25 March 2004

this blog will be closed down for the time being.
are you all ready for the BIG change???

muahahahahahaha

lalalalalalalalalalala

hohohohohohoho

feeling: *.*
audio: say what you want - texas

24 March 2004

argh. people owe me money then don't want to return. say no money then what is that new handphone or new thing you're carrying? please return the dough to me!!! argh. really dislike that feeling. i lend you the money because i thought you might need it and what is this? cold war or cool down time. hey, i didn't flare at you. yet. surpressing my anger... just read something and that is... slow to anger... so yes... i'm still surpressing it...i am trying...

last cg for you! *muacks* hahaha well, no matter what you're still a dear friend to me baby!!! love ya!!!

feeling: hurhurhur
audio: when love takes you in - steve curtis chapman
hmmm my sister spoke to me about some things that she read in my blog that i base some stuff on my own experiences instead. hmm... okok...

anyways... what i read in life section yesterday was the topic on nosehair and body odour... so it reminded me of my secondary school teacher mr rahim. my goodness... boy was i rude. i told him, mr rahim, please cut your nose hair. eep. well after that... i felt so bad...(-.-) and there was this schoolmate of mine back in secondary school too, she has erm... bo. so well, my cca people so called voted me to tell her. how to tell?! so we bought her a body spray. yup. i think she couldn't understand how come we bought her that... oh wells... over lor...

but well... this erm... yup... anyways... please check the mirror for any hair sticking out of your nose k, trim it. if there's a lot, trim it off. god put hair there for a purpose and that is to trap dust but at the same, don't scare people away mah... and for body odour... maybe scrub your body and wash your hair daily lor, bath daily too, i think bathing more than twice a day is good... heh alrights thats all...

gotta prepare for cg and go school first to hand up dots and lines lor... heh heh

feeling: boo... last cg for...
audio: the girl from ipanema - stan getz

23 March 2004

had 2 dreams last night. don't know whether you should say it was a funny one or a horrible one. dreamt of 2 brothers... my gosh... ah~ when i woke up i'm like... goodness... so real... what if it's true?! ah!!! wo bu yao!!!

haha never believe in dreams or horoscope anyways... but it seems so real!!! yeesh~

read straits time today... and in life section... muahahahahaha... hmmm go read ba... in time to come... when the time is ripe... i will... blog it out... teach a lesson or two on... muahahahaha

feeling: do ants like to eat skin? human skin?
audio: cos i love you... i simply love you...

22 March 2004

really have a lot of things to blog... but

1) too lazy
2) not edifying
3) a bit personal

so yup thats it...
trash it out first, settle with god
let go let god

feeling: tsk tsk tsk
audio: saving grace - hillsong

21 March 2004

what a day... i turned dark le! wo bu yao! sk2 pls come to mama!!

im getting so dark...

xiao hei

feeling: sleepy
audio: still - hillsong

17 March 2004

right there in the middle of everything, i met you.

with my eyes i long to see your smile
with my ears i long to hear your voice
with all my heart i long feel you
with all my soul i long to seek you
please let me find the way to your dwelling place
i long to hide in the shadow of your wings
to find my rest as i dwell in your peace
to live forever in the beauty of your place

draw me close to you close by your side
i want to hold you tight close to my mind
come take me to the place where you could be found
i want to praise you lord all of my life
i want to let you know from the depth of my heart
you'll be forever lord the love of my life

with my eyes i long to see your smile
with my ears i long to hear your voice
with all my heart i long feel you
with all my soul i long to seek you
please let me find the way to your dwelling place
i long to hide in the shadow of your wings
to find my rest as i dwell in your peace
to live forever in the beauty of your place

draw me close to you close by your side
i want to holod you tight close to my mind
come take me to the place where you could be found
i want to praise you lord all of my life
i want to let you know from the depth of my heart
you'll be forever lord the love of my life

feeling: *-*
audio: draw me close to you...

