yey!!! what a day man!!! i got baptised!!! finally!!! woohoohoo!!! hyakhyakhyak!!! anyways people i have been making my perd *tu xue* because of my thinking and fears of getting baptised... well... the thought of jenny telling me about the baptism thingy really got stuck in my brain now... i still can't believe that i'm baptised liao!!! it's kinda surreal but it's real lah!!! lalalalalalalalalala yey!!! hahaha anyways... got pretty much stuff to type about since i've been rather busy with basically everything yup~ and mice told me to paragragh my blogs cos... it makes eyes go x_x...

well well well... lets start from thurs!!! hmmm... thurs i went to sch as usual... nothing much happened so yup.. skip to friday... nothing much happened too though during comm skills we've got a debate with this rather silly topic ( why is modelling NOT a long time career ) and my sisters flew to new york in the morning and fiona promised to help me find my favourite chandelier earrings!!! hyakhyakhyak... but was quite frustrated with yvonne cos she was packing during the last minute and we kinda got irritated with everything cos she couldn't find some stuff and i had to help her but i was nearly dozing off yup... heh heh then it's sat!!! wha... reached nexus by 1020 then from there i'm really stressed cos the singers who brought the supposely *funky* clothings didn't really look funky at all so yup... praise god for nel man... she literally brightens up the room with her voice saying ( it's ok lets just mix and match lor ) sighs of relief were coming from susi and me... yup... really thankful for the dancers cos they really worked hard for the dance for about 1 month and they even suffered huge bruises on their knees due to the torned jeans at the knee... kena grazed... wow... really amzed by their spirit... and mei hwa was down with flu that day and she just went ahead with the dance and i'm really encouraged by her spirit man! wow!!! and then after that shirls was preaching and i remembered this... ( go to the frontline )... in so many areas of our lives... so many battles we had to go through... it's really a priviledge and wonderful experience to even smell the battle let alone the things we do through them~ wow~ we really need all these battles to help us grow and even understand and see things in a god's vision... just like *what would jesus do* yup... what a power praise song man!!! victory chant!!! then after service jaime came to my house and we catch up and i asked her this...

germ: hey how did i get to know you ah?
jaime: sec 1 lor
germ: si meh? not sec 3 ah cos sec 1 i don't know who you are though, never notice you...
jaime: no lah... well... sec 1 i wanted to be your friend but then i realise how come this girl always so grumpy and always got so many comments one...
germ: hahaha really ah... ( inside my head i was thinking hmmm how i still remembered i'm always kicking jaime's chair and bullying her and commenting about her green tea and her favourite astro boy ) *oopsy*

hahaha gave her this *ba hu cigar* snack thingy which i kinda really loathe cos it's not my cup of tea... funny how we buddies can actually get together in the first place hahaha... and it's been... lets count from sec 3 - 5 yrs since i've known jaime and boy we did go through a lot of things together yeah remember mohamad sultan and discovery academy? and not forgetting charls here too 7 years of friendship and how we started out playing bball and getting so dark yet still taking some really awful pictures and until now they're still kept in a box tucked somewhere out there *you know what i mean girl* ^_^ and of cos... those sandwiches at aia... *yums*

after dinner at my house, i walked jaime down to take a cab with me carrying oscar and halfway through... jaime can be the best witness... i felt something warm on my pink sweater... wow... pre-showers of blessing from oscar huh... best... yup... he peed on me and as i lift him up, his pee was like sprinkling all over the void deck... yup...

this week will be super busy man... meeting for fun and fellowship!!! and aww... shucks... gotta miss cg cos i've got a make up lesson... and one good news!!! di has got 2 converts yesterday!!! amen!!!!

anyways i've got something to clear... the reason i fast from icq and msn is because i've been too busy with my projects and there's a couple of meetings coming up and i really cannot afford the time to chat... and also to my friends who felt neglected and some cold shoulder from me... no worries... been having a lot of projects to think about... and it's got nothing to do with anyone out there. sometimes even as i go for service, really got a lot of things to prepare and sometimes i guess i do miss out a couple of people that i usually say hi to... yup... don't be insecure yeah? heh heh

something to make people out there squirm ( ripped from a magazine )

when i was young, i saw and took a lizard from the window ledge and ate it.

