridge over to S... =D
went for the WCG and it's great... i saw god's healing and i know that di 2's faith level is going higher and higher =) but let's do something about it instead of receiving ok ^^ we certainly can do it!!! breakthrough!!!
difficulty of resisting temptation
No man knows how bad he is till he has tried very hard to be good. A silly idea is current that good people do not know what temptation means.This is an obvious lie. Only those who try to resist temptation know how strong it is. After all, you find out the strength of the German army by fighting it, not by giving in. A man who gives in to temptation after five minutes simply does not know what it would have been like an hour later.
That is why bad people, in one sense, know very little about badness. They have lived a sheltered life by always giving in. We never find out the strength of the evil impulse inside us until we try to fight it.
Citation: C. S. Lewis, Mere Christianity, book 3, chapter 11
But where sin increased, grace increased all the more, so that, just as sin reigned in death, so also grace might reign through righteousness to bring eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord. [Romans 5:20b-21]
taken from shirl's blog.
thinking: it's true how tough fasting can be. but as long as we don't give in. we will succeed.
song: who am i
just fixed a movie outing with my sister in dec, it's like because of my time limitations and other commitments, we watch movies together once a year and it's usually in dec ha~ it's weird but funny lah...
one of my buddy is coming back from aussie, and we usually chat a lot on msn but because of certain issues that made us argue that results in a cold war between us... until now it's kinda -_- ... so yup... it's really like pride issue lor, to start the conversation first... *perspires*
yokes came to my house for shehperding and i cooked!!! yes you didnt hear wrongly, germaine personally cooked. ha! cooked pilaf rice hahahahaha but it's like erm... the rice became too soggy lah, like semi rice and porriage texture heh~ and we called our contacts and they're mostly high!!! high!!! high!!! now bridge over to S... =D
went for the WCG and it's great... i saw god's healing and i know that di 2's faith level is going higher and higher =) but let's do something about it instead of receiving ok ^^ we certainly can do it!!! breakthrough!!!
difficulty of resisting temptation
No man knows how bad he is till he has tried very hard to be good. A silly idea is current that good people do not know what temptation means.This is an obvious lie. Only those who try to resist temptation know how strong it is. After all, you find out the strength of the German army by fighting it, not by giving in. A man who gives in to temptation after five minutes simply does not know what it would have been like an hour later.
That is why bad people, in one sense, know very little about badness. They have lived a sheltered life by always giving in. We never find out the strength of the evil impulse inside us until we try to fight it.
Citation: C. S. Lewis, Mere Christianity, book 3, chapter 11
But where sin increased, grace increased all the more, so that, just as sin reigned in death, so also grace might reign through righteousness to bring eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord. [Romans 5:20b-21]
taken from shirl's blog.
thinking: it's true how tough fasting can be. but as long as we don't give in. we will succeed.
song: who am i
16 November 2005
bored. and boliao.
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY
1. germs
2. ah kwek
3. when-you-un germs / kwek, depending on how my chinese name is mangled.
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE
1. maine
2. kwek peck kuat (a nick given to me by my malay buddy - no idea what it means either)
3. germs
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
1. chinese
2. teochew
3. singaporean
FIVE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. being away from my family
2. not being able to see
3. lizard... fat translucent... shudders
4. frog
5. lion. serious. don't laugh...
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
1. a hot shower
2. water bottle
3. house keys
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. glasses
2. slippers
3. clothes lah
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. my sense of humour, and how i can laugh at myself
2. and how i'm superbly wonderfully beautiful while being adorable and cute at the same time.
3. and being sincerely modest about it too~
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS
1. beyond
2. antonio carlos jobim
3. queen
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS
1. take all of me - hillsong
2. fightman - casiopea
3. the girl from ipanema - stan getz and astrud gilberto
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
1. love
2. humour
3. respect
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. i am beautiful
2. i can sing very well
3. i look aloof all the time
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU
1. nice smile
2. hairy legs cos hairless white calves look like white wash walls to me whahahahahahahaha
3. taller than me
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES
1. reading sci-fi/fantasy novels/comics
2. playing ball games
3. knitting
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW
1. finish this thingy asap
2. switch off the comp
3. and sleep
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/ HAVE CONSIDERED
1. when i was a kid - a transformer robot / power ranger / carebear
2. zoo keeper
3. tai tai whahahahahaha
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION
1. mauritius
2. maldives
3. japan
FOUR KIDS NAMES YOU LIKE -
1. jude
2. kate
3. jean
4. josephine
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. plant churches =D
2. open a cafe
3. adopt many many dogs and cats
THREE WAYS THAT IF YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY
1. i give out methane gas
2. burp smelly burps
3. and scratch my butt
THREE WAYS THAT IF YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL
1. i cry
2. im vain
3. i get picked up (do not have any regret in your life time by not asking for my no whahahaha)
FIVE FAVOURITE MOVIES
1. life is beautiful
2. c'est la vie mon cherie
3. speed
4. raise the red lantern
5. jerry mcguire
THREE FEMALE CELEB CRUSHES - i like their acting but not having crushes on them
1. maggie cheung
2. cate blachett
3. gong li
THREE MALE CELEB CRUSHES
1. lau ching wan (hei ma wang zhi)
2. anthony wong
3. keanu reeves (his looks not acting skills)
thinking: tmr's another battle!!!
song: sympathique - pink martini
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY
1. germs
2. ah kwek
3. when-you-un germs / kwek, depending on how my chinese name is mangled.
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE
1. maine
2. kwek peck kuat (a nick given to me by my malay buddy - no idea what it means either)
3. germs
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
1. chinese
2. teochew
3. singaporean
FIVE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. being away from my family
2. not being able to see
3. lizard... fat translucent... shudders
4. frog
5. lion. serious. don't laugh...
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
1. a hot shower
2. water bottle
3. house keys
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. glasses
2. slippers
3. clothes lah
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. my sense of humour, and how i can laugh at myself
2. and how i'm superbly wonderfully beautiful while being adorable and cute at the same time.
3. and being sincerely modest about it too~
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS
1. beyond
2. antonio carlos jobim
3. queen
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS
1. take all of me - hillsong
2. fightman - casiopea
3. the girl from ipanema - stan getz and astrud gilberto
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
1. love
2. humour
3. respect
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. i am beautiful
2. i can sing very well
3. i look aloof all the time
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU
1. nice smile
2. hairy legs cos hairless white calves look like white wash walls to me whahahahahahahaha
3. taller than me
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES
1. reading sci-fi/fantasy novels/comics
2. playing ball games
3. knitting
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW
1. finish this thingy asap
2. switch off the comp
3. and sleep
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/ HAVE CONSIDERED
1. when i was a kid - a transformer robot / power ranger / carebear
2. zoo keeper
3. tai tai whahahahahaha
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION
1. mauritius
2. maldives
3. japan
FOUR KIDS NAMES YOU LIKE -
1. jude
2. kate
3. jean
4. josephine
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. plant churches =D
2. open a cafe
3. adopt many many dogs and cats
THREE WAYS THAT IF YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY
1. i give out methane gas
2. burp smelly burps
3. and scratch my butt
THREE WAYS THAT IF YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL
1. i cry
2. im vain
3. i get picked up (do not have any regret in your life time by not asking for my no whahahaha)
FIVE FAVOURITE MOVIES
1. life is beautiful
2. c'est la vie mon cherie
3. speed
4. raise the red lantern
5. jerry mcguire
THREE FEMALE CELEB CRUSHES - i like their acting but not having crushes on them
1. maggie cheung
2. cate blachett
3. gong li
THREE MALE CELEB CRUSHES
1. lau ching wan (hei ma wang zhi)
2. anthony wong
3. keanu reeves (his looks not acting skills)
thinking: tmr's another battle!!!
song: sympathique - pink martini
13 November 2005
the spiritual atmosphere when the technical fault happened was simply wonderful. just you and me. i really thought that it was part of the program until i opened my eyes to see whats going on. i see people praying ernestly, people raising their hands, eyes closed and hands clasped tightly together... thats the best bit. i went down to pray for healing about my dad and myself... tears dropped but i really don't really care what others think about me anymore... been battling this issue for a long time... felt so much better after surrendering to god... the issue of insecurity.
im always so conscious about what people think or say if they see me doing this or that etc until to a point i get so tired of doing so. ever since several people told me i look fierce or bao ching tian (by livi thanks ah)... serious, this dao/fierce thingy has been mentioned many times on my blog before - irritating one leh... i tried to smile i tried to laugh but it's not within the heart... until i told god. im sick of this and why must if conform to what other people prefers me to look like? until i got a taste of it myself. now i know...
i used to get so conscious about my blog entry too because my classmates do read them and if im too christiany in my entries then a bit funny lah but hey, 2 tim 1:8 says do not be ashamed to testify about our lord. yup =D
alrights, next week is fully packed... and i'm looking forward to it. especially, mon,tues and wed
btw, my english sucks. i type directly chinese translated english... eeeee yer.
thinking: my fingers are itching for bball...
song: god he reigns
im always so conscious about what people think or say if they see me doing this or that etc until to a point i get so tired of doing so. ever since several people told me i look fierce or bao ching tian (by livi thanks ah)... serious, this dao/fierce thingy has been mentioned many times on my blog before - irritating one leh... i tried to smile i tried to laugh but it's not within the heart... until i told god. im sick of this and why must if conform to what other people prefers me to look like? until i got a taste of it myself. now i know...
i used to get so conscious about my blog entry too because my classmates do read them and if im too christiany in my entries then a bit funny lah but hey, 2 tim 1:8 says do not be ashamed to testify about our lord. yup =D
alrights, next week is fully packed... and i'm looking forward to it. especially, mon,tues and wed
btw, my english sucks. i type directly chinese translated english... eeeee yer.
thinking: my fingers are itching for bball...
song: god he reigns
11 November 2005
9 November 2005
assessment is O-V-E-R!!! again god showed me his grace and his miracles... *wha~*
whahahahahahahaha looking forward to 2 months of holiday yupyup but will be having attachment in dec >.< hopefully christmas will not be affected... i am so going to make full use of my holidays to do many things!!! friday is a big day for di2 =D ready for battle? lets kill all goliaths shall we?
went to esplanade to celebrate pearl's belated birthday =) we planned to go to the makan sutra food centre and then to max brenner's chocolate bar... an incident happened... pearls, livi and i were walking towards esplanade and then down the escalator, cut the story short, a man came caught up behind us, and then saying this, i do not want to live with any regret in my life... can i know her *pointing to me... whahahahahaha the scenario was very funny *diao big time* but anyways im really flattered *flicks hair* but ultimately i really admire his courage. really... don't say this kinda approach towards the opp sex but what about having his spirit towards nonbs? he's brave. really brave... imagine his feeling after being rejected... whahahahah and oh livi came up with 2 reasons why he did this... 1: he's really sincere 2: it's a forfeit hahahahah =p and what about regrets in life? when we're old will we look back on our lives thinking about the things that we didnt do or achieve? will we regret for not doing better?
tom's a busy day and pecks is coming back to prayer meet and service!!! woohoo!!! *pweet*!!!
thinking: sleeping soon
song: quando³
whahahahahahahaha looking forward to 2 months of holiday yupyup but will be having attachment in dec >.< hopefully christmas will not be affected... i am so going to make full use of my holidays to do many things!!! friday is a big day for di2 =D ready for battle? lets kill all goliaths shall we?
went to esplanade to celebrate pearl's belated birthday =) we planned to go to the makan sutra food centre and then to max brenner's chocolate bar... an incident happened... pearls, livi and i were walking towards esplanade and then down the escalator, cut the story short, a man came caught up behind us, and then saying this, i do not want to live with any regret in my life... can i know her *pointing to me... whahahahahaha the scenario was very funny *diao big time* but anyways im really flattered *flicks hair* but ultimately i really admire his courage. really... don't say this kinda approach towards the opp sex but what about having his spirit towards nonbs? he's brave. really brave... imagine his feeling after being rejected... whahahahah and oh livi came up with 2 reasons why he did this... 1: he's really sincere 2: it's a forfeit hahahahah =p and what about regrets in life? when we're old will we look back on our lives thinking about the things that we didnt do or achieve? will we regret for not doing better?
tom's a busy day and pecks is coming back to prayer meet and service!!! woohoo!!! *pweet*!!!
thinking: sleeping soon
song: quando³
3 November 2005
now project runway is showing on channel 5, im glad that viewers will get to know more about how their clothes came about... creativity and individual aesthetic of fashion may differ from your peers but creativity is never right or wrong... what u think may look good may not look good to others... nevertheless, project runway is really interesting~ have a look on how an everyday veggie can turn out to be if it's a piece of garment...
i read this on tues about how this lady was talking about how her sons are being taught in school about, this is the *correct* colour, this is the *correct* way to solve... how come we're being taught this way? somehow we're like some programmed breathing robots that limits our creativity juices to flow... was drawing some logos with yokes just now after the concert and i realise how limited our sense of creativity is, we copy other logos or try to implement other logo's signature parts into our logo... and in the end, it looks like some other logo... bleah.
but one thing, remember who's our creator? who in the world can create such precise veins and structure us to have a zillion facial expressions as and when we want?
wasnt feeling the best of moods after the concert, no converts, lives not growing, stagnant or rather like dead, thinking of goals but no contacts to start with... what the... got home for dinner, still feeling darn down, even when i saw my favourite dish, still no smiles... but i prayed. i believe. that god is on my side no matter what... dua pui goliaths or evil mr sa tan's doings, conquer it and overcome it. easier said than done but i know i can. because i have god.
really, until you see god's miracles you won't believe how real god is. i've receieved a call from jane telling me about how she has seen and hear personally about how god is working in her life during those horrible 3 weeks when her granny was in hospital, i am still amazed... and i can taste tangibly how god works in weak circumstances. never give up, hang on and wait for wonderous results.
btw, when pastor paul from paradise comm church talks about how he fainted and wets himself (this is normal because when one faints, all contractions within the body will cease and lose control of every and anything within you)... i could totally identify with him... and i want to share this with you guys =) nothing embarressing, just a lil shocking... ha!
last easter eve, while i was in nexus having rehearsals for the production, i got so stressed and nervous, i suddenly had fits. i fainted for 15 mins (won pastor paul by 10 mins! >.<) and woke up all groggy and then my sister came and picked me... i was wondering how come i was wet ( mind you i couldn't possibly drool like nonstop and all the way to my jeans nor was i drinking coke or anything)... then i realised that i wet myself (in another word, peed) i asked susi, sheerly and justin... they said discreetly, you peed. still groggy in the head, i didnt think i realise what i just did to the clean nexus carpet. ha! thank god it didnt stink... i drank loads of water ok whahahahaha~ so erm... ya... i'm on the honour board of being the first pre adult to pee on nexus floor without being scolded... erm... where exactly did i leave my glorious markings? the main area where everyone goes down to jump... whahahaha i take this kinda lightly but dont be mean and call me names ya... just to let you peeps know that it's normal!!!
thinking: more caffeine...
song: free - hillsong
i read this on tues about how this lady was talking about how her sons are being taught in school about, this is the *correct* colour, this is the *correct* way to solve... how come we're being taught this way? somehow we're like some programmed breathing robots that limits our creativity juices to flow... was drawing some logos with yokes just now after the concert and i realise how limited our sense of creativity is, we copy other logos or try to implement other logo's signature parts into our logo... and in the end, it looks like some other logo... bleah.
but one thing, remember who's our creator? who in the world can create such precise veins and structure us to have a zillion facial expressions as and when we want?
