oh yeah!!! very much excited for tmr's ess man~ my girl fang wo fei ji... but it's ok~ next week ok~ anyways... winnie and i just came back form the l'oreal warehouse sale... wha i tell you... the spirit of kiasuism can been seen everywhere!!! the pushing, the shoving... wha pengs... im so being squashed by some aunties trying to get their hands on those make up items... so what if the l'oreal products are flying off the shleves (3 for $10 ) maybelline ( 4 for $10 ) still... there's no need to push mah... and i saw some aunties buying 8 lipsticks all at one go!!! wha... maybe she's buying for her friends... but her friends all are around her leh and all also buying 8 lipsticks... wha... but... BUT... tmr winnie, yinyin and me are going down again... heh heh i bought some stuff today too!!! my lipstick broke into 1 month ago... and i really wanted to buy the maybelline's lipstick... wha... $ 15.50... didn't dare to take a second look... but guess what???!!! they were selling for... 3 for $10!!! wow!!! tmr see me with new lip colour ah... heh heh... * muacks* really a fruitful trip cos we bought quite some stuff for the image ministry yeah~ and winnie bought 5 boxes of hair dye!!! costing only $10 bucks... heh heh cheap right... heh heh winnie choose 1 colour, ditto for me and the other 3 for the image team~ wow~ tmr the winsland house will be my battlefield again~ muahahahah
anyways... really tired now... gotta rush for drama's image drawing... alrights people... gotta go liao... see ya all alrights~ and oh yes people... one of the things for my christmas list is *hints jaime*... a kerokerokeroppi toy or anything!!! muahahahahahaha * hyak hyak hyak *
feeling: woohoohoo~
audio: do do do do do
28 November 2003
today i learnt a lot of things. counselling others... basically a lot of things even though i came for the second part of the lesson nia... heh heh... shows the poly people something about the lengthening of the arm... heh heh...
miss a couple of people... perd, ma, kexin, na etc... miss going to dan ryan to makan my favourite potato skins!!! caesar salad!!! yums... remembered my birthday this year... mice gave me such a wonderful surprise!!! she called jaslin * my ex shepherd *, my cg, mardhia, mandy, shufen, joey, eric, irene and of cos... leh leh!!! wow people... especially to micey... lets go there one of these days ok~ and lets eat till we bao bao ah... eh micey... lets go have a makaning session too!!! lets go makan my favourite bak kut teh opp zouk and we go makan geylang/rochor tao huay, geylang for dim sum... basically go makan!!!
after clc2 lalita and i went down to meritus mandarin to help ronsy and puay to help out with their hair... wow... loli and i were saying... wha... so fun... they were all wearing gowns and high heel shoes and all of them look like so tai tai... loli and i were kinda like the servants muahahah kidding... winnie, puay and ronsy look so different man... wha... mei nu wor... muahahaha no lah kidding~ anyways~ after helping them with the hair and such, and after they left, loli and i sat there talking about some stuff... hahaha really had fun explaining issues like the leg hair thingy * only micey, perd, jaslin and maybe ash * will understand why this leg hair thingy always perk me up... muahahahah *shhhhh*
went for cg at jasmine's house... wha... really enjoyed chatting to her mother using my perfect teochew... * wa si teo chew ah nia... xiang kiang jiu si wa * muahahahaha... anyways... during cg, we had a open talk with each other... ash babee... let's do our best amen! we may be small but we'll never stop at being small amen!!! wow... really thankful to jasmine for pointing out the things to us... yup...
got home... and i wrote a letter to my dad... really appreciate him... heh heh and for my bong... she asked me... hows everything in church? i told her how come i've been so busy with everything... she kinda understood... yup... my bro in law sent me an email again... this time... longer than the 1st but... can see that he's very concern about me... and ooohhh... from the email... learnt something about na that i didn't know...
yup... i really miss perd a lot... really miss her sms(s)... her smile... her accent... most of all... her genuine love and care and concern... to me and everyone else... she's coming back on mon!!! shall have a mini countdown... heh heh... gotta account a lot of things to her... amen! we all should love our shephedrs don't you all agree?
hahaha god blessed me with many things everyday~ the sun, the world, the people around us, oscar * who never fails to make me smile * micey, charls, everyone...
feeling: blessed
audio: * that thing you do soundtrack *
miss a couple of people... perd, ma, kexin, na etc... miss going to dan ryan to makan my favourite potato skins!!! caesar salad!!! yums... remembered my birthday this year... mice gave me such a wonderful surprise!!! she called jaslin * my ex shepherd *, my cg, mardhia, mandy, shufen, joey, eric, irene and of cos... leh leh!!! wow people... especially to micey... lets go there one of these days ok~ and lets eat till we bao bao ah... eh micey... lets go have a makaning session too!!! lets go makan my favourite bak kut teh opp zouk and we go makan geylang/rochor tao huay, geylang for dim sum... basically go makan!!!
