29 July 2004

full day at school, not bad, considering that my article comments were pretty last minute and cynical and i think... pretty original~ today during comm skills, we got to do an o level summary report, brings me back to our year 2004 paper, about human language and how it evolve, blahblahblah~ but hee i like english and i discover how i suck at english now... that ding lah!!! my punctuation marks esp... eep...

will be going to charl's house soon, am waiting for the secret guest to pick up my call and actually was planning to swim but it had to rain whenever i wanted to swim eh~ why ah~ anyways, full day tmr, shepherding and maybe shop around with sheep, buy some stuff and costumise my t shirts, and add some stuff yeah!!!

thinking: charl's sofa is so comfy... and secret guest!!! faster reply!!! and cherelle...
song: rain rain go away come again another day~

28 July 2004

was supposed to follow up on phoeby and cherelle but cherelle couldn't make it due to a lot of changes... nearly made me scratch the wall... oh wells, a lot of last minute changes but in the end, it turn out to be a blessing in disguise~

we went to charlene's house instead to have a cg, met up and met her needs and prayed for her and of cos, eat at her house and last... have wrestling too!!! we had koropoh *whatever you called it* strawberry chipsmore, green tea, apple juice and crackers with hershey's chocolate sauce*winks jane*... simple fare but yummy!!! her dad also bought us food!!! ngoh hiang bee hoon!!! wha~ very delicious and also there's otah and guo tie!!! we also had our big fair share of fun!!! we played human stacko(right spelling?) *something like uno stacko* we literally jumped onto charlene's sofa... gosh her sofa is like... sooooo comfy!!! literally can sink into the sofa one... from there we played the human stacko by someone being the base person and one by one we will climb on top of one another... by then we had 3 person stack on top of another and we barely reach the same height of the sofa... so u can guess how tall her sofa is or rather how low we sunk into the sofa... then after that we forced stephan cedric and donnie to do the same... they got their leg hair plucked instead when the girls start to slam them with pillows and haha~ they got some leg hair plucked off too!!! ouch!!! then after playing, we went to the stall downstairs to eat chinese dessert!!! i ate my all time favourite peanut paste!!! and cedric ate red bean and donnie ate water chestnut with sago and egg~ wha~ chim sia but all also very nice!!! then after that... go home... the night ends too fast liao!!! we must have such games again!!!

learnt something really important - never wear white whenever there's a cg... argh!!! jane!!! hershey chocolate sauce!!! oh wells, really had a great time today!!! tmr will be staying overnight at charls house yeah!!! more dessert and will be having a good time to chat with her and to make it a wonderful night to remember haha~

things to buy tmr: strawberry chipsmore, oreo, fresh milk *i have a feeling my cg members are gonna give me a new nickname soon... shucks... i feel... honoured... haha!!! ok i repeant... jane pls don't call me that G nickname... i am germaine not... G.....N!!! bleah!!!

thinking: god!!! pls make cherelle free!!!
song: the girl from ipanema - never sick and tired of it

27 July 2004

flu attack!!! i hate!!! i guess it must be because... of that... oscar!!! his fur lah~ fly here and there... must shave him bald liao... but if i do that i think ding will kill me~

ok here goes... today, nothing much happened in class, just a lot of drawing today and apparently, the face i drew either resembles a manga character or some cartoon character cos the eyes are too big... well better than ding's (resembles an alien) kevin(resembles a potato head) hahaha i am so dead when i go school on thursday...

interesting day i had with ding cos we discussed about hell and stuff that we played before... not so nice games though anyways... can't think much now cos the flu is still there and my mucus is like... flowing... eeep hee thanks to livi who sent me my all time fav song - the girl from ipanema!!!

thinking: popdough is so good...
song: the girl from ipanema

26 July 2004

this is so cool... read from magazine one...hahaha makes you guys (genetic term) out there who think girls are easily bullied and meek eh? hahaha this is so cool~

story 1:
when i found out that my former boyfriend was cheating on me with 3 other girls, i knew confronting him was too easy. i still went out with him but everytime we had our meals, i'll add my own ingredients into his food to spice things up - my booger. it went on for about 2 weeks before i finally told him. that look of shock, disbelief and disgust on his face? priceless.

story 2:
my ex housemate was driving me up the wall with her loud music and smelly habits. she never pay her rent on time. one day, i got out of the shower with her trash rock music booming in my ears. i just grabbed her toothbrush and gave the toilet a good scrub down.

man... such vicious creatures...

shepherding time!!!