well well well... what a fussy eater~

feeling: john 15
audio: porcelain - moby ( no PnW songs cos cannot download from perd cos still fasting from icq and msn... )

one of my favourite songs of all time. look at the lyrics carefully. guess who it is written for. sang by sinead but written by The Artist Formally Known As Prince

nothing compares to you - sinead o connor

it's been seven hours and fifteen days
since you took your love away
i go out every night and sleep all day
since you took your love away
since you been gone i can do whatever I want
i can see whomever i choose
i can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant
but nothing
i said nothing can take away these blues

cause nothing compares
nothing compares to you

it's been so lonely without you here
like a bird without a song
nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling
tell me baby where did I go wrong
i could put my arms around every boy I see
but they'd only remind me of you
i went to the doctor and guess what he told me
guess what he told me
he said girl you better try to have fun
no matter what you do
but he's a fool

cause nothing compares
nothing compares to you

all the flowers that you planted, mama
in the back yard
all died when you went away
i know that living with you baby was sometimes hard
but I'm willing to give it another try

nothing compares
nothing compares to you
nothing compares
nothing compares to you
nothing compares
nothing compares to you

feeling: nice song~
audio: nothing compares to you - sinead o connor

ripped this from perd... uh uh aint any copy rights for ya perd... heh heh


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hmmm i'm forrest gump the movie... alrights... i love that show anyways... saw junyao's results... power rangers... reminds me of charls cos that's charls favourite heh heh anyways... had a good day, did my homework... really did it quite nicely i think i'm quite pleased with it. called perd to tell her i can't make it for the mcg cos of the dateline i had to meet... yup... will be burning the midnight oil tonight to finish up the rest... woo... remembered susi's loud laughter to xin hua cos she ( susi ) pointed out my dark eyebags cum rings to xin hua and susi laughed so loudly... haix... i guess i need some creme de la mer right now... woohoo~ called perd and talked to her about some stuff that somehow everyone will face at anytime of their life... well... not something bad but something about balancing yup... heh heh i'm kinda always leaving my readers there high and dry yeah? heh heh oh wells... anyways... i'm really craving for marks and spencer's biscuits curls and the meiji snacks that i bought yesterday... yum yums... did quite some thinking when i was watching this discovery channel while doing my homework... it was about the vantican... no offense to any roman catholics here though... was watching and i was thinking that that they treat the pope like god more than anything... they call him the holy father... and... ok nothing more in case i write some stuff here that might anger anyone... yupyupyup... realise that my baptism date is drawing super near!!! woohoo!!! finally i can be baptised liao... but i'm not telling my dad... least he blows his top again... perd asked me for a baptism name... shall keep to my maiden name... germs~ help me pray that my dad will let me go off the stall early cos water bap starts at 1130pm... yup... my sisters will be flying off to new york this sat morning... great... i'll be alone heh heh... must ask them to help me buy sweaters from gap or banana republic... heh heh sucker for sweaters man... heh heh... this thurs i'll be going to sch and i asked wynnii to come for our service... then danielle said wo yao zhao bf... o_O okok neverminds... will ask this thurs... how come nafa people so hard to invite one... must really do something about them liao... heh heh... yup... really happy with some stuff happening and ya...

feeling: woohoohoo~
audio: tv

hey hey hey~ what a happening day man... woke up... finally cleared my room ( remembered eelee's words: when your table is clean you 'll tend to WANT to do your work more. ) yeah~ agreeable man hahaha then from home i went to spotlight to change the t-shirts for the upcoming dance then from there i went to lido to find my classmates to take my homework and stuff then heh heh here comes the best part... i went to isetan supermarket with priscillia to buy some meiji products ( i am an avid fan of meiji ) then i found this chaux pastry that cost $2.70 whereas i bought the same thing yesterday for $3.45!!! wha... kenna liao... then from there i bought 2 boxes of the chaux pastry and 1 box of strawberry chocolate then after that i went to marks and spencer... found my favourite biscuit curls!!! yey!!! wha... really very happy to find my favourites man... wha... from there i went to central hq to find shirls, pearls and perd slacking... wha... they are like some drunkards the way they lie around in the room especially pearls... yup... half of her body is on the floor the other half on the bed... the opposite way that is... don't ask me how... hahaha extremely funny thing that i did today... central hq's void deck was under renovation and there were these wet cement around... then i very smart wor~ walked through the path in a very steady and happy manner, until i realise... eh how come the steps i take have got some squishy squashy sound one and the steps i'm taking seems to be soft... then i looked behind~ whoa~ my footprints are printed all the way man... hahaha i was so o_O i just walked to the lift as fast as i can... hahaha hmmm very sorry for the uncles making the cement smooth only to be smeared by wonderful me... heh heh heh... played uno... wha... so short one... i lost...whats new huh... then after that walked pearls to the bustop... hahaha had a great time talking to her hahaha then from there perd and me went back and i waited for xin hua... hmmm made a new friend in xin hua!!! hahaha she's a cute girl very easy going yups... then as we were doing the jeans susi came then we started making the t-shirts... hahaha we made daryl try on the clothes... perd and junyao gave some comments... clown... hmm people when you see it on sat, we tried our best ok. nothing nice to say don't even say anything then ( hahaha kidding ) then i took out my snacks!!! wow before that pearls ate some liao this time round it's more for the girls yeah~ really han hao chi when you share it with your heart wha... shall buy more next time... a console for myself for not being able to find reese... haiz... ya... then we ( susi, xin hua and me ) really had fun doing the clothes... yup... wanna say thanks to veron for helping me to get the history papers... ya people... one bad thing about today... all... i mean ALL my P and W songs kenna deleted by wonderful old clever me... ke kiang lah fiddle here and there then saw some pop up thingy and click ok. wha... gone just like that... best ah...oh wells... testing my patience cos i won't even be downloading from perd cos i will be fasting from msn and icq... yup... heh heh then i recevied a call from yee sian!!! mice!!! yee sian called me after 3 yrs!!! wow... was quite mean... didn't ask how she was but in fact concentrate more on her son kailun and was she married yet... anyways... shall keep the number and shall try to bring her to church soon yup... and yey... my sisters and leh leh brought me out for dinner but blk 7 ( only perd knows where ) was closed... then we went to salvatore pasta fressca... hmmm... ordered bruschetta ( topped with chopped tomatos and drizzled with olive oil ), alle marinara ( seafood in white wine ), pasta pesto ( but we changed it to ravioli - with spinach sauce with garlic and nutmeg) and potato croquette... actually to tell the truth... the fettuccine is too thick, like ban mian, the bruschetta was too soggy, the croquette tasted like it was from supermarket instant cooked that kind and the marinara was too spicy and the lala ( hum ) was nowhere to be seen... though in the end we ordered tiramisu... it was normal lah... nothing fantastic to rave about... i give 2 1/2 stars... ya... anyways people... really wanna encourage you people out there to really fast and pray for a great harvest for this month and next month!!! we all really need to see a break through amen?! lets all bring people into the kingdom of god. lets not judge or see or pick who will be better or who looks easier to convert... nonono.... we christians don't judge. so the bottom line is... are you willing to evax and deny yourself and share christ with people around you? was reading the straits time this morning... the 4 religions in singapore are buddhism, muslims, christians and taosim... i was wondering... how come 4 but not 1? lets do our bit people.