after clc2 lalita and i went down to meritus mandarin to help ronsy and puay to help out with their hair... wow... loli and i were saying... wha... so fun... they were all wearing gowns and high heel shoes and all of them look like so tai tai... loli and i were kinda like the servants muahahah kidding... winnie, puay and ronsy look so different man... wha... mei nu wor... muahahaha no lah kidding~ anyways~ after helping them with the hair and such, and after they left, loli and i sat there talking about some stuff... hahaha really had fun explaining issues like the leg hair thingy * only micey, perd, jaslin and maybe ash * will understand why this leg hair thingy always perk me up... muahahahah *shhhhh*
went for cg at jasmine's house... wha... really enjoyed chatting to her mother using my perfect teochew... * wa si teo chew ah nia... xiang kiang jiu si wa * muahahahaha... anyways... during cg, we had a open talk with each other... ash babee... let's do our best amen! we may be small but we'll never stop at being small amen!!! wow... really thankful to jasmine for pointing out the things to us... yup...
got home... and i wrote a letter to my dad... really appreciate him... heh heh and for my bong... she asked me... hows everything in church? i told her how come i've been so busy with everything... she kinda understood... yup... my bro in law sent me an email again... this time... longer than the 1st but... can see that he's very concern about me... and ooohhh... from the email... learnt something about na that i didn't know...
yup... i really miss perd a lot... really miss her sms(s)... her smile... her accent... most of all... her genuine love and care and concern... to me and everyone else... she's coming back on mon!!! shall have a mini countdown... heh heh... gotta account a lot of things to her... amen! we all should love our shephedrs don't you all agree?
hahaha god blessed me with many things everyday~ the sun, the world, the people around us, oscar * who never fails to make me smile * micey, charls, everyone...
feeling: blessed
audio: * that thing you do soundtrack *
27 November 2003
missed clc2, instead went for camp games... muahahahah shall keep the games a secret~ woohoo~ saw puay puay... wha pengs... so different!!! heh heh but we love you all the same darling~ wow... a really big thing is gonna happened in the kingdom of god! this saturday is ess...so what does that mean? bring all your friends down!!!
receive an email from my bro-in-law... wha... typed a lot of things... yup... reminded me a lot of things concerning my mother... oh wells... shall not elaborate... :)
mission night was hilarious man... first we had some * do do do do do * you know... the corrs song... i don't know which one... but the one that starts with lotsa * do do do do do * okok back to business... funny man... when i saw our westlife... wha pengs... especially when i saw kehan... muahahaha sorry brother... and to pearls... whahahahaha really denied yourself man... even andy enjoyed himself thoroughly AMEN!!! and the sp people... wha a tape man!!! muahahahahahahah i even saw a dwib... guowei... wha peeps... you all should have watched it man... the high waist berms... wha... that face... pengs... then the tp peeps... muahahahah another one... especially the donald... cos...he... took... off... his... outer shirt... muahahahah we ( the whole district ) all laugh like crazy...
* in case you're wondering why i kept mentioning the brothers its because they really did all the things they have to do in a spirit of excellance and also i think they really denied themselves for the things they have to do... note to sisters... lets do it even better next time amen? * yeah~ and we ended it off with a song~ yeah~ stand by me!!!
feeling: excited
audio: do do do do do do do do
receive an email from my bro-in-law... wha... typed a lot of things... yup... reminded me a lot of things concerning my mother... oh wells... shall not elaborate... :)
mission night was hilarious man... first we had some * do do do do do * you know... the corrs song... i don't know which one... but the one that starts with lotsa * do do do do do * okok back to business... funny man... when i saw our westlife... wha pengs... especially when i saw kehan... muahahaha sorry brother... and to pearls... whahahahaha really denied yourself man... even andy enjoyed himself thoroughly AMEN!!! and the sp people... wha a tape man!!! muahahahahahahah i even saw a dwib... guowei... wha peeps... you all should have watched it man... the high waist berms... wha... that face... pengs... then the tp peeps... muahahahah another one... especially the donald... cos...he... took... off... his... outer shirt... muahahahah we ( the whole district ) all laugh like crazy...
* in case you're wondering why i kept mentioning the brothers its because they really did all the things they have to do in a spirit of excellance and also i think they really denied themselves for the things they have to do... note to sisters... lets do it even better next time amen? * yeah~ and we ended it off with a song~ yeah~ stand by me!!!
feeling: excited
audio: do do do do do do do do
25 November 2003
clc class really taught me a lot... really a lot of things that i should be learning... and puttin them to usage... amen! as i reflect on myself and as the things around me happen and i heard of... well... it's true... it takes 2 hands to clap... yup... really thankful for one of my sister who warned me and amen girl... thank you so much...
things happened... and i'm trying to solve them myself and also without god's help... i think i'm a goner... god thank you so much!!! and to the people around me... wha... thank god for putting you all by my side man... pearls for listening to me and ashley helping me and jaime too... my best bud who gave me advises all the time... only you know me so well cos heh heh we started off the rough patch and now we're vacumming the smooth carpet eh heh heh
meet up with andy!!! * drum rolls* wha... really had fun talking to him along with jasmine, pearls, yy and joanne!!! we talked about lizards, cockroaches, ants, rabbits, dogs, cats, luo han yus etc... muahahaha if you're interested... ask me...
tmr's we're having mission night... oh boy... it's gonna be fun man... and i'm going!!! firstly, hopefully andy can come!!! and bring desmond along too!!! secondly, hopefully i can come on time... yeah~ something about andy... please remember to take a look at his hair on saturday ok... it's something new... and purple too...
had a good talk with one sister... amen!!! you're very funny and boy i am surprised by how the way we see things... im talking about yin yin... amen for this sister... shhhh she shared some secrets with me... muahahahahah if you happened to read this... well well well... show's last finger and points it to the head... muahahahaha... shhh only you and me knows about this... muahahahahah
oh man... tmr's gotta be a busy day man... muahahahah camp games... misison night... hohoho...