my creator king
wasnt feeling the best of moods after the concert, no converts, lives not growing, stagnant or rather like dead, thinking of goals but no contacts to start with... what the... got home for dinner, still feeling darn down, even when i saw my favourite dish, still no smiles... but i prayed. i believe. that god is on my side no matter what... dua pui goliaths or evil mr sa tan's doings, conquer it and overcome it. easier said than done but i know i can. because i have god.
really, until you see god's miracles you won't believe how real god is. i've receieved a call from jane telling me about how she has seen and hear personally about how god is working in her life during those horrible 3 weeks when her granny was in hospital, i am still amazed... and i can taste tangibly how god works in weak circumstances. never give up, hang on and wait for wonderous results.
btw, when pastor paul from paradise comm church talks about how he fainted and wets himself (this is normal because when one faints, all contractions within the body will cease and lose control of every and anything within you)... i could totally identify with him... and i want to share this with you guys =) nothing embarressing, just a lil shocking... ha!
last easter eve, while i was in nexus having rehearsals for the production, i got so stressed and nervous, i suddenly had fits. i fainted for 15 mins (won pastor paul by 10 mins! >.<) and woke up all groggy and then my sister came and picked me... i was wondering how come i was wet ( mind you i couldn't possibly drool like nonstop and all the way to my jeans nor was i drinking coke or anything)... then i realised that i wet myself (in another word, peed) i asked susi, sheerly and justin... they said discreetly, you peed. still groggy in the head, i didnt think i realise what i just did to the clean nexus carpet. ha! thank god it didnt stink... i drank loads of water ok whahahahaha~ so erm... ya... i'm on the honour board of being the first pre adult to pee on nexus floor without being scolded... erm... where exactly did i leave my glorious markings? the main area where everyone goes down to jump... whahahaha i take this kinda lightly but dont be mean and call me names ya... just to let you peeps know that it's normal!!!
thinking: more caffeine...
song: free - hillsong
2 November 2005
when david saw goliath...
he didnt say, whoa so big, sure lose one.
he didnt say, how can this tiny stone and this miserble sling strike him down?
he didnt say, i'm scared...
instead this was on his mind...
he's so big, i can't possibly miss him
we have many goliaths popping up in our lives daily, mini me goliath or super unbelieveably tua pui goliath... but what kind of strike (think of those shaolin crane kick or tiger fist) you're going to give out depends on the kind of attitude you have... fear or victorious? you choose =)
im smiling while typing this out because i can't believe how stupid/insensitive i was last night after receiving a call from my sheep. baaa~
after focusing my projects on god and not for the sake of people's critics and remarks, really, things became much easier... really =) my research methodology teacher told me i did well for my project!!! whahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha *flicks hair*
beside rochor beancurd at rochor road, there's a kopitiam selling really good yummy food like claypot noodles, san lao, yu tou meefen, horfun !!! and a lot more... bagus!!! later i must go down for claypot noodles =D and beside the kopitiam they have a pastry bakery shop that sells excellent pastries, pineapple tarts (those that looks like pingpong balls) and they have this seasonal moon pie!!! buy the savoury one because thats the one that really melts and crumble into pieces in your mouth... and lastly... they have those old school rum balls!!! ahem* if you're going down, pls give me a call ya?
thinking: claypot noodles...
song: don't stop me now - queen
he didnt say, whoa so big, sure lose one.
he didnt say, how can this tiny stone and this miserble sling strike him down?
he didnt say, i'm scared...
instead this was on his mind...
he's so big, i can't possibly miss him
we have many goliaths popping up in our lives daily, mini me goliath or super unbelieveably tua pui goliath... but what kind of strike (think of those shaolin crane kick or tiger fist) you're going to give out depends on the kind of attitude you have... fear or victorious? you choose =)
im smiling while typing this out because i can't believe how stupid/insensitive i was last night after receiving a call from my sheep. baaa~
after focusing my projects on god and not for the sake of people's critics and remarks, really, things became much easier... really =) my research methodology teacher told me i did well for my project!!! whahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha *flicks hair*
beside rochor beancurd at rochor road, there's a kopitiam selling really good yummy food like claypot noodles, san lao, yu tou meefen, horfun !!! and a lot more... bagus!!! later i must go down for claypot noodles =D and beside the kopitiam they have a pastry bakery shop that sells excellent pastries, pineapple tarts (those that looks like pingpong balls) and they have this seasonal moon pie!!! buy the savoury one because thats the one that really melts and crumble into pieces in your mouth... and lastly... they have those old school rum balls!!! ahem* if you're going down, pls give me a call ya?
thinking: claypot noodles...
song: don't stop me now - queen
30 October 2005
Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
taken from livi and hmmm i have to agree that the education part is not true... whahaha next please...
The Real You
1: You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
2: You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
3: You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
4: Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.
hmmm... gags*
went to find pecks on friday... it was truely a memorable walk... 1 hour 45 mins walk... ok it cant be compared to some army march... and i admit, window shopping is not that bad when u have things to look at but when u only have blks to look at it's a chore man... but overall everything was worth it. we (xueqi and me) walked from khatib to yishun just to pass pecks some choc and we even got lost within the blk itself whahahahaha *pengs* but overall... the joy of passing someone a gift and the look on their face is like pweet*
went to my cousin's wedding today and it's being held in a church... the moment she walked in with her papa... wha~ *nearly teared*... just imagine jesus waiting for his bride (the church)... in anticipation of receiving... the feeling of having butterflies in the tummy... =)
alrights, back to projects... one more week to go... =)
thinking: thinking when will it be my turn to get married... whahahahahahahah (ah hwa pls dont say anything or tag me... though i know the more you will after seeing this msg grrr - dont anyhow talk nosense ah... )
song: last kiss - pearl jam
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
taken from livi and hmmm i have to agree that the education part is not true... whahaha next please...
The Real You
1: You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
2: You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
3: You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
4: Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.
hmmm... gags*
went to find pecks on friday... it was truely a memorable walk... 1 hour 45 mins walk... ok it cant be compared to some army march... and i admit, window shopping is not that bad when u have things to look at but when u only have blks to look at it's a chore man... but overall everything was worth it. we (xueqi and me) walked from khatib to yishun just to pass pecks some choc and we even got lost within the blk itself whahahahaha *pengs* but overall... the joy of passing someone a gift and the look on their face is like pweet*
went to my cousin's wedding today and it's being held in a church... the moment she walked in with her papa... wha~ *nearly teared*... just imagine jesus waiting for his bride (the church)... in anticipation of receiving... the feeling of having butterflies in the tummy... =)
alrights, back to projects... one more week to go... =)
thinking: thinking when will it be my turn to get married... whahahahahahahah (ah hwa pls dont say anything or tag me... though i know the more you will after seeing this msg grrr - dont anyhow talk nosense ah... )
song: last kiss - pearl jam
27 October 2005
just met up with perd. seriously wanting to give up a lot of stuff. because of tiny failures and setbacks and disatisfied attitude towards school, friends and pastoral... neither here nor there... bu san bu si. urgh.
my major project sucks big time because i know i didnt put in any effort and yet i expect to score. who the heck am i kidding. i thought i could draw. well at least they look like humans to me, until i saw my classmate's illustrations. i thought my photoshop skills were pretty decent until i found out simpler methods to applying different steps. i thought i could speak well until i heard how my classmate presented without any preparation. i thought i could lead well enough to motivate people until i read about moses. i thought i could i thought i can i thought i should be able... the more i reply more on myself the result of falling and hurting myself is even bigger...
behind at the back of my head somewhere it tells me not to give up. somewhere something tells me that i shouldnt base my results on men's reaction or wait for their acknowledgment... sometimes it's bad enough that things dont really work out and get some really sucky and blah criticism from fellow classmates that makes me feel stupidly condemning at times... sometimes i wish i could just get a cleaver and chop my classmate's head. but i cant lah. will be send to jail one...
glorifying god and hoping for acknowledgment from people is a totally different thing. because the former, even if you fail, you find joy in everything that you do. whilst the latter, you become more miserable... whats my golden calf? im set apart from the rest ever since i said yes but i've been wanting to go to the opposite direction because i'm able to see more clearly what my grades for the achievments turn out... will i give up 1 step before the finishing line? or will i continue on...
i want to know more about god's unconditional love.
thinking: attachment...
song: free - hillsong
my major project sucks big time because i know i didnt put in any effort and yet i expect to score. who the heck am i kidding. i thought i could draw. well at least they look like humans to me, until i saw my classmate's illustrations. i thought my photoshop skills were pretty decent until i found out simpler methods to applying different steps. i thought i could speak well until i heard how my classmate presented without any preparation. i thought i could lead well enough to motivate people until i read about moses. i thought i could i thought i can i thought i should be able... the more i reply more on myself the result of falling and hurting myself is even bigger...
behind at the back of my head somewhere it tells me not to give up. somewhere something tells me that i shouldnt base my results on men's reaction or wait for their acknowledgment... sometimes it's bad enough that things dont really work out and get some really sucky and blah criticism from fellow classmates that makes me feel stupidly condemning at times... sometimes i wish i could just get a cleaver and chop my classmate's head. but i cant lah. will be send to jail one...
glorifying god and hoping for acknowledgment from people is a totally different thing. because the former, even if you fail, you find joy in everything that you do. whilst the latter, you become more miserable... whats my golden calf? im set apart from the rest ever since i said yes but i've been wanting to go to the opposite direction because i'm able to see more clearly what my grades for the achievments turn out... will i give up 1 step before the finishing line? or will i continue on...
i want to know more about god's unconditional love.
thinking: attachment...
song: free - hillsong
20 October 2005
one core sub project is done. spent like 12 hours typing out 3 chapters, power point and colouring illustrations and what have you... but no matter what it is. ive came and ive conquered. whahahaha god is good!!! all the time!!!
ah na has been buying supper for me, so that i could fill my tummy and keep my mouth or rather myself awake hee... tonight's another night of chionging... and tmr, colin macdowell (spell check) from britian will be coming to our school for a talk... hmmm some great fashion writer yup... like what karen says, we better shake hands with him because he has shook many top fashion designer hands before... better still if after shaking hands, we must place it on our heads... karen calls it blessing i call it anointing whahaha -_-;
i've learnt a new song... sing it to the tune of don't cry for me argentina... with a hint of filipino accent...
don't cry for me lucky plaza~
the truth is i've never been there~
i go to wisma, takashimaya and far east plaza~
but not lucky plaza~
this friday there's di cl bbq at marina south and i can't go!!! tim gai!!! tabao for me will ya fellow sheepmates... and meihwa... cafe cartel after my exams okie!!!
are you with me? where's the sense of urgency? can we make it? or shall we succumb to mr sa tan. come on di2, just 2 more!!! 2 more people to our goal!!!
i miss my mum.
thinking: i miss stir fried salted veggie with lean pork and mushroom.
song: i go to wisma~ and takashimaya~
ah na has been buying supper for me, so that i could fill my tummy and keep my mouth or rather myself awake hee... tonight's another night of chionging... and tmr, colin macdowell (spell check) from britian will be coming to our school for a talk... hmmm some great fashion writer yup... like what karen says, we better shake hands with him because he has shook many top fashion designer hands before... better still if after shaking hands, we must place it on our heads... karen calls it blessing i call it anointing whahaha -_-;
i've learnt a new song... sing it to the tune of don't cry for me argentina... with a hint of filipino accent...
don't cry for me lucky plaza~
the truth is i've never been there~
i go to wisma, takashimaya and far east plaza~
but not lucky plaza~
this friday there's di cl bbq at marina south and i can't go!!! tim gai!!! tabao for me will ya fellow sheepmates... and meihwa... cafe cartel after my exams okie!!!
are you with me? where's the sense of urgency? can we make it? or shall we succumb to mr sa tan. come on di2, just 2 more!!! 2 more people to our goal!!!
i miss my mum.
thinking: i miss stir fried salted veggie with lean pork and mushroom.
song: i go to wisma~ and takashimaya~
16 October 2005
beyond's concert just ended...
WWWWWHHHHHAAAAA.................... so near yet so far~
ah hwa!!! tell me asap about the concert!!! ask joe ask joe ask joe!!!
really... beyond is one of the best band ever. they write songs about goals, visions, politics (who on earth will write a song on nelson mendala except wong kar kui) and well love. but they are so so so good!!! the lead singer passed away in an accident, falling off the stage but the remaining people still stayed on together. ah wing (drummer), paul wong (guitarist who plays the guitar with both left and right hand - ji li hai liang san sia!) and my fav, steve wong (the bassist)... still cont to write inspiring songs and stay true to their roots of being the humble band...
songs such as hai kuo tian kong, hei fun nei and a personal favourite of mine qing yan really keeps me hooked on them... seriously speaking, i don't speak cantonese so i have no idea what they are singing about but when i read the chinese lyrics, wha~ so cool... nothing lovey dovey but it's more to visions and goals. how's that for a rock band...
it's funny how i like both beyond and queen... ah but whatever it is, both bands are great and they play great music too... woohoo
makes me wanna learn to play bass and guitar... whahahah ever since i stepped into hope, been bugged to learn guitar... but... after 3 years, i cant even play a song... =D does strumming 3 basic cords count?
thinking: i really have this sense of regret of not wanting to buy the concert ticket instead of hoping that i might win it instead... WWWHHHYYY!!! TIM GAI!!! (thats why for cantonese)
song: beyond. what else. im trying to make up for the concert...
WWWWWHHHHHAAAAA.................... so near yet so far~
ah hwa!!! tell me asap about the concert!!! ask joe ask joe ask joe!!!
really... beyond is one of the best band ever. they write songs about goals, visions, politics (who on earth will write a song on nelson mendala except wong kar kui) and well love. but they are so so so good!!! the lead singer passed away in an accident, falling off the stage but the remaining people still stayed on together. ah wing (drummer), paul wong (guitarist who plays the guitar with both left and right hand - ji li hai liang san sia!) and my fav, steve wong (the bassist)... still cont to write inspiring songs and stay true to their roots of being the humble band...
songs such as hai kuo tian kong, hei fun nei and a personal favourite of mine qing yan really keeps me hooked on them... seriously speaking, i don't speak cantonese so i have no idea what they are singing about but when i read the chinese lyrics, wha~ so cool... nothing lovey dovey but it's more to visions and goals. how's that for a rock band...
it's funny how i like both beyond and queen... ah but whatever it is, both bands are great and they play great music too... woohoo
makes me wanna learn to play bass and guitar... whahahah ever since i stepped into hope, been bugged to learn guitar... but... after 3 years, i cant even play a song... =D does strumming 3 basic cords count?
thinking: i really have this sense of regret of not wanting to buy the concert ticket instead of hoping that i might win it instead... WWWHHHYYY!!! TIM GAI!!! (thats why for cantonese)
song: beyond. what else. im trying to make up for the concert...
