pengs~ learnt a lesson today~ always look at your timetable.. i forgotten there's a 930am lesson today~ kept thinking it was 1130... now.... haiz... okok~ gotta wash up and go to the library to search for my *disco* theme~ hee hee no lah supposed to be some 70's rock ( queen, david bowie, janis japolin, rolling stones ) eek! no saturday night fever or grease ok~ so bengish one~ but my teacher told me to do my theme on studio 54 ( a very famour club in the late 70's till now ) or disco cos it'll be more fun... sheesh... fun meh? more glittery only mah~ was thinking of doing straits jacket...those aslyum patients... thinking of the show awakening or one flew over the cuckoo's nest or even the virgin suicides... maybe... we'll see...

drama was good~ saw some new faces~ and had a nice talk with shelby~ heh heh all i have to say is that there are gonna be some people whose gonna deny themselves big time by wearing some costumes... hee * winks at small girl *

woohoo!!! perd is coming over to my house tonight for shepherding!!! my pa's not in singapore~ heh heh macham like * the cat's out, the mice comes out to play * woo~

ok peeps... gotta get my butt moving~ gotta go to the library now... pray that tmr will not have any angelynn's lesson... nicumpo... so tmr will be spent searching for costumes~ heh heh~

feeling: awww... gotta be sick again
audio: hocus pocus!!! hor hor hor AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

woohoo~ what a day~ as i look into the mirror today i was greeted with eye rings and eye bags~ haha not that i stayed up late last night... i think i did... heh heh but i slept around 230am but i woke up around 7am... hahaha been online ever since... was constantly visiting the loo~ blame it on the steamboat i had last night... cannot tahan~ lao about 4 times~ now my butt very sore~ sitting sideways~ oops! too much details le~ heh heh... but one thing that got me a wee bit irritated... osacr peed in the living room!!! and i stepped on it... nearly slipped then both my hands supported me... so yup~ i touched the pee~ yeow.... no wonder i was wondering how come oscar so guai... no noise and no reaction when my dad got home cos usually he would go to the gate and start to bark... then i found him lying low... keeping quiet... hiding... behind the sofa. that explains it.

sms js last night cos i thought it was his birthday 21st of jan then i sent him a belated one saying heh heh one day late~ paiseh~ well... guess what? he smsed back saying thanks but you're 8 days early~ oopsy... it's 31st... even more paiseh~ last night was spent eating at grandmama's house~ wha~ ate some cornflakes and peanuts dipped in chocolate~ very sweet and crunchy~ my kind~ went to uncle david's house to slack~ then got home around 12am... wha~ just on time for sor zhai~ (ah wang ) the show is called square pegs... wha i love it man~

ooo~ been missing out on some actions... drama - haven been helping out... eh... so paiseh... gotta get my butt moving le~ told someone i was selling fish but to think about it... i think i could have sacrific my sleep and gone down anyways~ wooo~ missed mambo girl last night~ sings cha cha cha cha cha cha cha cha cha... ya cha cha... CHA CHA CHA!!!

woo~ gotta get my feet and hands working again!!! missed service last week... really felt that something is missing~ somehow or another~ nonono!!! ming tian is the day~~~ hyuk hyuk hyuk~ i guess lao sai-in too much kinda got me happy~ cos all the waste all come out le~ heh heh heh

feeling: yeah woohoo~
audio: cha cha cha cha cha cha cha cha cha... ya cha cha... CHA CHA CHA!!!

In the hospital the relatives gathered in the waiting room, where their
family member lay gravely ill. Finally, the doctor came in looking tired and
somber. I'm afraid I'm the bearer of bad news," he said as he surveyed the
worried faces. "The only hope left for your loved one at this time is a
brain transplant. It's an experimental procedure, semi-risky and you will
have to pay for the brain yourselves."

The family members sat silent as they absorbed the news. After a great
length of time, someone asked, "Well, how much does a brain cost?" The
doctor quickly responded, "$5,000 for a male brain, and $200 for a female
brain." The moment turned awkward. Men in the room tried not to smile,
avoiding eye contact with the women, but some actually smirked. A man,
unable to control his curiosity, blurted out the question everyone wanted to
ask. "Why is the male brain so much more?"

