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Day 4 - 30 October
Philippians 4:4-9
Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable--if anything is excellent or praiseworthy-think about such things. Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me-put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you.
*how has my attitude been in times of pressure and stress
*what reason do i have to rejoice always? how does rejoicing lead to peace
*pray for peace to be amongst those going through examinations
amen lord!!! testings and trials everyday~ search me through and through till my heart becomes a home for you... got a rather ahem... erm... should i put it as a 'nasty' or a ' i should have guessed it ' surprise last night~ well... not elaborating but well... if i don't know god... i will kill that person right away... yups... hahaha now it's solved... through perd who talked sense into me and prevented any killings happening~ hahaha now come to think of it... i should have see that stupid problem as a small and insignificant one and in god's view instead of getting all really angry about it and wanting to *AH BISH* that person right away... phew... thank god for perd and grand perd... and yup... their decisions too~ see lah... so contradicting to the first question * how has my attitude been in times of pressure and stress? * alrights... shall not leave my blogs in any more drips and draps... in case the surprise is making peeps go hmmm...
understood something that came out of that surprise... everyone has their own weaknesses... we all have weaknesses and if we encounter anyone or any close friends who need our help... we should help instead of... getting angry especially if the problem concerns us... i think i'm starting to leak some info liao... okok stop... anyways... prior to this... i seek god immediately to help me to gain experience and at the same time learn from the problem... god spoke to me about really having to rely on him and not allow the problem to get into our head and in the end... we will tend to inch god away as we try to solve the problem ourselves... tsk tsk no no no... bu hao wor... yup...
school's been getting all really tensed up... my class is kinda split into 2 major group... alrights... too many things to say liao... i think it's all about being able to compromise and oh yeah~ a lot of homework and exams coming up~ ok peeps... must all really pray and fast for converts...
god shaped hole - plumb
Every point of view has another angle
And every angle has its merit
But it all comes down to faith
That's the way I see it
You can say that love is not divine and
You can say that life is not eternal
"All we have is now"
But I don't believe it
There's a God-shaped hole in all of us
And the restless soul is searching
There's a God-shaped hole in all of us
And it's a void only He can fill
Does the world seem grey with empty longing
Wearing every shade of cynical
And do you ever feel that
There is something missing?
That's my point of view...
some of the lyrics of this song made me reflect on how, the way i think and force my ideas on people who doesn't agree with me... and yup... cannot do that wor... germs ah... repent!!!
saw a verse and yup... wanna apply that woohoohoo~
Psalm 33
In him our hearts rejoice,
for we trust in his holy name
feeling: relieved, thankful, happy and relaxed
audio: still - hillsong
28 October 2003
yeah~ what a wonderful god~ amen!!! a lot of things to do... but i'm confident that i'm able to finish them and in the most excellant way too!!! yeah yeah yeah!!! thank you to all those who helped me one way or another~
hey people... the weather or rather the air out there has been rather dirty lately or maybe i should put it as... dusty... whatever... quite of few people that i know has fallen sick... one of them is my sheep mate - ashley... she's got high fever and although she's getting better but let's pray for her health ok cos she's got to take care of her sheeps, church filming, school project deadlines to meet and of cos... her ministry security ( *ahem* first female security OK - but first she's has to be strong - )... bascially, everything~ yup...
really getting ready and roaring to go for.... christmas drama!!!!! i heard from some peeps that usually only during christmas there's a great harvest... how come people's heart becomes soft usually during christmas???... hmmm... alrights... anyways people another thing that's making me really itchy all over and that is... oh my goodness me... i'm really itching to tell all of you...the games for camp!!! hahaha can't wait man... ah jia are you reading this???hohoho~ mai guan zhi... hahaha~ bribe me lor... with marks and spencer biscuit curls or meiji pucca or melty kiss ( sold once a year and only during december ) hohoho... unbiblical... hahahahahahahahahahahahah \(^o^)/
heb 4:12
For the word of God is living and active. Sharper than any double edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart
feeling: yeah~ meeting perd later at wheelock~ can buy biscuit curls liao~
audio: hillsong - touching heaven changing earth
hey people... the weather or rather the air out there has been rather dirty lately or maybe i should put it as... dusty... whatever... quite of few people that i know has fallen sick... one of them is my sheep mate - ashley... she's got high fever and although she's getting better but let's pray for her health ok cos she's got to take care of her sheeps, church filming, school project deadlines to meet and of cos... her ministry security ( *ahem* first female security OK - but first she's has to be strong - )... bascially, everything~ yup...
really getting ready and roaring to go for.... christmas drama!!!!! i heard from some peeps that usually only during christmas there's a great harvest... how come people's heart becomes soft usually during christmas???... hmmm... alrights... anyways people another thing that's making me really itchy all over and that is... oh my goodness me... i'm really itching to tell all of you...the games for camp!!! hahaha can't wait man... ah jia are you reading this???hohoho~ mai guan zhi... hahaha~ bribe me lor... with marks and spencer biscuit curls or meiji pucca or melty kiss ( sold once a year and only during december ) hohoho... unbiblical... hahahahahahahahahahahahah \(^o^)/
heb 4:12
For the word of God is living and active. Sharper than any double edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart
feeling: yeah~ meeting perd later at wheelock~ can buy biscuit curls liao~
audio: hillsong - touching heaven changing earth
27 October 2003
25 October 2003
busy day.... wha~ i'm amazed by my ownself... point form cos now... i'm really scared of the ESC...
from last night till today...
7pm : met jiajia at wheelock
745pm : reached clementi for games!!! woohoohoo!!!
1130pm : games finished
1215am : reached home
1230am - 130am : called up a lot of my miss calls people and perd
145am : shower
200am : preparing to go to fiona's house
230am : reached her house
315am : watched infernal affairs the prequal
500am : watched some indian movie and the full monty
600am : sleep
700am : woke up got ready
730am : reached park mall for filming
915am : left for toa payoh
930am : reached interchange and saw yee sien!!!
1000am : 1100am : waited for the latecomers *you know who you are right*...
1115am : reached my house
100pm: susi left
130pm : amy left
420pm : shepherding starts
500pm dinner starts with suaning... hmmms...
520pm : finished dinner
525pm : took out japanese snacks *all niam niam one*
540pm : they all left
600pm : dozed off...
1000pm : woke up
1100pm : online now~ hohoho
last night was really tough man... think for the games like siao... jiajia shares with me her hello panda!!! yeah! meiji mah!!! jiajia~ our hard work will be paid off soon!!! with people enjoying them!!! yeah!!! then when i went to my sisiter's house... they were swimming at the wee hours... so cold somemore... but i ate this marvelous maple syrup japanese kuay~ wha~~~~~ so nice!!! yum yum yum!!! watched infernal affairs~ wah~ shawn yue and tony leung *beams* heh heh... oh yah... the size of oscars is about one arm's length... my sister's dogs are one is about the height of jiajia when standing up the other is up to my waist... wha... my heart was thumping really hard when max ( the labroader retriever ) barked... he is massive... i was really scared out of my pants man... whereas wangwang ( cockel spaniel ) very buaya~ *goosebumps*
anyways... learnt a lot from the drama people hahaha had a great time man... especially when oscar urinated on junyao's pants... ooohhh... hmmm... i realise amy was using my pillow to shield herself form oscar but at the same time wanna play with him... hmmm... confused... hahaha then someone mentioned that my pillow smells of lemon...??? i'm like? how come? then i thought hard... maybe my maid used lemon scented detergent to wash? maybe... but when i took my pillow to smell... i smell... myself... hahaha oopsy... anyways... great time squeezing our brains dry about the scripts... hahaha we came out with a couple of them!!! yeah!!! and i found out that vivien is in my school!!!
shepherding was very good~ but because of my lack of sleep... perd has to keep her feet near me to kep me awake cos i was literally dozing off... hahaha oopsy... talked to perd about how some stuff can led people away from god... mine would be the... _ _ _ _ _ and _ _ _ _ hahaha perd's would be... shall not reveal but i would say that mine would have nothing to do with bgr. yup. confident of that but come again... if the testing comes.... ooohhh prays in tongues...******************
anyways... my dad was having a fever and i think i caught it from him... am having a sore throat ( maybe too much meiji liao ) and sweating really profusely now... hmmm *chu han* maybe?
arights... gotta go liao... jiajia waiting for me to upload her page... hahaha
feeling: a bit seh~
audio: ***
from last night till today...
7pm : met jiajia at wheelock
745pm : reached clementi for games!!! woohoohoo!!!