time is like a dollar, you can spent it in any way you want but once it's spent it's gone forever.

feeling: calm
audio: wind? i guess it's the air lah

alrights people... heh heh what a day... god healed me!!! the so called 3D white spot thingy inside my eyelid... it's gone!!! wow!!! it was still there scratching my eyeball while i was still chatting with my perd and mice late last night and when i woke up this morning... it's gone!!! its a so called pimple like thingy and it's gone!!! wow!!! god is really amazing amen?!!! wow... man... i am amazed... and ya today i didn't go to school as my eye was still sore and a wee bit swollen so i went to see a doctor... he took this cotton bud and turn my eyelid inside out... wha... i cringed man... i can feel the cotton bud against my raw eyeball... hyak hyak hyak... and he said it was caused by wearing contact lenses... ya... and guess what... what a match last night... 15 mins of shoving and pushing between arsenal and man u... iyah shall not elaborate... you all should buy the newpaper and read and see how no spirited these soccer players are... wha... so xiao qi one... especially frenchman patrick vieira... he kicked rud v.n because they collided when the both of them went for the high ball and P landed first with R's feet accidently touching his chest... wha he buay song... he kicked R but barely touched him... hmmm... then yellow card... wha... then the arsenal people started surrounding R and pounding him... R got up and ran away... Gary N then started to shove the gunners... hmmm... like xiao hai zi... anyways... it was a great match yup... and real madrid won!!! heh heh becks scored... oh wells... he better prove himself before he becomes a bench warmer... yup... anyways people... i have been laid with a task... of settling the bills at home... good good... can learn some stuff too... yup...

yup people... i'm ceasing my publications because i think it's time to concentrate on my projects and one of my exams. i'll try to update my blog as often as possible... will be changing the lay out soon ( if the magical blogger master is free ) and also... i will be fasting from icq and msn from today 21st september 2003 onwards for 1 month. if you see me online, shoo me off ( but i doubt i will be online in the first place :P ) and yup... anything that you need to ask me or what... sms me or call me through this no: 90026725 ( in case you people don't know, whenever anyone sms me i won't reply but i will call back ) yup... thanks a lot peps...

feeling: energetic and all things are possible with god amen?!
audio: tv...

its a DRAW!!! between manchester united and arsenal that is... could see that sir alex.f is chewing his gum really frantically with his neck really red and arsene wenger kiasu face really red... and you know what... rud got pushed... then gary neville started to push another arsenal guy... hmmm then ya... it ended just like that... oh wow... alrights... tmr is another day... pray for my eye ya people... i cannot live with something scratching my eyeball man...

feeling: lazy - oh no its bad...
audio: wind

The Little Hut

The only survivor of a shipwreck was washed up on a small, uninhabited
island. He prayed feverishly for God to rescue him, and every day he scanned the horizon for help, but none seemed forthcoming. Exhausted, he eventually managed to build a little hut out of driftwood to protect himself from the elements, and to store his few possessions. But then one day, after scavenging for food, he arrived home to find his little hut in flames, the smoke rolling up to the sky. The worst had happened - everything was lost. He was stunned with grief and anger. "God, how could you do this to me?" he cried.