The doctor smiled at the childish innocence and so to the entire group said,
"It's just standard pricing procedure. We have to mark down the price of the
female brains, because they've actually been used, whilst the men's are
usually unused at all."

haha~ ( that laughter from the simpsons )

yeah~ it's chu xi~ went for early reunion dinner last night~ b4 that i went shopping with my sister and i bought 6 cheesecakes~ wha~ yummy~bought a lot of snacks~ hohoho planning to do my homework tonight cos everyone is coming over to my house for dinner and they are all planning to play mahjong the whole entire night. i heard the stakes are minimum $5 because im so called being thought into consideration whereas the minimum for the adults... heh heh im still young mah~ is $10... siao ah... so... much... but anyways~ i really did have fun~ yeah in an hour's time i'm leaving the house to... cut my hair~ in case i come back with a kinda crew cut~ hohoho don't be surprise ah... haha~ jk~ wha~ looking forward to see my relatives again~ hahaha especially my papa's side cos one of my fav uncle met the maker earlier and i wonder how's his sons now~ wooo~ and i wanna thank god cos He's been very gnenerous in His blessings man~

ok peeps~ going to holland V now~ going to soda shop le~

and also i think there's a show today 430pm on channel u... the one with sandra ng and stephen chow... and the armpit mole? remember? qi mong? the lobster? hahaha go watch it man~ can really cracks you up de...

feeling: heartache cos have to spend money again...
audio: zhao chai jing bao-zhao chai jing bao-zhao chai jing bao-zhao chai jing bao

woo~ haven't been updating for such a long time le~ been selling fish~wha~really strained me totally man~ even missed service~ kinda feel something is missing somehow or another~ well~ yup~ bed time would be like 2am and rise and shine would be like 6am everyday~ man~ today as i got to sleep from 2-8 wha~ it's like so long~ but my body is aching man~ maybe not used to the longer hours? eh? selling fish really test my patience~ as some people know that i have a real short temper~ some auntie ah~ wha pengs~ loves to press the fish and press the prawns one~ then if you tell them not to~ they glare at you and one of them even threw her temper by pouring away her carefully chosen prawns and said really loud * this is ridiculous~ i've been buying fish for over 20 yrs and now you're telling me i cannot choose my prawns? * eh auntie pls lor~ if i want to be ya ya pa pa ya just because i'm the boss daughter~ i won't even give a hoot about you man~ but cannot mah so i said okok you choose you choose ( but the thing is if i allow her to choose then what about the rest of the aunties that i told them not to choose would they think that i'm being bias? or even worse, those Q-ing behind her would all start to choose~ )

man~ another 2 aunties even kinda like have a small heated...nono should be warmed up arguement~ here goes

characters: red t shirt auntie ( rsa ) and cheeky auntie ( ca )

my dad: eh move your cart to the other side leh don't block my stall ( to rsa )
ca: ya lor~ hahaha move your mercedes away leh hahahah
rsa: glares at her

next scene

rsa: how much is the prawns?
me: erm aunite you wait ok i have to ask my papa ( cos my dad sells the prawns cheaper to his loyal customers )
rsa * glares at me and diao me...

next scene

rsa was pressing the prawns and ca saw and was signalling to me that she kept pressing the prawns... so i turned to rsa and said

me: erm auntie ah don't keep pressing the prawns
rsa: *turn to ca* you say me is it?!
ca: you siao ah you think too much i where got say you i was signalling to johnny ( my papa ) about my fish lah hmpf
rsa: bangs her cart really loudly, glares and mumbles some stuff

you see lah~ even aunties well into their 40s are so... *child like*

another case

auntie buys $103 worth of seafood, with only $50 with her she turns to her hubby and asks for another $53. her hubby was... digging his nose with his super long pinky nail and then... place what ever was stuck inside his long nails and ate it. then he pulled out $53 and gave it to me. my expression? priceless.

sometimes think about it~ selling fish is quite fun too~ got to interact with so many people~ so fun~ and oh man` one customer bought... $2100 worth of seafood~ wha pengs... the scallop she bought alone was $500+++ pengs... i wonder how she can devour eveything~ maybe she giving to other people~ yeah~ giving

back to school~ hmmm... many things happened~ one of them was kevin's grandpapa's death~ must go down and visit him. and also... told perd some stuff over the phone last night~ afraid to go back to my old ways~ nah not bgr nor is it clubbing~ more to... *toots* thank god i have him if not... i wonder what would happened...

my school would be having a bash and it's would be a... erm... matchmaking bash...-_-' ... whatever~ im there to make more nafa friends~ thats all... there's even a theme~ movies~ my friend wanted to go as a hobbit... and another wanted to be cat woman~ wha ~ i wanted to be the scream killer~ cos the costume and mask can be borrowed from danny and ashley mah~ but someone suggested to me... be laura croft. hahaha so funny. first my hair not so long, secondly i dun have pouty lips. thirdly. erm. hehs.