1130pm : games finished
1215am : reached home
1230am - 130am : called up a lot of my miss calls people and perd
145am : shower
200am : preparing to go to fiona's house
230am : reached her house
315am : watched infernal affairs the prequal
500am : watched some indian movie and the full monty
600am : sleep
700am : woke up got ready
730am : reached park mall for filming
915am : left for toa payoh
930am : reached interchange and saw yee sien!!!
1000am : 1100am : waited for the latecomers *you know who you are right*...
1115am : reached my house
100pm: susi left
130pm : amy left
420pm : shepherding starts
500pm dinner starts with suaning... hmmms...
520pm : finished dinner
525pm : took out japanese snacks *all niam niam one*
540pm : they all left
600pm : dozed off...
1000pm : woke up
1100pm : online now~ hohoho
last night was really tough man... think for the games like siao... jiajia shares with me her hello panda!!! yeah! meiji mah!!! jiajia~ our hard work will be paid off soon!!! with people enjoying them!!! yeah!!! then when i went to my sisiter's house... they were swimming at the wee hours... so cold somemore... but i ate this marvelous maple syrup japanese kuay~ wha~~~~~ so nice!!! yum yum yum!!! watched infernal affairs~ wah~ shawn yue and tony leung *beams* heh heh... oh yah... the size of oscars is about one arm's length... my sister's dogs are one is about the height of jiajia when standing up the other is up to my waist... wha... my heart was thumping really hard when max ( the labroader retriever ) barked... he is massive... i was really scared out of my pants man... whereas wangwang ( cockel spaniel ) very buaya~ *goosebumps*
anyways... learnt a lot from the drama people hahaha had a great time man... especially when oscar urinated on junyao's pants... ooohhh... hmmm... i realise amy was using my pillow to shield herself form oscar but at the same time wanna play with him... hmmm... confused... hahaha then someone mentioned that my pillow smells of lemon...??? i'm like? how come? then i thought hard... maybe my maid used lemon scented detergent to wash? maybe... but when i took my pillow to smell... i smell... myself... hahaha oopsy... anyways... great time squeezing our brains dry about the scripts... hahaha we came out with a couple of them!!! yeah!!! and i found out that vivien is in my school!!!
shepherding was very good~ but because of my lack of sleep... perd has to keep her feet near me to kep me awake cos i was literally dozing off... hahaha oopsy... talked to perd about how some stuff can led people away from god... mine would be the... _ _ _ _ _ and _ _ _ _ hahaha perd's would be... shall not reveal but i would say that mine would have nothing to do with bgr. yup. confident of that but come again... if the testing comes.... ooohhh prays in tongues...******************
anyways... my dad was having a fever and i think i caught it from him... am having a sore throat ( maybe too much meiji liao ) and sweating really profusely now... hmmm *chu han* maybe?
arights... gotta go liao... jiajia waiting for me to upload her page... hahaha
feeling: a bit seh~
audio: ***
22 October 2003
argh!!!!! enough enough it's enough!!!!! how can i take away that ESC on my keyboard??? argh!!!!! my blog has been argh!!!!!
ok anyways... hahaha ok shall keep it short and * sweet *
holidays will start on 13th nov... but i think there's still a lot of things to be done from 13th nov * hyak hyak hyak * all you people are in for something really BIG wor~ right jia and ray? heh heh anyways... bought a couple of meiji proucts... yum yum... ok short and sweet. bye
feeling: yeah~
audio: lenny leblanc - above all ( yeah my fast from icq and msn is over!!! can download songs liao!!! )
ok anyways... hahaha ok shall keep it short and * sweet *
holidays will start on 13th nov... but i think there's still a lot of things to be done from 13th nov * hyak hyak hyak * all you people are in for something really BIG wor~ right jia and ray? heh heh anyways... bought a couple of meiji proucts... yum yum... ok short and sweet. bye
feeling: yeah~
audio: lenny leblanc - above all ( yeah my fast from icq and msn is over!!! can download songs liao!!! )
20 October 2003
a hmmified day... full of things that surprised me... and a self control was needed... hahaha made a pact with god about my new fasting plan~ yeah!!!
fast from
1. tv * this time really official *
2. this sentence to get by... if you've got nothing to say, then don't say anything.
3. not buying anything for myself until i saved enough for the camp and mission fund.
yups... that's all... busy day tmr... yups... see ya all~ byeee
fast from
1. tv * this time really official *
2. this sentence to get by... if you've got nothing to say, then don't say anything.
3. not buying anything for myself until i saved enough for the camp and mission fund.
yups... that's all... busy day tmr... yups... see ya all~ byeee
wha lau~ just typed a lot of things that happened today then ESC again. shucks.
ok point form.
1. woke up. didn't sell fish. went to meeting with jasmine.
2. went for drama meeting.
3. went home. finished half of illustrations.
4. typing and realise that one of the big luo han just knocked itself against the tank and now it's like going to die soon...
5. ok gotta go liao
feeling: what's with me huh? how come always type a lot then will accidently press ESC one???
audio: my sister's breathing...
ok point form.
1. woke up. didn't sell fish. went to meeting with jasmine.
2. went for drama meeting.
3. went home. finished half of illustrations.
4. typing and realise that one of the big luo han just knocked itself against the tank and now it's like going to die soon...
5. ok gotta go liao
feeling: what's with me huh? how come always type a lot then will accidently press ESC one???
audio: my sister's breathing...
18 October 2003
alrights. this is making me kinda mad. typed 2 blogs. one super long and original. typed esc. kena. then second one... typed super short. kena again. ok here's the third one.
point form.
1.
woke up, received a letter, it got settled but was unable to attend pm.
2.
reached nexus and got a huge surprise. aroon!!!
3.
service! started to get drowsy spells but during PnW still can jump like siao~ yeah amen~
4.
during sermon i got the answers to my question. during altar call, asked aroon but shall leave him to hope bangkok instead. saw danny responding~ amen!
5.
went to starhub. developed fever and fainting spells. ashley was having fever too and her face got really red. chengcheng blessed and touched me with his simple gesture of getting me my favourite dessert ( black glutinous rice )
6.
went home by taking a cab.
7.
watched the last 15 mins of man u vs leeds. agree that leeds goalie is good. made 2 superb save. score 1-0. mr i'm so fierce roy keane scored. alan smith kena yellow card. after he kena the yellow card he still action here and there ( wait till he kena the fist from keane ) ronaldo replaced by nicky butt... nicky butt??? forlan can become full time juggler. his area of playing or rather pushing the ball with his feet is 1/2 m.
8.
chelsea match going on now. wants chelsea to win ( nothing against arsenal ) so that i can watch a chelsea vs man u match instead of arsenal vs manu cos that'll be a repeated soap opera.
9.
going to sleep liao.
10.
bye all.
anyways... peps poly hoppies are playing soccer tmr at farrer park~ woo~ anyone wanna join??? before that there's rounders~ yeah~
feeling: hungry and craving for steak
audio: fan
point form.
1.
woke up, received a letter, it got settled but was unable to attend pm.
2.
reached nexus and got a huge surprise. aroon!!!
3.
service! started to get drowsy spells but during PnW still can jump like siao~ yeah amen~
4.
during sermon i got the answers to my question. during altar call, asked aroon but shall leave him to hope bangkok instead. saw danny responding~ amen!
5.
went to starhub. developed fever and fainting spells. ashley was having fever too and her face got really red. chengcheng blessed and touched me with his simple gesture of getting me my favourite dessert ( black glutinous rice )
6.
went home by taking a cab.
7.
watched the last 15 mins of man u vs leeds. agree that leeds goalie is good. made 2 superb save. score 1-0. mr i'm so fierce roy keane scored. alan smith kena yellow card. after he kena the yellow card he still action here and there ( wait till he kena the fist from keane ) ronaldo replaced by nicky butt... nicky butt??? forlan can become full time juggler. his area of playing or rather pushing the ball with his feet is 1/2 m.
8.
chelsea match going on now. wants chelsea to win ( nothing against arsenal ) so that i can watch a chelsea vs man u match instead of arsenal vs manu cos that'll be a repeated soap opera.
9.
going to sleep liao.
