yeah!!! last day of school!!! kind of... hahaha though appeal is still on but shall leave it to mr almighty!!! okie here goes on what i told the teachers and what they said to me. for your information, we don't have exams, we have presentations all day long... presenting the 7 modules... woohoo!!!

design

product development: my design is based on bubbles so the designs overlapped each other. except they think my designs look like doughnuts from dunkin doughnuts with my pattern making teacher exclaiming * doughnuts! doughnuts! i'm hungry! * -_-'

comm skills: which is your favourite fashion review? (germs) the one on hermes birkin bag. (teacher) why? (g) because i know that i will never be able to afford any hermes bag especially this particuler one. (t) how come? (g) it cost US$81,000 because of the diamond studded locket and dyed crocodile skin. (t) then why is this your favourite review? (g) because i know i won't be able to afford this *duh repeat* so i chose to write about it and so with the same spirit i will buy a jelly pasar malam version of it instead. (t) muahahahahahaha (g) heh heh -_-'

computer studies: i chose this design because i've never seen snowflakes before so i chose this and why i label the brand as gems is because my name is germaine. short form germs. if i name it germs, it means... not very clean lah so i took away the R and it becomes gems. yup... teachers laughed in unison... (g) -_-'

knitting: wear your knitted top. (g) wearing it. (t) you can wear meh? (g) diao... *thinking, ain't i wearing it now... * (t) okie you can wear it~ -_-' (t) not bad, colours very nice (g) heng ah~

fashion forcast:(t) whoa~ your board is so cute, so childish~ (g) it's meant to be because the colours coming up are kinda like candy colours. (t) then why is spiderman in the picture? (g) erm... wrong pic lor... (t) why is there mahjong coins? (g) colours around the same mah...

technical

sewing: (t) not bad...

pattern making: (t) your pants colour combo is so UGLY!!! (on repeat mode) (g) okie... i know... (t) very ugly you know... like market leh~ (g) yes yes i know... (t) very ugly... (g) yes yes.......... (another teacher from raffles lasalle) i think her sewing is okie everything okie. (t) ya it's okie. (g) -_-'

there you go this is how my so called exams/assessment is... it last not more than 15 min but thank god, the ultimate suaning teacher not there hohoho~ prayed and prayed before going in, man when facing such teachers they can make u cry there man~ but one verse calmed me down loads... * all authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me * wha i felt so much better sia!!!

gave myself a treat at cartel... heh heh ate some set lunch and wynnii and i chat about lizards and cockroaches... again in unison... our arm hair start to stand when the topic lizards came on... especially those really old and dark and fat kind... bleah!!! and also our fear of animals... that particular animals... hahaha mine is pretty hard to believe whats yours? supposed to meet livi hahaha but very sorry leafy... last min have to push the meeting cos of the lunch... another day perhaps? lets munch on royce together okie~

pack room ah!!! tmr evax ah!!! tmr appeal day ah!!! praise god ah!!!

no matter how things turn out. stay firm and be strong okie. god is still good amen? =)

thinking: library wants me to pay them $80 bucks for one lost book which i've never seen let alone read... -.- yuan wang ah da ren~
song: can't hear though... construction going on since 8 in the morning...

everything is almost done for tmr's big day! time to face those teachers... everything is almost done so i shall not fear woohoo~ but then again... that eeky feeling is there again... bleah~ shall change my eyes to god instead. he is still there~ =]

read colossians today~ yeah~

thinking: flu bug is here to stay again... bah~
song: everybodys changing - keane ( not bad... typical brit band )

i lost my favourite plush keychain when i was in sec 2... until now, i just sort of can't forget the touch of the toes... the eyes... and then i saw it again. it reappear... ah!!! to take a look...

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today's meeting was superb. well, so is other meetings~ =)

things are to be done soon. i hope everything turns out fine~ yeah man~ no matter what, i'm ready to take a step back and start all over again. yup~

this friday is evax day!!! our di 2 goal is.... drumroll.... 1806!!! this shall be done and this goal will be hit upon with god's help!!!

thinking: bidding on that keroppi...
song: centre of my life...

alrights... indonesian food is not for me... too sweet!!! felt a bit vomitty after that... ate some tofu telur ( super sweet ) and otah... perspiring and that avacado drink didn't help much either... *flush down with plain water!!!*

yesterday after ss, di2 went shopping at heeren and taka and we were so amazed... to see about 8 *wo*men running across the road once the green man was on, posing on the stationary cars, blowing kisses to the amused public and get this straight... blowing whistles non stop... *pweeeeet!!!* and top to toe adorned with thai dance costume... man~ it was certainly traffic stopping =)

had a great 2 hour plus talk with meihwa, learnt a few lessons and also, decided to do something that's been hindering my thoughts also. chat with pearls when she came to tp to buy student con strings~ learnt something from her too! and i told perd some stuff... man~ i felt so good...

i saw royce. i saw shoes. i saw many things that i wanna buy. but heh... the fund is still on... so still am holding back my pouch strings...

thinking: bridget jones dairy is next...
song: fashion - david bowie

yes no wait.

don't fret. god is still good. future looks dark because i rely on my human eye sight.

ah~ walk by faith and not by sight.