will be shopping with andy later cos after that gotta bring him to the di steamboat but i can't make it cos got early family reunion dinner~ haiz. you see lah~ ever since the new year is approaching~i haven been with my di fmaily~ miss them so much~

feeling: body aching
audio: i'll stand by you - the pretenders

hohoho~ good day mates~ wha~ what a great afternoon~ stayed at home cos spring cleaning~ erm... yups... didn't attend school... heh heh~ cleaning my room now and decided to take a break and update about what happened yesterday~

went with ding to my sister's place for a swim and met ash there too~ wha~ the 3 of us are like little kids man~ singing chinese new year songs at the top of our voices ( zhao chai jing bao x 3 ) hahaha and ( this is the song that doesn't end ) man~ i feel so young yesterday~ hahaha the 3 of us were like trying to float on this so called *bed* float but somehow whenever the third person trys to sit on it... the other 2 will start to sink... wha~ our energy was used on the mission impossible but die die also must try task * can 3 person float on 1 float? * and so called our ability to float on the beach ball... hahaha only i can float~ cos skills mah~ been learning that for a long time leh~

wha~ i think ash and ding enjoyed themselves kinda bit with max and wang wang~ my sister's dogs~ one is a labrador retriever and the other one is a cocker spaniel... pengs~ max is so heavy~ the moment he tried to stand on ding and i... wha~ the paws ah~ the weight~ so painful~ but still~ really had fun man~ hohoho planning for another swim with ash ding~ and mice and hopefully perd~ yeah~

ok peeps~ suddenly i chance upon one of my fav song~ bohemian rhapsody by queen~ man~ great song~

feeling: new year is coming~ gotta gain weight le~
audio: bohemian rhapsody - queen

praise the lord!!! my wallet is found!!! with the money intact!!! yeah!!! wha~ really~ hmm... yeah~ really happy~

went shopping with my sister to find that the pairof flats that i wanted to buy for a long long long time... was sold out... wha~ anyways~ bought 2 bottoms and one top but they are like... erm black and white... hmmm wonder what my grandmama will say~ hohoho~

nothing special happened in school just that i guess my heart is more or less open up to ding,andy,kevin,jolene,wynnii... other than that... i guess... we all kinda feel distant... maybe on my side nia... but... nothing to worry about~ i have god and i still have my church buds~ heh heh heh~

ash told me about the vision she saw for me... wha~ i was quite stunned when i heard that... we were standing outside kino and my sister was waiting for me at kopi club and while she was telling me i thought she was trying to be funny~ was fidgiting ( is that how you spell? ) but wha~ come to think about it~ yes dear. i obey god and keep that vision in mind de.

went for drama meeting today~ wha~ when the script was given to me... hmmm... don't know le... didn't really want to read finish cos... very long la~ really super long de~ but when i saw the clip from the adult service~ hahaha very funny~ good good~ can help our church to source out potential peeps... really want to help out for the drama but because this month i'm super busy with the fish stall... don't know whether i can help out or not... even coming for service this sat is also a headache... pengs...

was reading about god's rewards in heaven. reflected on this... everyday our actions determine the next set of actions and our rewards.

gotta plan for tmr's swimming plan with ash and ding~ yeah~

feeling: pain... pimple at the chin there...
audio: be our guest~

hmm people~ yeah~ some stuff in my mind now but shall not blog them out cos... erm... not very good lah... anyways~ i remembered pastor jeff said~ some things are a blessing in disguise~ this sentence really made me sit up straight and think twice about how i reacted to my people and to others who saw me before the service... careless me, my wallet got lost and the thing is that my tithe is inside and there's about $130 inside plus my popular, art friend and nafa card... the thing that made my heart ache most was that it was my mother's wallet... oh wells, no point lah, over liao~ ok...

anyways~ i remember this part from the sermon about the staying fresh with god... it's like the zeal and the so called excitement in us for god over a period of time... is it still there? i was thinking~ some part of me said yes but some part of me... no... of cos when i'm doing new things~ im so *on* for god~ but when the thing i'm doing is so... continuous and in turn becomes draggy... then that's when i start to wear out like the rubber sole under the shoe... it's the way i value the tasks... then i realise~ germaine ah~ how can like that? it's not always about us. it's all about him... HIM. when there are leaders around us, watching us, we tend to want to please them or even find favour in their eyes but if you do things that are right before god, why be afraid of what other people might say? i used to please leaders and there was once during cg there was a leader and i was chairing and i was so afriad that i might say the wrong thing or let the cg be super dry... then i kept looking into the leader's eyes like macham trying to take a sneak peek... then suddenly i remember that at the end of the day it's not about the leader whom i am going to please more rather, it's Him.