10.
bye all.
anyways... peps poly hoppies are playing soccer tmr at farrer park~ woo~ anyone wanna join??? before that there's rounders~ yeah~
feeling: hungry and craving for steak
audio: fan
16 October 2003
hi. broke fast from icq and msn for a while cos emergency lah, have to do homework then printer spoil so i have to go online and send to other people to help me print out... yup...
about my dad's accident, the guy who bumped into my dad's lorry behind was drunk and he asked my dad not to report to the police cos his license would be suspended...my dad agreed... today ntuc called and it was said that the guy turn the tables on my dad instead... i just prayed that my dad won't kenna anything. then when i came home just now, it turned out to be... the drunkard didn't only bumped into my pa's lorry, he bumped into another person's vehicle too. alrights...
lesson 1: don't drink and drive ( you endanger other lives - if you don't wanna live, don't involve others )
lesson 2: when you are in the wrong, don't push the blame to others ( spirit of adam )
ok must go and do my homework liao... see ya all...
feeling: alrights
audio: ----------
about my dad's accident, the guy who bumped into my dad's lorry behind was drunk and he asked my dad not to report to the police cos his license would be suspended...my dad agreed... today ntuc called and it was said that the guy turn the tables on my dad instead... i just prayed that my dad won't kenna anything. then when i came home just now, it turned out to be... the drunkard didn't only bumped into my pa's lorry, he bumped into another person's vehicle too. alrights...
lesson 1: don't drink and drive ( you endanger other lives - if you don't wanna live, don't involve others )
lesson 2: when you are in the wrong, don't push the blame to others ( spirit of adam )
ok must go and do my homework liao... see ya all...
feeling: alrights
audio: ----------
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alrights... a couple of things that happened... last night my father's lorry collide with another lorry... thank god he wasn't hurt. when he called me in the morning, i was quite scared that he might end up in the hospital...then on my bed, i found a dark brown baby chewed up lizard on my bed... haiz... the culprit is pretty obvious right? then just now... the same culprit vomited... haiz... whats wrong boy... ate too much 'kong long dan' or apples eh? in the afternoon, i spent 4 hrs just trying to thread a thread on the sewing machine only to find that the bobbin case and the bobbin parts are faulty... god was certainly testing my patience, testing whether i will flare up or not... well... i grumbled a lot... so yup...
care group was great man~ it was kinda an eye opener... cos our theme was giving and for holy comm, someone said this: give all your time, talents, love and money to god cos everything belongs to him in the first place. we only need to live on basic things. for everything belongs to god. if you are planning to save your money for some material needs; lets say, a new handphone, a t-shirt, a bag, mp player, files etc... why not use the money to give to the church fund or mission fund? it's more important then getting new stuff... and when the bags are being passed to you during service, don't always just take your loose coins just because it's so called left over ( you know what i'm talking about lah ) from lets say maybe your lunch. instead, surprise yourself by giving a note. it may not have to be a huge amount but as long as it comes from the heart. god knows your heart.
giving time to the lord:
sacrificing time to talk to him ( no matter how busy ), read his word, worship him, dwell in his presence,
giving love:
giving love to the people around you ( friends/family ) or to animals ( but the way i treat oscar... erm... skip... )
giving talents:
give your talents to him:
if you're good at cooking, then COOK and bless people with your dishes, good at talking? invite people to church, good at being lame? well, it's kind of a usage by making new friends~, good at eating? help your smaller size friends/ bros and sis in christ to finish their food ( cannot waste food mah ), good at drawing? help in deco.
giving money:
give your tithe faithfully, give more if you can, cheerfully, willingly, eagarly... ( everything boils down to giving from the bottom of the heart. don't just give because you know that god will bless you. nono... that's wrong. give until it hurts. that's true giving.
my cg shared a couple of testimonies... it was wonderful to see how lord had help us with our struggles especially when we're in financial dire state. perd, charls and me screamed when we saw a nymph xiao qiang surried across the room. hahaha i thought it was a lizard that's why i screamed until i realise how come lizard so plumpish and don't have waist one... hahaha... if one of my drama bro were there... i'm scared to think how terrifying his screams will be... and to think guys are supposed to protect us girls... but oh wells... when i recalled how he screamed and so called huddle with our contact ( aroon ) oh boy... MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA mice you remembered the flying ( a bit the big sized ) mosquitos?
saw someone doing something that is wrong and the person knows it yet the person still did it. told perd. she sounded disappointed. me too. why. if you're reading this ( i will sms you to read it ), please don't do it again. please.
feeling: sleepy... my lids are drooping...
audio: - - - - - - - - - -
care group was great man~ it was kinda an eye opener... cos our theme was giving and for holy comm, someone said this: give all your time, talents, love and money to god cos everything belongs to him in the first place. we only need to live on basic things. for everything belongs to god. if you are planning to save your money for some material needs; lets say, a new handphone, a t-shirt, a bag, mp player, files etc... why not use the money to give to the church fund or mission fund? it's more important then getting new stuff... and when the bags are being passed to you during service, don't always just take your loose coins just because it's so called left over ( you know what i'm talking about lah ) from lets say maybe your lunch. instead, surprise yourself by giving a note. it may not have to be a huge amount but as long as it comes from the heart. god knows your heart.
giving time to the lord:
sacrificing time to talk to him ( no matter how busy ), read his word, worship him, dwell in his presence,
giving love:
giving love to the people around you ( friends/family ) or to animals ( but the way i treat oscar... erm... skip... )
giving talents:
give your talents to him:
if you're good at cooking, then COOK and bless people with your dishes, good at talking? invite people to church, good at being lame? well, it's kind of a usage by making new friends~, good at eating? help your smaller size friends/ bros and sis in christ to finish their food ( cannot waste food mah ), good at drawing? help in deco.
giving money:
give your tithe faithfully, give more if you can, cheerfully, willingly, eagarly... ( everything boils down to giving from the bottom of the heart. don't just give because you know that god will bless you. nono... that's wrong. give until it hurts. that's true giving.
my cg shared a couple of testimonies... it was wonderful to see how lord had help us with our struggles especially when we're in financial dire state. perd, charls and me screamed when we saw a nymph xiao qiang surried across the room. hahaha i thought it was a lizard that's why i screamed until i realise how come lizard so plumpish and don't have waist one... hahaha... if one of my drama bro were there... i'm scared to think how terrifying his screams will be... and to think guys are supposed to protect us girls... but oh wells... when i recalled how he screamed and so called huddle with our contact ( aroon ) oh boy... MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA mice you remembered the flying ( a bit the big sized ) mosquitos?
saw someone doing something that is wrong and the person knows it yet the person still did it. told perd. she sounded disappointed. me too. why. if you're reading this ( i will sms you to read it ), please don't do it again. please.
feeling: sleepy... my lids are drooping...
audio: - - - - - - - - - -
14 October 2003
Romans 12:2
Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is--his good, pleasing and perfect will.
Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD , "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
all you have to do is to let god take control and lean not on your own understanding.
really thankful for god's word. what if... i read an email that mice sent to me... so many different types of what if...
what if there's no bible because you did not read his word?
what if god did not sent jesus to die on the cross for us?
what if...
we love you because you love us first. god always takes the first step and initiates everything. what a wonderful god.
feeling: calm, good, happy, grateful and most of all thankful... (^,^)
audio: garang guni's pipu pipu pipu
Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is--his good, pleasing and perfect will.
Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD , "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
all you have to do is to let god take control and lean not on your own understanding.
really thankful for god's word. what if... i read an email that mice sent to me... so many different types of what if...
what if there's no bible because you did not read his word?
what if god did not sent jesus to die on the cross for us?
what if...
we love you because you love us first. god always takes the first step and initiates everything. what a wonderful god.
feeling: calm, good, happy, grateful and most of all thankful... (^,^)
audio: garang guni's pipu pipu pipu
13 October 2003
busy day... busy night... busy week... oh yeah...
1) 60 drawings of designs ( chinese dragon robes )
2) 30 figure drawings ( tearsheets )
3) cuff drawings and cuff tearsheets
4) sewing ( 7 seams, 2 pintucks, 3 zips )
5) victorian step by step dresses ( those victorian women wore up to 7 layers of clothings~ )
6) essay on famous photographers( david bailey, mario testino, helmut newton, bruce webber )
7) miniature skirts ( 7 kinds )
8) mock circular skirt and real circular skirt
9) proposal to korean company ( comm skills )
1 to be done by tomorrow
2 - 4 to be done by wednesday
5 - 6 to be done by thursday
7 - 9 to be done by friday
hmmm... gotta plan my time properly liao... and i've got my science and my maths too... argh... stress ah... was feeling superb cos i sang my heart out ( off pitch ) to the lord~ come and make my heart your home~ yup... ok can't tag for long... am fasting from watching tv programmes... people who knows me well... know that i can't survive without tv... oh wells... gotta sacrific some stuff... for the benefit of my pastoral/school work... yup yup yup...
this verse kept popping up in my head... and this verse appears 3 times in the bible
Matthew 5:29
If your right eye causes you to sin, gouge it out and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to be thrown into hell
Matthew 18:9
And if your eye causes you to sin, gouge it out and throw it away. It is better for you to enter life with one eye than to have two eyes and be thrown into the fire of hell.