ok peeps... shall keep this short... gotta talk to god liao... byee
feeling: smelly
audio: do do DO
things happened... and i'm trying to solve them myself and also without god's help... i think i'm a goner... god thank you so much!!! and to the people around me... wha... thank god for putting you all by my side man... pearls for listening to me and ashley helping me and jaime too... my best bud who gave me advises all the time... only you know me so well cos heh heh we started off the rough patch and now we're vacumming the smooth carpet eh heh heh
meet up with andy!!! * drum rolls* wha... really had fun talking to him along with jasmine, pearls, yy and joanne!!! we talked about lizards, cockroaches, ants, rabbits, dogs, cats, luo han yus etc... muahahaha if you're interested... ask me...
tmr's we're having mission night... oh boy... it's gonna be fun man... and i'm going!!! firstly, hopefully andy can come!!! and bring desmond along too!!! secondly, hopefully i can come on time... yeah~ something about andy... please remember to take a look at his hair on saturday ok... it's something new... and purple too...
had a good talk with one sister... amen!!! you're very funny and boy i am surprised by how the way we see things... im talking about yin yin... amen for this sister... shhhh she shared some secrets with me... muahahahahah if you happened to read this... well well well... show's last finger and points it to the head... muahahahaha... shhh only you and me knows about this... muahahahahah
oh man... tmr's gotta be a busy day man... muahahahah camp games... misison night... hohoho...
ok peeps... shall keep this short... gotta talk to god liao... byee
feeling: smelly
audio: do do DO
went for clc2. went to thames. went for cg404. got home.
had a great time fellowshipping with ash mei today... wha... so many things that we shared about; our opinion about some stuff... good good good... ash we shall do that soon yeah~
went for cg404 meeting... was really great cos we learnt how to SOW by having QnA... amen~
heard some news before i went home. got mix feelings. felt... disappointed about the way this person is doing and how this person is leading life with god but at the same time... doing something or rather... secretly doing that something behind closed doors. felt really disappointed. i used to see this person as a person quite high up there cos... what i see is what i get mah... learnt never judge a book by it's cover...
played bball... wha... the awam people power from the way they play... wha... the ywam not bad too... but i think joanne and me were like warming the cement floor by waiting for like ages to play... oh wells... next time if there's a games it shall be the girls playing only.
feeling: sleepy
audio: ****
had a great time fellowshipping with ash mei today... wha... so many things that we shared about; our opinion about some stuff... good good good... ash we shall do that soon yeah~
went for cg404 meeting... was really great cos we learnt how to SOW by having QnA... amen~
heard some news before i went home. got mix feelings. felt... disappointed about the way this person is doing and how this person is leading life with god but at the same time... doing something or rather... secretly doing that something behind closed doors. felt really disappointed. i used to see this person as a person quite high up there cos... what i see is what i get mah... learnt never judge a book by it's cover...
played bball... wha... the awam people power from the way they play... wha... the ywam not bad too... but i think joanne and me were like warming the cement floor by waiting for like ages to play... oh wells... next time if there's a games it shall be the girls playing only.
feeling: sleepy
audio: ****
18 November 2003
As you got up this morning, I watched you, and hoped you would talk to me, even if it was just a few words, asking my opinion or thanking me for something good that happened in your life yesterday. But I noticed you were too busy, trying to find the right outfit to wear.
When you ran around the house getting ready, I knew there would be a few minutes for you to stop and say hello, but you were to busy. At one point you had to wait fifteen minutes with nothing to do except sit in a chair. Then I saw you spring to your feet. I thought you wanted to talk to me but you ran to the phone and called a friend to get the latest gossip instead. I watched patiently all day long. With all our activities I guess you were too busy to say anything to me.
I noticed that before lunch you looked around, maybe you felt embarrassed to talk to me,that is why you didn't bow your head. You glanced three or four tables over and you noticed some of your friends talking to me briefly before they ate, but you didn't. That's okay. There is still more time left, and I hope that you will talk to me yet.
You went home and it seems as if you had lots of things to do. After a few of them were done, you turned on the TV. I don't know if you like TV or not, just about anything goes there and you spend a lot of time each day in front of it not thinking about anything, just enjoying the show. I waited patiently again as you watched the TV and ate your meal, but again you didn't talk to me.
Bedtime I guess you felt too tired. After you said goodnight to your family you plopped into bed and fell asleep in no time. That's okay because you may not realize that I am always there for you.. I've got patience, more than you will ever know.... I even want to teach you how to be patient with others as well.
I love you so much that I wait everyday for a nod, prayer or thought, or a thankful part of your heart. It is hard to have a one-sided conversation.
Well, you are getting up once again. Once again I will wait, with nothing but love for you. Hoping that today you will give me some time. Have a nice day!
Your friend,
GOD
When you ran around the house getting ready, I knew there would be a few minutes for you to stop and say hello, but you were to busy. At one point you had to wait fifteen minutes with nothing to do except sit in a chair. Then I saw you spring to your feet. I thought you wanted to talk to me but you ran to the phone and called a friend to get the latest gossip instead. I watched patiently all day long. With all our activities I guess you were too busy to say anything to me.
I noticed that before lunch you looked around, maybe you felt embarrassed to talk to me,that is why you didn't bow your head. You glanced three or four tables over and you noticed some of your friends talking to me briefly before they ate, but you didn't. That's okay. There is still more time left, and I hope that you will talk to me yet.