Early the next day, however, he was awakened by the sound of a ship that was approaching the island. It had come to rescue him. "How did you know I was here?" asked the weary man of his rescuers. "We saw your smoke signal," they replied.

It's easy to get discouraged sometimes when things appear to be going
badly. But we shouldn't lose heart, because God is at work in our lives, even in the midst of pain and suffering. Remember, next time your little hut is burning to the ground, it just may be a smoke signal that summons the grace of God.


For all the negative things we have to say to ourselves, God has a positive
answer for it.






You say, "It's impossible."
God says: "All thing are possible". (Luke 18:27)

You say, "I'm too tired."
God says: "I will give you rest". (Matt 11:28-20)

You say, "Nobody really loves me."
God says: "I love you". (John 3:16 - John 13:34)

You say, "I can't go on."
God says: "My grace is sufficient." (II Cor. 12:9 - Psalm 91:15)

You say, "I can't figure things out."
God says: "I will direct your steps." (Proverbs 3:5-6)

You say, "I can't do it."
God says: "You can do all things in Me." (Phil 4:13)

You say, "It's not worth it."
God says: "It will be worth it." (Romans 8:28)

You say, "I can't forgive myself."
God says: "I forgive you." (I John 1:9 - Romans 8:1)

You say, "I can't manage."
God says: "I will supply all your needs." (Phil 4:19)

You say, "I'm afraid."
God says: "I have not given you a spirit of fear." (II Tim. 1:7)

You say, "I'm always worried and frustrated"
God says: "Cast all your cares on ME (I Peter 5:7)

You say, "I don't have enough faith."
God says: "I've given everyone a measure of faith." (Romans 12:3)

You say, "I'm not smart enough."
God says: "I give you wisdom." (I Cor. 1:30)

You say, "I feel all alone."
God says: "I will never leave you or forsake you." (Heb. 13:5)

hi peps... now man u and arsenal playing against each other... frankly speaking... im not a man u fan but this time round im rooting for man u... yeah... nevermind... there's two man u fanatics outside in the living room... my sister and her hubby... yeah... hahaha can hear the tv from here let alone their voices... yup... hahaha ya... today i didn't turn up for dmm cos i had to go for an early family dinner... good too meet my grandma and my aunties once a while... yup... then was thinking about a lot of stuff... things that happened in the past and present... yup... thinking about how as i was a christian as in the past... when i first converted and i know nuts and i was still going clubbing and such... heh heh... my past wor... ya... then now... i club in church!!! heh heh... ya... as im typing i can smell smoke and hear people shouting especially the loud ones are my sisters... screehing in fact... yeah~ was quite uncomfortable for the past one week or so... felt something hindering my eyesight... then today, after i took out my lenses, i was so irritated with my eyeball cos i feel something against them...i thought it was maybe a strand of hair or eye lash that got stuck in there... so i started rubbing them... then as i look carefully... i lift my eyelid... i saw a white spot there and it's not flat but 3D~ erm... you know what i mean lah... then wha... best part is when i blink, i feel the thingy scratching against my eyeball... best huh... asked jasmine... she said fungus... wha... that shocked me quite a bit... what if some mushroom grow there o_O? asked wynnii my classmate she said this is common amongst people who wears lenses frequently cos dirt will get trap by the lenses... okok got it... no lenses for one month or so... must always wear glasses... okok shall do that ya... and next week is water bap... yup... asked my sister she doesnt agree with me so i doubt my pa will agree but i will still go for it. yup. alrights people. shall go off liao...

score 0:0

feeling: yup yup yup
audio: screeching outside... yeah~

yeah~ quite a busy day... reached nexus by 930 for ministry. had a good talk with one of the poly UL. after that pm. after that wfl. then had a talk with my sheepmate - learnt that ignorance is indeed a BLISS~ then service... hmmms... apologised to jasmine... yeah... hahaha because i... shall not reveal anything... then... after that got the dance thingy had to stay back... ya... miss my cg fellowship at starhub yeah~ hmm... the following week would be super busy... dmm on sunday, tuesday got meeting, wed got cg, thursday got meeting, friday got sch all the way till 930, sat service!!! excited for a real rawking harvest amen?! heh heh though yesterday some stuff happened but thou shall not let it overcome me. ignorance is a bliss. sometimes it's no good to know too much things. rather be the blur one. yeah.