Mark 9:47
And if your eye causes you to sin, pluck it out. It is better for you to enter the kingdom of God with one eye than to have two eyes and be thrown into hell.
and this too... look carefully at verse 23
Proverbs 4:1-27
Wisdom Is Supreme
1 Listen, my sons, to a father's instruction;
pay attention and gain understanding.
2 I give you sound learning,
so do not forsake my teaching.
3 When I was a boy in my father's house,
still tender, and an only child of my mother,
4 he taught me and said,
"Lay hold of my words with all your heart;
keep my commands and you will live.
5 Get wisdom, get understanding;
do not forget my words or swerve from them.
6 Do not forsake wisdom, and she will protect you;
love her, and she will watch over you.
7 Wisdom is supreme; therefore get wisdom.
Though it cost all you have, [1] get understanding.
8 Esteem her, and she will exalt you;
embrace her, and she will honor you.
9 She will set a garland of grace on your head
and present you with a crown of splendor."
10 Listen, my son, accept what I say,
and the years of your life will be many.
11 I guide you in the way of wisdom
and lead you along straight paths.
12 When you walk, your steps will not be hampered;
when you run, you will not stumble.
13 Hold on to instruction, do not let it go;
guard it well, for it is your life.
14 Do not set foot on the path of the wicked
or walk in the way of evil men.
15 Avoid it, do not travel on it;
turn from it and go on your way.
16 For they cannot sleep till they do evil;
they are robbed of slumber till they make someone fall.
17 They eat the bread of wickedness
and drink the wine of violence.
18 The path of the righteous is like the first gleam of dawn,
shining ever brighter till the full light of day.
19 But the way of the wicked is like deep darkness;
they do not know what makes them stumble.
20 My son, pay attention to what I say;
listen closely to my words.
21 Do not let them out of your sight,
keep them within your heart;
22 for they are life to those who find them
and health to a man's whole body.
* 23 Above all else, guard your heart,
for it is the wellspring of life. *
24 Put away perversity from your mouth;
keep corrupt talk far from your lips.
25 Let your eyes look straight ahead,
fix your gaze directly before you.
26 Make level [2] paths for your feet
and take only ways that are firm.
27 Do not swerve to the right or the left;
keep your foot from evil.
yup... was thinking about how some people can live, adapt to a worldly or earthly; temporal: the carnal world. christian or non christian... well... the christians first. how come they backslide one? i mean they DO know that god loves them but how come they just rather live a life they know that in the very first place it's not quite right after all and when you ask them how come you're not attending church or even go back to where they left in the first place they can only mumble... i don't like my church people OR i'm too busy OR i never backslide what~ i still do qt you know OR whatever their reasons are... i have nothing to say. non christians... you people got me really stumped. is the world out there happier and more... fun? those are short term pleasures~ it's not fulfilling~ the things you've think, said and done... why say such things? why think such thoughts? why do such actions that even you know that it's not nice??? puzzled...
yup... thoughts of cutting my hair came again... this time the inspiration came from sun yanzi... yeah... punk... i asked my ministry leader - nel, my perd... they said... NO!!! BU KE YI!!! haiz... i can't stand the duration of hair growing at snail's pace just around your neck.... ooohhh i hate it!!! but... but... something to cheer myself up... hahaha gotta spend money on snacks liao!!! meiji come to momma~
feeling: sleepy
audio: news theme...
1) 60 drawings of designs ( chinese dragon robes )
2) 30 figure drawings ( tearsheets )
3) cuff drawings and cuff tearsheets
4) sewing ( 7 seams, 2 pintucks, 3 zips )
5) victorian step by step dresses ( those victorian women wore up to 7 layers of clothings~ )
6) essay on famous photographers( david bailey, mario testino, helmut newton, bruce webber )
7) miniature skirts ( 7 kinds )
8) mock circular skirt and real circular skirt
9) proposal to korean company ( comm skills )
1 to be done by tomorrow
2 - 4 to be done by wednesday
5 - 6 to be done by thursday
7 - 9 to be done by friday
hmmm... gotta plan my time properly liao... and i've got my science and my maths too... argh... stress ah... was feeling superb cos i sang my heart out ( off pitch ) to the lord~ come and make my heart your home~ yup... ok can't tag for long... am fasting from watching tv programmes... people who knows me well... know that i can't survive without tv... oh wells... gotta sacrific some stuff... for the benefit of my pastoral/school work... yup yup yup...
this verse kept popping up in my head... and this verse appears 3 times in the bible
Matthew 5:29
If your right eye causes you to sin, gouge it out and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to be thrown into hell
Matthew 18:9
And if your eye causes you to sin, gouge it out and throw it away. It is better for you to enter life with one eye than to have two eyes and be thrown into the fire of hell.
Mark 9:47
And if your eye causes you to sin, pluck it out. It is better for you to enter the kingdom of God with one eye than to have two eyes and be thrown into hell.
and this too... look carefully at verse 23
Proverbs 4:1-27
Wisdom Is Supreme
1 Listen, my sons, to a father's instruction;
pay attention and gain understanding.
2 I give you sound learning,
so do not forsake my teaching.
3 When I was a boy in my father's house,
still tender, and an only child of my mother,
4 he taught me and said,
"Lay hold of my words with all your heart;
keep my commands and you will live.
5 Get wisdom, get understanding;
do not forget my words or swerve from them.
6 Do not forsake wisdom, and she will protect you;
love her, and she will watch over you.
7 Wisdom is supreme; therefore get wisdom.
Though it cost all you have, [1] get understanding.
8 Esteem her, and she will exalt you;
embrace her, and she will honor you.
9 She will set a garland of grace on your head
and present you with a crown of splendor."
10 Listen, my son, accept what I say,
and the years of your life will be many.
11 I guide you in the way of wisdom
and lead you along straight paths.
12 When you walk, your steps will not be hampered;
when you run, you will not stumble.
13 Hold on to instruction, do not let it go;
guard it well, for it is your life.
14 Do not set foot on the path of the wicked
or walk in the way of evil men.
15 Avoid it, do not travel on it;
turn from it and go on your way.
16 For they cannot sleep till they do evil;
they are robbed of slumber till they make someone fall.
17 They eat the bread of wickedness
and drink the wine of violence.
18 The path of the righteous is like the first gleam of dawn,
shining ever brighter till the full light of day.
19 But the way of the wicked is like deep darkness;
they do not know what makes them stumble.
20 My son, pay attention to what I say;
listen closely to my words.
21 Do not let them out of your sight,
keep them within your heart;
22 for they are life to those who find them
and health to a man's whole body.
* 23 Above all else, guard your heart,
for it is the wellspring of life. *
24 Put away perversity from your mouth;
keep corrupt talk far from your lips.
25 Let your eyes look straight ahead,
fix your gaze directly before you.
26 Make level [2] paths for your feet
and take only ways that are firm.
27 Do not swerve to the right or the left;
keep your foot from evil.
yup... was thinking about how some people can live, adapt to a worldly or earthly; temporal: the carnal world. christian or non christian... well... the christians first. how come they backslide one? i mean they DO know that god loves them but how come they just rather live a life they know that in the very first place it's not quite right after all and when you ask them how come you're not attending church or even go back to where they left in the first place they can only mumble... i don't like my church people OR i'm too busy OR i never backslide what~ i still do qt you know OR whatever their reasons are... i have nothing to say. non christians... you people got me really stumped. is the world out there happier and more... fun? those are short term pleasures~ it's not fulfilling~ the things you've think, said and done... why say such things? why think such thoughts? why do such actions that even you know that it's not nice??? puzzled...
yup... thoughts of cutting my hair came again... this time the inspiration came from sun yanzi... yeah... punk... i asked my ministry leader - nel, my perd... they said... NO!!! BU KE YI!!! haiz... i can't stand the duration of hair growing at snail's pace just around your neck.... ooohhh i hate it!!! but... but... something to cheer myself up... hahaha gotta spend money on snacks liao!!! meiji come to momma~
feeling: sleepy
audio: news theme...