15 October 2005
went to nexus last night... told ah hwa that i felt a sense of distant from nexus and the on going activities itself... i really missed the *busy times* i had with the on-going activities i was somehow involved last time and it has been 6 months ever since i stepped into nexus at night and i cant help but embrace the empty auditorium... this is where service is, it's where my saturdays are spent at, it's where i see the familiar faces that i love and its where my family is.
after 2 weeks of torture of staying back late in school, i finally got a breather (a day only -_-) i really miss my cg people and perdy. i miss my ministry too. in fact, i miss everything... i allow those horrible stressful assignments and projects get in the way of my walk with abba papa that it really has became a stumbling block to my spiritual walk. the usuals of class, the norms of problems but i can't seem to realise and appreciate god and his blessings for me. those 10-15 short prayers seems soo long for me. i dont like this kinda thoughts and i don't want it either. what's going on?
so many times in school i feel like screaming at the top of my lungs. but it's my problem and i cant share it with anyone in school, because they won't understand, they will only just nod and smile... i can't identify my problems with anyone in school, so i found an alt. unleash my frustrations through jokes and being lame. but it's getting heavier day by day. i cant always put on a joking mask even if i dont feel like smiling... and whats the point of being labeled the class clown when actually deep inside all i really need is to be heard... not entertain... somehow i really appreciate those times when im in the school comp lab all alone... no one asking me anything... it's just me and the comp screen and my mp3. it's an irony because as a sang sometimes being alone really sux big time.. you know what i mean right sangs? hee...
so thats the reason why how much i really appreciate perdy's staying over last night and that fellowship i had just hours ago with my peeps... now that brings me to remind myself that one of my love language is quality time...
i really don't need anything to fill me in... really... not you not you not you... just him.
thinking: crawling back to projects again!!!
song: and i'll sing... sing... i love you so...
after 2 weeks of torture of staying back late in school, i finally got a breather (a day only -_-) i really miss my cg people and perdy. i miss my ministry too. in fact, i miss everything... i allow those horrible stressful assignments and projects get in the way of my walk with abba papa that it really has became a stumbling block to my spiritual walk. the usuals of class, the norms of problems but i can't seem to realise and appreciate god and his blessings for me. those 10-15 short prayers seems soo long for me. i dont like this kinda thoughts and i don't want it either. what's going on?
so many times in school i feel like screaming at the top of my lungs. but it's my problem and i cant share it with anyone in school, because they won't understand, they will only just nod and smile... i can't identify my problems with anyone in school, so i found an alt. unleash my frustrations through jokes and being lame. but it's getting heavier day by day. i cant always put on a joking mask even if i dont feel like smiling... and whats the point of being labeled the class clown when actually deep inside all i really need is to be heard... not entertain... somehow i really appreciate those times when im in the school comp lab all alone... no one asking me anything... it's just me and the comp screen and my mp3. it's an irony because as a sang sometimes being alone really sux big time.. you know what i mean right sangs? hee...
so thats the reason why how much i really appreciate perdy's staying over last night and that fellowship i had just hours ago with my peeps... now that brings me to remind myself that one of my love language is quality time...
i really don't need anything to fill me in... really... not you not you not you... just him.
thinking: crawling back to projects again!!!
song: and i'll sing... sing... i love you so...
8 October 2005
i've received a letter. hand written. simple words. sincere heart. but most of all. this person meant everything she wrote for me... xueqi =) your words in the letter really touched my heart... awww... *kiss kiss* and gal, you have your first di convert!!! your first sheep!!! retain!!! di2!!! we musn't stop at 7 anymore. lets start with 8 and go higher okay!!!
these few weeks hasn't been exactly smooth. a lot of changes to adjust to, more things to take up and well school work hasnt been really going well... or is it because i haven't been finding joy in doing things... its the latter, really... but everytime something happened and when the after effects starts to kick in (like finally realising that everything is not so bad after all or it's just me being emotional) i start to smile and feel... you know... childish and stupid... dang... just for the sake of having some reaction in that instant moment... bah~
i remembered when i was young i read about the book of daniel and the only thing i could remember was the part that he was well protected in both the lion's den and in the fire... i re-read again and the first chapter really strike me a lot about how he refused to eat rich food etc and no matter what and he still standby his faith... wha!!! ji faithful yi sia!!! wo yeah yao!!!
told meihwa about somehow i prefer to be alone sometimes... she told me that i learnt to enjoy god's presence more and not being rah rah and trying to be with the loudest crowd. i couldnt agree more... it's funny how much lame jokes(muah chee), dirty jokes (phlegm and regurgitation) and those sadistic shows (boiling point and happy tree friends) i really enjoy... but somehow... there's a softer side... preferring to watch shows like life is beautiful, to gillian on her 38th birthday and c'est la vie mon cherie etc shows when i'm alone... so that i could brawl (spell check) my eyes out...
but i love it best when i stand at my living room's main window, looking over the night scenary and then just look at the skies at night (colours in red, purple and those stars) reminding me of how beautiful god's creation is.... the human body is so complex - tell me who made us? those snowflakes, all individual like fingerprints, who made them this way? mother nature? evolution? well all i know is that darwin must be turning in his grave every now and then whenever archaelogists found some biblical artifacts and doctors finding out that even monkeys havin 99.8% close dna as us doesnt makes much diff... so does that mean that the 0.2% is the difference why we turn out to be more erm... modern and less hairy then monkeys? 0.2%... what a theory...
i'm tired physically because i just played helicopter with jingmin =D... and we sang hokkien songs while walking to ps... ended up sharing life in the mrt about how to be more appreciative towards people and things in our lives... she went for the mission trip and she seen how people dump their parents and ran off... i think this really speaks to me on how sometimes i should appreciate my family more and not take them for granted... treasure them people...
thinking: projects!!!
song: in christ alone
these few weeks hasn't been exactly smooth. a lot of changes to adjust to, more things to take up and well school work hasnt been really going well... or is it because i haven't been finding joy in doing things... its the latter, really... but everytime something happened and when the after effects starts to kick in (like finally realising that everything is not so bad after all or it's just me being emotional) i start to smile and feel... you know... childish and stupid... dang... just for the sake of having some reaction in that instant moment... bah~
i remembered when i was young i read about the book of daniel and the only thing i could remember was the part that he was well protected in both the lion's den and in the fire... i re-read again and the first chapter really strike me a lot about how he refused to eat rich food etc and no matter what and he still standby his faith... wha!!! ji faithful yi sia!!! wo yeah yao!!!
told meihwa about somehow i prefer to be alone sometimes... she told me that i learnt to enjoy god's presence more and not being rah rah and trying to be with the loudest crowd. i couldnt agree more... it's funny how much lame jokes(muah chee), dirty jokes (phlegm and regurgitation) and those sadistic shows (boiling point and happy tree friends) i really enjoy... but somehow... there's a softer side... preferring to watch shows like life is beautiful, to gillian on her 38th birthday and c'est la vie mon cherie etc shows when i'm alone... so that i could brawl (spell check) my eyes out...
but i love it best when i stand at my living room's main window, looking over the night scenary and then just look at the skies at night (colours in red, purple and those stars) reminding me of how beautiful god's creation is.... the human body is so complex - tell me who made us? those snowflakes, all individual like fingerprints, who made them this way? mother nature? evolution? well all i know is that darwin must be turning in his grave every now and then whenever archaelogists found some biblical artifacts and doctors finding out that even monkeys havin 99.8% close dna as us doesnt makes much diff... so does that mean that the 0.2% is the difference why we turn out to be more erm... modern and less hairy then monkeys? 0.2%... what a theory...
i'm tired physically because i just played helicopter with jingmin =D... and we sang hokkien songs while walking to ps... ended up sharing life in the mrt about how to be more appreciative towards people and things in our lives... she went for the mission trip and she seen how people dump their parents and ran off... i think this really speaks to me on how sometimes i should appreciate my family more and not take them for granted... treasure them people...
thinking: projects!!!
song: in christ alone
25 September 2005
Ecclesiates 5:2-3 (the message)
don't shoot off your mouth, or speak before you think. don't be too quick to tell god what you think he wants to hear. god's in charge, not you - the less you speak, the better. over work makes for restless sleep. over talk shows you up as a fool.
really, sometimes i speak too much. regrets of saying the wrong things in anger, out of ignorance, out of boliao-ness, what else? empty barral makes the most noise? i couldn't agree more. alrights, keeping traps shut and opening it only when necessary couldn't be more appropriate.
let's chiong di2, we have loads to do! we're not gonna live by 6-8 for the rest of our lives ok~ lets up the level but first, remember the throne in our lives is not seated by you or me =)
beyond is coming to singapore for their last concert... starhub is giving away tickets too!!! i must win!!! *pray that 15 oct there won't be any meetings* whahahaha
thinking: bbq dinner at east coast!!!
song: quando
don't shoot off your mouth, or speak before you think. don't be too quick to tell god what you think he wants to hear. god's in charge, not you - the less you speak, the better. over work makes for restless sleep. over talk shows you up as a fool.
really, sometimes i speak too much. regrets of saying the wrong things in anger, out of ignorance, out of boliao-ness, what else? empty barral makes the most noise? i couldn't agree more. alrights, keeping traps shut and opening it only when necessary couldn't be more appropriate.
let's chiong di2, we have loads to do! we're not gonna live by 6-8 for the rest of our lives ok~ lets up the level but first, remember the throne in our lives is not seated by you or me =)
beyond is coming to singapore for their last concert... starhub is giving away tickets too!!! i must win!!! *pray that 15 oct there won't be any meetings* whahahaha
thinking: bbq dinner at east coast!!!
song: quando
23 September 2005
the sandman is here... zzzzz
yokes and germs fell asleep on the train towards bukit batok. one drooled and one slept with mouth wide open. guess who?
cg was good and simple. affirmations and smiles =) bee... i love ya!!!
i think i shared this before but i shall do it again. you know how some of us enjoy torturing god's little creation (pls repent from it immediately) eg, those-that-shall-not-be-named actually burns them on the stove fire directly, pluck legs off the live creatures and scald the poor creatures with hot boiling water. but this i have to salute, this another the-one-that-shall-not-be-named... she did this...
trying to wash/flush the lizard down the kitchen sink, it doesnt work at all. so using her last resort, she took a kitchen scissors and start to snip with her eyes closed... she opened her eyes to see a little bit of blood, little pieces of the lizard, all white and nuah nuah *eeewww* and then because the pieces of lizard can't be washed down, she took a chopstick and squashed them them through the filter hole... while observing, she noticed the lizard pieces slowly become black... at last... the ordeal is over~
went home taking 157, went past toh guan where the previous ngee ann hq was and enjoyed the quiet ride back to toa payoh... reflected on a lot of things that happened this week and the things that was so called self inflicted? yeah, i finally understood after pondering for a long time. when one is not close to god, the sins starts to creep on you and then get stuck on you. like stubborn stains. i hate sins. the difference between resisting sin now or an hour later is totally different. if only you would say, if only i woke up earlier, if only i did my homework, if only if only... regrets all start with if only. how come it cant be i should have or why didn't i? let's stop the if only, let's start with just do it.
it's funny how come sometimes, to achieve something we have to give up something in order to reach that goal? well i think it's because the thing we give up is usually a want. and the goal? is a need.
thinking: i need sleep
song: sympathique - thank you
yokes and germs fell asleep on the train towards bukit batok. one drooled and one slept with mouth wide open. guess who?
cg was good and simple. affirmations and smiles =) bee... i love ya!!!
i think i shared this before but i shall do it again. you know how some of us enjoy torturing god's little creation (pls repent from it immediately) eg, those-that-shall-not-be-named actually burns them on the stove fire directly, pluck legs off the live creatures and scald the poor creatures with hot boiling water. but this i have to salute, this another the-one-that-shall-not-be-named... she did this...
trying to wash/flush the lizard down the kitchen sink, it doesnt work at all. so using her last resort, she took a kitchen scissors and start to snip with her eyes closed... she opened her eyes to see a little bit of blood, little pieces of the lizard, all white and nuah nuah *eeewww* and then because the pieces of lizard can't be washed down, she took a chopstick and squashed them them through the filter hole... while observing, she noticed the lizard pieces slowly become black... at last... the ordeal is over~
went home taking 157, went past toh guan where the previous ngee ann hq was and enjoyed the quiet ride back to toa payoh... reflected on a lot of things that happened this week and the things that was so called self inflicted? yeah, i finally understood after pondering for a long time. when one is not close to god, the sins starts to creep on you and then get stuck on you. like stubborn stains. i hate sins. the difference between resisting sin now or an hour later is totally different. if only you would say, if only i woke up earlier, if only i did my homework, if only if only... regrets all start with if only. how come it cant be i should have or why didn't i? let's stop the if only, let's start with just do it.
it's funny how come sometimes, to achieve something we have to give up something in order to reach that goal? well i think it's because the thing we give up is usually a want. and the goal? is a need.
thinking: i need sleep
song: sympathique - thank you
20 September 2005
alrights havent been blogging for long =)
talked to meihwa last night, and i realise that sometimes, we just don't want to put certain things down because of pride issues. dang... darn difficult but still i have to. =)
went to see the doc and it cost me one zara skirt. $76. zhor ni eh neh gui eh!!! nasal spray lah...
watched this drama called full house!!! rain is soo cute and song hye gyo is sooo yummy looking! like lolipop!!! if only my boyfriend looks and well, minus the childish behaviour like rain i'll be more than satisfied whahahaha darn one heart warming drama... war and beauty still stands out for being the super duper political drama tvb ever created... even da chang jin lose to them hands down heh
nafa is having sports day this friday at yck stadium and my friends signed up for bowling and aj... (jiu shi ni!) didnt want to join so i took over... whahaha i think it'll be drain washing all the time and haiz... no bball... because of erm... we didnt want to play in the sun so we decline and my lecturer said that on sports day it's very easy to sport fashion students because we'll be decked out nicely and etc... well i can imagine some of my classmates doing that... visors, fans, maybe electrical fan (i won't be surprise if i see anyone bringing) sunscreen and whining saying it's hot yadaydayada =p
oh, sometims it's funny how sometimes when we see certain people other than in church/school/class, we don't smile much, you know, the lookaway kind? funny -_- well i do that too heh
alrights, later on there'll be unit meeting and gosh this is one hectic week man...
thinking: research methodology kills. beware 3B1
song: secret garden - bruce springsteen
talked to meihwa last night, and i realise that sometimes, we just don't want to put certain things down because of pride issues. dang... darn difficult but still i have to. =)
went to see the doc and it cost me one zara skirt. $76. zhor ni eh neh gui eh!!! nasal spray lah...
watched this drama called full house!!! rain is soo cute and song hye gyo is sooo yummy looking! like lolipop!!! if only my boyfriend looks and well, minus the childish behaviour like rain i'll be more than satisfied whahahaha darn one heart warming drama... war and beauty still stands out for being the super duper political drama tvb ever created... even da chang jin lose to them hands down heh
nafa is having sports day this friday at yck stadium and my friends signed up for bowling and aj... (jiu shi ni!) didnt want to join so i took over... whahaha i think it'll be drain washing all the time and haiz... no bball... because of erm... we didnt want to play in the sun so we decline and my lecturer said that on sports day it's very easy to sport fashion students because we'll be decked out nicely and etc... well i can imagine some of my classmates doing that... visors, fans, maybe electrical fan (i won't be surprise if i see anyone bringing) sunscreen and whining saying it's hot yadaydayada =p
oh, sometims it's funny how sometimes when we see certain people other than in church/school/class, we don't smile much, you know, the lookaway kind? funny -_- well i do that too heh
alrights, later on there'll be unit meeting and gosh this is one hectic week man...
thinking: research methodology kills. beware 3B1
song: secret garden - bruce springsteen
13 September 2005
ok. this is official. and you heard it here first.
image is closed.
the reason why i said you heard it here first it's because when i wasnt confirm about the closure, i had a few people *knowing* that image was closed and saying oh i heard it somewhere... hmmm. wasn't too happy about it seriously because, how can i not know anything and didnt disclose anything and yet you already rec news about it? hmmm...
ok lah, feel a bit heartache because from 1 person to 3 person and then to 9 people... gone through quite some time with them... alrights! =D image people, choose your new ministry well and enjoy serving just like how you have faithfully serve image alrights! what shall i join? singing ministry? and destroy everybody's mood for worshipping? heee
went to sin huat coffeeshop at geylang lor 35 on sunday's family dinner.read about the cze char stall and watched in on anthony bourdain's show. how can i miss it man...the food was ABSOLUTELY great. sooooo good. anti garlic lovers pls steer clear of sin huat. but if you're not, rush there asap. really!!!