16 March 2004

the time now is 6.08am and i've not slept a wink at all. can't sleep. really can't sleep. lie on the bed but my @@ remain open. wide open. the coffee that i took during supper didn't help too. so from 358am exactly, i took the bible and re-read 3 chapters. think back on a lot of stuff. read up on those highlighted points and reflected on them and on myself. as the same thoughts came into my mind over and over again. everything is going to be just right. rejoice in all circumstances.

feeling: give thanks in all circumstances
audio: zzzZZZzzzZZZzzz

15 March 2004

Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD , "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

ah~ i love you!!!

feeling: what a day amen!
audio: superman - five for fighting
better take care of my health... the flu bug and the weather is SO unpredictable. NAFA open house wasn't that excellent. somehow or another... trying to find people to talk to... even introducing the course to people actually scares them away... hmmmified... went for service... saw julie, and man, god is INDEED great, cleo decided to join our church and she wanna come for service!!! yes, it's wonderful amen? pNw was really funny man... i pitched in wrongly with nel laughing at me real loudly... hahaha and during worship... i sneezed... and yeah... you guessed it... that liquidy thingy inside my nose came out... gosh... went back to the seats...got a confession to make... so tired that i fell asleep during sermon... sorry...

went for my class so called NAFA year 1 bash... i'm so... argh~ by the games they play~ it's so... sex oriented... my goodness... shall not elaborate and NO i didn't take part... sheesh... and the names they pair each other up was so XXX argh~ one thing though, my classmate, jo, was being photographed by other guys because she accidently bend down and some stuff were seen, she was drunk and those disgusting man were like, eh take photo take photo~ my goodness!!! i was pretty pissed with them cos i think wha lau so chi gor pek one... so i stood behind jo while she was walking down the stairs, preventing them from @@ anything... dang... then another friend of mine, she wore a dress with a pair of shorts underneath... dang... the same people just lie on the floor trying to take a sneak peek?! wha pengs... i really have nothing to say... really... it's so... -.- x 1000000000000000000000000000000000

someone told me wha germs to be in your school you must be prepared to face such stuff hor, must be strong leh... that came in real handy... gotta repent on some stuff...

my fav sentence that someone ever whispered to me...

*god loves you*

feeling: mel...
audio: liu sha - david tao

13 March 2004

man what a day... finally went for earl's lesson... i hate drawing and my drawing did improve... but one thing... he said that my drawing looks like... a butch, very masculine... hui meh? that wynnii lu qiaoling!!! she told me a word... cantonese word... which actually means f*** you... then i dun know mah so i asked around... then my teacher said to me f*** you... dang... don't know whether i should be fuming or what... i was speehless... but heck lah just laugh it off... so diao one... but good lah, my teacher said to me... your drawing is not bad, considering you haven been turning for my lessons... heh heh... oh no... my perdy's gonna kill me~

i teared... cry lah in class today... don't know whether is it i suay or what... today in pattern making class... i was sitting there quietly... not talking ( surprise? ) then my teacher who just put down the phone looking a bit not very good ( don't know how to describe ) started to teach us how to draw some stuff... then she came over cos it's her routine to always check whether we are doing her work properly... my friend who happened to stand beside me...

then i asked her, teacher how to draw this part... she replied...

always ask people to help you! why don't you do things by yourself! why are you talking!

me ( this time i was completely blur and just couldn't figure out what was happening... then i just like huh? ) i replied i wasn't talking teacher, she was just standing here and i just happend to ask you how to draw this part... she insisted that i was talking to my friend and i was asking for people's help in doing my drawing and asking my friend to help me draw... im like??? so i told her im sorry teacher but i really didn't talk and i didn't ask her for help in fact i'm asking you how to draw this bodice block... wha pengs we go on and on for like 15-25 mins and im like so pissed really hate it man kenna for no reason... then in the end she kept on insisting it was me then she said i'm not picking on you... wha pengs in the end i was like~ what the toot? then in the end i was like wha cannot tahan... trying to control my emotions then wha tears just drip... not flow... she looked at me then she started scolding the whole entire class... then in the end... wha pengs... all diao one lor... then she said im leaving!!! then ah ding and jinqi started to tell her that we're sorry then ding looked at me... telling me to say sorry... ah~ pride man... initially i refused... then i just... im sorry teacher... she said it's ok... then she calmed down but then... wha pengs... again... there she goes... scolding... then in the end we all came to one conclusion... i AM suay... ahahaha no lah not biblical... just not in the right place at the right time...