11 October 2003
Christian Pickup Lines (-_-) boy is this super funny!!!
1) Nice bible.
2) I would like to pray with you.
3) You know Jesus? Me too.
4) God told me to come talk to you.
5) I know a church where we could go and talk.
6) How about a hug, sister?
7) Do you need help carrying your bible? It looks heavy.
8) Christians don't shake hands, Christians gotta hug.
9) Oh you are cold, Ecclesiastes 4:11.
10) Did it hurt when you fell from Heaven?
11) What are your plans for tonight? Feel like a bible study?
12) I am here for you.
13) The word says "Give drink to those who are thirsty, and feed the hungry." How about dinner?
14) You don't have an accountability partner? Me neither.
15) Do you want to come over and watch the Ten Commandments tonight?
16) Is it a sin that you stole my heart?
17) Would you happen to know a Christian woman (man) that I could love with all my heart and wait on hand and foot?
18) Nice bracelet. (WWJD) What would Jesus date? I mean "do."
19) Do you believe in Divine appointment?
20) Have you ever tried praying at a drive-in movie before?
21) Excuse me, I believe one of your ribs belongs to me.
22) My friend told me to come and meet you, he said that you are a really nice person. I think you know him. Jesus, yeah, that's hisname.
23) You know they say that you have never really dated, until you have dated a Christian.
wha... did anyone tried any of these or did this happened to anyone out there before???
1) Nice bible.
2) I would like to pray with you.
3) You know Jesus? Me too.
4) God told me to come talk to you.
5) I know a church where we could go and talk.
6) How about a hug, sister?
7) Do you need help carrying your bible? It looks heavy.
8) Christians don't shake hands, Christians gotta hug.
9) Oh you are cold, Ecclesiastes 4:11.
10) Did it hurt when you fell from Heaven?
11) What are your plans for tonight? Feel like a bible study?
12) I am here for you.
13) The word says "Give drink to those who are thirsty, and feed the hungry." How about dinner?
14) You don't have an accountability partner? Me neither.
15) Do you want to come over and watch the Ten Commandments tonight?
16) Is it a sin that you stole my heart?
17) Would you happen to know a Christian woman (man) that I could love with all my heart and wait on hand and foot?
18) Nice bracelet. (WWJD) What would Jesus date? I mean "do."
19) Do you believe in Divine appointment?
20) Have you ever tried praying at a drive-in movie before?
21) Excuse me, I believe one of your ribs belongs to me.
22) My friend told me to come and meet you, he said that you are a really nice person. I think you know him. Jesus, yeah, that's hisname.
23) You know they say that you have never really dated, until you have dated a Christian.
wha... did anyone tried any of these or did this happened to anyone out there before???
- i'm loving it - i'm loving it - i'm loving it - i'm loving it - i'm loving it - i'm loving it -
hmmm... i wore a not so " i'm loving it " t-shirt... anyways... really had a great time with perd and of cos... service.. especially prayer meeting... hahaha could relate to some of the things that were being said yup yup yup... did some stuff today... ate with perd twice... wha... very full... then had a super short meeting with jiayi mei mei... some plans were being changed... sarah and peiru was at cuppage but i didn't see them... got to know my follow-uppee better... her name is jessica and i got to know another 2 person... one is something xuan... and jess... must do something about my hearing and my ability to remember names liao... colin ( np ) was very funny when he was giving his testimony... hahaha gabriel beside me kept laughing so loudly... he literally laugh like HA HA HA... you know... those HA-s that comes out three by three that kind??? ya... and i thought junyao was the worst i've ever heard...
hmmm... did something not very nice to micey... ya... keep it to that... but no... will not do that again... p(*,*)q
and one of my friend is kinda shocked to see me saying hi... hmmm... this friend reacted like this... hi. ( looked at me like i've got some booger stuck at the ball of my nose ) hahaha understandable... oei... you better smile i tell ya... if not... hyak hyak hyak
alrights... a couple of stuff for you peps out there
Gardens For God
- Janet Hayes
PLANT YOUR GARDENS...
It's time to plant our gardens. As you plant, may I suggest the following
rules for your garden planting:
PLANT three rows of squash:
1. Squash gossip
2. Squash criticism
3. Squash indifference
PLANT three rows of peas:
1. Purity
2. Patience
3. Perseverance
PLANT six rows of lettuce:
1. Let us be unselfish and loyal
2. Let us be faithful to duty
3. Let us search the scriptures
4. Let us not be weary in well-doing
5. Let us be obedient in all things
6. Let us Love one another
NO GARDEN is complete without turnips:
1. Turn up for church,prayer service, and Bible study ( or cg )
2. Turn up with a smile, even when things are difficult
3. Turn up with determination to do your best for God's cause.
After planting, may you "Grow in Grace and in the knowledge of our Lord
and Savior Jesus Christ". 2 Peter 3:18
feeling: stuffed
audio: it ain't over till it's over - lenny kravitz ( when can i download all my PnW songs??? )
hmmm... i wore a not so " i'm loving it " t-shirt... anyways... really had a great time with perd and of cos... service.. especially prayer meeting... hahaha could relate to some of the things that were being said yup yup yup... did some stuff today... ate with perd twice... wha... very full... then had a super short meeting with jiayi mei mei... some plans were being changed... sarah and peiru was at cuppage but i didn't see them... got to know my follow-uppee better... her name is jessica and i got to know another 2 person... one is something xuan... and jess... must do something about my hearing and my ability to remember names liao... colin ( np ) was very funny when he was giving his testimony... hahaha gabriel beside me kept laughing so loudly... he literally laugh like HA HA HA... you know... those HA-s that comes out three by three that kind??? ya... and i thought junyao was the worst i've ever heard...
hmmm... did something not very nice to micey... ya... keep it to that... but no... will not do that again... p(*,*)q
and one of my friend is kinda shocked to see me saying hi... hmmm... this friend reacted like this... hi. ( looked at me like i've got some booger stuck at the ball of my nose ) hahaha understandable... oei... you better smile i tell ya... if not... hyak hyak hyak
alrights... a couple of stuff for you peps out there
Gardens For God
- Janet Hayes
PLANT YOUR GARDENS...
It's time to plant our gardens. As you plant, may I suggest the following
rules for your garden planting:
PLANT three rows of squash:
1. Squash gossip
2. Squash criticism
3. Squash indifference
PLANT three rows of peas:
1. Purity
2. Patience
3. Perseverance
PLANT six rows of lettuce:
1. Let us be unselfish and loyal
2. Let us be faithful to duty
3. Let us search the scriptures
4. Let us not be weary in well-doing
5. Let us be obedient in all things
6. Let us Love one another
NO GARDEN is complete without turnips:
1. Turn up for church,prayer service, and Bible study ( or cg )
2. Turn up with a smile, even when things are difficult
3. Turn up with determination to do your best for God's cause.
After planting, may you "Grow in Grace and in the knowledge of our Lord
and Savior Jesus Christ". 2 Peter 3:18
feeling: stuffed
audio: it ain't over till it's over - lenny kravitz ( when can i download all my PnW songs??? )
9 October 2003
amidst of all projects and exams... a time set aside for god is a must...He deserve our everything... put god in the first priority and our everything ( family, studies etc ) behind.
matthew 6
but seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
ooohhh... yes yes yes~ aren't we glad that we have a wonderful and living god?! wow~ again, amidst all bad happenings and some circumstances, god is always there for us... waiting for us to turn to him, sometimes, when problems starts to snowball, we feel so vulnerable and useless... instead, lets see the problem with god's vision...
nothing is too big for god to solve amen?
Psalm 40
many, O LORD my God,
are the wonders you have done.
the things you planned for us
no one can recount to you;
were i to speak and tell of them,
they would be too many to declare.
oh yeah~ last night 230am. a couple of shoutings were happening within my house... i'm afraid of my own temper. the kindS of damage they can cause. but as i thought of god. i'm ashamed. ooohhh gotta repent!!!
feeling: kinda hungry
audio: i don't wanna talk about it ( so qiao ah the title ) - rod stewart
matthew 6
but seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
ooohhh... yes yes yes~ aren't we glad that we have a wonderful and living god?! wow~ again, amidst all bad happenings and some circumstances, god is always there for us... waiting for us to turn to him, sometimes, when problems starts to snowball, we feel so vulnerable and useless... instead, lets see the problem with god's vision...
nothing is too big for god to solve amen?