2 tim 4:16-18

alexander the matelworker did me a great deal of harm. the lord will repay him for what he has done. you too should be on your guard against him because he strongly opposed our message. at my first defense, no one came to my support, but everyone deserted me. may it not be held against them. but the lord stood at my side and gave me strength, so that through me, the message might be fully proclaimed and all the gentiles might hear it. and i was delivered from the lion's mouth. the lord will rescue me from every evil attack and will bring me safely to his heavenly kingdom. to him be glory for ever and ever. amen.

that feeling is making me tired - having eye bags. having unkept hair. sleepless nights. i'm scared but who knows what wonderful thing might be churn out form this turmoil? job didn't complained when he was covered with sores nor did he gave up when his everything was bascially wiped out. how blind i am... ack~

as im gonna type away complaining and keep on being like what mice would name me last time ( grumpy spoilt brat who does nothing and complains a lot )... i saw this pass it on message card. saying... RELAX, GOD'S IN CHARGE...

getting pretty gan jiong about certain stuff~ student con, xmas both coming up, attachment ( don't even know have or not - ah~ faithless!!! ), time managment... family... ack!!!... and yet i'm barking for people to reply my emails... ah~ relac... cool...

thinking: thinking about being ganjiong doesn't help haha~ it makes things worst in fact~ haha
song: where does my help comes from, it cometh from the lord... melting..

i hope everything turns out alright - school projects and homework and those letters... meanwhile... let me relax... by watching anime!!! muahahaha dang~ am so hooked on anime nowadays... inuyasha~ woohoo~ there's like so many series ( both anime and manga ) and 3 movies and one more coming up... bah~ but none can be found in singapore anyways~ when is this series going to end huh... and i thought only hongkong drama series appeals to me... now that i mentioned it... that hk period drama series that i've placed an order is waiting for me... muahahah oh dang... sunday bball... how to watch? carrie bradshaw is not showing any new season... besides, they've wrapped up the show anyways... good show for latest fashion trends though~ leaving only carnival ( pretty dark and scary ) and heh heh if only i can find daria that will make the icing on the cake perfecto =) now i shall be patient and wait for twelve kingdoms and inuyasha and not forgetting those brit humour ( ab fab and office ) and being john malkovich ( must watch next to one flew over the cuckoo's nest )... i've not stepped into the theatre for such a long time - watching hollywood made movies i mean cos the last movie i watched in a cinema is actually a documentary... so bring on about schmidt, white chicks ( yes yes... very sua ku nowadays ), 2046, the return of the king... heh last one havent watch yet~ and so much more...

so many things to do/ watch... so little time. haha shall watch all these movies in the break of dawn cos ministry comes first!!! time to get ready for meeting lor =)

waiting for emails to be replied... am ready for new things to come~ =)

thinking: when can i start jogging with mart babe?
song: eric clapton - i can change the world~

received an email which i would normally get every year at this time and at the same timing too... but i was surprised to see verses from the email this time... this email, i shall not delete. man am i touched... because i know that people loves me even if they keep nagging at me 24/7... but one thing i learnt upon receiving this email. my success - i owe it all to god. and i depend on god for everything. even if i don't earn big bucks, get the 5c(s), get a so called human set standard successful life which also mean having an all rolled into one hubby ( good looking, rich, successful blah blah blah ) i don't care. because no matter what happened, how good everything is, i know, that i owe it ALL to god. glorifying god is what you meant actually... thank you for reminding me of how blessed i am and how i should be working my ar*e. and oh... be humble...