by the way titus, it wasn't a caf meeting it was a team meeting i think, i dun really know what's the term though so ya, please don't misunderstand ok *wink*

feeling: god is in control!
audio: tv

hmmm... woke up to a rather *diao* and *huh* and *what the* sms this morning~ hmm... when i saw it i was what? what happened? so immediately i rang perd to ask her~ she replied me with her HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA erm... germs ah i don't mean anything but HAHAHAHAHAHAH (-_-') ya... then the sms was settled... but somehow it made me think twice about how i _______ yeah~ hahahaha think about it... well... some misconception out there eh? did i leave some misunderstandings out there eh? hahahaha anyways~ yup... slept at 230am then my pa came back by 4am this morning so i was... hello ni hui lai le. ok wo yao sleep liao. bye bye. hahaha was super groggy man... then woke up to oscar's licking... hmmm then the sms... double hmmm... yups... alrights going for shepherding liao~ yey~ then maybe after that~~~ hahaha perd treating me tao huay if only the battery suits her hp... cos her battery is down mah~ yups... was quite happy that my dad won't be working tmr so that i can invite him to church to first take a look at what i'm doing most of my time and secondly, convert? but guess what...yes... he's working tmr... oh wells... nevermind lah... another time lor~ heh heh ok peps. going off liao see ya all tmr~ bye

feeling: nuah
audio: wind

this link is linked to the movie titled passion produced by mel gibson. it's about the last 12 hours of Jesus's life. yups. a lot of people refused to support the film in case it doesn't make any money in the box office... haiz... people... lets give our moral support ya?! let the non believers watch it... at least they'll know whats happening and they'll understand more because a lot of people out ther are visual people~ yups...

passion


shall do something about the add above first before telling ya when it's fixed ok

feeling: blur
audio: because i'm a girl - kiss

yay!!! tmr school's cancelled!!! great day~ but was sick through out but it's ok~ heh heh cooked a lot of dishes today, spag bol, cream of mushroom, roasted chicken, roasted potatos, fried chicken, crisp bacon and sausages... heh heh... wha... super tired now... anyways, that day i watched this show titled - boiler room, starring giovanni rinisi and vin diesel of XXX claim yeah~ not bad but critics preferred it to the classic - wall street~ of cos lah wall street leh... but i think boiler room not bad leh~ its about a stock exchange company which was making so much money but underneath it all... it was all a fraud... quite exciting~ yeah then this morning got madonna's guy's show - snatch, haiz.... then cannot watch cos my sister insisted on watching some hong kong drama with michelle saram ( no offence to any of her fans ) with her extremely ugly looking hairstyle... yups... tmr meeting perd for shpeherdin... my pa will be back tmr morning then maybe before or after shepherding i might wanna go makan tao huay~ wha it's been ages since i had tao huay~ actually 2 weeks only~ hmpf... ok people a link for you all~

a mtv that i really enjoyed... really a sucker for these yeah~ and people just click on either the first link or second one... just don't scroll down and look at the pics... if you do, then i don't really see the point of watching the mtv liao... yups... happy watching~

mtv

oh well~ hahaha what a quiz~ o_O


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yup... am back after the thought of changing the layout of my blog yup... anyways, went for caf meeting yesterday, was really funny man... i was telling susi that dewen and junyao make a really comical duo... yeah... hahaha and also... there's nothing wrong with watching k-pop drama ok ya... very sorry about not bringing any rice to *pei* the curry and heh heh shirls two things - i forgotten that you don't like fish but today is carrot soup so i think you can eat and 2 - next time i ask my helper to make more fried onions ( chang ju la ) for you ok... and yesterday's beautiful life was sad eh? shall lend you the "all in" hyak hyak hyak~ no more manga yah anyways somehow while i was condemning manga because it hinders some stuff that leds to susi not getting her k-pop drama ( junyao are you reading this -_-' ) k lah i'm trying to exaggerate~ it kinda "helped" because of the skeleton yeah~ ya... stayed overnight at hq, spent some time talking to perd about some issues that everybody faces sometime in their life no matter what. it's how we see it... ya... heard from livi and dewen prayed over the pc which intially broke down which even mao yan one~whoa~ power hor because of the manga lah! then voila~ ok liao wow, thank god amen?! heh heh but the modem is super ugly looking~ green stingray~ eeewww... ya... spent the night playing chor dai di with shirls, livi and dewen but i think i'm the only one who's super awake maybe after the kopi yeah? heh heh then after they slept, i went to do my homework and was quite glad that i manage to find the parts of a victorian dress yeah~ i think i'm a morning person which is the wee hours morning that kind... then finished my homework exactly by 630am, went to wash my face and did qt - memorised a verse, it's a feat man, ain't no memory person but i prayed that this verse will stay in my head forever and yeah, it did for now~ oopsy heh heh~

matthew 28:18-20

then Jesus came to them and said, " all authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me, therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything that i have commanded you. and surely i am with you always, to the very end of the age."