1st dish: some veggie with garlic
(the veggies are not overcook and they are sooo crispy whahaha)
2nd dish: frog legs in chicken essense and garlic
(unusual but it's such an eye opener!!! drank the gravy as soup wha~ i cant get enough of it)
3rd dish: gong² with honey,chopped garlic,chili and spring onions
(first time eating gong² and they are soooo nice in the sauce!!!)
4th dish: steamed groupa in black sauce with chopped spring onions
(so fresh and hmmm yummy! i'm darn particular about fish and this is really a freshie lor)
and... *drum roll* the lao niang of dishes! and godpapa of crabs!
5th dish: bee hoon crab
(this dish alone can be a main course lor! the crab shall is as big as my face!!! the pincers is like the size of my palm and goodness... @#$%^&*!
MO TAK DENG AH! *do wu zhong xian's face* tai how chi le!!!
btw, the crab dish is the most ex crab dish i've ever eaten. 108 bucks... butit's totally worth it man! when i said that the teochew restaurant at amoy streetduring my pop's bday was the best? no way i take my words back lor! THIS SIN HUAT IS THE BEST!!!
thinking: this thurday cg will be fun fun fun!!!
song: only you - flying pickets
image is closed.
the reason why i said you heard it here first it's because when i wasnt confirm about the closure, i had a few people *knowing* that image was closed and saying oh i heard it somewhere... hmmm. wasn't too happy about it seriously because, how can i not know anything and didnt disclose anything and yet you already rec news about it? hmmm...
ok lah, feel a bit heartache because from 1 person to 3 person and then to 9 people... gone through quite some time with them... alrights! =D image people, choose your new ministry well and enjoy serving just like how you have faithfully serve image alrights! what shall i join? singing ministry? and destroy everybody's mood for worshipping? heee
went to sin huat coffeeshop at geylang lor 35 on sunday's family dinner.read about the cze char stall and watched in on anthony bourdain's show. how can i miss it man...the food was ABSOLUTELY great. sooooo good. anti garlic lovers pls steer clear of sin huat. but if you're not, rush there asap. really!!!
1st dish: some veggie with garlic
(the veggies are not overcook and they are sooo crispy whahaha)
2nd dish: frog legs in chicken essense and garlic
(unusual but it's such an eye opener!!! drank the gravy as soup wha~ i cant get enough of it)
3rd dish: gong² with honey,chopped garlic,chili and spring onions
(first time eating gong² and they are soooo nice in the sauce!!!)
4th dish: steamed groupa in black sauce with chopped spring onions
(so fresh and hmmm yummy! i'm darn particular about fish and this is really a freshie lor)
and... *drum roll* the lao niang of dishes! and godpapa of crabs!
5th dish: bee hoon crab
(this dish alone can be a main course lor! the crab shall is as big as my face!!! the pincers is like the size of my palm and goodness... @#$%^&*!
MO TAK DENG AH! *do wu zhong xian's face* tai how chi le!!!
btw, the crab dish is the most ex crab dish i've ever eaten. 108 bucks... butit's totally worth it man! when i said that the teochew restaurant at amoy streetduring my pop's bday was the best? no way i take my words back lor! THIS SIN HUAT IS THE BEST!!!
thinking: this thurday cg will be fun fun fun!!!
song: only you - flying pickets
9 September 2005
alrights, ive decided to take the safe way, typing it out on notepad before cutting it and pasting it on blogger. grrr this better be the last time blogger dies on me -_-;
anyways, went to town today for ahem... *market research* project...but in the end... we ended
up shopping... bah~ shopping kills...anyways, went past orchard mrt and we saw police officers and CID and some reporters hanging around, apparently a woman's head was found, goodness, another headline news again... saw dingyue, charmaine, jinqi and kevin at burger king =D
took neoprints whahaha im so amazed at mingyi and yati because they're like experts lor! they know how to add backgroundand stars and sparkles to the pics whahaha perhaps im to suaku one? heh yup yup, saw black and white stripes tops at topshop and this dark royal blue skirt at zara... hands itchy leh but tithing comes first whaaaaa *whines*
a must watch hongkong drama!!! war and beauty * jin zhi yu nie * !!! highly recommended by germaine kwek!!! and henin hardenne got kicked out of us open... why why why!!!
went to ray phay's birthday on sunday and i think this is hilarious. i was bbqing lala (clams) and then his aunt asked me in chinese.
aunt: is this alive? (pointing to the clams)
germ: erm... yup, you want some?
aunt: oh, then it's ok i only take dead (si) food.
germ: erm... ok now it's alive but when it's cooked, it'll be dead.
aunt: -_-;
laugh with me k! it's funny what...
perdy is down with chix pox!!! *pray for healing!!!*
prohesy - it came true for me.
thinking: everything is in god's hands! do your best maine!song: everything's change
song: everybody praise
anyways, went to town today for ahem... *market research* project...but in the end... we ended
up shopping... bah~ shopping kills...anyways, went past orchard mrt and we saw police officers and CID and some reporters hanging around, apparently a woman's head was found, goodness, another headline news again... saw dingyue, charmaine, jinqi and kevin at burger king =D
took neoprints whahaha im so amazed at mingyi and yati because they're like experts lor! they know how to add backgroundand stars and sparkles to the pics whahaha perhaps im to suaku one? heh yup yup, saw black and white stripes tops at topshop and this dark royal blue skirt at zara... hands itchy leh but tithing comes first whaaaaa *whines*
a must watch hongkong drama!!! war and beauty * jin zhi yu nie * !!! highly recommended by germaine kwek!!! and henin hardenne got kicked out of us open... why why why!!!
went to ray phay's birthday on sunday and i think this is hilarious. i was bbqing lala (clams) and then his aunt asked me in chinese.
aunt: is this alive? (pointing to the clams)
germ: erm... yup, you want some?
aunt: oh, then it's ok i only take dead (si) food.
germ: erm... ok now it's alive but when it's cooked, it'll be dead.
aunt: -_-;
laugh with me k! it's funny what...
perdy is down with chix pox!!! *pray for healing!!!*
prohesy - it came true for me.
thinking: everything is in god's hands! do your best maine!song: everything's change
song: everybody praise
7 September 2005
5 September 2005
this is sick. i've retyped like 4 times last night. posted pics and then blogger just died on me... okie i get it... grrr...
been thinking about a lot of things in my life lately. perd asked me. what's up for you? any happenings? what's going on? so much.
tangible - a word frequently used but one that sums up on that perfect situation about how god bless us. i really don't know what god has in store for me. i really don't and i will be scared to know... but i know it's something great and good.
though my leaders know that somehow i want to run away to other places to stay using my infinite eyes to satisify my own hunger but i really wonder how long can i survive? using talents alone with no god in the middle - it's simply wasting everything away. i will not give up my dreams... i want to serve more.
convicted. assured. satisfied.
thinking: how come tangible is not spelt as tengiberl? who invented english one huh...
song: i'm gonna run... into your arms....again
i have nothing
not even friends
not even family
but i have god
who rest me beside still waters
been thinking about a lot of things in my life lately. perd asked me. what's up for you? any happenings? what's going on? so much.
tangible - a word frequently used but one that sums up on that perfect situation about how god bless us. i really don't know what god has in store for me. i really don't and i will be scared to know... but i know it's something great and good.
though my leaders know that somehow i want to run away to other places to stay using my infinite eyes to satisify my own hunger but i really wonder how long can i survive? using talents alone with no god in the middle - it's simply wasting everything away. i will not give up my dreams... i want to serve more.
convicted. assured. satisfied.
thinking: how come tangible is not spelt as tengiberl? who invented english one huh...
song: i'm gonna run... into your arms....again
31 August 2005
alrights!!!
monday:
my pop brought us to this duck rice stall at geylang - yummy but it's a tad too sweet =) came home and did my pattern making homework... zzzzz
tuesday:
went to school to help out for the mediacorp thingy. went to komala for the first time. somehow, eating pratas and with coconut dips and some curry taste better when you're in little india. went to mustafa too!!! first time whahaha saw those casio watches which i was itching to buy... well the colour is gold so... a bit beng lah but... nice wha... futuristic leh... drank some teh tarik... mingyi, dong ming and donaldson's ice teh tarik taste soo sweet and mine which was a hot teh tarik tasted like... (decribe by dong ming - like bitter lotus soup) what?! hahaha but really, my tea tasted nothing like tea hahaha then went home with mr tan ate dao huay one the way. went home to find my sister back!!! she brought lots of potato chips and chocolate with mnms hidden inside =D di 2... ni men you kou fu le...
wed:
staying at home the whole day. must finish those drawings.
been thinking and getting butterflies in my tummy while waiting for that email. apparently i have not rec any email yet... wha... waiting... waiting...
i want to overcome these
1. envy
2. negative thoughts
pratice more of these
1. giving
2. being positive
thinking: teh makes one's breathe stink till the next day.. *hoorrrr*
song: vincent - don mclean
monday:
my pop brought us to this duck rice stall at geylang - yummy but it's a tad too sweet =) came home and did my pattern making homework... zzzzz
tuesday:
went to school to help out for the mediacorp thingy. went to komala for the first time. somehow, eating pratas and with coconut dips and some curry taste better when you're in little india. went to mustafa too!!! first time whahaha saw those casio watches which i was itching to buy... well the colour is gold so... a bit beng lah but... nice wha... futuristic leh... drank some teh tarik... mingyi, dong ming and donaldson's ice teh tarik taste soo sweet and mine which was a hot teh tarik tasted like... (decribe by dong ming - like bitter lotus soup) what?! hahaha but really, my tea tasted nothing like tea hahaha then went home with mr tan ate dao huay one the way. went home to find my sister back!!! she brought lots of potato chips and chocolate with mnms hidden inside =D di 2... ni men you kou fu le...
wed:
staying at home the whole day. must finish those drawings.
been thinking and getting butterflies in my tummy while waiting for that email. apparently i have not rec any email yet... wha... waiting... waiting...
i want to overcome these
1. envy
2. negative thoughts
pratice more of these
1. giving
2. being positive
thinking: teh makes one's breathe stink till the next day.. *hoorrrr*
song: vincent - don mclean
28 August 2005
yokes was soo dejected today, with only less than 12 hours to her assessment, photos not printed out yet (those photos takes about 4 hours to develope) and yet she has to finish the whole entire membership class (3-8)... she cried, afraid to fail her assessment... she prayed... and god works wonders!!! a phone call came in... assessment push to wednesday!!!
prayers works. all you have to do is believe =D
one brother rededicate yesterday!!! raymond ng!!! really happy for this brother!!! welcome to this wonderful close knitted family!!! next is h20 bap okie!!!
tmr my dad will be bringing me and my sis out for lunch!!! im really happy cos, well usually he's too busy, even on his rest day (monday) yeah!!!
thinking: talents may help but god sees the heart and motive behind everything
song: voice of hope (addicted to this songs)
prayers works. all you have to do is believe =D
one brother rededicate yesterday!!! raymond ng!!! really happy for this brother!!! welcome to this wonderful close knitted family!!! next is h20 bap okie!!!
tmr my dad will be bringing me and my sis out for lunch!!! im really happy cos, well usually he's too busy, even on his rest day (monday) yeah!!!
thinking: talents may help but god sees the heart and motive behind everything
song: voice of hope (addicted to this songs)
27 August 2005
to livi
i remember our first shepherding at OA bakery, our last shepherding at kopi bean and those countless nua-ing in your house, our easter Cg where we did empty eggshells musicians, bday celebration in dan ryan's and in your house with pearls and roti pratas, and those dangerous weight gaining Cgs. talking to you has always been a joy to me because even though u might appear evil *laughs* esp to me, dewen and junyao, but nonetheless, you're one wise little fella =D you never fail to make me listen to you and understand how things should be done and how to solve problems in the quietest way possible. livi, you didnt give up on me when i bit you soo many times and you never fails to answer my needs whenever possible... god's plan is the best plan. you're there for a purpose. to get married before 24 years old!!! keke but serious, all the best to you. aaawww... really gonna miss you man...
changes and transactions are common in hope. it's all for the best. god's plan that is... a friend and i were discussing about people getting bitter about changes to their lives esp those changes that don't go according to their ways. why blame god? we live on the 2nd floor anyways. trust god. thats why it's call faith. if we can see and know god's plan then whats the use of god? therefore be blind my brothers. believe, trust and have faith in god.
i'm battling a problem within myself. will reveal much later but this problem has been on my mind ever since i spoke to meihwa and shelby... somehow i'm reluctant to give up and at the same time i want to give up too. the feeling is xin suan... you know, a bit sourish... -_- anyways, not backsliding ah...
meihwa asked me these questions.
1) what is your mission in this great commission?
2) what is your vision and goal in the kingdom of god?
will i be satisfied with the answer? or will i be bitter about changes and become bitter towards his great plan? sometimes i'm unsure of what's his plan for me. yes no or wait? which is which? how do i know? micah 6:8
thinking: i want to go back and rekindle my first love.
song: will i praise thee
i remember our first shepherding at OA bakery, our last shepherding at kopi bean and those countless nua-ing in your house, our easter Cg where we did empty eggshells musicians, bday celebration in dan ryan's and in your house with pearls and roti pratas, and those dangerous weight gaining Cgs. talking to you has always been a joy to me because even though u might appear evil *laughs* esp to me, dewen and junyao, but nonetheless, you're one wise little fella =D you never fail to make me listen to you and understand how things should be done and how to solve problems in the quietest way possible. livi, you didnt give up on me when i bit you soo many times and you never fails to answer my needs whenever possible... god's plan is the best plan. you're there for a purpose. to get married before 24 years old!!! keke but serious, all the best to you. aaawww... really gonna miss you man...
changes and transactions are common in hope. it's all for the best. god's plan that is... a friend and i were discussing about people getting bitter about changes to their lives esp those changes that don't go according to their ways. why blame god? we live on the 2nd floor anyways. trust god. thats why it's call faith. if we can see and know god's plan then whats the use of god? therefore be blind my brothers. believe, trust and have faith in god.
i'm battling a problem within myself. will reveal much later but this problem has been on my mind ever since i spoke to meihwa and shelby... somehow i'm reluctant to give up and at the same time i want to give up too. the feeling is xin suan... you know, a bit sourish... -_- anyways, not backsliding ah...
meihwa asked me these questions.
1) what is your mission in this great commission?