so argh one leh... i cry easily eh? using me a medium... need more wisdom lord...

tmr's plans: help out in sch open house from 10-4, rush for service, attend school year one bash wha pengs... good thing that my holiday is monday... 1 week holiday somemore!!!

feeling: tired tmr will be one long full day and i really need more wisdom...
audio: airport 1030 - david tao

11 March 2004

taken from cherie aka kunshan

1. Name: germaine kwek
2. Nick: germs
3. Middle Name: pisai queen ( given to me by miss wynnii lu qiuling of nafa 2b2 )
4. Hair: bottles dyed lian colour...
5. Eyes: depends on contacts
6. Height: 167MM i'm germs what... small but powerful... MUAHAHAHAHAHA
7. Location: lao nang di hir lor... where else can all the happening ah cheks and ah sohs gather?
8. Birthday: 14 may... muahahaha forever 18
9. Zodiac: sea urchin
10. Status: -.-

[Favorites]

11. Animals: tape worm because it's my far distant relative - we're parasites what. cannot ah?
12. Sport: ball games... block catching and lao ying zhua xiao ji ( honestly... hahaha )
13. Color: red
14. Song: lots except teeny pooper songs ( actually i like britney... shhh snigger hyak hyak hyak )
15. Band/Singer: queen, beyond, alanis, depeche mode, don mclean, antonio carlos jobim, sinead o connor, lighthouse family, moby, simon and garfunkle lots...
18. Scent: those smell that one just finished showering... and... heh heh... melted cheese...
19. Movies: one flew over the cuckoo's nest, schindler's list, the virgin suicides... basically movies that are adapted from books... though there's something about mary is one of my favourite... * ouch *
20. Holiday: all are being received with wide open arms
21. Season: any season is fine with me
22. Element: that fifth element can?
23. Book(s): one flew over the cuckoo's nest, the green mile, schindler's list... historical books... oh yes... the farside gallery~ gary larson~ you rock!!! lamer!!!
24. Do you wear makeup?: if i have to...
25. Do you pluck your eyebrows?: yes...
26. Do you look for personality or looks: none. character that is...
27. Perfect gal: nope...
28. How many rings before you answer the phone: i don't count the rings one lah... who will?
29. Future Career plans: self own boutique selling dresses... yummy~
30. Do you sleep with stuffies: oscar counted or not? he's stuff... with fats...
31. Do you want kids?: erm... not really... don't really fancy children... oh... must pray for a heart of compassion towards children...
32. Are you popular: popular? i like cherie's ans so i shall copy from her... no i'm MPH
33. Are you pretty: like i said in my friendster. i am a liv tyler lookalike. in fact i'm a carbon copy. ok! im lying. so what?
34. Do you have your own phone line?: no cos my sister pays for the line so nope, it's not mine
35. Do you get along with your family?: hao
36. Do you have any piercing or tattoos?: yes to pierce no to tattoo
37. Giving hugs?: of cos~
38. Taking walks in the rain?: i like playing in the rain though... those drizzling rain lah not those pouring kind...
39. The mall?: as long there's a sale going on, yeah, you'll see me there
40. Go on stage?: yes
41. Drinks: milo!!! plain water fresh full cream milk... wha~ * slurps *
42. Smoke: no * coughs *
43. Drugs: panedol
44. Eat meat: i love meat... especially bq bar's lamp chop... wha~ * salivates *
45. Date: date? red dates for cooking ah?
46. Sex: Nuren
47. Eat sushi: don't really fancy sushi...
48. Bake: yes and it turned out to be black in colour and super crunchy... or should i say... chao da...

ok i have to say... this is gonna be long... LONG yawns...