whoa, when i think about the talk i had with perd and this verse, it kinda made me understand more about the path of being a shepherd. frankly speaking, i shouldn't allow not being a shepherd to hinder or block my paths. instead, very important, rely on god, HAVE FAITH! evax, tell my classmates more about jesus no matter what their reaction would be *the day when you have a personal breakthrough is the day when you face personal rejection * we all must start somewhere, sure there will be rejections or some hurtful words that might somehow or another make us feel super _____ ( fill it in yourself be it whatever word you think it's you when you first started - tag me about this yeah? ) yeah~ words of encouragement, to all the people out there who wants to be shepherds or are follow uppers now, people who are shepherds but want to be cls, or cls who wants to become uls or even breakthrough in any areas of their life, lets all pray and rely on god and most importantly have faith! it's a journey that we can't fathom but only god knows our timing but still, no matter what really faith!!! and have deeds!!! and people, finally i come to a decision~ i'm getting baptized this coming sept!!! no matter what my earthly pa says i will go ahead with it~ my baptizism name would be... please help me think of one ok? thank you all ah~ and yup, went home with dewen because his attachment is at bah soon bah which is at yishun and i live at toa payoh then we were talking about tatoos and somehow i remembered how last time i wanted to get one and uh uh, our body is our temple cannot tarnish it one. yeah~ so i was thinking if people who went for tatoos then later in their lives, they accepted christ then how ah? how would they feel? will they go and laser it off i mean if the money is there if not how ah? hmmm... therefore people, if you know any friends out there who wants to get a tatoo for the sake that it's being cool or what... somehow later they will regret one... advise them not to ok~

meaning of my name -

germ: A small mass of protoplasm or cells from which a new organism or one of its parts may develop. The earliest form of an organism; a seed, bud, or spore. A microorganism, especially a pathogen. Something that may serve as the basis of further growth or development.

i am not called germ for nothing, i am a seed that will grow. though its small, like a mustard seed, *matthew 13:31 - the kingdom of heaven is like a mustard seed, which a man took and planted it in his field. though it is the smallest of all your seeds yet when it grows, it is the largest of garden plants and becomes a tree. so that the birds of the air come and perch in its branches.* i must grow and bring more people to the kingdom of god amen?! lets do our bit for god, even if CG404's goal reached its target, we still must continue to do our part!

one of the sermon's sentence which stays stuck in my head
matthew 9:37 - ~ the harvest is plentiful but the workers are few.

faith - hillsongs

i'm reaching for the prize, i'm giving everything
i give my life for this, it's what I live for
nothing will keep me from, all that You have for me
You hold my head up high, i live for You
greater is He, that's living in me, than he that is in the world

chorus:
faith, i can move the mountains, i can do all things through Christ.
i know~
faith, standing and believing, i can do all things through Christ,
who strengthens me~

feeling: woohoohoo~
audio: spirit 105.3 - nice~ saccidently stumble upon it one

yeah, ripped this off mice's blog...

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
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yox peps... saw some so called 'jokes' the other day~ hmmified...

girl A: hey girl B, you're getting fat!
girl B: well... at least i can diet but you can't cos you're ugly.

girl A: hey you're getting skinnier what happened?
girl b: i cringed when i think that i'll end up like you.

mean!!!

People are often unreasonable, illogical and self-centered;
Forgive them anyway

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway

If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;
Succeed anyway

If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway

What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway

If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;
Be happy anyway

The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway

Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you have anyway

You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God;
it was never between you and them anyway

Mother Teresa

hey hey hey~ what a day man~ whoa... today is a great and eventful day man!!! was late for prayer meet cos i had to go to the bank then nel ( North East Line *hyakhyakhyak* ) came up to me and ask me to help the back up singers to do their hair... hmmm was lacking confidence with myself about how their hair should be like, must add some spray or what and so on... but somehow... i really wanna say, nel a big thank you to you. somehow or another, it's like i learnt to make some decisions on my own but of cos, have to seek yours and their opinions lah~ scully turn out to be a bit the *diao* cannot right~ ya... then its like nel was plucking charlene's ( from titans ) eyebrows... wha~ the attempt to pluck her brows... made charlene teared and exclaimed " oh la la baby!!! " wha... can tell how painful it was man... the area below her brows ah... was reddish man... but heh heh nel cleverly concealed it with white eyeshadow... it reminds me how painful it was last time when i first pluck my brows... but now... i shall leave it alone until they've grown out... heh heh then can pluck other shape ( triangle maybe? la pi xiao xin anyone? )o_O hahaha anyways... yup... wore a checkered top today... wha~ best... notice quite a number of people wore checkered tops leh; sam gan, mei hua, dewen and some people that i recognise but not the names... heh heh... best... great minds think alike mah~ when i first reached nexus... ray said; that's ugly so next time don't wear ok~ hmph :P im secure ok~ and i got mistaken for 1) a guy 2) ah soh... thanks ah people -_-'... anyways people... heh heh... it was a sermon that i won't forget... yeah~ somehow it kinda answered my questions... and i'm satisfied with it man~ woohoo~ yup... today alpha came today, he's from nepal and he's from lasalle!!! * cross fingers for lasalle amen?! * but he left before the service started cos he's got an appointment yups... then zhilin came!!! along with her cousin jesslyn~ yeay! they're going to sunday service from next week onwards!!! yups... hahaha~ a lot of stuff happened today really~ though some of them shall not be revealed~ hahaha~ tmr my pa going overseas~ leh leh coming my house to stay and monday i'll be meeting susi to shop~ heh heh hint to the caf people~ next time our meeting we shall have potluck at esplanade ok? anyways~ hint to all - if anyone out there can cook a decent meal~ hints: pastor jeff likes to eat ravioli~ heh heh i must learn liao and pastor jeff shall be my guinea pig~~~ohh~ forgotten to update about my happening friday~ i went for my class bbq~ whoa~ then i went to rent a bicycle and rode all the way to the sailing club by myself and while i was doing that i was having a mini praise and worship~ whoa~ it was very refreshining man~ i think the atmosphere helps too~ then i went to the jetty and was initially planning to have qt there but somehow don't know how come, in turn i made 2 new friends. two uncles. one was fishing another one was watching... whoa was talking to the indian uncle about the job industry and some species of fish and how to cook it~ whereas the other malay uncle was talking to me about the fishes that they caught the other day ( one sting ray the size of a dining table and one barracuda~ whoa~ barracuda leh~ what size it was doesn't matter liao~ ) and you know what? i asked the malay uncle to lend me his rod and guess what?!!! i caught not 1 not 2 but 3 fishes!!! all alive one ok!!! but they are being used for live baits lah... the size of erm... half of the 2 dollar note we have now~ anyways~ heh heh great week amen!!!