2) what is your vision and goal in the kingdom of god?
will i be satisfied with the answer? or will i be bitter about changes and become bitter towards his great plan? sometimes i'm unsure of what's his plan for me. yes no or wait? which is which? how do i know? micah 6:8
thinking: i want to go back and rekindle my first love.
song: will i praise thee
22 August 2005
you know, i'm always so fascinated by the scene of a woman running towards a man like as if they have never met since k1 and then they start to smooch and hug? and then when the bible talks about the prodigal son and then the father who's already of a certain age but somehow manage to run towards the son? well i've always wanted to know how it feels to have someone running towards you with smiles on their faces and arms wide open and that warm feeling? well, i finally knew and understand how it really felt last fri.
come, picture this with me. yokes was really tired with all her projects and when i saw her, and her face spelt, "gone case". but when she saw me (not as if i'm like a golden ticket or a forever 99% discount card from art friend) her eyes literally lit up, lips curl upwards and then she started to run towards me and then wrap her arms around mine. i felt sooo warm... really, i finally know how it feels like the father in the prodigal son. i really wonder how god feels whenever we run towards him =)
sunday was h20 bap. yokeling is ruth!!! sheralyn is danielle!!! no more yo-yo-ing and no more half past ten. now everyone works 24/7!!! =)
recently, i got myself entangled into a ball of redundent mafan... got gossipy in class and got pissed off too. but after some thinking, there wasnt any need to talk back and there wasnt any need to be angry too. after much of thinking through, i thought i could help or even lend a helping hand to anyone in need... but somehow i'm not superwoman or wonderwoman so perhaps now the only i can do is to listen and not help much anymore... it's really tiring... just like when sheep has problems, they're quite easy to help because they allow help to come in but when they dont... well, sometimes they dont hahaha oops...
became really mean to missus airhead today... okie i'm apologise... sorry!!!!! btw, you're still too small to reach me =p
thinking: even the tiniest thoughts are equally dangerous.
song: deeply in love
come, picture this with me. yokes was really tired with all her projects and when i saw her, and her face spelt, "gone case". but when she saw me (not as if i'm like a golden ticket or a forever 99% discount card from art friend) her eyes literally lit up, lips curl upwards and then she started to run towards me and then wrap her arms around mine. i felt sooo warm... really, i finally know how it feels like the father in the prodigal son. i really wonder how god feels whenever we run towards him =)
sunday was h20 bap. yokeling is ruth!!! sheralyn is danielle!!! no more yo-yo-ing and no more half past ten. now everyone works 24/7!!! =)
recently, i got myself entangled into a ball of redundent mafan... got gossipy in class and got pissed off too. but after some thinking, there wasnt any need to talk back and there wasnt any need to be angry too. after much of thinking through, i thought i could help or even lend a helping hand to anyone in need... but somehow i'm not superwoman or wonderwoman so perhaps now the only i can do is to listen and not help much anymore... it's really tiring... just like when sheep has problems, they're quite easy to help because they allow help to come in but when they dont... well, sometimes they dont hahaha oops...
became really mean to missus airhead today... okie i'm apologise... sorry!!!!! btw, you're still too small to reach me =p
thinking: even the tiniest thoughts are equally dangerous.
song: deeply in love
14 August 2005
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had a great talk with meihwa last night. thanks mei =)
celebrated babeee's (jaime) birthday on friday night. yup, happy early birthday!!! and welcome to the "adult" club officially next week.
ability teng (jane teng), welcome to the adult club man, now we left shelby, the last member to join us... =)
time passes so quickly, just a few years ago, i just graduated from high school then enter nafa. now in another 1 1/2 years time, it'll be graduation and then enter the working arena... i'm already 21 and 4 years later, i'll be 1/4 of a century old. time passes really quickly and fast.
am i doing enough? whats the real heart attitude and the real motive for doing *things*? i don't want to let my youth pass by me without achieving anything.
thinking: die with regrets - no way...
song: spanish guitar
celebrated babeee's (jaime) birthday on friday night. yup, happy early birthday!!! and welcome to the "adult" club officially next week.
ability teng (jane teng), welcome to the adult club man, now we left shelby, the last member to join us... =)
time passes so quickly, just a few years ago, i just graduated from high school then enter nafa. now in another 1 1/2 years time, it'll be graduation and then enter the working arena... i'm already 21 and 4 years later, i'll be 1/4 of a century old. time passes really quickly and fast.
am i doing enough? whats the real heart attitude and the real motive for doing *things*? i don't want to let my youth pass by me without achieving anything.
thinking: die with regrets - no way...
song: spanish guitar
8 August 2005
i finally have my own desktop!!!
anyways, great day in school, mediacorp has decided to use my designs =D and they're going to film the drama in our school and also... they need 200 extras (students) heh heh heh... 5 sec worth of fame. anyone up for grabs?
most of us wore red to school today, once mingyi and the rest send me the pics, i will post them on this blog... heh heh heh
happy 40th birthday Singapore!!!
okie, the previous post is not exactly very encouraging. =p just a part of me getting edgy about the way things are in school...
tmr's another day... face it with the right spirit. the first and the hardest. love.
thinking: livi san, pls send me all the songs =D
song: we the citizens of Singapore... =D
anyways, great day in school, mediacorp has decided to use my designs =D and they're going to film the drama in our school and also... they need 200 extras (students) heh heh heh... 5 sec worth of fame. anyone up for grabs?
most of us wore red to school today, once mingyi and the rest send me the pics, i will post them on this blog... heh heh heh
happy 40th birthday Singapore!!!
okie, the previous post is not exactly very encouraging. =p just a part of me getting edgy about the way things are in school...
tmr's another day... face it with the right spirit. the first and the hardest. love.
thinking: livi san, pls send me all the songs =D
song: we the citizens of Singapore... =D
7 August 2005
no point pleasing people so that perhaps they might react nicer to you or so that circumstances might be towards your advantage.
i don't want to be a people pleaser.
i don't want to suck up to teachers.
i don't want to join in any gossip.
i don't want to be in the centre of any attention and be gossip at.
i want to be real.
i want to be me.
sometimes, pleasing people can be sooo tiring, for what? rubbish. just for a higher chance of getting promoted, just for more marks for a particular project, just for a higher chance of attaining attention. hello~ wakey wakey, it just doesn't justify pure hard work and pure talents... somehow this particular issue about kissing up to teachers for more marks ( for not doing any homework and yet gets marks) always pops up once a while in my blog. i really get so jaded of seeing these kinda scenes in my classes. hello~ again, for once, rely on your own hard work lah.
i'm upset. because i see that people in my class don't draw anything nor prepare anything yet the teacher just smile at and laugh. and then the other side, those who work hard, just got some hmmm and haw and thats it. hello again, comment on the subject and teach the students can? we pay you to teach, to comment, to give critical replies, so that we'll learn... argh... i hope i am not judging. i'm commenting on things that i see with my own eyes. urgh.
i just don't get it.
thinking: be a god pleaser. not man.
song: ...
i don't want to be a people pleaser.
i don't want to suck up to teachers.
i don't want to join in any gossip.
i don't want to be in the centre of any attention and be gossip at.
i want to be real.
i want to be me.
sometimes, pleasing people can be sooo tiring, for what? rubbish. just for a higher chance of getting promoted, just for more marks for a particular project, just for a higher chance of attaining attention. hello~ wakey wakey, it just doesn't justify pure hard work and pure talents... somehow this particular issue about kissing up to teachers for more marks ( for not doing any homework and yet gets marks) always pops up once a while in my blog. i really get so jaded of seeing these kinda scenes in my classes. hello~ again, for once, rely on your own hard work lah.
i'm upset. because i see that people in my class don't draw anything nor prepare anything yet the teacher just smile at and laugh. and then the other side, those who work hard, just got some hmmm and haw and thats it. hello again, comment on the subject and teach the students can? we pay you to teach, to comment, to give critical replies, so that we'll learn... argh... i hope i am not judging. i'm commenting on things that i see with my own eyes. urgh.
i just don't get it.
thinking: be a god pleaser. not man.
song: ...
5 August 2005
finally handed up the mediacorp project and the art house display project... =)
joke of the day.
cherleen asked me what is the one and only dish that i can eat with rice. i wanted to say fan jia ji dan (rice add egg) but i said fan jia zha dan (rice add bomb)... hahaha funny hor hee
gosh, this week has been so tiring... and this is not even near the assessment date...woohoo
z z z z z z z z z z z z z z z z z z z z
beyond is coming to singapore for their last concert!!! must go!!!
thinking: spiritual gifts and abilities
song: =p
joke of the day.
cherleen asked me what is the one and only dish that i can eat with rice. i wanted to say fan jia ji dan (rice add egg) but i said fan jia zha dan (rice add bomb)... hahaha funny hor hee
gosh, this week has been so tiring... and this is not even near the assessment date...woohoo
z z z z z z z z z z z z z z z z z z z z
beyond is coming to singapore for their last concert!!! must go!!!
thinking: spiritual gifts and abilities
song: =p
1 August 2005
i gave 15 bucks to a boy i've never seen in my life. he was going around the bush to beg for money to take a cab to see his grandmother. he couldn't find his mother nor does he have any money with him. asking him where he was and how old (vincent from hongkah secondary sec 3). after much interogation, i gave him $15 and a muffin. his eyes became red and started tearing then he promptly wiped away his tears. he saw goodbye. i watched him from my house and saw that he dashed across the road, to the buildings opp. after that i prayed for him and i teared cos i know how it feels like to be desperate in such circumstances. morever, begging for money.
after awhile i thought to myself. was i conned by a 15 yr old boy? but what if it's true. $15 is nothing but i just felt that he was telling the truth. but i feel really funny because
(1) if he's lying - why? a bet he bet with his friend to see who can con the most amount ofmoney? a cheap thrill?
(2) if he's not lying - i hope everything turns out alright for him.
i told my sister, she said i was conned. he's an absolute liar. it's akin to giving money to drug addicts and then telling them to buy food when we jolly well know that they will spend it all on drugs. but somehow, i feel that he was telling the truth. i'm confused. did i do the right thing or not?
had shepherding with yokes on sat at s-11, was going through certain issues when we were scared stiff by a man, suddenly he just appeared at our table, putting his arms on our table and start to talk about his past (all 9 of his friends died in jail) then he said something about yehsu which i presumed to be jesus... and he start to tell us he had an injury (he started to pull his shirt and turn his back and as if he was about to pull down his pants)... yokes and i ran into the airconditioned area and hid in one corner...
i lost an 8 yr old collection of magazine trend archives. this is the second time and i'm extremely upset about it. i was thinking of using the archives for reference for one of the projects. i prayed again. this came to me. if he can create heavens and earth and design the most complex structure alive, how can he not give me the ability to come up with designs for a mere project? in the end, out of the 10 women outfits, 6 got chosen and out of the 4 men's oufit, 2 got chosen. tell me then, can i possibly do all these by myself?
No.
thinking: i'm hungry. for the wog.
song: to you
after awhile i thought to myself. was i conned by a 15 yr old boy? but what if it's true. $15 is nothing but i just felt that he was telling the truth. but i feel really funny because
(1) if he's lying - why? a bet he bet with his friend to see who can con the most amount ofmoney? a cheap thrill?
(2) if he's not lying - i hope everything turns out alright for him.
i told my sister, she said i was conned. he's an absolute liar. it's akin to giving money to drug addicts and then telling them to buy food when we jolly well know that they will spend it all on drugs. but somehow, i feel that he was telling the truth. i'm confused. did i do the right thing or not?
had shepherding with yokes on sat at s-11, was going through certain issues when we were scared stiff by a man, suddenly he just appeared at our table, putting his arms on our table and start to talk about his past (all 9 of his friends died in jail) then he said something about yehsu which i presumed to be jesus... and he start to tell us he had an injury (he started to pull his shirt and turn his back and as if he was about to pull down his pants)... yokes and i ran into the airconditioned area and hid in one corner...
i lost an 8 yr old collection of magazine trend archives. this is the second time and i'm extremely upset about it. i was thinking of using the archives for reference for one of the projects. i prayed again. this came to me. if he can create heavens and earth and design the most complex structure alive, how can he not give me the ability to come up with designs for a mere project? in the end, out of the 10 women outfits, 6 got chosen and out of the 4 men's oufit, 2 got chosen. tell me then, can i possibly do all these by myself?
No.
thinking: i'm hungry. for the wog.
song: to you
28 July 2005
time management is very important. now that i'm starting work and the modules' projects have to be done twice as fast because of school terms being shortened (holidays also got affected... there goes my 2 months holiday) have to meet sheeps. i really want to be like the woman stated in proverbs 31:10-31 (wonder woman!!!) everything will be done in the honour of god.
went to help out in the ba graduation fashion show. wore heels (no choice cos i didn't have any flats) bad choice indeed. body and feet ached the whole entire day. will post some pictures =)
was supposed to hand up 5 reports today. rushed through the previous night and cont this morning. was really proud of it cos i managed to finish all 5 reports with all the points included etc. was really looking forward to the lesson even, so i saved everything in a thumbdrive. urgh. the whole entire 256mb thumbdrive crashed. even though i explained to the teacher and all i have to do is to retype and submit on monday, the feeling sucks. but i remembered this dear sister telling us her testimony about passing the faith test (mine was more of the trial test haha) prayed and complained a little... hee but hey prayers work wonders!!! i had a spare thumbdrive so yup, going to cont typing and mugging with those photoshop logo thingy again hee...
hahaha i just found out something recently. someone in my school used to like me before he became erm, more feminine. i find it really amusing heh heh heh didn't know that i might appeal to the pre RuPauls oops...
becoming really mean in class recently... i give cher a nickname, 88... and cindy, airhead which she embrace it with open arms... i'm sorry!!! pls call me garlic nose from now on!!!
attended worship night for the first time. i told myself i'm going there for a reason. divine exchange.
think: keeping your spiritual life high consistantly at all times!!!
song: through it all
went to help out in the ba graduation fashion show. wore heels (no choice cos i didn't have any flats) bad choice indeed. body and feet ached the whole entire day. will post some pictures =)
was supposed to hand up 5 reports today. rushed through the previous night and cont this morning. was really proud of it cos i managed to finish all 5 reports with all the points included etc. was really looking forward to the lesson even, so i saved everything in a thumbdrive. urgh. the whole entire 256mb thumbdrive crashed. even though i explained to the teacher and all i have to do is to retype and submit on monday, the feeling sucks. but i remembered this dear sister telling us her testimony about passing the faith test (mine was more of the trial test haha) prayed and complained a little... hee but hey prayers work wonders!!! i had a spare thumbdrive so yup, going to cont typing and mugging with those photoshop logo thingy again hee...
hahaha i just found out something recently. someone in my school used to like me before he became erm, more feminine. i find it really amusing heh heh heh didn't know that i might appeal to the pre RuPauls oops...
becoming really mean in class recently... i give cher a nickname, 88... and cindy, airhead which she embrace it with open arms... i'm sorry!!! pls call me garlic nose from now on!!!
attended worship night for the first time. i told myself i'm going there for a reason. divine exchange.
think: keeping your spiritual life high consistantly at all times!!!
song: through it all
17 July 2005
yam paste with pumpkin and no coconut milk added
nasi lemak without chilli
stir fry flower crabs in bean paste
sunny side up egg
fried wanton
brownie - must have melted chocolate oozing out
fresh bread
gorilla ( thicker and sweeter version of milo dinosaur)
salted veggie duck soup
tiramisu without rum
hokkien mee with loads of lard
deep fried prawns in oats
hot plate beancurd
bak kut teh
steam promfert teochew style
and a bowl of piping hot rice...
if any man can cook all these, i'll marry him for sure hahaha
anyways, school just started, though the lessons time are quite flexible but the thought of those research methdology and product developement is kinda... scary but challenging though =) must score this time round
livi said... there are 2 groups of people who spend $ on different things, one on food and the other on clothes, hee i'm the latter and obviously livi is the former, considering 6 kg in 6 months, thats a erm...miracle? now dec is approaching, i shall see a 52kg livi soon... hahahaha
went for the breakthrough talk just now, pastor ben is really funny, praying about the licence thingy =D i bet that spoke a lot to jane esp hee =p and also to shelby, pearls and donald...
thinking: i thought korean dramas are a drag but now... i'm hooked on one heh
song: fm 94.6
nasi lemak without chilli
stir fry flower crabs in bean paste
sunny side up egg
fried wanton
brownie - must have melted chocolate oozing out
fresh bread
gorilla ( thicker and sweeter version of milo dinosaur)
salted veggie duck soup
tiramisu without rum
hokkien mee with loads of lard
deep fried prawns in oats
hot plate beancurd
bak kut teh
steam promfert teochew style
and a bowl of piping hot rice...
if any man can cook all these, i'll marry him for sure hahaha
anyways, school just started, though the lessons time are quite flexible but the thought of those research methdology and product developement is kinda... scary but challenging though =) must score this time round
livi said... there are 2 groups of people who spend $ on different things, one on food and the other on clothes, hee i'm the latter and obviously livi is the former, considering 6 kg in 6 months, thats a erm...miracle? now dec is approaching, i shall see a 52kg livi soon... hahahaha
went for the breakthrough talk just now, pastor ben is really funny, praying about the licence thingy =D i bet that spoke a lot to jane esp hee =p and also to shelby, pearls and donald...