[Preferences]

49. Hot or Cold: warm
50. Lace or Satin: silk satin is the correct term lah...
51. Blue or Red: red
52. New or Old: old i like vintage
53. Rain or Snow: rain
55. Wool or Cotton: cotton
56. Rose or Daisy: none. lily or tulips can?
57. Private school or public school: stay at home and nua can?
58. Plain milk or chocolate milk: plain!!! full cream!!!
59. Celsius or Fahrenheit: erm... erm... erm...
60. Spring or Fall: fall~
62. One pillow or two: no need... 1 bolster is enough le
63. Dogs or Cats: both can?
64. Adidas or Nike: adidas i guess
65. Coke or Pepsi: none... both taste... xo
66. Oranges or Apple: none... mango ah~
67. Deaf or Blind: -.-
68. Pool or hot tub: shower best, fast and easy
69. Blonde or Brunette: brunette
70. Guys or Girls: half ah?
71. Tall or short: middle
72. TV or Radio: radio

Personal Stance on...

73. Homosexuality: nothing against them
74. Brand names: meiji royce tio glutton no signboard
75. Abortion: no!
76. Religion: hmmm
77. Animal Rights: think they're doing what they can but it's kinda hard... like peta
78. Love at first sight: no. don't believe in that
79. God: is great
80. Aliens: star trek
81. Horoscopes: no... don't read them... they're kinda funny say like eg today must face west... bo liao one leh
82. Heaven: can't wait to enter
83. Hell: bahs!
84. Reincarnation: -.-
85. Transvestites: hmmm a mystery to me why people are willing to undergo such torture...
86. Boy Bands: eee...
87. Rap: uh uh... not really my kind... don't understand what they're rapping too * sings * giveitawaygiveitawaygiveitaway now
88. 80's music: * sings * i hate myself for loving you!!! never gonna give you up!!! square rooms!!!
89. Punk: hmmm... ok lah
90. Whats the prettiest instrument(s)?: i like the flute
91. Whats the prettiest part of the body?: nose?
92. Biggest fault: big time slacker
93. Biggest fears: lizards...
94. Do you live in the moment?: moment? funny de...
95. Do you care about looks?: of cos i have to admit that... but well... on dressingwise... not really... i don't mind dressing up like a maid in a fancy restaurant
96. Do you like your handwriting?: alrights
97. Obsession: milo
98. Looking forward to: retain converts
99. Favorite weather: sun hiding behind the clouds but with the wind blowing
100. Do you ever wish you were somebody else?: of cos i did b4... heh heh shall not tell you who though...

wha liew... why did i even do this quiz in the first place... hen chang le... ok gotta go and print dong xi le~

feeling: lazy cos raining mah... don't feel like going out
audio: say yes - chage and aska

10 March 2004

heh heh went for drama meeting last night... was being * forced * to choose... should i or shouldn't i... heh heh heh... perdy!!! help!!! really funny man last night... hahaha anyways... yesterday... wha... i called my sister telling her that my classmate is passing me my origins blusher... then she was saying ok can i go with u all? i said ok then... woohoo~ she paid for my blusher ( from $36 discounted to $18 ) muahahaha half price mah... then she bought her origins stuff... then as my friends went off... left me and mrs ng... so we jalan the from taka to wisma to taka again... she asked me, girl you wanna buy anything? i said no... though i was aiming at that... heh heh adidas bag... muahahaha but nope i said no cos i don't need it mah... then she said, lets go zara... hmm ok i saw a few sweaters, then she asked me, want to buy or not quite cheap... im like... heh heh heh... but nope i didn't though i really want that lookalike sailor type black and white stripes sweater... so she asked me eh you want to buy anything or not? so i told her... i don't mind but it's not something that i really need now... ok fine... so i asked her... jie... you zhong ma piao ah... hahaha she looked at me like if i did i will splurge at LV not zara... then cos she's like asking me to buy this really cute top with studs really cute... asking me eh you want? i said heh don't mind then i turn and look at the price... siao ah... one t-shirt $40 ack! i said, bu yao lah jeh mer gui... then she really meh? orh ex huh? orh okok... -.-' in the end she bought me a nice top which cost... muahahahaha $16.90!!! cheap mah!!! then she said lets go makan, she bought me to the food court and we ate duck noodles... hmm she ordered dumplings for me... but not very nice leh... but when you're eating with your loved one... eveything tasted like heaven... muahahaha funny one leh my sister... told me, eh girl, june when i get my bonus, lets go on a shopping spree ok? heh heh of cos man... i won't reject such an offer... muahahahaha then now, she just called me, girl ah you like royce right? ya. ok cos suntec open a royce counter... orh. ya thats all bye~ bye...miss fiona aka mrs ng... age 27... married last year, no children but im crossing my fingers for one... real soon... hahaha moving house to joo chiat... somewhere near fei fei wanton mee... ( fei fei not nice one xp ) hahaha funny de... god really bless me with 2 wonderful sisters... even though, yes like what i said... we sometimes or rather most of the times irrritate the h*ll out of each other... but heh heh... love ya both!!!