thinking: where exactly does cherelle lives? and thinking of cold *hit* biscuits...
song: the girl form ipanema - antonio carlos jobim 


25 July 2004

yeah!!! centrestage is over and there's another one coming up soon!!! aug ESS!!! wha~ gotta be busy real soon!!! thank god for these peeps, frontline and backstage one~ esp to my image team - jaron jacqueline jinqi elishey yin yin shelby -!!! you people came as early as 730 to help the contestants with their image!!! and not one complain about the timing and the empty stomach you all have to work through out and of cos~ you all did your best in trying hard to make the contestants look fab!!! really can't make do without you all!!! image must turn more professional lor!!! anyone wanna join image? hee...

someone asked me yesterday, eh how come you've been so quiet. nah haha tired and in deep thoughts. why is there no conversion? what happened? another time of testing~ another time of stretching and another time of *how much do you trust god in this* be a martha or a mary? don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to. and remember whatever happens happens for a reason. got really disappointed yesterday cos can't get sheep on the phone, no reply at all, got frustrated with every little thing that has gone wrong, sister made some remarks and i made some remarks. somethings that i least expected came out of my dad's mouth. so touched yet not willing to show a thankful and grateful expression but one that scowls. but instead he smiled back at me. made me realise how bad tempered and hot headed and how expressionless *only one of it's kind black face* i can give. perd told me settle things with god first before i start to sink deeper. she told me this upteenth time and yet i'm still doing it over and over and over again. no wonder ex perd sms me this when i took over image - don't be so fierce.

the day just passed and now it's sunday. supposed to sell fish with my dad but took a day off cos sabbath day for me cos this whole entire week been busy busy busy... sch and homework and centrestage... been out the whole entire day~ woohoo~ now back at home, slept till 9am - considered a luxury for me hahaha then read newspapers thoroughly *been a long time if not i'll just read life section* then ate lunch then watch tv for a while *channel 55* called a long time friend kexin before she leaves for australia tonight and chat a bit about everything... i believe relationship between friends doesn't have to be those call up everyday and update every single thing that happened but more to those who can withstand time and distance. some of my friends and i call up each other once or twice every year with or without meeting up and still maintain that freshness in that friendship that seems to just started... my only handful of friends with me since primary and sec sch life - jaime mardhia kexin huiying charlene magdalene - have been with me and will always be there no matter what happened... another group of people that just entered my life another group of friends - people i got to know in church - stuck by me through thick and thin too =) but of cos one that will never leave me, seriously no matter what. yup.

jesus

thinking: flabby bits on my tummy
song: everyboday praise

23 July 2004

i wanna erase my past.
i wanna erase my hurts.
i wanna erase my pain.
i wanna erase everything and start anew.

but without all these i wouldn't be where i am now. therefore. thank you lord for everything.

i have made you too small in my eyes. but circumstances over and over and over again made me realise my folly that i really cannot make it without you. as i look back - i saw a girl masked, looking for a way out for a breather, for a light, for a saviour. with grace you came. with love you accepted me.

how could i a person filled with hatred/anger/pride/ be changed? oh yes, with god and with time. everything can be done.

above all. He's still the one for me.

ps. i miss you lots

21 July 2004

tmr's the big day. for once and for all to decide where and when and how. how. how. how. how.

thinking: trust in the lord and lean not on your own understanding.


20 July 2004

joke that was dead... has just been resurrected
 
2 beggers went to the back alley to look for food in the bins. being desperate and extremely hungry, in fact everything and anything looks good. a drunk man staggered out of a pub and is assuming a pose of bending his body for a jolly good time to... you guess it, puke time~ from a far, the puddle looks kinda alright in the sense that there wasn't any bumps or bits or so i guess. and so the beggers rushed to the vomit and said.
 
begger 1: ay wanna try eating? try lah...
begger 2: no. you try first.
begger 1: no lah u try first~ faster
begger 2: ok lor...
 
he takes a scoop with his  hands... and prepares to slurp it down as fast as possible if not for some chew bits ( i guessed it wrongly ) and oh, sour cream and maybe century egg it might resemble too eh? hahaha anyways~ after drinking the vomit he sat down to take a rest from all those scooping...
 
begger 1: how was it? the taste? nice? bad? how???
begger 2: not bad lah... but my tummy feels funny now... ouch~~~
 
begger 2 began to regurgitate and begger 1 can't help but cheered YEAH WARM FOOD!!! 
 