*hey girl~ thanks for that hug over there~ really needed it man~

feeling: woohoohoo~ oh la la baby~
audio: angel - sarah mclachlan

thursday: shepherding and cg ( i'm cooking!!! )
friday: class bbq~
saturday: service!!!
saunday: sell fish and dmm and my pa's going overseas~
monday: school reopen... can feel the twang of unwillingness not~

feeling: wanting to have some quick surgery to get rid of my eye bags...
audio: oscar's running around~

hihi people!!! great week to kick off man~ went to the clc1 class then pastor jeff was teaching us... muahahaha half of the time was spent laughing man... hyak hyak hyak... then because i'm the only poly group there cos my holidays are the same as the high school people... wha... i tell you... its been a long time ever since i've mingled with them man... i felt kinda old yet refreshed... ya... hahaha anyways... today's lesson was taught by priscilla... hahaha she's super cute lor~ so smiley one... hahaha we had some dramarama in nexus... hahaha then from there i went home to sleep then after sleeping i went for caf meeting~ ohhh bumped into damian before that ( my bro-in-law's bro-in-law... get it? )~ wha... good good good~ people you are all in for a treat man... yey~ perd is back!!! yes people... anyways... i will be ceasing publication i think~ cos i'm being bogged down with tons of super overweight / obesed projects ya... and one thing after a series of classes and meetings... ohhh...i learnt that serving god is a great thing that can happened to anyone and its like the more i serve god the more... how do i put it in words... i think you people out there know what i mean lah... can tag me about the word to use too... yup... and it's like i realise something and that is... trials are there to mould us and to make us learn... wow~ there's a saying... though i'm not very sure and not very accurate - stones and ____ can break our ____ but words cannot break our ____~ try to fill in ok cos i'm not very sure with the sentence but you all know what i mean lah~ hahaha finally the US open is over... the winners are justine henin hardenne from belgium and andy roddick from US~ woohoo~ anyways if you all didn't know, andy roddick's girlfriend is mandy moore and my dad saw her and thought that she's a black... cos she's so tan... hmmm... yups i tell you... andy roddick is so good at serving the ball man~ he's got 38 aces!!! 38 leh!!! wha... the last game ah... he won by serving simply three fantastic aces lor~ wow... but the juan carlos ferrero a bit the sour one... when they presented the runner up trophy to him... he was like kinda forcing a smile and sulking at the same time... no sports spirit one... wow... people... boy am i glad that we all have the sports spirit amen?! that's great!!! and people~~~ watch channel 8 1040pm show!!! the korean show - happy's girl diary ( kai xin sao nu cheng gong ri ji )!!! featuring jang nara!!! yey!!!