Psalm 40
many, O LORD my God,
are the wonders you have done.
the things you planned for us
no one can recount to you;
were i to speak and tell of them,
they would be too many to declare.
oh yeah~ last night 230am. a couple of shoutings were happening within my house... i'm afraid of my own temper. the kindS of damage they can cause. but as i thought of god. i'm ashamed. ooohhh gotta repent!!!
feeling: kinda hungry
audio: i don't wanna talk about it ( so qiao ah the title ) - rod stewart
8 October 2003
alrights people... new day and new things and new... everything... hahaha went for meeting with jiayi... my nickname is pokk pokk... how come ah jiayi mei mei... and we did have a hard time thinking about how to let the people have great fun together... ooohhh... so many things... ya... hahaha jiayi... i kept thinking about that green colour thingy... you know... that one... hahaha
anyways people... not blogging much tonight but last night cos a series of stuff that happened... 2 verses that came popping up...
proverbs 3:5
trust in the lord
matthew 6:34
therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself
wha... yup... rely on god!!! more squeezing of the brain for the homework set by susi!!!
feeling: tired but die die also must finish homework
audio: ~
anyways people... not blogging much tonight but last night cos a series of stuff that happened... 2 verses that came popping up...
proverbs 3:5
trust in the lord
matthew 6:34
therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself
wha... yup... rely on god!!! more squeezing of the brain for the homework set by susi!!!
feeling: tired but die die also must finish homework
audio: ~
6 October 2003
hi i'm back. promised perd long time ago about the way i type my entries. anyways... been busy with projects and meetings... thus not being able to find the time to post any entries...
service was great... pastor jeff is so encouraging... i didn't know he was so unwilling... well... that kinda tell us that we should start doing something for our campus and courses right? worship was excellant too... i've always wanted to kneel down and give my all but somehow the pride and paisehness in me kinda stop me from doing that... and also i guess because i stupidly erased all my christian lyrics songs so it's like it's been monkey years ever since i got to hear some PnW songs... i mean i can sing but no i don't wanna see any police coming to my door saying that i'm disturbing the neigbours hahaha... i really want - more more of You Lord x 2 i want to hold you love you not let you go renew this fire thats within my soul i want more more of you lord - ooohhh i can never get enough of you my lord... i wonder what i'll be doing now if i didn't get to know christ in jan 2002... why do weekends have to end so soon? can't we have service everyday? oh man... i really want to see Him soon ( not in dying way lah )so that we'll be able to do that everyday~
something that i have been facing... really have to thank god from the bottom of my heart about this classmate whom he planted in my class. her name is liqing. i guess god place her besides me to mould, sculpt, train, teach me the meaning of patience and tolerance and learning to love people more. and boy... her words, her snide remarks are so hurting... she's does that to the whole class but i guess i took it more personally. as a christian we should love one another but when i face her and when i reached my ultimate limit of tolerations... i nearly brokedown and cried. from the time when she said _ _ _ _ head to me and speak to my _ _ _... i've had it enough to make me go bursting with rage. boy am i surprised with myself when i still can answer her smiling... but i was boiling and about to erupt soon ( tsk tsk tsk... no good ) but well... no matter what... i'll be facing her tmr and i will face her with a smiley face and heart... i guess i do really need to love people more, i really find it hard to love people sometimes...oh wells...
went for meeting at far east with peiru, jiayi and the other two people names whom i have forgotten... i think it's rachel and boliath ( trust me it's not goliath but something that starts with bo and sounds like liath )... peiru is sooo lame and hahaha jiayi is so shy ( people who knows jiayi sure will be amused one ) hahaha really had a great time planning and brainstorming... we went to a turkish eatery and i reallly wanted to order a doner but because i gave my all for the fund and such... i was broke so i settled down for an ice cream instead... but god blessed me when i got home... my maid was still up and she heated up the remaining dinner for me... wow...it's really wonderful to be able to attend meetings and lessons... it's so fulfilling and meaningful rather then gallivanting around yup... yeah~ will be meeting jiayi soon but i will have to miss out the meeting again on thursday because lessons will be brought forward...
a couple of things on my mind... first is about this friend of mine whom i admit i have been avoiding due to an sms... i was scared to talk or even look at my friend in the eye because i was too concern about how people will think and misinterpret... this friend kinda sensed it and i feel really guilty about it... and the thing about me fasting from icq and msn makes it worse and makes my friend thinks that i'm avoiding my friend in on/offline which is untrue!!! but anyways... i really treat this friend as a listener but somehow people thinks otherwise... the wind has died down so i will be speaking to this person soon provided i will not be busy lah... so friend if you're reading this... i hope you understand... and my conscious is transparent clear so nothing can beat that...
i have this best friend since sec 1 but our friendship is going downhill... last week as both of us met at a junction going to school... we just said hi and mumbled some stuff then poff... gone... how did it turn out this way? is it because i have no time for her? or is it that her boyfriend previously said some stuff to me? or is it simply because we don't see eye to eye anymore... we don't even talk anymore... except sometimes occasionally a hi or bye... everytime we meet, did we kinda pretended that everything is going well between us and the truth is it is not going well at all and we're both just kinda too polite to say it out or maybe we just didn't want to admit it... friendship is not about talking or hanging out together 24/7 but built on a mutual trust that i don't find it in our friendship anymore. it's kinda sad when i think about the times i let her down and vice versa... i started having the time of my life in church while she will come to me with her problems which i find it perfectly ok to tell and confide in me but when i tell her that life is not always about relationships and clubbing... i guess that kinda set us apart liao... i cannot blame her because she doesn't have god in her life. YET. but i'm still waiting for the day she'll accept christ.
on wed when i was having cg... while praying i sensed something about my sheep mate... then after that when i got home i read someone's blog and i sense something immediately... then later i found out that both turned out to what i sensed. yesterday during service i sensed something again about a sister's family but i didn't say anything... got to tell my perd soon... i'm not sure with whats spiritual giftings so hence i'll be attending wfl's spiritual and giftings class... giftings doesn't have to be gift of prohesy, gift of discernment, gift of tongues only... gift of giving, mercy are also equally important. yes... really looking forward to the class to really learn more...
this verse is stuck in my head like a chewing gum...
acts 20:24
however, i consider my life worth nothing to me, if only i may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me - the task of testifying to the gospel of god's grace.
we often feel that life is a failure unless we're getting a lot out of it; recognition ( there are some people in church who are find security by basking in the limelight and seeking attention ), fun, money, success. but paul considered life worth nothing unless he used it for god's work. what he put into life was far more important than what he got out. * which is more important to you - what you get out of life, or what you put into it? * single-mindedness is a quality needed by anyone who wishes to do god's work. paul was a single-minded person and the most important goal in his life was to tell others about Christ ( phillipians 3:7-14 ). it is no wonder that paul was the greatest missionary who ever lived. god is looking for more men and women who will focus on that one great task god has given them to do.
( phillipians 3:7-14 < But whatever was to my profit I now consider loss for the sake of Christ. What is more, I consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them rubbish, that I may gain Christ and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which is through faith in Christ--the righteousness that comes from God and is by faith. I want to know Christ and the power of his resurrection and the fellowship of sharing in his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, and so, somehow, to attain to the resurrection from the dead. Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus. > )
people... please pray for my 2 ulcers to heal... one is about to grow soon cos i can feel it... the other one has been making me tear... it's growing underneath my tongue and i can't brush my teeth without tearing... it's hurting me...
one cold cold cold lame so called joke...
conversations between me and kevin ( my classmate )
germ: im a teochew ah nia... hahaha
kevin: im hakka cum teochew... so that makes me a hachew...
feeling: pain...
audio: eternity - robbie williams
service was great... pastor jeff is so encouraging... i didn't know he was so unwilling... well... that kinda tell us that we should start doing something for our campus and courses right? worship was excellant too... i've always wanted to kneel down and give my all but somehow the pride and paisehness in me kinda stop me from doing that... and also i guess because i stupidly erased all my christian lyrics songs so it's like it's been monkey years ever since i got to hear some PnW songs... i mean i can sing but no i don't wanna see any police coming to my door saying that i'm disturbing the neigbours hahaha... i really want - more more of You Lord x 2 i want to hold you love you not let you go renew this fire thats within my soul i want more more of you lord - ooohhh i can never get enough of you my lord... i wonder what i'll be doing now if i didn't get to know christ in jan 2002... why do weekends have to end so soon? can't we have service everyday? oh man... i really want to see Him soon ( not in dying way lah )so that we'll be able to do that everyday~
something that i have been facing... really have to thank god from the bottom of my heart about this classmate whom he planted in my class. her name is liqing. i guess god place her besides me to mould, sculpt, train, teach me the meaning of patience and tolerance and learning to love people more. and boy... her words, her snide remarks are so hurting... she's does that to the whole class but i guess i took it more personally. as a christian we should love one another but when i face her and when i reached my ultimate limit of tolerations... i nearly brokedown and cried. from the time when she said _ _ _ _ head to me and speak to my _ _ _... i've had it enough to make me go bursting with rage. boy am i surprised with myself when i still can answer her smiling... but i was boiling and about to erupt soon ( tsk tsk tsk... no good ) but well... no matter what... i'll be facing her tmr and i will face her with a smiley face and heart... i guess i do really need to love people more, i really find it hard to love people sometimes...oh wells...