hahaha later going down to sunshine plaza... to print some stuff... hmmm... going to library first... bah~so many homework so little time... next week having one week break but hmpf~ going to school most of the time... ah~ no diff...

feeling: muahahahahahahahahahahahaha
audio: you give me love - hillsong

7 March 2004

many people rec water bap today~ wonderful experience... those who missed it~ well, there's always a next time, but hey, just don't delay okies?! wow~ really~it's really a blessing indeed man~ really glad to see people being water bap, some teared~ some cheered~ whatever reaction they have, they just couldn't explain in words, how can? *speechless*

played soccer for the first time... dang~ only get to kick the ball for like... erm... less than 10 times throughout the whole erm... 3 hours game? oh yeah, i was slammed by the soccer ball in the face... by mr ahem... *coughs* david beckham sam gan... ouch... pain but heh lesson learnt: never face the person starting the ball face to face and within 1 metre... ahh~ very fun de... must learn to play more soccer lor... i kept thinking of bball... hence i used my hands to block the ball instead... heh heh heh...

took a cab to bukit merah cos i was rushing for a family dinner... hmmm the food was not bad in fact i like it cos it was... claypot rice!!! yummy!!! oohh~ delicious leh... when i reached home, my sister bon and i had a talk... trash out talk... but~ it was settled... real fast and real quick~ god gives me different kinds of situations to handle in order to mature and to learn from it... yeah man~ god, you rock!!! love my sister for watching out certain things for me... love ya yvonne kwek li chuen~ whether you're reading or not~ even though sometimes we irritated the h*ll out of each other but heck man, heh heh public announcement of love~

if in the first place you want to see the kingdom of god to multiply, set your heart motives and basically your heart to the right mode. how can other people want to know about god when they see your life as christian is not fully or should i say living the way jesus will want us to live? be a salt and light they say. to a certain point, like the basics, the way you answer people, the way you react, the way you think, the way you speak even to a child... shows everything about you... if you really love god, then you should love the people that he created, how to love them? show them the way to eternity... don't complain when things go rough, rejoice for you are learning from such experiences... if there are certain issues that are pressurising you, let it out, don't bottle them up... one day when you realise you can't take it anymore, you're gonna blow your top and when you bottle up things, you tend to think that nobody cares about you and hence you will choose the easy way out - to leave god... sometimes, the easy way out is not necessary the right way, in fact, often when the road is easy to walk on, what can you experience from it? nothing! cos you're walking o plain o' brick road with not even a pebble to trip you in sight... you can't compare it with someone who walked on glass and learnt to look carefully the next time where he is going to tread on~ or even, someone who fell on a banana skin because he learnt to walk properly without his head held high up and nose sticking in the air, instead, he chose to look down after the incident~ hey if you think you have gone through a lot of things in your life for the past 2 decades, and you can't take it, hey, you're looking at the peanuts crumbs in your whole entire life man... life is more than just being accepted in the worldly world and doing some worldly things. it's all about god. you are created for god and that's a fact.

i AM a RUDE, OBNOXIOUS, LOUD, IRRITATING, CRUDE, UNCOUTH, UNLEARNED, ILL-MANNERED, CONTENTIOUS, STUCK UP, SNOTTY, HARSH, STRAIGHTFORWARD, VIOLENT, ANGRY, COMPLAINS TOO MUCH, PESSIMISTIC, JUDGEMENTAL, OBSCENE, RAW, UNPOLISH, TACKY, BARNYARD, BACKWARD, CLUMSY, INDELICATEE, TACTLESS, INSENSIBLE, IGNORANT, FOUL MOOD, BAD MANNERED, BLUNT, INCONSIDERATE, CRUDE, IMPUDENT, INSOLENT AND EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE GIRL.