You went home and it seems as if you had lots of things to do. After a few of them were done, you turned on the TV. I don't know if you like TV or not, just about anything goes there and you spend a lot of time each day in front of it not thinking about anything, just enjoying the show. I waited patiently again as you watched the TV and ate your meal, but again you didn't talk to me.
Bedtime I guess you felt too tired. After you said goodnight to your family you plopped into bed and fell asleep in no time. That's okay because you may not realize that I am always there for you.. I've got patience, more than you will ever know.... I even want to teach you how to be patient with others as well.
I love you so much that I wait everyday for a nod, prayer or thought, or a thankful part of your heart. It is hard to have a one-sided conversation.
Well, you are getting up once again. Once again I will wait, with nothing but love for you. Hoping that today you will give me some time. Have a nice day!
Your friend,
GOD
17 November 2003
wha...it's been a long time ever since i stepped into this webbie... since last wed... hahaha... well well well... a lot of things have been happening... yup... on thurs and friday... nothing happened i think or is it that i forgotten... hohoho... paiseh neh... sat... wow... andy came!!! woohoohoo!!! prayer answered!!! yeah!!! best thing man... my very first convert too!!! yeah!!! i still couldn't believe it man... andy chua yew ping... must pray for retainment... woa... AMEN! i told perd what i was doing when we were all praying for the converts... i peeped at him... wha when i saw his hand raising... wha... i was so happy!!! lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala yeah!!!
sunday... we played basketball and wow...
jamie surprised me man... by being able to catch the ball without dropping them... wha... never seen her play any ball games in my whole sec school life till yesterday man... mice! you surprise me man!!! you even scored 2 goals even though they were not counted... heh heh... good work!!! donovan!!! great job man!!! wha... can't keep up with him man... he's fast!!!though he complained that mice and me tackle him like siao but he still got away... still say he can't play that well... humble spirit...joanne... heh heh don't see her cute cute ah... wha... very hiong one... she's always ready to catch and pass the ball wha... a good helper indeed man...meihua played with a netball spirit... cos she used to be part of the netball team mah... she surprised and shocked me with one of her sudden tatic of slapping the ball away suddenly... wha... one sister i will not want to get near to... sam... wha... got a spirit of eagerness... is there such a spirit? to control the ball and not wanting to let the ball go... just kidding man... muahahahaha... but in all... he's good cos he tried since he said that he never played basketball before...kehan ah... wha... my team's kong qiu shou... good good... but like me, he's shooting all tai gor one... but never go in lah... got lah...some... good job!!! ben ah... wha... he a bit the diao one... anyhow chiong inside the red area and can still get the ball in despite the tall people... but a bit funny... don't know what he's thinking... wear shirt to play...pearls!!! my partner in crime!!! you played well man!!! wow... a great defender man... one slam from you and off the opposition team flies... *sounds like some pap thingy* yeah!!! really like the way she plays... wha... really will show you what she's capable of...bryan...wha... he nearly drove me nuts man... with his arms flinging around... but wha... he can really drive any player nuts while defending man... good good...shiong, is that he's name or? he can play... really play...junyao... i didn't really play with him though but i reckon that he's good... ok junyao i think you have to show me your skills next week again yeah?ray ah... brother... sorry for scratching you... i think you're not the only one... i think gerald received more from me man... gerald... very funny man this brother... play until leg cramp...hahaha... ooops... laughing at someone's pain... xin zhai le huo... but he's good too... dewen... didn't play much with him too... but maybe next week hopefully i can tell from the skills if they play... hmmm i sounded so conceited hahaha
i think everyone did a good job in whichever position he/she played... whether is it qian feng or hou feng... we all put in our best man...
basketball rawks!!! woohoo!!! next week shufen will be joining us!!! yeah!!! heard form perd and donovan that gerald from ywam is a star player man... wha...erm... my shooting skills... erm... kinda... dropped... a lot of air balls... *blames on the rain causing the ball to become slippery* hohoho...
feeling: body aching wha...
audio: nothing compares to you - sinead o connor
sunday... we played basketball and wow...
jamie surprised me man... by being able to catch the ball without dropping them... wha... never seen her play any ball games in my whole sec school life till yesterday man... mice! you surprise me man!!! you even scored 2 goals even though they were not counted... heh heh... good work!!! donovan!!! great job man!!! wha... can't keep up with him man... he's fast!!!though he complained that mice and me tackle him like siao but he still got away... still say he can't play that well... humble spirit...joanne... heh heh don't see her cute cute ah... wha... very hiong one... she's always ready to catch and pass the ball wha... a good helper indeed man...meihua played with a netball spirit... cos she used to be part of the netball team mah... she surprised and shocked me with one of her sudden tatic of slapping the ball away suddenly... wha... one sister i will not want to get near to... sam... wha... got a spirit of eagerness... is there such a spirit? to control the ball and not wanting to let the ball go... just kidding man... muahahahaha... but in all... he's good cos he tried since he said that he never played basketball before...kehan ah... wha... my team's kong qiu shou... good good... but like me, he's shooting all tai gor one... but never go in lah... got lah...some... good job!!! ben ah... wha... he a bit the diao one... anyhow chiong inside the red area and can still get the ball in despite the tall people... but a bit funny... don't know what he's thinking... wear shirt to play...pearls!!! my partner in crime!!! you played well man!!! wow... a great defender man... one slam from you and off the opposition team flies... *sounds like some pap thingy* yeah!!! really like the way she plays... wha... really will show you what she's capable of...bryan...wha... he nearly drove me nuts man... with his arms flinging around... but wha... he can really drive any player nuts while defending man... good good...shiong, is that he's name or? he can play... really play...junyao... i didn't really play with him though but i reckon that he's good... ok junyao i think you have to show me your skills next week again yeah?ray ah... brother... sorry for scratching you... i think you're not the only one... i think gerald received more from me man... gerald... very funny man this brother... play until leg cramp...hahaha... ooops... laughing at someone's pain... xin zhai le huo... but he's good too... dewen... didn't play much with him too... but maybe next week hopefully i can tell from the skills if they play... hmmm i sounded so conceited hahaha
i think everyone did a good job in whichever position he/she played... whether is it qian feng or hou feng... we all put in our best man...