thinking: i thought korean dramas are a drag but now... i'm hooked on one heh
song: fm 94.6
16 July 2005
valley of death!!!
our matthew event that we held in bishan park. where numerous toads, slimy froggies, translucent tadpoles, spiders and their webs hanging everywhere, not to mention countless flies in both air and ground hang out. happening par-tey eh... valley of death (vod) is one happening event man, it's like an itsy bitsy tiny weeny blair witch project made locally and cheaper too hahaha, anyways, all of us including our new friends have to walk through the dark path where the only hint of light you have is from the lantern and probably the moon in clearer areas and our specially chosen people will scare you at any moment. so yup the vod is just to scare you. thats all. but it's really scary when you least expected it. try walking alone... that doubles up the fear factor hahaha
examples...
you scream when you see an army guy in uniform and already camouflage in his uniform, covering his face with a huge fern and then shouting BOO!
you scream when you think that the people are hiding behinda tree or a bush only to hear someone laughing above you and scaring you with some branches
you scream when you see a lady suddenly appearing out of the dark...literally suddenly appearing suddenly
and you scream when you step into puddles of water (while imaging tadpoles swimming) and your shoe or slipper get stuck onto the ground because of the mud, flies stuck in btw your toes and under your toe nails... not to mention having cobwebs being stuck to your face (free mother nature mask)...
prize:
loudest screamer: joseph (sooooo loud literally)
scariest ghost: a tie btw tobias and moses (i kowtow to them... they definetly have the potential to scare people at igor's)
act tough/brave: meihwa... for her die die denial of being scared... and her idea to cover up her fear by speaking very loudly and calling out to ghost...(1st person to do that)
but whatever it is... we all had fun =D yeah!!!
thinking: dead beat
song: xie yi shou ge - shunzi
our matthew event that we held in bishan park. where numerous toads, slimy froggies, translucent tadpoles, spiders and their webs hanging everywhere, not to mention countless flies in both air and ground hang out. happening par-tey eh... valley of death (vod) is one happening event man, it's like an itsy bitsy tiny weeny blair witch project made locally and cheaper too hahaha, anyways, all of us including our new friends have to walk through the dark path where the only hint of light you have is from the lantern and probably the moon in clearer areas and our specially chosen people will scare you at any moment. so yup the vod is just to scare you. thats all. but it's really scary when you least expected it. try walking alone... that doubles up the fear factor hahaha
examples...
you scream when you see an army guy in uniform and already camouflage in his uniform, covering his face with a huge fern and then shouting BOO!
you scream when you think that the people are hiding behinda tree or a bush only to hear someone laughing above you and scaring you with some branches
you scream when you see a lady suddenly appearing out of the dark...literally suddenly appearing suddenly
and you scream when you step into puddles of water (while imaging tadpoles swimming) and your shoe or slipper get stuck onto the ground because of the mud, flies stuck in btw your toes and under your toe nails... not to mention having cobwebs being stuck to your face (free mother nature mask)...
prize:
loudest screamer: joseph (sooooo loud literally)
scariest ghost: a tie btw tobias and moses (i kowtow to them... they definetly have the potential to scare people at igor's)
act tough/brave: meihwa... for her die die denial of being scared... and her idea to cover up her fear by speaking very loudly and calling out to ghost...(1st person to do that)
but whatever it is... we all had fun =D yeah!!!
thinking: dead beat
song: xie yi shou ge - shunzi
9 July 2005
i'm really proud of my sheeps. breakthrough for both. both obeyed god and both were willing to go through lessons. pecks and yokes, give yrself a pat on yr backs okie!!! i'm proud of you 2!!!
went to nafa 1st year orientation to join my yokes to tour around hahaha it was really fun man, considering that since i've never been to the performing arts faculty and there's actually a pretty huge theatre inside the *not very big* building haha and hey, it can hold about the same amount of people as nexus=) heh equipt with a revolving stage too yup, saw one northeast bro- jian cong i think, who is in 1st year visual and sihan who's in performing arts heh heh heh in all we have 4 hoppies in nafa!!!! including yokes and me hahahahah
met yokes' friends and then after that i saw my classmates =D kinda excited to see them but at the same time thinking that school is starting in 3 days time... awww that feeling after having 1 1/2months of holiday sure doesnt come an inch near to *fantastic* haha but oh wells hahaha
anyways after that yokes and i went to ps and boy, we saw a sight thats such an eye opener that the sales people literally stand at their shop entrance just to stare, 2 boys walking past the shops several time just to take a sneak peek, people ( i saw a lot of them) walking back and standing there stunned, stuck to the ground.... and i swear this is the most hilarious sight i've ever seen >.< after that we went to eat at taka's food fest with pearls, we ate sausage with chopped mushroomswith terriyaki and cheese sauce muahahaha and tempura enoki mushroom and prata cheese sausage hahaha oh boy... hee
tmr's another day =) what do you expect in the day itself?
thinking: my good ol' dad
song: dance with my father
went to nafa 1st year orientation to join my yokes to tour around hahaha it was really fun man, considering that since i've never been to the performing arts faculty and there's actually a pretty huge theatre inside the *not very big* building haha and hey, it can hold about the same amount of people as nexus=) heh equipt with a revolving stage too yup, saw one northeast bro- jian cong i think, who is in 1st year visual and sihan who's in performing arts heh heh heh in all we have 4 hoppies in nafa!!!! including yokes and me hahahahah
met yokes' friends and then after that i saw my classmates =D kinda excited to see them but at the same time thinking that school is starting in 3 days time... awww that feeling after having 1 1/2months of holiday sure doesnt come an inch near to *fantastic* haha but oh wells hahaha
anyways after that yokes and i went to ps and boy, we saw a sight thats such an eye opener that the sales people literally stand at their shop entrance just to stare, 2 boys walking past the shops several time just to take a sneak peek, people ( i saw a lot of them) walking back and standing there stunned, stuck to the ground.... and i swear this is the most hilarious sight i've ever seen >.< after that we went to eat at taka's food fest with pearls, we ate sausage with chopped mushroomswith terriyaki and cheese sauce muahahaha and tempura enoki mushroom and prata cheese sausage hahaha oh boy... hee
tmr's another day =) what do you expect in the day itself?
thinking: my good ol' dad
song: dance with my father
3 July 2005
darn. i need to lose weight. i know i know... that silly weight thingy is darn shallow, who cares anyways but well, i do. cos i cant fit into my jeans. and my t shirts. always remember to take the zipper test, zip your jeans. if you have a problem zipping them, well, it's a sure sign u really need to do something about your weight...
i find it really hard to stay away from carbs. i should change my fasting plans to them instead.
my sister bought a bag full of chocolates
1) mushmellow coated with peanuts and dark or milk chocolate
2) candied macademia nuts
3) dark chocolate with chopped almonds
4) chilli chocolate ( chew them or suck them but you'll not taste any chilli until you swallow them, cos they literally burn in your throat - very suitable for chilli lovers)
thumbs up for no 3, i appreciated them so much that i allow them to have their sphere of later influence to appear on my face, so much for honour huh... no wonder moses had a glowing shiney face =p
went for clc2, sam was a blast, with jokes so lame that joanne and i were retraining ourselves from throwing our pens at him, and ohhh, can see that the nypians ladies purposely trapped him with sarbo-ing sentences hahaha, first time seeing sam flustered and stunned for a few seconds...
totally understood the sermon when alan spoke about his heart skipping a beat when giving 80% of the salary... the longer we hesitate the harder we find it hard to part with our purses strings... hmmm... ok i got it=)
thinking: atkins diet anyone?
song: i miss all my songs -_-
i find it really hard to stay away from carbs. i should change my fasting plans to them instead.
my sister bought a bag full of chocolates
1) mushmellow coated with peanuts and dark or milk chocolate
2) candied macademia nuts
3) dark chocolate with chopped almonds
4) chilli chocolate ( chew them or suck them but you'll not taste any chilli until you swallow them, cos they literally burn in your throat - very suitable for chilli lovers)
thumbs up for no 3, i appreciated them so much that i allow them to have their sphere of later influence to appear on my face, so much for honour huh... no wonder moses had a glowing shiney face =p
went for clc2, sam was a blast, with jokes so lame that joanne and i were retraining ourselves from throwing our pens at him, and ohhh, can see that the nypians ladies purposely trapped him with sarbo-ing sentences hahaha, first time seeing sam flustered and stunned for a few seconds...
totally understood the sermon when alan spoke about his heart skipping a beat when giving 80% of the salary... the longer we hesitate the harder we find it hard to part with our purses strings... hmmm... ok i got it=)
thinking: atkins diet anyone?
song: i miss all my songs -_-
30 June 2005
i had 2 horrible dreams.
dream 1: all my teeth turned black and became half it's size -_-; the dentist forced his equipments onto my gums (i remembered one thin silver mean looking stick which he pierced into my gum) - i wonder what it means... stop drinking milo and eating metled chocolate? i think it is because after that dream, i ate some cakes with melted chocolate and milo with chocolate in them woohoo~sweet treat backfired. i've got green phlegm and a sore throat hahaha
dream 2: i dream of this brother becoming my boyfriend hahahahahahaha!!!!!! greatest joke ever man... pls... i don't even talk to him man... ask me if u wanna know hahahahahahahah!!!!! blackouts...
god uses all kinds of medium to get the message across... god tell me... what are you trying to tell me? celibacy?
school is opening in 11 more days... 3 more days to wimbledon final, sister coming back from aussie tonight in 10 hours time, meeting yokes in 6 hours and pecks in 3 hours time.
*sings, it's the final countdown, we're heading for.....
was watching the nanny when niles the butler told cici, mr sheffield's business associate this...
cici: niles! the pattern on this plate is awful!
niles: it's not the pattern, it's your reflection.
ohhh let me teach you peeps some teochew words...
very vain: hiao(meaning vain) leh(2nd sound) leh(4th sound)
very smiley: qior (meaning smile) bear (3rd sound) bear (3rd sound)
chubby: pui (chubby) noop (2nd sound) noop (2nd sound)
and the last might fiery one... though i have no idea what it meant...
act smart: kar (2nd sound) bor (1st sound) zhor (4th sound) geh (2nd sound) leng (4th sound)
thinking: fungi soup later at soupworks
song: final countdown is stuck in my head...
dream 1: all my teeth turned black and became half it's size -_-; the dentist forced his equipments onto my gums (i remembered one thin silver mean looking stick which he pierced into my gum) - i wonder what it means... stop drinking milo and eating metled chocolate? i think it is because after that dream, i ate some cakes with melted chocolate and milo with chocolate in them woohoo~sweet treat backfired. i've got green phlegm and a sore throat hahaha
dream 2: i dream of this brother becoming my boyfriend hahahahahahaha!!!!!! greatest joke ever man... pls... i don't even talk to him man... ask me if u wanna know hahahahahahahah!!!!! blackouts...
god uses all kinds of medium to get the message across... god tell me... what are you trying to tell me? celibacy?
school is opening in 11 more days... 3 more days to wimbledon final, sister coming back from aussie tonight in 10 hours time, meeting yokes in 6 hours and pecks in 3 hours time.
*sings, it's the final countdown, we're heading for.....
was watching the nanny when niles the butler told cici, mr sheffield's business associate this...
cici: niles! the pattern on this plate is awful!
niles: it's not the pattern, it's your reflection.
ohhh let me teach you peeps some teochew words...
very vain: hiao(meaning vain) leh(2nd sound) leh(4th sound)
very smiley: qior (meaning smile) bear (3rd sound) bear (3rd sound)
chubby: pui (chubby) noop (2nd sound) noop (2nd sound)
and the last might fiery one... though i have no idea what it meant...
act smart: kar (2nd sound) bor (1st sound) zhor (4th sound) geh (2nd sound) leng (4th sound)
thinking: fungi soup later at soupworks
song: final countdown is stuck in my head...
23 June 2005
justine henin got butt out of wimbledon's qualifying rounds. can't help since she's sooo much better at clay courts. lawn bores me to sleep... my dad too fell asleep... zzz
tmr's starlet night, a lot of things are not really done yet but somehow i'm still equally excited about it =)
went to the airport to pick my buddy kexin, havent been to the airport for quite some time, love it. it's funny how we can only go overseas through a small tunnel (that tunnel leading to the airplane, oh whatever it's called)... if only i live in some huge country where all i have to do is to drive and live in a trailer for months and then when i step out i'll end up in the next town... ha, talk about the simple life Life... it's funny how men will never be contented with things... seriously i struggle a lot with materialism and it got a real hold on me for quite some time... brand names roll off my tongue faster then i can rememeber bible verses, admiring people at my age who can afford a chanel but im pretty sure god tamed me down a lot. a lot. now, though i still struggle with the big M... hee
been thinking about how to shepherd people in a more impactful way... besides in actions, i think nothing else matters more than being able to do what you say.
going out for shepherding and hosting prac... bye all
thinking: drums
song: spin doctor
tmr's starlet night, a lot of things are not really done yet but somehow i'm still equally excited about it =)
went to the airport to pick my buddy kexin, havent been to the airport for quite some time, love it. it's funny how we can only go overseas through a small tunnel (that tunnel leading to the airplane, oh whatever it's called)... if only i live in some huge country where all i have to do is to drive and live in a trailer for months and then when i step out i'll end up in the next town... ha, talk about the simple life Life... it's funny how men will never be contented with things... seriously i struggle a lot with materialism and it got a real hold on me for quite some time... brand names roll off my tongue faster then i can rememeber bible verses, admiring people at my age who can afford a chanel but im pretty sure god tamed me down a lot. a lot. now, though i still struggle with the big M... hee
been thinking about how to shepherd people in a more impactful way... besides in actions, i think nothing else matters more than being able to do what you say.
going out for shepherding and hosting prac... bye all
thinking: drums
song: spin doctor
21 June 2005
i did mean things (i pushed a brother really hard - literally flipped him over during camp >.<). i forgotten important dates (my friend's babie's one month and some birthdays)... not to forget, i called livi grandma...