feeling: ole~ ole ole ole~ jesus~ jesus~
audio: dancing in the moonlight - germaine

hihihi people!!! wow, it has been a great and superb week amen?! wow~hasn't been blogging for a long~ time liao... yes people... my blog's gonna be super long liao... yup... lets start from tuesday night...have been following the US open... really hoping that justine henin hardenne will win... she did!!! ( today morning )yeah... went for dpm on tues night... some stuff happened just before it started... some hiccups but they were solved along the way... amen! then wed... finally finished my jewellery designs... yup... they are wearable ok~ though perd said that one of them resembles a dog chain O_o...nothing much happened on thurs and fri except that i have been going back home rather late lately because of school... yups...ate prata on friday... yey... drank dinosaur ( ice milo with loads and loads of milo powder ) it taste sooo sweet... then on sat... wha~ was at the pm... woohoo~ free was being played... yey man we are free because of jesus!!! so hao ting... then i went for wfl... wha... i tell you people... there are some hindrances to an effective time management... and one of them for me is discipline and laziness... ya... i am a NUAH-ER those who knows me... yes... i can nuah in front of the tv for more than 6 hrs straight without moving one... but hey hey hey! i've change liao... i think can minus off some hours... hahaha then after that went for service... i tell you... so many things was weighing on my mind... couldn't think straight for the past week... then after the sermon... kinda got enlightened... really began to see the light liao... yes... then after that we ( poly and di ) pratice for our cheering yey~ we won anyways if you didn't know... hyakhyakhyak but... one of my people said something which i gave him such a hard stare that whoa... i felt mean... ya anyways i apologised liao... felt pretty bad about the whole thingy... yup... then because i have not give my tithe yet so i wanted to put in the offering bag some... until i realise im left with $2... then it's like a do or die... cos i'm super hungry, need to buy newspapers for my pa... then in the end i was like. ok germs, just GIVE. so i put in my last $2 wondering when will my pa give me money... then... the very next day, my sister gave me $100. whoa. i was quite shocked... i mean whoa... really whoa... speechless... praise god!!! then ya... back to family day... ok sunday came... had to help me pa at the stall before going down to YCK stadium.... hahaha oh boy... poly and di people are not old ok... we are youthful amen?! hyak hyak hyak... i'm so proud of my poly and di bros man... what a different kind of strategy of going backwards for the caterpillar game - that was quite a genius idea man, then also kudos to the sistas!!! all the petite ones were chosen for the hoola hoop game... yeay!!! then after that we played the first regional game which was the - how many people can fit into the small are - wha... really proves one thing.. as we grow older... we *grow* too... heh heh get what i mean? oopsy... hahaha then after that we played the blind folded game... wha... me and lolli had a lot of fun man... hahaha we crashed into the axis bros actually, causing one of them to have a painful jab at the nose... oopsy... very sorry bro... we couldn't see where we were going... then after that we played the running over the legs game... wha... so funny... actually we skipped a couple or should i say most of the people's legs... heh heh sheesh... paiseh ah... then the water bomb game... ya... we kenna disqualified i think because of some reasons... but its ok brothas, lets do better next time ya?! wha the regional games was the best... we thought of a plan that really sound like it's truely idiot proof... but somehow... heh heh... all i know was that we... i think its was a couple of us *poly gal attackers* and some of the *poly guy defenders* ... kinda just ran amok... we were like in some frenzy state... just running around in the field... heh heh it was really fun man... well, the northeast won!!! yey!!! hiphip hurray!!! good work northeast people!!! and also to the titans and the axis!!! good work too!!! lets all work even harder ok?!!! and to the poly people, wow... great work man!!! im proud of all of us!!! and also to pastor jeff... happy 35th birthday!!! he's gonna receive his gift from me next week!!! more cheese ya!!!

feeling: MAN ZU MAN ZU MAN ZU MAN ZU MAN ZU MAN ZU ( kao xin jiu hao )
audio: reign in me - jami smith

oh my goodness me... muahahahaha i just had an overdose of watching this K-pop drama called my love patzzi or pazzi... hmmms... anyways... hasn't been watching much tv lately... so this time round... i watched the series from last night 11pm-530am... muhahahah then i went off to sleep... i was planning to sleep throught the entire day cos it's like a reward after finishing my fat project but i woke up by 9am due to some commotion happening in the house... yup... wha... this drama... its like so... surreal... muahahahah now i am going to gush over some K-pop guy liao like how shirls and livi did when they watched the korean tuition teacher movie... yups... wha... the guy starring in the drama is kim jae won... woohoo~ so S.N.A.G looking... hahaha and whenever he smiles... which is everytime... wha~ blows me away man... kua zhang... ya... hahahaha he's really cute lor~ my kind man... oopsy...nice smile...woohoo~ and he has this mindset of being sooooo nice and thoughtful in any situation!!! pian ren de, zuo xi mah... but still... wha... i think later when i go for dpm i will keep smiling non stop one... heh heh... this is unbelievable man... until to a point... i was so engrossed in the show... a couple of my friends called me... i refused to leave my seat and answer the phone call... yes people... in case you're wondering what S.N.A.G means... its... Sensitive New Age Guy... or rather in chinese... xin hao nan ren... wha all jue zhong liao... extinct lor... except in the goggle box... muhahahahah and people... poly people especially... WE MUST WIN!!! let them breathe our dust!!! oopsy... any high school people reading this??? heh heh muahahahah \(^o^)/

feeling: wha~ so cute~ my dog lah... and of cos... jae won... like as if i know him like that... muahahahahah
audio: wind...