basketball rawks!!! woohoo!!! next week shufen will be joining us!!! yeah!!! heard form perd and donovan that gerald from ywam is a star player man... wha...erm... my shooting skills... erm... kinda... dropped... a lot of air balls... *blames on the rain causing the ball to become slippery* hohoho...
feeling: body aching wha...
audio: nothing compares to you - sinead o connor
12 November 2003
wow... boy am i surprised at the things that have been happening man... first... i stayed up till morning to finish up my work and at the same time did some fellowshipping with micey... hahaha she's having her last paper today!!! yeah~ another thing was... wha... my classmate asked what am i doing this saturday? i said as usual, going for service... then asked him... you leh? he say nothing lor... then i said eh... andy... you wanna come for service? he said ok i don't mind, can i bring another friend along? yeah!!! ahem... in any case... i hope i don't jinx myself... hahaha ( unbiblical )
yeah~ another thing worth to celebrate man!!! my assessment day was due today and i did all my projects nicely except my 20 coloured full dressed and maked-up illustrations... wha... i really cannot finish it because i was busy doing my fashion details book... wha... so i decided to forgo the illustrations and be prepared to face the music * lalala * so... as my sister drove me to school... i was thinking of my lecturer's ( mr thomas wee ) reaction if he discover that i didn't hand up my project... sure kenna suan till i dissolve into the ground... haiz... but guess what? they didn't check whether i did my illustrations or not!!! they checked the usual important projects like mock skirt and actual skirt and pattern making book... wha... heng ah... ( unbiblical again ) muahahahahaha~ thank god man... then there's something that made me sooo happy!!! my colours and graphic final project was sooo ugly that my sister just burst into laughter saying, wha what's that? you're in fashion school and this kinda work you dare to hand up... yup... completely flattened... hahaha i was like wha pengs... this time the project if i don't do well... haiz... then i saw my teacher... she just said... erm... germaine... go home and paste some more things inside... wha... best...
( paragraph it in case some of my peeps cannot read... hahaha )
got home kinda dejected... so i bought 2 boxes of meiji again ( sorry junyao... should have shared them with you ) so that the contennts inside could be devour by great greedy me and the box for the project... wha... this time i did it very nicely - i think - so today... muahahaha during the presentation... my teacher said... ok leave your technical projects ( colours and graphic ) here... ok so i did just that... i went out of the classroom... my friends asked me... eh germs how??? i said ok lor nothing much and also how come she took my things ah? they all said don't know leh... so 1 hr passed and i realised i didn't present my dots and lines mounting board to her!!! si lah... this time die lor... so i went to her class and asked... erm teacher... my dots and lines... not with me... she said... oh, it's with me... and can i keep it? the other projects too... for exhibition... wha... my heart sank... finally my effort was paid off... those countless sleepless nights and those supa deep eye bags and eye rings... those ARE worth it man... yeah!!! just one thing about mr wee.... he kept saying that my drawings are like a catalogue... na li you... luan luan jiang... * denial * hahaha but heck lah... i don't care liao!!! school's over!!!
rushed down for the foundation studies at sp hq... was late cos of school so well... attened the presentation of coke... hahaha when i saw sam gan dancing and the others... wha... so funny man... yup... then after that perd, ash, jon wong and me, we all went down to makan... wha pengs... my pineapple rice like... overdosed with MSG and sugar * ajinomoto anyone * wha sooo nan chi but can't help cos i was super hungry... yeah~ learn something... how not to let our cg become dry... yeah~ we must be creative ok because our god is a creative one amen?! yeah~ after that we went to central hq... wha by the time i reach there i buay tong liao... shirls was watching the manga... wha now this time i think im hooked... shall borrow from junyao liao... really very funny!!! * inui juice anyone * but while i was watching... i feel asleep hohoho... paiseh ah... then after that cg started... wha... our sermon was very interesting!!! we took a lot of fruits!!! and soft boiled eggs... and plain water... hahaha especially the part on fruits... wha... that one really made me puke man... i dont' like guava without that peppery thingy, i don't like papaya, pineapple... and there's honey dew... ( just not my type ) whahahaha... i really had a hard time digesting the guava... thank god for clarence who helped me... and thank ashley for not buying durian!!! wha... if she buys... perd and me will go hide some corner... muahahahah... in all a good day man...