.....
ooohhh... here are the whats what during our fantastic 4 day stay at eden for our church camp =)
1st day:
the usuals, the lessons =) and di 2 were practically so amused with seeing a supermarket for the first time at the basement of a hotel that we kept oohh ahh at everything... talk about being a singaporean who have 'seen' it all... bought sour prunes and a big bottle of chocolate milk so that we will keep our mouths moving to prevent dozing off heh... and the dians didnt dare to drink any chinese tea after our first meal cos we saw... the waitresses, recycling our tea and then scooping them up again for another 'new' serving... woohoo... no wonder the tea was always served lukewarm... saw ian who happened to be in the camp with the ywam and he happened to be in richard's band sweet punk revenge =) a funny, shy and real guy hahaha
2nd day:
woke up late but... we were the 1st to arrive at the breakfast table hee got stomachache thru out the first praise and it flowed over to lunch's praise... hahaha must be the sour prunes and chocolate milk... lesson by pastor lawrence was impactful... love =) played games thought probably the games could be a little bit more exciting =) after everything, we went to congradulate ian because he converted!!! he is so shy - reminds us of reuben =) dians went for supper whilst i went back - stomachache again hahaha but anyways, because huixian came over to my room waiting for me to finish showering, when i came out... she gave me another name... shufen... before that she mistaken a brother as me... both from same unit... now now... we all belong to the same family but not until to a point that i look like that brother's twin right? -_- huixian, no wonder u need glasses... bee and jane bought me wha dan horfun with beef yummy =)
3rd day:
woke up screaming to jane's name because she took a 40 min bathe... went back for more teachings and then during one of our breaks, jane and i bought a S$15 dark chocolate fudge cake... 8 slices altogether haha worth the money man, after that the girls of di went to dress up etc for comm dinner hee and well i guess we all went berserk with some crazy photo posing esp when we're all lead by abigail wha... the whole polydi went to this ming ge chan ting cafe named mu chuan (woodenboat) it's a cafe where you have a singer and a guitar player, and then you write down the songs you want him to sing etc... none of my beyond songs got chosen (am still bitter about it hahaha) joanne, joseph and nel were invited to sing on stage with the singer (whose voice is soo angelic and if i just listen to his voice i would say he's a woman) but anyways, i fell asleep in the cafe, can't blame me cos we have a ballad singer with nice warm cosy lightings and oh wells, i was tired... after that i went over to meihwa's room to stay becos pearls left for singapore earlier on, woo god tested my spirit 2 times at a heavenly hour of 2-3am in the morning but i'm glad i obeyed him (in the past i'll just throw my shoes at that brother in the face hahaha)
4th day:
end of camp but was challenged through out the 4 days, great time of fellowshipping, praising god and learning too... not to mention being away from the rushing singapore life and family control wha ha ha interesting... i would just say that this is the best camp i've ever attend. went home, showered and slept like a ... pig.
last week was all busy with evax, image and... own struggles. frustrated and irritated... been struggling with loving people and... i've been told sooo many time to smile more... okie!!! last and finale decision!!! smile ah germaine kwek!!! from the inside k =D
anyways, this week will be more stretched but felt lighter cos it's not a chore anymore it's love for people.
thinking: rehearsal at potong pasir later on... i wannt try drums again heh heh heh
song: tim's blog theme
.....
ooohhh... here are the whats what during our fantastic 4 day stay at eden for our church camp =)
1st day:
the usuals, the lessons =) and di 2 were practically so amused with seeing a supermarket for the first time at the basement of a hotel that we kept oohh ahh at everything... talk about being a singaporean who have 'seen' it all... bought sour prunes and a big bottle of chocolate milk so that we will keep our mouths moving to prevent dozing off heh... and the dians didnt dare to drink any chinese tea after our first meal cos we saw... the waitresses, recycling our tea and then scooping them up again for another 'new' serving... woohoo... no wonder the tea was always served lukewarm... saw ian who happened to be in the camp with the ywam and he happened to be in richard's band sweet punk revenge =) a funny, shy and real guy hahaha
2nd day:
woke up late but... we were the 1st to arrive at the breakfast table hee got stomachache thru out the first praise and it flowed over to lunch's praise... hahaha must be the sour prunes and chocolate milk... lesson by pastor lawrence was impactful... love =) played games thought probably the games could be a little bit more exciting =) after everything, we went to congradulate ian because he converted!!! he is so shy - reminds us of reuben =) dians went for supper whilst i went back - stomachache again hahaha but anyways, because huixian came over to my room waiting for me to finish showering, when i came out... she gave me another name... shufen... before that she mistaken a brother as me... both from same unit... now now... we all belong to the same family but not until to a point that i look like that brother's twin right? -_- huixian, no wonder u need glasses... bee and jane bought me wha dan horfun with beef yummy =)
3rd day:
woke up screaming to jane's name because she took a 40 min bathe... went back for more teachings and then during one of our breaks, jane and i bought a S$15 dark chocolate fudge cake... 8 slices altogether haha worth the money man, after that the girls of di went to dress up etc for comm dinner hee and well i guess we all went berserk with some crazy photo posing esp when we're all lead by abigail wha... the whole polydi went to this ming ge chan ting cafe named mu chuan (woodenboat) it's a cafe where you have a singer and a guitar player, and then you write down the songs you want him to sing etc... none of my beyond songs got chosen (am still bitter about it hahaha) joanne, joseph and nel were invited to sing on stage with the singer (whose voice is soo angelic and if i just listen to his voice i would say he's a woman) but anyways, i fell asleep in the cafe, can't blame me cos we have a ballad singer with nice warm cosy lightings and oh wells, i was tired... after that i went over to meihwa's room to stay becos pearls left for singapore earlier on, woo god tested my spirit 2 times at a heavenly hour of 2-3am in the morning but i'm glad i obeyed him (in the past i'll just throw my shoes at that brother in the face hahaha)
4th day:
end of camp but was challenged through out the 4 days, great time of fellowshipping, praising god and learning too... not to mention being away from the rushing singapore life and family control wha ha ha interesting... i would just say that this is the best camp i've ever attend. went home, showered and slept like a ... pig.
last week was all busy with evax, image and... own struggles. frustrated and irritated... been struggling with loving people and... i've been told sooo many time to smile more... okie!!! last and finale decision!!! smile ah germaine kwek!!! from the inside k =D
anyways, this week will be more stretched but felt lighter cos it's not a chore anymore it's love for people.
thinking: rehearsal at potong pasir later on... i wannt try drums again heh heh heh
song: tim's blog theme
12 June 2005
back from camp!!!
alrights here to update on my past 2 weeks, one week in singapore and 4 days of wonderful time in JB.
one week in singapore: 2nd june - 8th june
2nd june:
went to school in the morning to pay off some bills amounting to 472.50... darn... but anyways,
went to boon lay for sow... it's so far but it's worth it for the contacts =) sat 157 home... it's really long man... my head was spinning when the bus was circulating around bukit batok
3rd june:
seriously speaking, i forgotten but i remembered that pearls smsed me and becos i was craving for chicken cutlet for one week so we went over to have a substitue of chicken cutlet... kfc heh then after that we went over to max brenner's choc bar... woohoo... drank refills and more refills of suckao heh heh... we left our signature on a book at the underpass connecting from esplanade to city hall... hahaha a few farts were left behind too... oops -_-;
4th june:
service!!!
5th june:
inuyasha!!! only to find out that the last episodes after the shenintai were literally not working... ahhh!!! die on me at this time... piangs... hahahahah
6th june:
flu came and stayed on... went to dmm and then after that went to yokes house for visitation, her mum wants to talk to her us etc... turned out well =)
7th june:
no idea, forgotten, hahaha old liao
8th june:
went to pecks house for visitation cos she was sick, yokes and i were stuck in thompson area, facing some serangoon govt depot and i think seriously, it was really funny, getting stuck and lost in singapore... heh heh heh, found her house in the end which was like... nearer to bishan hahaha =p anyways, we left and then we proceed to my house to make salad for our unit cg at bishan park... both yokes and me had a great time making the salad... it tasted sooo good okay... ( comment given by others) whats the secret recipe? it's in our hands... cos we used our hands to toss the salad... ahahahahahahahahah *slurp* our unit cg was great, games, drama ( body of christ, no matter what role you play, from pastor to a sheep, you're equally important ) and singing under the stars with tealights of lighting... getting romantic with jesus =)
9th june:
camp starts!!!
12th june:
camp ends... but it's one of the best camp i've attended... really =)
alrights, till then, next entry, i shall blog about the wonderful time i had in camp =)
song: moon river
thinking: sleep... sleep... sleep...
alrights here to update on my past 2 weeks, one week in singapore and 4 days of wonderful time in JB.
one week in singapore: 2nd june - 8th june
2nd june:
went to school in the morning to pay off some bills amounting to 472.50... darn... but anyways,
went to boon lay for sow... it's so far but it's worth it for the contacts =) sat 157 home... it's really long man... my head was spinning when the bus was circulating around bukit batok
3rd june:
seriously speaking, i forgotten but i remembered that pearls smsed me and becos i was craving for chicken cutlet for one week so we went over to have a substitue of chicken cutlet... kfc heh then after that we went over to max brenner's choc bar... woohoo... drank refills and more refills of suckao heh heh... we left our signature on a book at the underpass connecting from esplanade to city hall... hahaha a few farts were left behind too... oops -_-;
4th june:
service!!!
5th june:
inuyasha!!! only to find out that the last episodes after the shenintai were literally not working... ahhh!!! die on me at this time... piangs... hahahahah
6th june:
flu came and stayed on... went to dmm and then after that went to yokes house for visitation, her mum wants to talk to her us etc... turned out well =)
7th june:
no idea, forgotten, hahaha old liao
8th june:
went to pecks house for visitation cos she was sick, yokes and i were stuck in thompson area, facing some serangoon govt depot and i think seriously, it was really funny, getting stuck and lost in singapore... heh heh heh, found her house in the end which was like... nearer to bishan hahaha =p anyways, we left and then we proceed to my house to make salad for our unit cg at bishan park... both yokes and me had a great time making the salad... it tasted sooo good okay... ( comment given by others) whats the secret recipe? it's in our hands... cos we used our hands to toss the salad... ahahahahahahahahah *slurp* our unit cg was great, games, drama ( body of christ, no matter what role you play, from pastor to a sheep, you're equally important ) and singing under the stars with tealights of lighting... getting romantic with jesus =)
9th june:
camp starts!!!
12th june:
camp ends... but it's one of the best camp i've attended... really =)
alrights, till then, next entry, i shall blog about the wonderful time i had in camp =)
song: moon river
thinking: sleep... sleep... sleep...
29 May 2005
germaine, your personality is Choleric Sanguine. You may want to review the definitions
Your scores are
belowOverall:
Melancholy:9
Phlegmatic:7
Sanguine:11
Choleric:13
Strengths:
Melancholy:6
Phlegmatic:2
Sanguine:5
Choleric:7
Weakneses:
Melancholy:3
Phlegmatic:5
Sanguine:6
Choleric:6
ha, different from my old long taken ago test but expected anyways...
there's no one god wouldn't use
went to pebble bay (kallang) to take a look for our matthew event...and we saw cosy bay beside it...di 2, let's hit our 3 converts goal by end june and cosy bay will be our playground (esp the fourth level) for that night bwahahahaha =D
pearls: congrats!!! 1 convert for consecutive 3 weeks!!!
thinking: pearling kong(chicken cutlet) livi (outing...)
song: jolin tsai -_-;
Your scores are
belowOverall:
Melancholy:9
Phlegmatic:7
Sanguine:11
Choleric:13
Strengths:
Melancholy:6
Phlegmatic:2
Sanguine:5
Choleric:7
Weakneses:
Melancholy:3
Phlegmatic:5
Sanguine:6
Choleric:6
ha, different from my old long taken ago test but expected anyways...
there's no one god wouldn't use
went to pebble bay (kallang) to take a look for our matthew event...and we saw cosy bay beside it...di 2, let's hit our 3 converts goal by end june and cosy bay will be our playground (esp the fourth level) for that night bwahahahaha =D
pearls: congrats!!! 1 convert for consecutive 3 weeks!!!
thinking: pearling kong(chicken cutlet) livi (outing...)
song: jolin tsai -_-;
27 May 2005
25 May 2005
had sheperding with bee - at last...finally had the things off my mind... holidays are here though i have the tendency to watch canto dramas and anything on tv for hours but i better not slack too much hee...though inuyasha is calling out to me... heh heh heh
fasting and praying starts.
maybe you should fast and pray too thumbelina... i pray for yr mum to go through this ordeal with a strong will...you too alrights =D
i had a great time last night - my pop, sis and i were watching this variety show host by kym ng and quan yifeng about searching for partners something like that... and then after that we watched The Waldbühne in Berlin, one of the most appealing outdoor amphitheatres on the European continent, is the home of the Berliner Philharmoniker's summer concerts. 2004 the concert takes place under the baton of Sir Simon Rattle. The repertoire consists of the 2 nd act of Tschaikowsky's “Nutcracker” and the Piano Concerto No 1. Soloist is the young and outstanding Chinese pianist Lang Lang. Lang Lang is one of the new generation of superstar pianists. we just stay glued to the screen... first, the way he play, with such passion with such emotions is overwhelming... and secondly, he bares uncanny resemblems to the taiwanese funny man NONO...heee
thinking: can't wait to watch qi mong aka woman with huge mole in the middle of her armpit... hee
song: beyond =p
fasting and praying starts.
maybe you should fast and pray too thumbelina... i pray for yr mum to go through this ordeal with a strong will...you too alrights =D
i had a great time last night - my pop, sis and i were watching this variety show host by kym ng and quan yifeng about searching for partners something like that... and then after that we watched The Waldbühne in Berlin, one of the most appealing outdoor amphitheatres on the European continent, is the home of the Berliner Philharmoniker's summer concerts. 2004 the concert takes place under the baton of Sir Simon Rattle. The repertoire consists of the 2 nd act of Tschaikowsky's “Nutcracker” and the Piano Concerto No 1. Soloist is the young and outstanding Chinese pianist Lang Lang. Lang Lang is one of the new generation of superstar pianists. we just stay glued to the screen... first, the way he play, with such passion with such emotions is overwhelming... and secondly, he bares uncanny resemblems to the taiwanese funny man NONO...heee
thinking: can't wait to watch qi mong aka woman with huge mole in the middle of her armpit... hee
song: beyond =p
22 May 2005
finally im home after steamboat with my old church buds... ate garlic chix... *horrr* sniff breathe...
sold fish in the morning... slept till 5pm then off to steamboat... rec a call after makan...my sister's friend found c'est la vie mon cherie in hong kong!!! finally!!! woohoo!!! and sister bought me my fav band...beyond greatest hits...muahahahahaha
alrights, the same issue is bothering me again...people who doesn't have any fellowship will tend to fall off faster... anyone of you fellowshipping within your own comfort social circle and ignoring newcomers? somehow i think even the welcome visitors section seems to be quite fake cos some of the people i observe dont' even say bye to the visitors later on... check yourself k... and welcome the visitors or even new people in your group and an effort to remember them... just put yourself in opp party's shoes...
thinking: sleep
song: -_-;
sold fish in the morning... slept till 5pm then off to steamboat... rec a call after makan...my sister's friend found c'est la vie mon cherie in hong kong!!! finally!!! woohoo!!! and sister bought me my fav band...beyond greatest hits...muahahahahaha
alrights, the same issue is bothering me again...people who doesn't have any fellowship will tend to fall off faster... anyone of you fellowshipping within your own comfort social circle and ignoring newcomers? somehow i think even the welcome visitors section seems to be quite fake cos some of the people i observe dont' even say bye to the visitors later on... check yourself k... and welcome the visitors or even new people in your group and an effort to remember them... just put yourself in opp party's shoes...
thinking: sleep
song: -_-;
21 May 2005
frod and sam found gold.
and titanic sank on it's way home.
see...perservere on and you'll find your rewards awaiting you... quit half way and... -_-...
drama was cool though there are some boo boos here and there (hammer for a mike and david for jack for both jey and me) but it was fun =)
certain issues been bothering me for today, and i have no idea how to solve issues like this when i hear both partie's and yet i feel either one party is hiding something from me...god i really need wisdom to find out the truth and settle this problem... asap.
jane teng neng li... from stranger to sheep to sheepmate... i enjoyed every moment i have with you... i really have tons to type but i will save some face for u k? hahaha... just 2 advice. stay focus and...stop bathing for 1 hour!!! focus on god not kopi's brother... let's see that you will have more sheeps okie!!!
i had a really good dinner at cafe cartel last night with cherleen and aijing (aj) hee they treated me to a belated birthday dinner woohoo!!! spent the night laughing away especially on cher's $1 dollar story ( she found one dollar and she surrendered it to the police station )thats one real cute and funny one man cher ( prostrate to almighty cher)
i really want to watch soccer tonight but... i think the bed's more inviting...
thinking: steamboat tmr...muahahahah
song: -_-;
and titanic sank on it's way home.
see...perservere on and you'll find your rewards awaiting you... quit half way and... -_-...
drama was cool though there are some boo boos here and there (hammer for a mike and david for jack for both jey and me) but it was fun =)
certain issues been bothering me for today, and i have no idea how to solve issues like this when i hear both partie's and yet i feel either one party is hiding something from me...god i really need wisdom to find out the truth and settle this problem... asap.
jane teng neng li... from stranger to sheep to sheepmate... i enjoyed every moment i have with you... i really have tons to type but i will save some face for u k? hahaha... just 2 advice. stay focus and...stop bathing for 1 hour!!! focus on god not kopi's brother... let's see that you will have more sheeps okie!!!
i had a really good dinner at cafe cartel last night with cherleen and aijing (aj) hee they treated me to a belated birthday dinner woohoo!!! spent the night laughing away especially on cher's $1 dollar story ( she found one dollar and she surrendered it to the police station )thats one real cute and funny one man cher ( prostrate to almighty cher)
i really want to watch soccer tonight but... i think the bed's more inviting...
thinking: steamboat tmr...muahahahah
song: -_-;
20 May 2005
exams are over!!! muahahahahahahahahahahahahaha i really can't explain how im feeling right now - like what tiffany ( classmate) says, in this course, we have heart attacks twice every year. assessment was good =D
inuyasha, canto dramas, more anime, morning jogs, morning swims, cycling and blading and best of all ministry!!! here i come!!!
ps... i made a mistake just now... it made everyone laugh and if the floor is not wet i'm sure david from uni will roll on it... and the mistake was repeated again... this time... i feel so paiseh... and david really wanted to run away from me... muahahahaha
thinking: malu malu
song: songs are gone cos the desktop is spoilt..
inuyasha, canto dramas, more anime, morning jogs, morning swims, cycling and blading and best of all ministry!!! here i come!!!
ps... i made a mistake just now... it made everyone laugh and if the floor is not wet i'm sure david from uni will roll on it... and the mistake was repeated again... this time... i feel so paiseh... and david really wanted to run away from me... muahahahaha
thinking: malu malu
song: songs are gone cos the desktop is spoilt..