*it's all about you, it's all about you~ jesus*

been thinking about my 2 nb. they really came out of nowhere and they are just so... PLOP down suddenly... really grateful for them because without them... i wouldn't learn how to be more loving and more responsible too... when i go to school and see my classmates whom some of them *cachiaw* me about going to church church church~ i thank god for them too~ because thru them i learn to perservere in my walk with god... my modules~ are like always discussing that sex sells and please promote more about sex... i'm thankful that the harsh reality of the world made me more careful about how things should be done in the right way... and basically, i'm thankful to god because without him i wouldn't even be here to learn all these...

i'm feeling much better even though my wallet is gone. took me not very long lah to get over it... thanks to perd, ash and dan for helping me to search for the wallet high and low in nexus and at isle cafe... ahya~ *xim tia* braun buffel somemore... okok cannot dwell in it anymore~ ok peeps, be careful with your wallet wherevere you go okie~

my papa just told me~ ah girl ah sleep early today ah tmr the stall will have a massive crowd cos chinese new year is coming... wha pengs... better get some oxygen inside my brain... to get it to function well... so that i can give the right and exact change... okok~ please come and buy fish from me~ white promfert is going at ard... erm $30+++ - $40+++ for those big ones... wha cos new year mah... soon it'll be $80+++ no kidding... this is very real... and erm... come leh pyscho your mama or papa to come and buy from me... muahahahaha i will treat any hoppies who come chuppa chups de~ ps... my papa's fish stall located in the market opp esso tiger mart~ blk 93, the shuai ge with a thick crown of shiney glossy black hair is my papa, if you find him bearing a close resemblance to QIN HAN don't hesitate, it is my papa~ and i am LIN QING XIA~

feeling: sleepy and... real sleepy
audio: happy song - delirious

yeah!!! blogger's finally okie le~ woohoo~ yup... wha~ ever since school started~ i've been sleeping early man~ cos... there's a curfew... can't use internet for too long cos was online till 4-5am and then my sister got fed up... woohoo~ my fault lah~ anyways~ this week has been a real happening week man~ really a happening one~ not really going to go into details about it~ but one of them is... *drum roll*... my family got really blessed with god's grace~ wha~ really blessed abundantly man~ really~ woohoo~ ok only perd perd knows... alrights...

monday: went for school~ and well~ had 2 hours of sewing but we were chatting and drawing some stuff cos so called first lesson mah~ nothing to do anyways~ went to muji~ saw a polka dots sweater~ yeah~ andy... should i or shouldn't i... and then... muahahaha~ went home~ and got into a heated argument with bon. wha this time my dad got into the pic somemore... seek god and got really mel when i sang one song~ and read one of the verse. ok.

tuesday: school was norm~ but kinda boring~ Boring~ but anyways~ went for follow upping class at nexus~ yeah~ it was a reall eye opener cos i didn't know follow upping has got different types of degree~ for me i'll just jump into the different so called areas and then poof~ stuck. whereas we had so called had a guideline which i personally think it was a kinda like step by step handbook *instead it was a piece of papaer* anyways~ real fab man~ using that on those 2 sweets~

wednesday: cg day~ we had an afternoon cg but mama wasn't there cos she's got a job!!! but well we had to be independent and learn some stuff~ hohoho some sort of a new experience lah~ new things new roles~ jasmine was there too and after cg she guide us on many stuff and ash, danny and me learnt some stuff about the root of the problem~ after that ash and i went to holland v for different purposes. hers for shepherding mine for celebration purposes. we stopped outside kopi club and chat for a bout 40 mins? whqa~ talk about some stuff and realise that both of us always kenna the same problem one~ hey ash~ push ya forward ya~ went for birthday celebration at holland blk 7~ my hang out place~ kopitiam that sells great seafood!!! ah leh's birthday~ yeah~

thursday: wha~ had 1/2 hr lesson then it was time to makan~ ate this chix cutlet~ not bad big serving too~ shared half with andy's chix chop~ hmmm... hopefully my class doesn't split up~ it's in 3 groups now~ hopefully other one won't emerge... if it does~ it'll be one cg~ it will be done!!! haha~been really lame~ really lame~ told them the vomit joke like~ so many times? haha went shopping at city hall and shufen wasn't at the city hall outlet but at the eastmall one~ but still i bought ice cream~ mango sorbet and mint chips~ wha~ really yummy~ went to see some make up cos kevin's friends are working there~ wha~ kevin insisted on this origin's blusher called bronze metal~ wha~ really very suitable for me~ heh heh~ should i or shouldn't i... went home to find ah leh hohoho~ after that we ate then she went home and my dad was telling me about one of the news the other day about how this couple had a camera or something and they found a ghost opening the door~ hmmm~ then my pa told me about the black moth in my house~ and then about oscar always trying to scratch the door open in the middle of the night~ woo~ but we have god in us so who cares~ evil spirits are everywhere but as long as you have god in you they'll flee~