alrights, nothing much to blog but can't help to think this joke makes me laugh a sinister laugh and have a grin on my face when i see other's reaction - what to do? i love dark humour/black comedies/daria/hannibal lector/fear factor but i can't watch horror movies without losing sleep/documentries about animals being chewed up and of cos... my fear... which is kinda stupid cos i will never get to see those things anyways
 
bacteriophobia fear of bacteria/germs - hahaha scared of me??? me??? hahahahahaha
 
alrights~ time to retreat liao~ clean room and tmr's a wonderful day to do mroe stuff!!!
 
for ding: everything is planned - no matter what happen again and again, the day will pass when you will see the brighter lights ahead of you~
 
thinking: thank god for such wonderful people - my peeps my peeps and my peeps and not forgetting my peeps ya and my peeps yeah cheers peeps~ ha~
song: need you here

18 July 2004

what a day~ woohoo~ lets start from yesterday
 
saturday
reach nexus by 730... start to have flu then start the whole process of image!!! finish image by 130pm thats like... 5 hours? wha~ xiong but hee got a lot of helpers!!! so actually they helped me a lot cos most of the time i was sneezing away~ meihwa prayed for me during rehearsal =)buay tahan until when it was 230pm while i went down to starthub to find my unit people i start to get a bit drowsy liao don't know how come also... wanted to watch centrestage for 1st service to improve on the image but hee was so called being chased out by others *kidding* then school first lesson was cancelled so i only had to leave nexus by 33pm but got really tired and drowsy so decided to skip... called ding and andy -good spirited cos they're very concern about my health in case anything happen again haha~ after that i couldnt get cherelle on the phone wha~ pengs~ scared that she might not wanna turn up for service or something then went down to somerset to find her... no reply no nothing... -.- until when it was 515 then she called me cos she got lost in somerset!!! it's okie!!! i'm on my way to her rescue!!! *trumpet sound* yup... was really happy cos we have so many converts!!! pray that they'll be retained and be disciples of christ!!! was really happy!!! cherelle even started to sing and ask me some question and she's so interested in joining a ministry!!! but cos of timing maybe some stuff might be pushed back... but it's ok!!! she's very interested in reading the bible!!! i love her enthu in wanting to know god more!!! wha then after that we all went down to starhub... my guifei~ bleah hahaha kelian de nu ren... must bless them!!! see my girls so poor thing... i feel for them... feel what... i also dun know... hahaha ok im lame here cos very tired sia... ok back to saturday... very happy... but tired... stupid me... kept showing off my keroppi to almost everyone in the image room and everyone in my unit my new keroppi mobile phone chain thingy~ so when i reached home... first thing.... shower then took down orders... then sleep... wha~ 1030pm sleep liao... power!!!
sunday
woke up by 6am... when to market sell fish... wha~ so tired but refresh cos happy mah~ last night overflow till today one... hee then after selling fish ate prata then went down to play bball... thanks zhenyan and donnie for accompanying me to buy food~ got miscom with some peeps but hmmm lesson learnt - call and ask directly... anyways~ saw a lot of keroppi!!!again... i chose badminton over bball... hahaha i'm sorry bball khakies... anyways... after that i went home to shower cos grandmama birthday so we went down to bukit timah to makan... first time i didnt talk much and eat so much instead... tired and hungry sia... ate birthday cake... superb man... superb price i meant... $8 only!!! somemore freshly baked one!!! with peanut crumbs on top!!! it's more than enough for 20 people.... and without the peanut crumbs on top it's... $3.50!!!!! power!!! okies... then now i'm back... did a stupid thing... hahaha as zhenyan was with me playing bball i took her phone along with me and i went home with it!!!
 
tmr i'll be going down to taka with pa to eat the taka food feast goodies and to spent time with him yup~ before going down to dim!!! my sheep will enter the sheep-pan this week!!! my turn liao hor!!!  
 
thinking: keroppi lightbulb shaped key chain at heartland mall... heh heh heh heh heh
song: everybody praise the lord 

16 July 2004

i am so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
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last week!!! di has a lasalle convert!!! cherelle!!! muahahahaha =)
 
alrights havent been blogging for a long time~ since april i guess alrights... going by the month now...
 