thank you lord for showing your grace to me. to change is not an overnight thing. it's a gradual change. i am a santified christian and i am still learning and changing... man... what's this ovewhelming emotion over me today? soar like an eagle germaine

isaiah 40:29-31

He gives strength to the weary
and increases the power of the weak.
Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;
but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

feeling: *.*
audio: *.*

5 March 2004

was wondering, are people too caught up in the modern world today with all the internet, the latest electronic gadgets, the latest playstation game, the latest online game, msn, icq etc... do people actually meet up and play fun childhood games? like block catching? hide and seek? police and thieves? are we too old to play such games? there's this game in marina south where they play this yucky but i think it's fun, mud frisbe, and man it looks so fun, getting dirty is one fun thing, getting sun burnt is another... shall we play bball for next week or play something new? but first thing first. finish my homework then say

feeling: sizzler
audio: be bold be strong

hmmm went for drama meeeting last night... so funny de... everywhere i go i see hoppies, at bugis, i saw roysten, on the train i think bao wei was beside me, i think lah, couldn't see well, went to ps, saw shuzhen, saw daniel and ethan, saw justin or jeremy alamak one of them, saw gerald, saw joanne with her cg, saw gwen... so many... heh

anyways, i have to apologise to the drama people at the end of the meeting, due to my lack of sleep the previous night doing my drawing... i slept around 345am... in school we had a designer to be class i think... very tiring lor don't even know why... during the later part of the meeting... i just kinda stone which leads to... a sleep with the eyes open...

actually the meeting agenda is the usual lah but the topics we were dealing with is very interesting man... ack! type out all the topics le... but no lah shall keep everyone in suspense... heh heh

later going to suntec to celebrate ah ding's birthday!!! my sheep's birthday!!! though she's not very connected but i thank god for her cos she keeps me sane in a class of b*itchiness yeah~ sizzler... here i come...

someone asked me to go to a so called commisioning night as in simpler words lah... prom? with him as his partner... i turned him down a lot of times le... but erm last night i was thinking how to reject him cos first, i don't wanna give him the wrong idea, secondly, it's in april, we have loads of things to do, thirdly, im not comfortable. oh wells... how should i reply him? i showed mr liew dewen... he typed NO! wha leow... so mean one... but well, it's a harsh but straight to the point... but i prefer to give a softer reply... maybe... no. hahahaha

feeling: cranky ( homework!!! )
audio: sssss my maid's cooking...

3 March 2004

i'm really a pig. pig. pig. pig. zhu. zhu. zhu... last night around 1 am, i was feeling hungry, so i took 2 potatos and 2 eggs, boiled them, until they were soft by 130am, then started to mash them together around 145am, started to stir them together along with mayo and butter and grounded black pepper by 2am, 205am, start to make myself comfy, and ate them by myself with ah pui looking at me. dang, i finished the whole bowl, by 230am, proceed to wash the bowl only to find a small tiny trianguler shaped head with huge black eyes staring at me through the plastic bag, freaked out, placed my empty bowl in the living room and ran to hid behind the covers. what's wrong with me? it's only a lizard what... * shudders *

morning, woke up, got headache maybe because of that lizard incident, got nightmare... then kina cooked pasta... real full, and she made potato and egg combo like mine last night... and i finished everything. what's wrong man... i've got to stop. stop eating so much... i feel like i'm bursting, someone told me i'm getting meatier by the day, i know i shouldn't bother with their comments but when in fact, clothes start to get tighter... well... i guess it's time to cut down on fried stuff ( i don't really fancy fried stuff ) sweet stuff ( can't live without them eg, milo, tiramisu and choc ) carbo ( yum... carbo... rice... potato... pasta... bread... ) ok ok OK!!! I GET IT~ I'VE GOT TO CUT DOWN ON MY INTAKE!!! sometimes it's amazing how i can take 2 1/2 bowls of rice... excluding the giam... my goodness... or is it pms...