went for meeting at far east with peiru, jiayi and the other two people names whom i have forgotten... i think it's rachel and boliath ( trust me it's not goliath but something that starts with bo and sounds like liath )... peiru is sooo lame and hahaha jiayi is so shy ( people who knows jiayi sure will be amused one ) hahaha really had a great time planning and brainstorming... we went to a turkish eatery and i reallly wanted to order a doner but because i gave my all for the fund and such... i was broke so i settled down for an ice cream instead... but god blessed me when i got home... my maid was still up and she heated up the remaining dinner for me... wow...it's really wonderful to be able to attend meetings and lessons... it's so fulfilling and meaningful rather then gallivanting around yup... yeah~ will be meeting jiayi soon but i will have to miss out the meeting again on thursday because lessons will be brought forward...
a couple of things on my mind... first is about this friend of mine whom i admit i have been avoiding due to an sms... i was scared to talk or even look at my friend in the eye because i was too concern about how people will think and misinterpret... this friend kinda sensed it and i feel really guilty about it... and the thing about me fasting from icq and msn makes it worse and makes my friend thinks that i'm avoiding my friend in on/offline which is untrue!!! but anyways... i really treat this friend as a listener but somehow people thinks otherwise... the wind has died down so i will be speaking to this person soon provided i will not be busy lah... so friend if you're reading this... i hope you understand... and my conscious is transparent clear so nothing can beat that...
i have this best friend since sec 1 but our friendship is going downhill... last week as both of us met at a junction going to school... we just said hi and mumbled some stuff then poff... gone... how did it turn out this way? is it because i have no time for her? or is it that her boyfriend previously said some stuff to me? or is it simply because we don't see eye to eye anymore... we don't even talk anymore... except sometimes occasionally a hi or bye... everytime we meet, did we kinda pretended that everything is going well between us and the truth is it is not going well at all and we're both just kinda too polite to say it out or maybe we just didn't want to admit it... friendship is not about talking or hanging out together 24/7 but built on a mutual trust that i don't find it in our friendship anymore. it's kinda sad when i think about the times i let her down and vice versa... i started having the time of my life in church while she will come to me with her problems which i find it perfectly ok to tell and confide in me but when i tell her that life is not always about relationships and clubbing... i guess that kinda set us apart liao... i cannot blame her because she doesn't have god in her life. YET. but i'm still waiting for the day she'll accept christ.
on wed when i was having cg... while praying i sensed something about my sheep mate... then after that when i got home i read someone's blog and i sense something immediately... then later i found out that both turned out to what i sensed. yesterday during service i sensed something again about a sister's family but i didn't say anything... got to tell my perd soon... i'm not sure with whats spiritual giftings so hence i'll be attending wfl's spiritual and giftings class... giftings doesn't have to be gift of prohesy, gift of discernment, gift of tongues only... gift of giving, mercy are also equally important. yes... really looking forward to the class to really learn more...
this verse is stuck in my head like a chewing gum...
acts 20:24
however, i consider my life worth nothing to me, if only i may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me - the task of testifying to the gospel of god's grace.
we often feel that life is a failure unless we're getting a lot out of it; recognition ( there are some people in church who are find security by basking in the limelight and seeking attention ), fun, money, success. but paul considered life worth nothing unless he used it for god's work. what he put into life was far more important than what he got out. * which is more important to you - what you get out of life, or what you put into it? * single-mindedness is a quality needed by anyone who wishes to do god's work. paul was a single-minded person and the most important goal in his life was to tell others about Christ ( phillipians 3:7-14 ). it is no wonder that paul was the greatest missionary who ever lived. god is looking for more men and women who will focus on that one great task god has given them to do.
( phillipians 3:7-14 < But whatever was to my profit I now consider loss for the sake of Christ. What is more, I consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them rubbish, that I may gain Christ and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which is through faith in Christ--the righteousness that comes from God and is by faith. I want to know Christ and the power of his resurrection and the fellowship of sharing in his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, and so, somehow, to attain to the resurrection from the dead. Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus. > )
people... please pray for my 2 ulcers to heal... one is about to grow soon cos i can feel it... the other one has been making me tear... it's growing underneath my tongue and i can't brush my teeth without tearing... it's hurting me...
one cold cold cold lame so called joke...
conversations between me and kevin ( my classmate )
germ: im a teochew ah nia... hahaha
kevin: im hakka cum teochew... so that makes me a hachew...
feeling: pain...
audio: eternity - robbie williams
3 October 2003
waiting for the time to turn 9am... so that i can buy my stamps and envelopes as soon as possible... gotta send out some stuff... ok here's another one...
I took the fruity fruit quiz
made by rav-chan
Check out which fruit you are
ripped from junyao... i think i have to pay some copyrights fee to micey and junyao...
Psalms 111:1 || Praise ye the LORD. I will praise
the LORD with my whole heart, in the assembly
of the upright, and in the congregation.
What Bible Verse Are You?
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(Matthew 19:14-15)
what is your bible verse?
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You have great faith!
What Bible verse is your life's theme song?
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Roberto Carlos - THE MAD-SKILLED DEFENDER
Which Real Madrid Soccer Player are You?
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hahaha i am wu meng da...
coach; aka golden leg
What Shaolin Soccer character are you?
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Psalms 111:1 || Praise ye the LORD. I will praise
the LORD with my whole heart, in the assembly
of the upright, and in the congregation.
What Bible Verse Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
(Matthew 19:14-15)
what is your bible verse?
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You have great faith!
What Bible verse is your life's theme song?
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Roberto Carlos - THE MAD-SKILLED DEFENDER
Which Real Madrid Soccer Player are You?
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hahaha i am wu meng da...
coach; aka golden leg
What Shaolin Soccer character are you?
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2 October 2003
ripped from micey
1 hundred questions
1. Full name: germaine kwek lixian
2. Nicknames: germs, sheep/germs ah ( perd ), jude ( sometimes ), babee ( by yvonne )
3. Eyes: dark brown
4. Height: 167cm. don't envy me. i don't like my height. period. i can't wear heels!!!
5. Hair: bottled dyed brown
6. Siblings: 2 wonderful sisters and a whole church of brothers and sisters in christ!
7. Do u like to sing during shower?: uh uh... you won't want to get me started...
8. Do u like to sing in The Toilet? : whats the difference betwen this and the previous question?
9. Birthday: 14th may 84
10. Sign: taurus *moo*
11. Address: toa payoh... a happening hangout for ah peks and ah mas... yeah... i'm the upcoming aunite of the year
12. Gender: hmmm... i'm confused...
13. Righty or lefty: rightO
14. What do you want in a relationship most?: god centred, honesty, trust, some humour would be an added bonus...
15. Have you ever cheated on someone?: heh heh... no i think...
16. Marital status: taken by Him
17. Do you have a car?: oh yeah~ those toy cars lor... counted or not...
18. What kinda car do you want?: chauffered... beemer, cadillac and land rover...
19. Movie: forrest gump, life is beautiful, amelie, one flew over the cuckoo's nest, there's something about mary, the virgin suicides, xin bu liao qing
20. Song: christian lyrics songs, the girl from ipanema, nothing compares to you, november rain, i'll stand by you
22. TV Show: discovery, national geographic, discovery travel, ally mcbeal, fear factor, just for laughs
25. Food: sweet.
26. Number: hao ma?
27. Cartoon: kerokerokeroppi, ranma 1/2 and of cos... daria~
29. Colour: red
30. Do you plan on having children: hmmm... i'll see
31. Do you want to get married: maybe... see how
32. How old do u wanna be when you have your first child: at a legal age
33. How old do u wanna be when you're married: legal lah
34. Would you have kids before marriage: you're asking the obvious.
35. Do you have a b/f or g/f : heh heh...
37. Do you have a crush: crush? whats that? can eat or not?
38. Music/TV?: music tv= mtv
39. Guys/Girls: oscar
40. Green/Blue: turquoise
41. Pink/Purple: i want red...
42. Summer/Winter: all four seasons?
43. Night/Day: night
44. Hangin Out/Chillin: is sleeping counted?
47. what school do u go to?: nafa - middle road...