15 May 2005
14 may 2005. i'm officially 21 years old. and i guess i'm really living up to my nickname lao niang in di. and nope susi im not joining the adult group hahaha...
the first few hours of 14 may was spent in a rather ahem repenting manner due to bad spirited germs and no brainer speech. but it all became clear moments later when things got cleared up. spent the wee hours talking to god and... yup it's truely a memorable birthday for me =)
unit gave me a surprise and boy was the affirmation long (haha not about me) but because we had a 2 in 1 celebration!!! it was also peck's birthday!!! thanks to jane who tried to bluff me by saying, i'm going home byebyeee when she's obviously lying cos...a shepherd knows her sheeps well... but you're forgiven!!! hahaha a simple affair and a simple dinner and simple people = makes it one swell of a celebration. xD
pecks: keep on walking and keep up your on going fire for god. even though i'm helping you on your walk but you never fail to teach and inspire me with how you lead yr life and how you handle problems... don't worry about your future cos life is in god's hands. he already prepare the road for you, all you have to do is to walk hand in hand with him alrights?! *hugs*
after everything, went for a movie with mice and co watching kingdom of heaven.it's my 1st movie in 6 months hahaha anyways, always lovewar epics...they are truelya wonderful thingto watch and to relearn some history...kingdom of heaven is really worth watching...
thinking: 3more days to projects freedom!!! and i haven even done anything yet...
song: =)
the first few hours of 14 may was spent in a rather ahem repenting manner due to bad spirited germs and no brainer speech. but it all became clear moments later when things got cleared up. spent the wee hours talking to god and... yup it's truely a memorable birthday for me =)
unit gave me a surprise and boy was the affirmation long (haha not about me) but because we had a 2 in 1 celebration!!! it was also peck's birthday!!! thanks to jane who tried to bluff me by saying, i'm going home byebyeee when she's obviously lying cos...a shepherd knows her sheeps well... but you're forgiven!!! hahaha a simple affair and a simple dinner and simple people = makes it one swell of a celebration. xD
pecks: keep on walking and keep up your on going fire for god. even though i'm helping you on your walk but you never fail to teach and inspire me with how you lead yr life and how you handle problems... don't worry about your future cos life is in god's hands. he already prepare the road for you, all you have to do is to walk hand in hand with him alrights?! *hugs*
after everything, went for a movie with mice and co watching kingdom of heaven.it's my 1st movie in 6 months hahaha anyways, always lovewar epics...they are truelya wonderful thingto watch and to relearn some history...kingdom of heaven is really worth watching...
thinking: 3more days to projects freedom!!! and i haven even done anything yet...
song: =)
13 May 2005
woohoo!!!
jame's test is finally over!!! i prayed to god for help, cos i just couldn't finish my jan and april notes and those notes are the most important... and god is good as always!!! the questions that came out... hahahahahaha are pretty easy to me after all!!! mcq carries 40 % heh heh heh
finally reached home around 930pm after staying in school for pattern maing and having dinner with cher ( i really had a great time talking to you =D) was soooo tired that i slept by 10 and woe up by 11... hahahah finally a full 12 hours sleep... alrights, it's back to projects again. =p
5 more days and it'll be my finale assessment... i will be so free by then... muahahahaha anime! canto drama! mahjong! camp! keke... ministry!!!!!
thinking: i can't wait
song: beyond
11 May 2005
this week is nuts... i think class 2b1, most of us are going bonkers.... esp cher ( who turns her world upside down by sleepin at 7am and then go to school zombified ) heh... tmr is the big test... james siow test... study!!! well all my other projects are almost done except for some touch ups and some more drawings... except for my mock up shirt and actual shirt ( this is driving me nuts... but it's all okay cos i shall do it all within 2 days... in school on thursday and friday till midnight )
i took a nap just now and i woke up to a dream which intrigued me deeply. it's about the prodigal daughter... it goes like this...
felicia left home and then josephine was there to pick her up aftr she left her boyfriend's house. after waking up, i went down to walk around and then i bumped into felicia with josephine. felicia was carrying her huge bag and crying. she sat down and talked to me and then suddenly josephine disappeared form the whole scene and felicia became yanyan instead ( thats why dreams are dreams ) yanyan cried and said im pregnant and i don't dare to go home cos she's scared her mum will scold her so this came out of my mouth ( she rather see you safe back home then u wandering around. she will not scold you cos you finally decided to return home. )
i jolted up immediately. it seems like god is telling me something... no matter how bad we are, repent... when we run back to him, he'll run even faster towards us...
thinking: his love endures forever
song: songs from an album played entirely out of guitar
i took a nap just now and i woke up to a dream which intrigued me deeply. it's about the prodigal daughter... it goes like this...
felicia left home and then josephine was there to pick her up aftr she left her boyfriend's house. after waking up, i went down to walk around and then i bumped into felicia with josephine. felicia was carrying her huge bag and crying. she sat down and talked to me and then suddenly josephine disappeared form the whole scene and felicia became yanyan instead ( thats why dreams are dreams ) yanyan cried and said im pregnant and i don't dare to go home cos she's scared her mum will scold her so this came out of my mouth ( she rather see you safe back home then u wandering around. she will not scold you cos you finally decided to return home. )
i jolted up immediately. it seems like god is telling me something... no matter how bad we are, repent... when we run back to him, he'll run even faster towards us...
thinking: his love endures forever
song: songs from an album played entirely out of guitar
8 May 2005
my homework left me jaded and... tired... i admit. i dozed off during alter call and... hahaha i think i nearly kiss my ban mian bowl...
celebrated yokes bday but surprising her with a cake outside urban wear house with the whole unit... sending donny's brother as a messenger, passing her the cake, only to our horror, yokes was standing behind us all along. heh... yokes describe our faces turing solomn the moment we saw her ahahahaha looks like we got a surprise ourselves...
less than 2 months in di and less than 6 months in christ but what an enormous heart she has for god's burden. huge huge heart. i'm really inspired by your evangelising enthusiatic heart. literally everywhere she goes, she evangelise =D obedient and funny and caring. ooohhh a plus for you cos you're also... *ler pui ga en neh gnia* yokes... no matter what... you're loved by the whole unit and the family of god!
thinking: im inspired by gideon
song: graduation - vitamin c
celebrated yokes bday but surprising her with a cake outside urban wear house with the whole unit... sending donny's brother as a messenger, passing her the cake, only to our horror, yokes was standing behind us all along. heh... yokes describe our faces turing solomn the moment we saw her ahahahaha looks like we got a surprise ourselves...
less than 2 months in di and less than 6 months in christ but what an enormous heart she has for god's burden. huge huge heart. i'm really inspired by your evangelising enthusiatic heart. literally everywhere she goes, she evangelise =D obedient and funny and caring. ooohhh a plus for you cos you're also... *ler pui ga en neh gnia* yokes... no matter what... you're loved by the whole unit and the family of god!
thinking: im inspired by gideon
song: graduation - vitamin c
6 May 2005
I was walking down life's highway a long time ago.One day I saw a sign that read,
"HEAVEN'S GROCERY STORE".
As I got a little closer, the door came open wide, and when I came to myself I was standing inside. I saw a host of ANGELS. They were standing everywhere. One handed me a basket and said, "My Child, Shop With Care". Everything a Christian needs is in that grocery store. And all you can't carry, come back the next day for more.First, I got some PATIENCE. LOVE was in the same row. Further down was UNDERSTANDING, needed everywhere you go.I got a box or two of WISDOM, a bag or two of FAITH. I just couldn't miss the HOLY GHOST, it was all over the place. I stopped to get some STRENGTH, and COURAGE to help me run this Race. By then my basket was getting full, and I remembered I needed GRACE. I didn't forget SALVATION, which like the others was free. So I tried to get enough of that to save both you and me.Then I started to the counter to pay my grocery bill, For I thought I had everything to do my MASTER'S will. As I went up the aisle, I saw PRAYER. And had to put it in, For I knew when I stepped outside, I would run right into sin.PEACE AND JOY were plentiful; they were on the lastshelf. SONG and PRAISE were hanging near, so I just helped myself.Then I said to the angel, "How much do I owe?"The angel smiled and said, "Just take them everywhere you go."Again, I politely asked, "How much do I really owe?"The Angel smiled again and said,"
MY CHILD, JESUS PAID YOUR BILL A LONG, TIME AGO."
whenever i read this i really feel blessed cos we have everything. given to us.
i shared a bowl of yong tao fu with cher and it's kinda cute when we had these metal bowls =) anyways, i'm really relieve to finish my stagnant for 2 mnths colours and graphic project. finished!!! now i'm left with my freehand (12 full sets and not including back and front), my mock shirt and actual shirt and my product d ( must add in more drawings and pictures) and lastly... my illustration (redoing my bridal xp and finale illustration)... hee next week will be my last week in school and i have only a week to rush... woohoo...
talked to perd last night about time managment =)
thinking: i cant wait to catch up on my inuyasha and canto dramas after exams
song:
3 May 2005
happ
happy **th birthday YVONNE KWEK LI CHUEN!!!
your life is a testimony on how a christian should live her life and not a religious one. you're like the second mother to me and you've made the most impact in my life - i love you.
ps... in 10 years time... you're gonna be **th years old!!!
thinking: it's getting nearer to lao niang's bday... muahahah... sobx...
song: some really old old old chinese song... by da ming yi pai =)
your life is a testimony on how a christian should live her life and not a religious one. you're like the second mother to me and you've made the most impact in my life - i love you.
ps... in 10 years time... you're gonna be **th years old!!!
thinking: it's getting nearer to lao niang's bday... muahahah... sobx...
song: some really old old old chinese song... by da ming yi pai =)
2 May 2005
does god heals? does god answers prayers? how can i pray if i never prayed before? won't that make me a hypocrite? no my dear... he does heals, answers prayers and you aint no hypocrite... =) everything is in god's hands, don't worry about your mum alrights, drop me a msg once you see this... been praying for ya!!! i rather see a talkative thumbelina then a quiet one... *winks*
really, god heals and he changes lives, one sister i know, used to smoke 1 hard pack per day and ends up drunk on most of the ladies night (wed, thur, fri and sat) , speaks beautiful languages (if you know what i mean) and makes her parents mad most of the time. but when she rededicate her life to god again, i saw how her life changed. quitting from smoking took her less than 6 months, completely sober now, gentle and polite and her father even said, she has changed and became such a good daughter. she credited all these to god, and she's wants to be an even better person through him. i can only say how amazed i am with her changes and i'm spurred on even more to become a better person - with divine help of cos =) exchange your life in return for an even wonderful and better one.
life is not only about getting the best results, finding the best looking hubby, getting more promotions or buying more stuff to elevate your status. these fade away so soon that you're hungry for more. but when will these cravings stop? does it matter whether you tasted cavier when you can afford only fish roe? or driving a bently when you only have 80 cents to travel on public transport? how about this, sucking up to your boss or teacher, so that in return you will be able to get a few more marks or to your boss so that you will be placed before others when the promotion period comes? hey, i really have no qualms about how you feel or do but just a note, these things don't last. material means of getting your status elevated is so common in my school that sometimes i feel kinda influenced by it. everywhere i turn, someone is carrying a gucci bag, or everyone dresses so nicely to school macham there's a star search going on anytime. spare me ok. i feel totally comfy in my slacks and in my polo tees. and what about sucking up to teachers? i feel disgusted sometimes really... and what about finding boyfriends? and this i have to highlight. looks fade but character doesnt... so pls peeps... i am looking for a husband so stop introducing me or asking me why im single. i approach singlehood in a love hate reaction that is i might complain about ah... if only i have someone or yeee er, why be hounded by phone calls 24/7 asking what im eating and where im going and with who? but i still love my singlehood life nonetheless. so respect my decision. and nope, i wear hand me downs not 1st hand goods. and i love pasar malam not paragon. i rather eat at hawker centres and not equinox. so go ahead and call me a cheapo and i'll kiss you for that.
thinking: sleep
song: erasure - a little respect (nice retro song hee)
really, god heals and he changes lives, one sister i know, used to smoke 1 hard pack per day and ends up drunk on most of the ladies night (wed, thur, fri and sat) , speaks beautiful languages (if you know what i mean) and makes her parents mad most of the time. but when she rededicate her life to god again, i saw how her life changed. quitting from smoking took her less than 6 months, completely sober now, gentle and polite and her father even said, she has changed and became such a good daughter. she credited all these to god, and she's wants to be an even better person through him. i can only say how amazed i am with her changes and i'm spurred on even more to become a better person - with divine help of cos =) exchange your life in return for an even wonderful and better one.
life is not only about getting the best results, finding the best looking hubby, getting more promotions or buying more stuff to elevate your status. these fade away so soon that you're hungry for more. but when will these cravings stop? does it matter whether you tasted cavier when you can afford only fish roe? or driving a bently when you only have 80 cents to travel on public transport? how about this, sucking up to your boss or teacher, so that in return you will be able to get a few more marks or to your boss so that you will be placed before others when the promotion period comes? hey, i really have no qualms about how you feel or do but just a note, these things don't last. material means of getting your status elevated is so common in my school that sometimes i feel kinda influenced by it. everywhere i turn, someone is carrying a gucci bag, or everyone dresses so nicely to school macham there's a star search going on anytime. spare me ok. i feel totally comfy in my slacks and in my polo tees. and what about sucking up to teachers? i feel disgusted sometimes really... and what about finding boyfriends? and this i have to highlight. looks fade but character doesnt... so pls peeps... i am looking for a husband so stop introducing me or asking me why im single. i approach singlehood in a love hate reaction that is i might complain about ah... if only i have someone or yeee er, why be hounded by phone calls 24/7 asking what im eating and where im going and with who? but i still love my singlehood life nonetheless. so respect my decision. and nope, i wear hand me downs not 1st hand goods. and i love pasar malam not paragon. i rather eat at hawker centres and not equinox. so go ahead and call me a cheapo and i'll kiss you for that.
thinking: sleep
song: erasure - a little respect (nice retro song hee)
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