am i that lame? as in joker lame? and crappy lame? and corny lame? i guess so... i can't help it what... it's a gift from god you know... only certain people have it. like me. see~ honesty~ not being lame here!!! i'm speaking the truth... bah~ how to tell when i'm lying and when i'm not... heh heh...

im going evaxing le!!! yeah!!!

feeling: nasty tummyache
audio: *burp*

2 March 2004

BASICS from a lame bean

001) Name: germaine kwek lixian
002) D.O.B.: 14 may 1984
003) Location: northeast of singapore which is ah... toa payoh... lao nang di hir
004) Religion: doh!
005) Occupation: student loh
006) Contact: i'm bond, germs bond #007

STYLE

001) Clothing: anything that covers and absorbs perspiration beads... ok lah, tops, bottoms and inners
002) Music: jazz, alternative, rock
003) Make-up: tinted sunscreen
004) Body art: scar-y and mole-y

RIGHT NOW

001) Wearing: hard rock cafe XL t-shirt and pasar malam fake diesel 3/4s. what? cannot wear fake ah?
002) Listening to: hallelujah ( your love is amazing ) - vineyard
003) Thinking of: soup dumplings, rochor warm tau huay, tio glutton cheese cake and yum... royce mild cacao chocs... what's wrong with me man... just finished dinner still want to eat...

LAST THING YOU...

001) Bought: iyoh, cannot remember lor... orh... 3 siew mai
002) Ate and drank: yong tao fu soup and a fuji apple
003) Read: mice's blog
004) Watched on TV: programme? chinese news at 630pm...

EITHER / OR

001) Club or houseparty: i club every saturday
002) Tea or coffee: teh gu ni or kopi kar dai
003) Achiever or slacker: achiever. really! wha kaoz... don't believe... ok slacker lah
004) Beer or cider: none. both makes me puke
005) Drinks or shots: shots. kopi espresso double shot. wha xiong... zombified
006) Cats or dogs: both actually
007) Single or taken: taken loh
008) Pen or pencil: 2B pencil
009) Gloves or mittens: gloves... protect my hands from those fish and prawns...
010) Food or candy: as long as it is edible, why choose? both lah
011) Cassette or CD: cassette, i'm cydi lauper stuck in the 80s heh... cd lah
012) Coke or Pepsi: none, too gassy
013) Hard or mild alcohol: allergic to both
014) Matches or a lighter: gas stove can? power sia
015) Sunset beach or the bold and the beautiful: hahaha the bold and the beautiful is crap man... beach lah

LAST PERSON YOU... AND WHEN?

001) Touched: i tapped my lao pa on the shoulder
002) Talked to: ah pa lor
003) Hugged: ah pui = oscar
004) Instant messaged: amelia
005) Kissed: ah pui
006) Who broke your heart: oscar cos he stepped on my new hp!!!
007) Had a crush on: ***** hahaha you know who meh? try guessing lah~

WHERE DO YOU...
001) Eat: from the mouth onwards
002) Dance: anywhere... yes i do dance in the toilet once a while...
003) Cry: from the eye ducts
004) Wish you were: cosy bay slacking

HAVE YOU EVER...

001) Dated one of your best friends?: of cos~ every time ah xin is back from down under, i have to date her one what... if not... how to meet up? ah that's called meeting up? not dating? orh ok... no
002) Loved somebody so much it makes you cry?: Him and xp
003) Drank alcohol?: yes... and developed rash from it... dang!
004) Done drugs: of cos... panadol lor
005) Broken the law: of cos chewing gum... littering in means of pasting those sars stickers on the lamp poles counted?
006) Ran away from home: nope
008) Cheated on a test: yes~ hee
009) Had a nightmare/dream that made you wake up: of cos... when i dreamt that ah pui's butt is dirtied and is on my face
010) Played truth or dare: actually no
011) Flashed someone: using torch light ah? yes
012) Mooned someone: -.-
013) Kissed someone you didn't know: -.-
014) Been on a talk/game show: yes of cos... in my dreams loh
015) Been in a fight: yes... heh heh heh of cos, ah ding is my forever opponent somemore in mp gallery... we even recored in video ok~
016) Ridden in a fire truck: uh uh
017) Been on a plane: wu lah wa wu zhor guay
018) Come close to dying: well... i think once, when i choke on my food cos i was laughing
019) Cheated on your boy/girlfriend: don't have one in the first place how to cheat?
020) Gave someone a piggy back/shoulder ride: yes!!!
021) Eaten a worm/mud pie?: worm no mud pie yes~ nydc!!!
022) Swam in the ocean: can't even swim properly

WHAT IS...