feeling: yeah!!! no school!!! try explaining that kinda feeling
audio: xie yi shou ge - shunzi * yeah my fav song!!! *
yeah~ another thing worth to celebrate man!!! my assessment day was due today and i did all my projects nicely except my 20 coloured full dressed and maked-up illustrations... wha... i really cannot finish it because i was busy doing my fashion details book... wha... so i decided to forgo the illustrations and be prepared to face the music * lalala * so... as my sister drove me to school... i was thinking of my lecturer's ( mr thomas wee ) reaction if he discover that i didn't hand up my project... sure kenna suan till i dissolve into the ground... haiz... but guess what? they didn't check whether i did my illustrations or not!!! they checked the usual important projects like mock skirt and actual skirt and pattern making book... wha... heng ah... ( unbiblical again ) muahahahahaha~ thank god man... then there's something that made me sooo happy!!! my colours and graphic final project was sooo ugly that my sister just burst into laughter saying, wha what's that? you're in fashion school and this kinda work you dare to hand up... yup... completely flattened... hahaha i was like wha pengs... this time the project if i don't do well... haiz... then i saw my teacher... she just said... erm... germaine... go home and paste some more things inside... wha... best...
( paragraph it in case some of my peeps cannot read... hahaha )
got home kinda dejected... so i bought 2 boxes of meiji again ( sorry junyao... should have shared them with you ) so that the contennts inside could be devour by great greedy me and the box for the project... wha... this time i did it very nicely - i think - so today... muahahaha during the presentation... my teacher said... ok leave your technical projects ( colours and graphic ) here... ok so i did just that... i went out of the classroom... my friends asked me... eh germs how??? i said ok lor nothing much and also how come she took my things ah? they all said don't know leh... so 1 hr passed and i realised i didn't present my dots and lines mounting board to her!!! si lah... this time die lor... so i went to her class and asked... erm teacher... my dots and lines... not with me... she said... oh, it's with me... and can i keep it? the other projects too... for exhibition... wha... my heart sank... finally my effort was paid off... those countless sleepless nights and those supa deep eye bags and eye rings... those ARE worth it man... yeah!!! just one thing about mr wee.... he kept saying that my drawings are like a catalogue... na li you... luan luan jiang... * denial * hahaha but heck lah... i don't care liao!!! school's over!!!
rushed down for the foundation studies at sp hq... was late cos of school so well... attened the presentation of coke... hahaha when i saw sam gan dancing and the others... wha... so funny man... yup... then after that perd, ash, jon wong and me, we all went down to makan... wha pengs... my pineapple rice like... overdosed with MSG and sugar * ajinomoto anyone * wha sooo nan chi but can't help cos i was super hungry... yeah~ learn something... how not to let our cg become dry... yeah~ we must be creative ok because our god is a creative one amen?! yeah~ after that we went to central hq... wha by the time i reach there i buay tong liao... shirls was watching the manga... wha now this time i think im hooked... shall borrow from junyao liao... really very funny!!! * inui juice anyone * but while i was watching... i feel asleep hohoho... paiseh ah... then after that cg started... wha... our sermon was very interesting!!! we took a lot of fruits!!! and soft boiled eggs... and plain water... hahaha especially the part on fruits... wha... that one really made me puke man... i dont' like guava without that peppery thingy, i don't like papaya, pineapple... and there's honey dew... ( just not my type ) whahahaha... i really had a hard time digesting the guava... thank god for clarence who helped me... and thank ashley for not buying durian!!! wha... if she buys... perd and me will go hide some corner... muahahahah... in all a good day man...
feeling: yeah!!! no school!!! try explaining that kinda feeling
audio: xie yi shou ge - shunzi * yeah my fav song!!! *
10 November 2003
hi peeps... good morning!!! what a wonderful day~ sunday - went to my pa's fish stall yesterday... finally after trying to run away from helping him... -_- well... i should say my skills are still there... if you consider grabbing and weighing prawns a skill... hmmm after that i had an extremely looooonnnnng talk with my sister fiona... then it's off to sun love home!!! wha... the journey to S.L.H was a bit scary cos it's quite ooloo but when we reach here... the place look quite run down but at the same tim cosy - to me lah... our people were busy preparing for their song presentation and dance... yeah~ as some of the patients talked...( but half the time i don't understand cantonese ) some of them started tearing... made me realise how fortunate i am to be able to function my body, speech and mind well... can tell that some of them were quite frustrated with themselves for not being to talk and sing along as lynn from rp told me this because she asked one of them to sing along but she made some gestures that she can't speak like some others who can... one funny incident and that's about the male patient who wanna sing non stop... wha... the song *long shu xia* rocks man... if only he'll start singing *wu yuan de jie ju* (^o^) yup... in all i would say that this is a good excercise to (1) learn how to be more compassionate and loving (2) to see whether we are willing to help others out all the way... something that let me frown a wee bit... some of our people just walk around and sit there doing nothing after the introduction... 3 months later we're going there again ok... so this time don't warm your butts instead, help... serve... :) yup yup yup... in all... my perd said to me... i think we all can take our spiritual giftings test again and maybe this time our compassion and mercy might go a bit ...up hahaha... fellow spiritual and giftings classmates :)
get to know a new friend lynn from rp... wha... she's quite enthu and i asked her 3 months later you coming back? she said yes! and i want to learn more cantonese too!!! wha... i also want to learn... cantonese ( yat yi sam say um lork chap but kao chup ) correct? any cantonese out there? i remembered being quite blown away when yy started saying cantonese really fast to one ah por... wha... the only cantonese i kept saying to her was... nei zhor , hou, kong tong wa... i think she also doesn't know what i was saying too... actually... me too... must brush up on cantonese liao!!!