friday: yeah~ later going shopping le~ gotta get some new year's clothes~ and those flatties~ muahahaha but first thing first~ cbf and tithe~ yeah~ gotta clear them all~

wha~so funny now~ chatting with ash about~ mor~ you know~ mor mor~ muahahhahaha ok lame~ gotta go~

feeling: muahahahahaha
audio: there i go jumping before the gunshot has gone off~ hahaha

oh man. just found out something that made me kinda fume. something that happened not only once but a few times le. sheesh. just stood there and prayed and said, god, calm me down. i did. called mice. told her. she understands what the sucky feeling was like. sheesh. you wanna know? this is lame but true. my maid washed my favourite skirt from dusty pink to some stripes of white. and my favourite black and white stripes top? lak sek to a blue patch. my new dark grey t-shirt with prints of cute little aeroplanes which i've never worn before have some lak sek pink strips across. my ralph lauren polo stripes tee have got pink strips across. and my adidas top. worn twice. the sleeves from blue to pink and white. wha pengs. my pink socks became grey. what's going on man. ooohhh...

ok andy came with jolene heh heh and yup... because last night i was chatting with cherie till 4am... thus i was kinda like stoning all the while. cannot think properly. speak also must think slowly... and then start to open mouth to say some stuff...

went for caf so called retreat. fun de. mei hwa wore a skirt wha...i discover a dinosaur within our hope of god. wha. luckily he didn't eat any garlic if not... i suffer... ok details aside. went back to nexus only to hear something unpleasant. pray for her. well. totally understood that kinda agony and pain within.

feeling: -_-;
audio: pipipapipu

wha~ sch started today~ hmmm... funny de... sch secretary said 9am must reach sch then 12pm then they started to give instructions -_-; yeah~ went home to sleep then went back for lesson at 730pm... went home by 1030pm... wha pengs... my time table is like... so... erm... wha pengs... alt weeks lessons... but thank god cos there's no lessons on saturdays and wednesdays so i can have cg and service yeah man~ alrights... tmr will be a long day starting at 9am at ps cos there's drama retreat!!! hohoho yeah~ tmr got visitors!!! and after pm i will be shopping yeah!!! must have a good time fellowshipping man~

my new year resolutions... hohoho muahahahahahahahahahahahah

feeling: muahahahahahahahahahahaha
audio: jesus freak - dc talk

wow. what a day... had countdown last night. wha... it was fun... short of... we had a coke cum water bomb shower... wha... cherie and ray... both of you are in my revenge list... wha... it was really a kinda different countdown party it was over soo fast... i spent the last few minutes before the year ended playing pick up sticks and jenga hohoho~ didn't really enjoy myself because half the time i was having those really bad tummyache~ those pulling and twisting your bowels inside out that kinda feeling? yeah man~ and to think that loli kept purposely making me laugh and that makes the pain worse... hohoho super funny man pain but still laughing... after that i went home~ received an earful from my sister due to some miscom yup~ spent 45 mins in the toilet woohoo then after that it was time to hit the sack heh heh heh

oohh oohh oohh forgotten to add that we won the... most creative group!!! wha we dressed up as the scream killer, freddy krueger, chucky and bride of chucky hahaha the best dressed went to the nyp wha their theme was pirates wha... good can bring out the fashionable sense and creativity of the poly/di man~ woohoo~ the gore of using ketchup is gross man... the smell let alone the feeling of dried ketchup on yr arms... and on your t-shirt... eeewww and those nails... esp those red coloured ones on perd... a bit er xin... hahaha

went for a swim at na's house... soak myself until im wrinkled inside out for about 3 hours then went up to makan~ after that we send bon off to kl and then we went to makan... *drumroll* ROCHOR BEANCURD* heh heh wha~ yummy~ after that we went to cosy bay yeah man~ catch up a lot with mich and na about family stuff... wha~ wanna blog them down about what we said but it's like to start off a new year with some old stuff which are not so happening and not so good... erm... ask me or msn me lah heh heh

feeling: 2004 resolution ( no to taxi and no to lateness ) a lot of peeps will be saying yeah right... but i can do it de!!!
audio: pipipapipu