001) The most embarrassing CD in your collection?: mice... don't say out ah... mirai... wo wei ni fen ka yi fen kai... -.-
002) Your bedroom like?: yellow. bright and messy like an over riped banana
003) Your favorite thing for breakfast?: teochew muay!!! and portsdam bacon sandwiches!!!
004) Your favorite thing for lunch?: nasi lemak
005) Your favorite thing for dinner?: home cooked food...
006) Your favorite Restaurant?: restaurantS can? dan ryan's, adam's road food centre and... heh heh heh, holland v blk 7~ yummy~

001) A Vegetarian?: when fasting from meat
002) A Good Student?: yeah~ at disturbing people
003) Good At Sports?: no, cos i'm too lazy to jump, run and chase after balls yeah basically i'm a unmovable piece of germs.
004) Wakeboarding/snowboarding: slipped inside the toilet counted? like wakeboarding mah except it's soapboarding...
005) A Good Singer?: you asking me? you should be asking my perd how i sing man~ windows break and birds die from falling off the tree
006) A good Actor/Actress?: hahaha
007) A deep sleeper?: yes... real deep... draw on my face and you will be encouraged to draw more
008) A Good Dancer?: of cos~ not
009) Shy?: if i'm not familiar with ya... not shy lah... more to... dao heh
010) Outgoing?: kinda~ i think
011) A good storyteller?: once upon a time... you're listening right? see i AM good
012) Last words: that's all? chey... waste of time de

last words from me... yeah~ my room is cleared!!! so clean de!!! giving out some stuff and oh yes~ returning some stuff as well... going to do homework lor... *burp* heh heh heh

feeling: yeah!!! clean room means more space to do things lor~
audio: dive - steven curtis chapman
during the academy, some of the presenters and the host billy crystal in their speech... here's a few

billy crystal on mel gibson's movie the passion of christ

"opened on ash wednesday, had a good friday, a better sunday and sunday, unbelievable"

on the lord of the rings win for best costume

"all the hobbits costumes are on sale at the house of devito"

introducing francis ford coppola ( director of the godfather ) and his daughter sofia coppola ( director of lost in translation and the virgin suicides )

"please welcome the only 64 year old man and the 32 year old woman in hollywood not dating each other"

a tuxedo-ed robin williams grabbing host billy crystal's hand

"look at us, a san francisco wedding cake"

documentary film maker michael moore

"stop this war, this is fictious war, shame on you hobbits "

actually if you have watch the starting of the academy with billy crystal spoofing around, dang, one of the best comedy acts i've ever seen... so funny de...

yeah going to school later lor, then going home after that... there will be a nafa open house. anyone interested or any friends of yours interested? heh heh heh... ok lah, really a lot of things to do later on... see ya all

feeling: craving for wanton... haven ate a bowl of nice wanton yet
audio: bbbbbbbbbbrrrrrrrrrroooooooooommmmmmmmmm motorcycle lah

1 March 2004

ok shall make this short. by god's grace today, the dots and lines homework must be handed up on thursday. not today... YEAH!!! hallejulah!!! ok told perdy and the rest... god will make this once or twice... not everytime... heh heh i know lah... anyways... i watched the academy today and well all i have to say is that... all the movies nominated for this year are pretty good and interesting to watch rather than last year's... planned so many things during dmm~ yeah!!! h20 bap is this sunday~ anyone out there not water bap yet~ no? then go!!! and there's bball this sunday i think must ask again...

mystic river
monster
21 grams
the girl with a pearl earring
lost in translation

the above all which i want to watch... wha... when... no time leh... nvrm... there's always the vcd or dvd heh heh shall ask dennis to buy... hahaha

feeling: ack! homework!!!
audio: lalalalalalala~