best... last night liverpool and man u match... though i didn't watch but i can hear my block people having some loud reaction to the match and that include my brotha in law... dennis, fiona, yvonne and my pa... wha... all having a good time outside whereas i was like going to ZZzzz soon and morever they were eating durians outside!!! wha pengs... the pungent smell... then best part... the leftovers... a plate of durian was placed inside the fridge... now the plain water inside smells of it too... si eh pang...thanks ah...
something to remind myself of... sleeping with my mouth wide open... wha pengs... after perd went down... i was alone upstairs so i thought to myself... wha what a good day to sleep... then... best part... i couldn't sleep but when the bus passed my house i started to sleep until it reaches to interchange *diao* then from there i quickly woke up only to find a guy staring at me like i've got drool all over my face... eh so paiseh... maybe i did drool... did i? oh wells... after that i came home... so tired sia... cannot tahan... was supposed to be online for a while to check emails and chat with micey... wha... really buay tong already... so hungry and tired... so i just went offline... makan... and then sleep...
later going to lido for project... after that dmm... tmr is a time of celebration cos it's susilawati birthday!!! late celebration lah... heh heh... wed is my finale~ woohoohoo~ holidays starting soon... supposed to be at sp for the class but... as usual... got project meeting...
feeling: energectic
audio: aeroplane flying over
get to know a new friend lynn from rp... wha... she's quite enthu and i asked her 3 months later you coming back? she said yes! and i want to learn more cantonese too!!! wha... i also want to learn... cantonese ( yat yi sam say um lork chap but kao chup ) correct? any cantonese out there? i remembered being quite blown away when yy started saying cantonese really fast to one ah por... wha... the only cantonese i kept saying to her was... nei zhor , hou, kong tong wa... i think she also doesn't know what i was saying too... actually... me too... must brush up on cantonese liao!!!
best... last night liverpool and man u match... though i didn't watch but i can hear my block people having some loud reaction to the match and that include my brotha in law... dennis, fiona, yvonne and my pa... wha... all having a good time outside whereas i was like going to ZZzzz soon and morever they were eating durians outside!!! wha pengs... the pungent smell... then best part... the leftovers... a plate of durian was placed inside the fridge... now the plain water inside smells of it too... si eh pang...thanks ah...
something to remind myself of... sleeping with my mouth wide open... wha pengs... after perd went down... i was alone upstairs so i thought to myself... wha what a good day to sleep... then... best part... i couldn't sleep but when the bus passed my house i started to sleep until it reaches to interchange *diao* then from there i quickly woke up only to find a guy staring at me like i've got drool all over my face... eh so paiseh... maybe i did drool... did i? oh wells... after that i came home... so tired sia... cannot tahan... was supposed to be online for a while to check emails and chat with micey... wha... really buay tong already... so hungry and tired... so i just went offline... makan... and then sleep...
later going to lido for project... after that dmm... tmr is a time of celebration cos it's susilawati birthday!!! late celebration lah... heh heh... wed is my finale~ woohoohoo~ holidays starting soon... supposed to be at sp for the class but... as usual... got project meeting...
feeling: energectic
audio: aeroplane flying over
7 November 2003
hi. that major project is somehow done. but my teacher called my piece a catalogue and said... so ugly... wha... simply because my illustrations are too small to be seen and aiyah... cannot make it lah... have to redo again... wha pengs... some stuff on my mind and my nick on my msn wasn't very nice so i decided not to be online at all... remembered my promise to god about saving money and not buying things for myself etc... saw a couple of things that i always wanted and they're even on a huge sale 50%-70% now... alrights... temptation island is always there but god's rewards are the best ever amen?
sometimes as i read blogs.... are there some things that we rather not say or we simply just conceal it? or sometimes... we tell a bit of white lies here and there to cover up for something that we've done... or even add something simply to let people see the better side of us which actually at the end of the day... it's a mask they're wearing... i wonder how long can people can wear the masks... people forgive but can they forget? we forgave countless people in our lives but can we forget about it? well... we are in the world but that doesn't mean that we must be the world... lets make a difference alrights? stand out from the crowd ok...
sick. i hate being sick ( fever+flu+headache ) and to think that tmr is sat * yeah!!! * and im gonna face ** again... that gives me the creeps and butterflies in my tummy... woo~ especially the creeps... last night as i did my qt... something that i read hit me... galatians 5:22 ( But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness ) it hit me about the fact and i knew it all along... was that i am a person with very little compassion * deep awareness of the suffering of another coupled with the wish to relieve it *, doesn't shows the emotions but only to perd and * only god knows why * i prayed to yearn for more love towards the people around me... haiz... just don't come tmr and say something to me about compassion cos i might hit ya in the tooth man... gosh shouldn't even blog today...
realise that my class people somehow or another, dislikes one another... even those social butterflies and pretty well known and seem like they're moderately popular kind are being disliked too... so tense... scary to be around my class at times... macham like walking on broken glass... alrights... gotta do my *catalogue* liao...
all the best to ronsy/wynnie/charls/micey/ whoever is taking the exams...
feeling: a wee bit just a wee wee bit... emotional am i kidding myself?