48. have you ever taken drugs?: hmmm i think so... oohh i feel dizzy...
49. What's a major turn on for you?: hair - if you don't have it THERE. don't even bother talking to me MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA - kinda far fetch huh... well... only perd, micey and charls knows where... hyak hyak
50. How far would you go on a first date?: we'll see where the transport will bring us to
51. The PERSON you know who is... Most Blonde: anna nicole smith
54. is it right to flirt if you have a bf/gf?: eh... next...
56. what's something about guys/girls you don't get?: how come they ( guys ) can get away without washing the dishes. how come they ( girls ) tend to be sooooo naggy... heh heh applys to all out there...
57. are you happy?: of cos!!!
60. Love or lust: love~
61. Silver or gold: if both are pure i'll take both
62. Diamond or pearl: diamonds are girl's best friend...
63. Sun set or sunrise: sunrise...
64. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping (to swim in the nude): ooohhh interesting...
65. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: oscar counted? or when either oscar or me just finished makaning - stuffed what
66. Do you have any piercing?: yup
67. What color underpants are you wearing?: you mean drawers? well if i happened to belong to the victorian era... i might
68. What song are you listening to right now?: some korean song... nice!
69. What are the last four digits of your phone number?: 1-2-3-4-5-6-7 opps! that's 7 digits!
70. Where would you want to go on your honeymoon? any beach resort at mediterranean
74. What makes you happy?: to be able to serve god
75. What's the next cd/s you're gonna get/buy?: jazz albums
77. What's the best advice given to you?: eh... go and do now leh... NOW!
78. Have you ever won any special awards?: late comer award... miss congeniality ... best actress at cannes festival just to name a few... i don't wanna scare my readers with my high profile of awards... ahem...
79. What are your future goals?: to get my teeth braced and bleched
80. Worst sickness u ever had?: food poisoning...
81. Do you like Funny or scary movies better?: dark comedy would be better or those featuring mental patients... yup...
82. On the phone or in person?: both lah
84. What song seems to reflect you the most?: let me think first
85. If you die tmr who would u leave everything to?: leave what... my legacy? aaawww man... now you got me starting liao
86. Do u have any enemies? : oh yeah... lizards... and satan...
87. What is your greatest fear?: big fat cream coloured lizards * shudders*
88. Would you rather be rich or famous?: can choose both? * rubbed palms together greedily *
89. What time is it in Albania now?: do you know? well i don't
90. You ever been in love?: always
91. Have u met Santa?: last night i saw mummy ki**ing ( censored!!!! ), yeah i think i did * liar *
93. When was the last time you talked to the person that you like: like ah... love can or not... 2 hours ago... to Him
94. Do u have any pets?: oscar
98. Who sent this to you?: i ripped it
99. What do you think of this person: bright and she cheers me up a lot... and boliao too... to actually fill this thingy up...
100. Do u want your friends to write back?: for?
1 hundred questions
1. Full name: germaine kwek lixian
2. Nicknames: germs, sheep/germs ah ( perd ), jude ( sometimes ), babee ( by yvonne )
3. Eyes: dark brown
4. Height: 167cm. don't envy me. i don't like my height. period. i can't wear heels!!!
5. Hair: bottled dyed brown
6. Siblings: 2 wonderful sisters and a whole church of brothers and sisters in christ!
7. Do u like to sing during shower?: uh uh... you won't want to get me started...
8. Do u like to sing in The Toilet? : whats the difference betwen this and the previous question?
9. Birthday: 14th may 84
10. Sign: taurus *moo*
11. Address: toa payoh... a happening hangout for ah peks and ah mas... yeah... i'm the upcoming aunite of the year
12. Gender: hmmm... i'm confused...
13. Righty or lefty: rightO
14. What do you want in a relationship most?: god centred, honesty, trust, some humour would be an added bonus...
15. Have you ever cheated on someone?: heh heh... no i think...
16. Marital status: taken by Him
17. Do you have a car?: oh yeah~ those toy cars lor... counted or not...
18. What kinda car do you want?: chauffered... beemer, cadillac and land rover...
19. Movie: forrest gump, life is beautiful, amelie, one flew over the cuckoo's nest, there's something about mary, the virgin suicides, xin bu liao qing
20. Song: christian lyrics songs, the girl from ipanema, nothing compares to you, november rain, i'll stand by you
22. TV Show: discovery, national geographic, discovery travel, ally mcbeal, fear factor, just for laughs
25. Food: sweet.
26. Number: hao ma?
27. Cartoon: kerokerokeroppi, ranma 1/2 and of cos... daria~
29. Colour: red
30. Do you plan on having children: hmmm... i'll see
31. Do you want to get married: maybe... see how
32. How old do u wanna be when you have your first child: at a legal age
33. How old do u wanna be when you're married: legal lah
34. Would you have kids before marriage: you're asking the obvious.
35. Do you have a b/f or g/f : heh heh...
37. Do you have a crush: crush? whats that? can eat or not?
38. Music/TV?: music tv= mtv
39. Guys/Girls: oscar
40. Green/Blue: turquoise
41. Pink/Purple: i want red...
42. Summer/Winter: all four seasons?
43. Night/Day: night
44. Hangin Out/Chillin: is sleeping counted?
47. what school do u go to?: nafa - middle road...
48. have you ever taken drugs?: hmmm i think so... oohh i feel dizzy...
49. What's a major turn on for you?: hair - if you don't have it THERE. don't even bother talking to me MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA - kinda far fetch huh... well... only perd, micey and charls knows where... hyak hyak
50. How far would you go on a first date?: we'll see where the transport will bring us to
51. The PERSON you know who is... Most Blonde: anna nicole smith
54. is it right to flirt if you have a bf/gf?: eh... next...
56. what's something about guys/girls you don't get?: how come they ( guys ) can get away without washing the dishes. how come they ( girls ) tend to be sooooo naggy... heh heh applys to all out there...
57. are you happy?: of cos!!!
60. Love or lust: love~
61. Silver or gold: if both are pure i'll take both
62. Diamond or pearl: diamonds are girl's best friend...
63. Sun set or sunrise: sunrise...
64. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping (to swim in the nude): ooohhh interesting...
65. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: oscar counted? or when either oscar or me just finished makaning - stuffed what
66. Do you have any piercing?: yup
67. What color underpants are you wearing?: you mean drawers? well if i happened to belong to the victorian era... i might
68. What song are you listening to right now?: some korean song... nice!
69. What are the last four digits of your phone number?: 1-2-3-4-5-6-7 opps! that's 7 digits!
70. Where would you want to go on your honeymoon? any beach resort at mediterranean
74. What makes you happy?: to be able to serve god
75. What's the next cd/s you're gonna get/buy?: jazz albums
77. What's the best advice given to you?: eh... go and do now leh... NOW!
78. Have you ever won any special awards?: late comer award... miss congeniality ... best actress at cannes festival just to name a few... i don't wanna scare my readers with my high profile of awards... ahem...
79. What are your future goals?: to get my teeth braced and bleched
80. Worst sickness u ever had?: food poisoning...
81. Do you like Funny or scary movies better?: dark comedy would be better or those featuring mental patients... yup...
82. On the phone or in person?: both lah
84. What song seems to reflect you the most?: let me think first
85. If you die tmr who would u leave everything to?: leave what... my legacy? aaawww man... now you got me starting liao
86. Do u have any enemies? : oh yeah... lizards... and satan...
87. What is your greatest fear?: big fat cream coloured lizards * shudders*
88. Would you rather be rich or famous?: can choose both? * rubbed palms together greedily *
89. What time is it in Albania now?: do you know? well i don't
90. You ever been in love?: always
91. Have u met Santa?: last night i saw mummy ki**ing ( censored!!!! ), yeah i think i did * liar *
93. When was the last time you talked to the person that you like: like ah... love can or not... 2 hours ago... to Him
94. Do u have any pets?: oscar
98. Who sent this to you?: i ripped it
99. What do you think of this person: bright and she cheers me up a lot... and boliao too... to actually fill this thingy up...
100. Do u want your friends to write back?: for?
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