april
changed group and livi went over to ywam and my ul became hwa xiaojie then everything was pretty smooth until something awful happened during easter rehearsal and then things start to look bleak for me wha~ then oh wells... things start to open up and became better but then i couldnt play basketball - my weekly sunday routine until may... couldnt attend school for 3 weeks so oh wells... brought forward holiday hahaha...
may
school's over but i have to go back for assessment and it's being deferred til' 17 may monday... 3 days after my birthday and again got another attack on my birthday morning itself... -,- but a bigger surprise over took me at night - 20 over peeps gathered at my room/house to give me a surprise birthday party - organised by dear jaime mice dear... assessment went quite okie... missed a lot of people especially those people in my class - ding ah hia andy jolene pris wynnii jinqi etc... can't remember what happened liao but i guess may's more of a month to rest ba~ trying to recall...
june
church camp!!!!! i shared my room with dear huixian (ps we even compete about who can snore louder haha but well... compared to her i'm considered small fry aaahhh!!!) then got to know huixian more and also we found out something that we both like a lot... *hit biscuits* yup~ changed shepherd to shelby (the girl who acted as snow white cos apparently she's kinda fair... hahaha she is fair... her tummy resembles a corpse's tummy)...  jane aka ali mama/yang guifei became my sheep... hahaha the world is round and things go round in circles... we've crossed paths and now we ended up together hahaha~ and yes we had this search for a lost sheep thing means we have to have a sheep convert and retain by end august and jane had one!!! her name is phobey but she converted one day earlier so hahaha no counted~ but still~ another seed in thames!!! we started dim (di meeting) and we have a whole lot of new plans of outreaching/starbursting so yup, june's the time to bang hard on it!!! yeah~ then at the end of june i had to travel back and forth to school cos my mcs weren't enough to cover up for my lessons and my modules so yup, appealing and still pending... went to lasalle to evax and we got 99 contacts!!! (nice no maybe can buy 4D 9999?) we prayed for 50 and we've got 99!!! double!!! hmmm where's that last contact eh? hahaha oh wells, been sowing a lot until the whole di can be declared puochan but no matter what we'll always have just enough money for the needs and that means... god is working!!!
july
got a lasalle convert!!! man i was so happy, when shelby and i were sharing with her... waiting for her to nod her head or something... she gave a very convicted nod and a convicted YES!!! wow for the rest of the day i couldnt stop smiling... i guess even people who find me kinda fierce usually gave me a weird look when i started to grin non stop from ear to ear hahaha~ we celebrated donni's birthday and hwa xiao jie's birthday with me trying to fake something... fake a fainting spell for donnie which he nearly called the ambulance *thank god he didnt* and told a real see thru and a real i don't believe your fake and see thru lie to hwa xiao jie (i felt kinda stupid when she told me germs, that's a lie i can tell you can't tell lies one)... then school started, got a real lousy time table... monday wednesday friday (no school *claps*) tuesday thursday (930-630 *ok lah not so bad) then this lagi best/no 1/tops/super duper/nothing can beat it sia \(-_-)/
 
saturday(2pm-630pm @#$%^&*!!!!!)
 
what is this!!!!! oh kulabashanteh~ god please... when there is no way god will make a way... oh wells... god has his means to give me such a ahem... timetable and ok... before ss and after ss i'll be there only... this time joining the 1st service i guess ba~ ok lah i'm not very old anyways just turned 16 only... -_-
 
oh wells... this week has been a real busy one been running out a lot doing some stuff for centrestage and yup... tmr's centrestage!!! bring people down!!! today is sabbath day for me... finally took a rest, so i went to toa payoh central to walk around and of cos... buy my favourite waffles~ wha~ that familiar taste is still there~ woohoo~ and i got a mobile phone cartoon thing chain whatever yu call it~ keroppi yeah!!! i bought one pink bear for yvonne and one skeleton for fiona hahah not being bias ok~ that keroppi thingy made me smile a lot even though a couple of things are not looking up pretty well... alrights... learnt a new skill yesterday- k n i t t i n g!!! knitting i stress is not for old grandmama on rocking chairs waiting for their days to pass by and for their teeth to drop out~ hee i love knitting!!! i just fallen in love with it... will knit a scarf... very soon... very soon... wonder who's the suay ahem lucky ahem blessed one who will get it form me... hahaha treat me nice peeps... but then again i think no one will want it... sob* anyways all 10 fingernails has chipped or broke so in the end... i cut them all - so i guess some peeps there must be super happy huh... just you all wait... my nails shall grow soon... painting them a super grow fast coat over hahaha~ god blessed me!!! i wanted to buy fashion magazines for a long time especially those by vougue and gap press then... cos i was broke so no dough to buy then my sister surprised me with... one jap mag!!! $33!!! so happy!!! god blessed me again!!!!!
 
ok got to go liao~ tmr's centrestage so bring more people down!!! 
 
feeling: tmr must wake up early... must... must... 730am!!! nexus!!!
song: deply in love