audio: *****
sometimes as i read blogs.... are there some things that we rather not say or we simply just conceal it? or sometimes... we tell a bit of white lies here and there to cover up for something that we've done... or even add something simply to let people see the better side of us which actually at the end of the day... it's a mask they're wearing... i wonder how long can people can wear the masks... people forgive but can they forget? we forgave countless people in our lives but can we forget about it? well... we are in the world but that doesn't mean that we must be the world... lets make a difference alrights? stand out from the crowd ok...
sick. i hate being sick ( fever+flu+headache ) and to think that tmr is sat * yeah!!! * and im gonna face ** again... that gives me the creeps and butterflies in my tummy... woo~ especially the creeps... last night as i did my qt... something that i read hit me... galatians 5:22 ( But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness ) it hit me about the fact and i knew it all along... was that i am a person with very little compassion * deep awareness of the suffering of another coupled with the wish to relieve it *, doesn't shows the emotions but only to perd and * only god knows why * i prayed to yearn for more love towards the people around me... haiz... just don't come tmr and say something to me about compassion cos i might hit ya in the tooth man... gosh shouldn't even blog today...
realise that my class people somehow or another, dislikes one another... even those social butterflies and pretty well known and seem like they're moderately popular kind are being disliked too... so tense... scary to be around my class at times... macham like walking on broken glass... alrights... gotta do my *catalogue* liao...
all the best to ronsy/wynnie/charls/micey/ whoever is taking the exams...
feeling: a wee bit just a wee wee bit... emotional am i kidding myself?
audio: *****
just to keep myself awake...
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alrighto... im norm... anyways... projects deadline is actually tmr... and im done with 2... doing the third now... not sleeping... hohoho happening sia... yeah man... see lah the consequence of delaying... hahaha anyways people... those having exams ( ronsy, micey etc ) after our papers... lets all chiong for god amen?! yeah!!! meetings... come to momma~
feeling: if i say im not stressed... im lying...
audio: my burps with an occasional pang ba wu...
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alrighto... im norm... anyways... projects deadline is actually tmr... and im done with 2... doing the third now... not sleeping... hohoho happening sia... yeah man... see lah the consequence of delaying... hahaha anyways people... those having exams ( ronsy, micey etc ) after our papers... lets all chiong for god amen?! yeah!!! meetings... come to momma~
feeling: if i say im not stressed... im lying...
audio: my burps with an occasional pang ba wu...
3 November 2003
hmmm... just finished my math papar 1... alrights... don't wanna jinx myself... can't finish a few questions cos i've spent too much time on the first few questions... argh better still... my compass fail me at the very time i need to use it ( that last question )!!!... *ah bish myself* anyways... there's paper 2 so i shall do my very best for it and this time... make sure i plan my time properly... yy coming my house to stay... wha... before the paper started... got dramarama in my dad's car... cos we thought that first toa payoh is still at the same place... my dad was ranting at me... well i can only say that i deserve it... hohoho...
received quite a few sms from babees ( micey and monkey ) perd, zhenyan etc... thanks for your encouragements!!! but ah jia sent the wrong sms to me... addressed to seafood ( wyn i think ) but i received it instead...
anyways... to cherie, zhenyan, deborah and xueting... after my exams and projects then i add your blog addressed ok... micey, ronsy... hows the papers? anyways... gotta do my projects liao... later going back to school to hand up homework... alrights... a lot of thing in my head...
one of them is about that incident that made me so mad that i wanna clobber that person but come to think about... did i do something that... must reflect on myself before i get my hands on ** but again... i think no... hands off policey... hahaha and also... IGNORANCE IS A BLISS!!! wha...
drama meetings/camp meetings... hasn't been going for the past week... been real busy... really... once i'm out of my exams and my projects... wha... free man... will chiong all the way man~
my dad told me," stop going to your church, unless you do/plan your things properly first and i won't even breathe." wha... pengz... that made me think that... i'm not managing my time well!!! boohoo... alrights... plan plan plan...
feeling: garlicky... ( ate a lot of garlic yesterday due to my maid's yummy aglio olio *hOOOr* can smell my breathe? wha si eh pang ah/ tior pang nor )
audio: touching heaven changing earth - hillsong
received quite a few sms from babees ( micey and monkey ) perd, zhenyan etc... thanks for your encouragements!!! but ah jia sent the wrong sms to me... addressed to seafood ( wyn i think ) but i received it instead...
anyways... to cherie, zhenyan, deborah and xueting... after my exams and projects then i add your blog addressed ok... micey, ronsy... hows the papers? anyways... gotta do my projects liao... later going back to school to hand up homework... alrights... a lot of thing in my head...
one of them is about that incident that made me so mad that i wanna clobber that person but come to think about... did i do something that... must reflect on myself before i get my hands on ** but again... i think no... hands off policey... hahaha and also... IGNORANCE IS A BLISS!!! wha...
drama meetings/camp meetings... hasn't been going for the past week... been real busy... really... once i'm out of my exams and my projects... wha... free man... will chiong all the way man~
my dad told me," stop going to your church, unless you do/plan your things properly first and i won't even breathe." wha... pengz... that made me think that... i'm not managing my time well!!! boohoo... alrights... plan plan plan...
feeling: garlicky... ( ate a lot of garlic yesterday due to my maid's yummy aglio olio *hOOOr* can smell my breathe? wha si eh pang ah/ tior pang nor )
audio: touching heaven changing earth - hillsong
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