Proverbs 2 - Moral Benefits of Wisdom

1 My son, if you accept my words and store up my commands within you, 2 turning your ear to wisdom and applying your heart to understanding, 3 and if you call out for insight and cry aloud for understanding, 4 and if you look for it as for silver and search for it as for hidden treasure, 5 then you will understand the fear of the LORD and find the knowledge of God. 6 For the LORD gives wisdom, and from his mouth come knowledge and understanding. 7 He holds victory in store for the upright, he is a shield to those whose walk is blameless, 8 for he guards the course of the just and protects the way of his faithful ones. 9 Then you will understand what is right and just and fair-every good path.

i am so blessed. really.

how lucky or rather how xin fu i am in this family. whether in blood ties family or in the family of god in church. i am so blessed. i have such a wonderful life on this earth. i better start appreciating how people around me and that includes. you, you and you. and oh yes, not forgetting you.

i really want to have something new stiring up within me... i was really happy that i decided to do certain stuff and set my priorites right. even if everything around me fails. god will never fail me. i wanna get more sheeps... time managment, better plans... and be a more sensitive shepherd and sheep...

supernaturel? psssss... god answered my prayer about going off one day later... boy did i teared... and i never felt at such loss before. i asked god. why? he said because i love you and you will know why when you're more mature... i found out why... because he freed me of the pain that we're going through... in hands we hold. in tears we got stronger and we bonded more closely than ever. it is only at that time, that i see his plan for me more clearly. never had i see such a wonderful timing in my life. i bet there'll be more in the future. i can't wait when we gather and we will praise him together~ in chinese, hokkian, teochew, english, whatever.

fascinated by your love*

thinking: tummyache again... missed bball again... next week shall be my week!!!
song: you are the cnetre of my life... yup...

R.I.S.K

0803

ARE YOU READY YET?!!!

COME AND TAKE CHARGE MY LORD!

FOR YOUR WORKERS ARE READY. BUILD US UP AND WE'LL SHALL FEAR NO OTHER...

girl, if you're reading this, which i hope u will be... god has his plans for you. plans to give you hope and a future. i know how the future is not to your favour, not to your plans, not to your liking... but in all, no matter what, god still loves you. behind every dark cloud is a silver lining. amidst all the problem, pray. for it's the most powerful weapon. stay firm and wait. even though you're not a believer but i thank god for you cos you've been a faithful friend and i believe you will be touched one day. i want to see my good old sunshine xinxin back...

thinking: don't stumble people. be secure. stop asking for people's opinions. it's god's opinion that matters at the end of the day.
song: cry holy ( melt man...)

feel so seh now. faced the sewing machine for straight 7 hours. but a sense of achievement is what i got in return. ah~ left my waistband and my cuffs!!! muahahaha~ fashion business paper nearly made me cry... i forgotten what i have memorise... die lah~

left knitting which is on friday... sewing which is tmr... back up story which is tmr... 123 which is on thursday... i am so packed with stuff now...

it's also the best time to test how strong my relationship with god is. i want it to be sticky. like elephant glue. not uhu glue... ah god is still wonderful and great amidst all projects and all problems... by the way. uhu glue is really not sticky at all... even those edible glue can stick better...

there was this bass guitar performance at my school today. wha~ so cool... 2 guys play one bass each and then it was pouring and it's just them and the jamming... the crowd just ohh and ahh and... i was one of them... hahaha~ and they even have like about 10 guitars all leaning against the wall just to show different bass and guitars... there's this jade green one!!! so nice!!!

thinking: trust god. do your stuff. leave everything to him.
song: find rest my soul... in christ alone...

seriously speaking. i have no idea what my school is up to. first, they're asking me for 3 appeal letters which my appeal has already pass... then now they said i failed one sub module's attendence. ( thank god i failed only a sub and not a core if not i have to stay back for one whole semester ) erm... if i didn't recall wrongly or if my classmates did not see a phantom germs besides them all these while then why did i get only a meer 50% for attendence? ahem. this is getting on my nerves. but ha~ nvrmind. god is in charge. smile =)~

smsed l'oreal's discount at winsland to certain peeps... forgotten the core few... sorry xianmeimei!!! i seem to always miss out her when it comes to sales like levis and l'oreal... bah~ should have gone down so that i can replenish the stuff in the make up box...

For us

a painful walk to remember
the tears You cried, you shed for us
the cross You bare, it hurts so
the crown You wore, it bleeds for us

and now my Lord we give our lives
to be with You in Your name
in troubles and pain we call to You
to feel the warmth in Your embrace

and when we cried out to You
You'll never fail to lift us
with Your love
and everlasting grace

how could i ever let You go
Your love expressed on calvery
just one life
and You give it all for us

just for us...

my classmate told me something that made me laugh real loud... tsk that jinqi... about the body shape of women. there's pear, spoon, rectangle, boy and hourglass. the spoon made me laugh the loudest... eep...

to mice: *i am in shape. round is a shape*

thinking: tummy hasn't been good these few days... and i want my retail theraphy... but first... 1.8 million is more important... guess i shall be holding back my red shoes for a while...
song: for us~